ABO is doomed

"Tang Chaobai..." Qu Di suddenly turned around and looked at him, "I don't love you."

He once loved, Yang Ji, and Shu Yi. He knew what it was like to love someone. He wanted to treat him well, and he would treat him with all his heart. Whenever he thought of him, his heart would be bubbling sweetly. Yes, he was looking forward to the other party's return, expecting the other party to put him on top of his heart, expecting the other party to love him the same.

He has thought many times, is he really in love with Tang Xiyan?Maybe there was a heartbeat and a liking in those few months of getting along, but he knew that it was not love.

Tang Xiyan's unilateral contribution, he accepts it with trepidation, every time he gets a little favor from him, he thinks about how to return it, this is not love, maybe it is family affection, maybe it's just... an idea of ​​wanting to repay him, so Treat your own love as a reward, and try to make yourself love him.

He will also play petty temper with Shu Yi, laugh in front of him, and cry when he is wronged, but in front of Tang Xiyan, he only smiles persistently and tolerates all his petty temper, even if he When I can't hold on anymore, I will comfort him: "We will get through it."

He likes Tang Xiyan, but he doesn't love him. He no longer believes in illusory love. It is a thorny thorn, piercing his skin time and time again, draining his blood, and devouring his body. .

He had already killed Tang Xiyan, and he couldn't let Tang Chaobai fall into his own hell of no return.

"Tang Chaobai, I don't love you." He repeated it again.

Tang Chaobai's body seemed to stiffen for a moment, but he quickly adjusted himself, and he was already prepared for such an answer.

"I know."

The square below is bustling with people, very lively.

"You don't know! I lied to Tang Xiyan, I don't love you, I don't love him, maybe... I don't even love the child in my stomach."

"You don't know any of this."

"Qudi..." Tang Chaobai's first reaction was that he had emotional problems again.

Tang Chaobai drew the curtains and said, "Don't look, let's eat first."

He pulled Qudi's wrist, and Qudi stood still, without any ups and downs in his voice: "You may not know... this child is not what I want." He seemed a little lost: "I don't know what to do What a dad, but... I killed him, so I have to give your family back a child."

Tang Chaobai suddenly remembered Wen Hui's words. As a father, Qudi didn't seem to have a deep attachment to this child. He thought it was just that Qudi was too sad during that time.

Thinking about it now, at the beginning, Qudi seemed normal, but not like now. She always thought about children in everything, took a walk after dinner, read parenting books, and sometimes listened to music and told stories. It seemed to be during this time. just started.

Qu Di smiled self-deprecatingly: "He gave up everything for me, I can only do this for him." What he said was like a deal, Tang Xiyan gave him support, and he exchanged Tang Xiyan A love he wanted.

"I owe him."

"I might like him a little bit." Qu Di lifted the edge of the curtain, looked at the huge poster outside, and said, "I'm greedy for the sense of security he gave me, his full of love, as if I He is the most important person in the world... You should have hated me back then, how could he fall in love with me when he is such an excellent person?"

"I'm just obsessed with the validation he gives me... want him to tell me that I'm not so bad..."

He turned around and looked at Tang Chaobai without fear: "Tang Chaobai, I lied to him, I can't lie to you anymore."

I really don't deserve your kindness to me.

Tang Chaobai knew that he had no right to comment on the relationship between the two of them, so he slowly let go of Qudi's hand, and said in a cold tone, "Let's eat."

Qu Di made a fist with the hand beside her and released it: "Okay."

The two came and went back in silence, even the driver felt the low air pressure on Tang Chaobai's body, and he didn't dare to breathe. Qudi leaned against the car window, watching the traffic outside, and stopped talking.

No matter who listens to Qu Di's confession, he will feel that he is a selfish liar, who deceived Tang Xiyan into a desperate situation, and now he is now missing; what's more, it is his younger brother, the younger brother he has grown up with.

Qudi felt much more relaxed, there were too many things in his heart, he didn't want to tell Wen Hui, and his depression became more and more serious. The boulder on his body was moved away, and he actually gave birth to a little leisurely feeling. Feel it.

When the child is born, then everything should be over. Going around, what his father said is absolutely right.

Tang Chaobai had a sleepless night. The phone rang at five o'clock the next day. It was his personal mobile phone. He picked it up and saw it was an unfamiliar number. Come in, but it's the first time I've seen you so early.

He was about to sleep for a while when the phone rang again. He picked it up and saw that it was still the same number. He was puzzled, but finally answered...

When he drove to find Tang Xiyan, Tang Xiyan huddled at the gate of the neighborhood where he lived before. She was still dressed neatly, but she had lost a lot of weight, her eye sockets were sunken, her face was full of beard, and her eyes were bloodshot. I don't know how long he hasn't rested.

When the car stopped, Tang Xiyan stood up. Tang Chaobai's hands trembled as he let go of the safety buckle. He tried several times before he succeeded. When he got out of the car, he saw a familiar figure. You won't be wrong.

"Brother..." Tang Xiyan called her brother aggrievedly, and almost fell after walking a few steps, Tang Chaobai hurried to catch him.

"Brother..." He tried to blink a few times to keep his tears from falling: "I haven't eaten breakfast yet, my legs are weak."

Tang Chaobai's voice was also hoarse: "Let's go home first."

Not long after Tang Xiyan got into the car, he fell asleep with his head tilted. Tang Chaobai subconsciously wanted to drive back, but when he reached the intersection, he suddenly turned around and drove towards the place where Tang Xiyan lived before. He didn't know why he did this Do, but he thought of the Qudi at home.

He gripped the steering wheel tightly, laughing at himself in his heart, Tang Chaobai, actually you are not a good person.

Tang Chaobai didn't ask any questions in a hurry. When he arrived, he asked him to take a shower and change clothes. He ordered takeaway for him. He looked hungry for a long time, but in fact he was. He ate hungrily, and finally rushed to the bathroom to eat Spit out everything, Tang Chaobai followed and said, "I'll ask Yu Zhiyuan to come over and have a look."

"No need!" Tang Xiyan called to stop him, "I'm fine, it's just that I haven't eaten such a good thing for a long time, my stomach can't stand it, don't call the doctor."

Tang Chaobai could not refuse and said: "No matter what, I need to know your physical condition."

"Brother! I don't need a doctor!" He raised his voice with anger.

He couldn't let Tang Chaobai know...he was once addicted to drugs, he wasn't sure if Yu Zhiyuan could see it, but he couldn't take the risk.

The two were silent for a while, and it was Tang Chaobai who first compromised: "Go upstairs and have a rest, this house has been cleaned all the time, it is clean, if there is anything else, I will wait until you recover."

He walked over and pulled Tang Xiyan up who was sitting on the ground: "Go upstairs."

Tang Xiyan went back to the room obediently, lying on the bed, he suddenly asked Tang Chaobai: "Brother, where's Qudi?"

Tang Chaobai's eyes darkened, and he didn't intend to lie to him. This kind of thing won't last long, and there is no need to lie.

"He lives in Gangnam Young-do now."

Tang Xiyan recalled for a while before remembering where it was: "The house your mother left you?"

There are so many properties under Tang Chaobai’s name that he may not even remember them, but Jiangnan Yongdao’s is left by their mother, and they are always free. Someone cleans it on time, and he himself will occasionally go back to live for a few days. Everyone else is the same. If you don't give it in, even your own brother is like this. He always said that Tang Xiyan was rough and rough, and he was afraid that he would damage the things inside.

"Really..." Tang Xiyan felt very uncomfortable. He suddenly remembered the photos that person had shown him. The people in them were intimate and ambiguous.

Tang Chaobai explained: "It's still early, he should still be resting, when you rest well... I'll take you there to see him."

"Well, brother, I'm going to bed first." Tang Xiyan turned her back to him, pulled up the quilt on her body, and said nothing, as if she was really tired.

Tang Chaobai turned off the lights and went downstairs, sat on the sofa and ordered Qiu Wenhan to cancel today's meeting.

Not long after, the aunt at home called and asked where he was.

"Mr. Qu thought you hadn't gotten up yet. After waiting for a while, he was too embarrassed to disturb you, but the child was hungry, so I knocked on your door." It turned out that the quilt on the bed was messy, but the person was gone.

Tang Chaobai pinched the center of his brows, the lack of sleep made him physically and mentally exhausted: "I have something to go out."

"Are you coming back for breakfast then?"

"No, just take care of him."

Qu Di didn't see Tang Chaobai all day, he thought maybe it was what he said yesterday that made him worry, and that's right, no one wanted to get too close to someone like him after hearing it.

He came back at dinner time, and the aunt hurried to open the door, only to find that Tang Chao's brows and eyes were full of exhaustion.

The aunt hurriedly said: "Sir, Mr. Qu left some soup, please drink some."

Qu Di didn't show too much excitement, he just said lightly: "You're back?"

Tang Chaobai didn't respond as usual, even if it was just "um", he looked outside the door, not knowing who he was talking to.

"come in."

When that person's face was illuminated by the lights in the room, Qu Di froze in disbelief. Although there were too many changes compared with the high-spirited Tang Xiyan before, that was Tang Xiyan. Tears gathered quickly, and he dared not speak, fearing that it was his dream.

On the contrary, Tang Xiyan, who was so haggard and heartbroken, walked up to him in two or three steps, and opened his hands to him: "I'm back, won't you give me a hug?"

Qu Di didn't seem to come back to his senses, he stood motionless when he met you, just looked at him crying, unable to say a word.

"There's no way..." Tang Xi's tone was full of helplessness and indulgence.

He took two steps forward and embraced him in his arms: "I miss you so much."

Only then did Qu Di seem to realize that he was not dreaming. He responded to his embrace with trembling hands, buried himself in his arms, and wept silently. Tang Xiyan was still the same as before, stroking his tenderly. Back: "Don't cry."

No one noticed that Tang Chaobai was still standing in front of the door. Auntie looked at everything in front of her in embarrassment. She didn't know what happened for a while, who was this man, why did he hug Mr. Qu as soon as he came in, and... Mr. Tang, who swore his sovereignty in front of Mr. Shu, just looked at him today without saying a word.

His eyes were a little lonely, and he said to his aunt: "It's getting late, you should go back first."

"Hey..." Auntie packed up her things and left.

"Why are you unhappy when I come back, you have been crying all the time." Tang Xiyan smiled, asked him to look up at himself, and wiped away his tears with his fingertips.

Tang Chaobai behind him looked at them, turned around and went upstairs.

The author says:

Playing games really pissed me off, games are worse than writing!