ABO is doomed

Qu Di turned his head suddenly, Tang Chaobai stopped abruptly, the two looked at each other, he could clearly see the panic in Qu Di's eyes, and in the next second, he was pushed away.

Qu Di turned her head away and stopped looking at him, it seemed that she was emotional because Alpha's pheromones were flooding, making it hard to breathe.

Tang Chaobai was extremely calm, completely pretending that nothing happened just now, he stood up naturally, poured out the porridge in the thermos, the fragrance was overflowing, it was ginkgo bean curd stick porridge.

"Didn't you say you wanted pudding this afternoon? I asked someone to buy it, and I'll get it back soon. Let's eat something to warm our stomach first."

He walked over with the bowl, just like the previous few days, intending to feed him himself, but Qu Di wanted to take the bowl in his hand: "I... I will do it myself."

Tang Chaobai escaped without a trace, he lowered his head and blew, and the spoon was brought to his mouth: "Eat."

Qu Di looked at him, he didn't open his mouth for a long time, his eyes were all dodging, he grabbed the quilt nervously, lowered his head and didn't dare to look directly at Tang Chaobai.

"Your stomach is not very good, you must eat on time."

The two were in a stalemate like this, and finally Tang Chaobai was defeated. He put the bowl on the table beside him and said, "Remember to eat, I'll go out for a walk."

Summer is really here, and the wind is carrying heat waves. Tang Chaobai has sobered up quite a bit, but just now his brain just had a twitch...

It was only then that he became terrified. What the hell was he doing? Controlling his emotions was his forte since he was a child, but just now he lost his mind with just a side view, and even left behind the principles of ethics.

He suddenly remembered Wen Hui's words.

"What he needs now is a spiritual sustenance. Qu Di is a very timid and fragile person in his heart. At the same time, he yearns for care and warmth. This probably has something to do with his childhood experience, but he still refuses to say it."

"He has no emotional support, so he is prone to negative emotions. He doesn't know who else he can rely on. At the same time, he regards the disappearance of your brother as his own fault. A strong sense of loneliness and self-loathing will make a People get stuck in negativity."

"Honestly, if this continues, I'm not sure whether the child will be born." It's not a healthy birth, but it may not even have the chance to come to this world.

Tang Chaobai asked: "Is your psychological counseling not working? You are the best psychologist in the hospital!"

Wen Hui sighed, and said: "I'm just an auxiliary role. His situation can't be cured with a few words from me. His heart knot is too deep, and he doesn't want me to dig deeper and talk about some sensitive things. , He refused to speak any more.”

"And I also feel his resistance. He may be persuading himself to communicate with me, but subconsciously resists anyone prying into his inner world." It can be said that the psychological intervention these days seems to have made no progress in essence. , Wen Hui was also very troubled, this was the most difficult patient he had ever encountered.

"Can I just... let him go on like this?"

"I have a suggestion here, but it is also a temporary solution rather than a permanent cure."

Tang Chaobai hurriedly asked what it was.

"Let him find another emotional support, temporarily ease his situation, at least... let him give birth to the child safely."

"Emotional support..."

"Mr. Tang!" Qiu Wenhan ran a long way to buy that little pudding, and when he got out of the car, he saw his boss watching the stars at the entrance of the hospital.

Tang Chaobai came back to his senses, took the things in his hand, and asked, "Where's Wei Li?"

"If she comes over tomorrow, Fang Yingying's cancellation of the notice may cost us a sum of money."

Tang Chaobai didn't take it seriously: "I told Sister Tian that she is willing to accept the endorsement of Hailan and Nishang, you can find someone to negotiate with."

"Yes." Both Hailan and Nishang are mid-to-high-end brands in China. One deals in cosmetics and the other deals in women's clothing. They are the two largest brands among them.

Compared with big names, it is the first choice of many ordinary urban women, but they can't afford international stars like Tian Yuli.

There was nothing they were unwilling to exchange Fang Yingying for Tian Yuli.

As for the other scattered advertisements and magazine announcements, it's no big deal to push them.

Tang Chaobai Mingming had been standing outside for a long time, but when he came back, he found that Qudi was still eating carefully with a bowl, like a harmless little animal tasting hard-earned berries.

He knocked on the door symbolically, but still frightened people, and almost spilled the porridge.

"The pudding is here, do you want to try it?"

Before he finished speaking, Qu Di suddenly put down the spoon in his hand, covered his mouth, his face was pale, Tang Chaobai was familiar with this, took his bowl, and helped him to the bathroom.

Qu Di vomited out all the dinner, and leaned against Tang Chaobai weakly, his spirits were sluggish, and the good face he had cultivated after sleeping all afternoon disappeared all of a sudden.

Tang Chaobai's heart throbbed. It was obviously much better during this time, and he ate some more at noon. Why did he suddenly go back again?

Tang Chaobai still called Yu Zhiyuan, after the examination, Yu Zhiyuan said there was nothing serious, it was just morning sickness.

"Brother Tang, go to the front desk and sign the name, and pay off the hospitalization fee during this period."

Tang Chaobai looked at Yu Zhiyuan suspiciously. The hospitalization fee has been directly deducted from his account, and he has not been discharged from the hospital yet. What kind of hospitalization fee should be paid? But Yu Zhiyuan nodded to him and said, "Let's go, Tang Brother."

Tang Chaobai knew that he had something to say, so he told Qu Di to lie down and rest and followed him out.

"Is there something wrong with his body?"

"No." Just as Tang Chaobai breathed a sigh of relief, Yu Zhiyuan said again: "His physical condition has not improved, it is as bad as when he was admitted to the hospital."

"But he recently..."

"It's all an illusion of the body. Wen Hui has communicated with you, right? His psychological problems have always existed, but they may have been subconsciously hidden. The "improvement" he showed may just be that we don't want us to intervene too much in him."

"This situation is very dangerous. One day...he can't hold on anymore, and he might jump from here without hesitation."

Yu Zhiyuan's expression was solemn: "Now his body can't take it anymore, and he can no longer pretend that everything is fine."

Tang Chaobai had a stick in his throat: "You... mean... even you can't do anything?"

"The patient is not cooperating, or even resisting. The worst plan now is to abort the child first, and then treat him slowly. The physical burden brought by the child is too heavy."

"No!" Tang Chaobai knew that this child might be the only thread that left him in this world, if it was cut, he would really fall into the abyss.

"Brother Tang... We have no choice. If this goes on, none of us will be able to protect him."

Tang Chaobai felt so powerless for the first time, he couldn't do anything, he could only watch him haggard day by day in front of him, even going to death.

Yu Zhiyuan explained the pros and cons to him and let him make a decision. After all, he is Qudi's only relative now.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Qu Di sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at his dangling legs. None were found.

"Why don't you lie down and rest?"

He stopped his dangling legs, and said suddenly: "When I was young, I was very envious of the house of the village head. The third floor is the tallest in the village. Vegetables and chickens are grown on the top floor. They like to sit on it and enjoy the breeze... ’ and then yelled wild child at him passing by.

Tang Chaobai suddenly realized what he was doing...he imagined himself sitting on a high rooftop...

"One day...he can't hold on anymore suddenly, and he might jump down from here without hesitation." Yu Zhiyuan's words sounded in his ears, and he broke out in a cold sweat.

His heart skipped a beat, he hugged him tightly, and said, "Qudi! Don't do anything stupid..."

Qudi struggled feebly, but he just didn't let go, begging him: "You promise me, Qudi, promise me!"

"Let me go..." His voice was crying, as small as a kitten.

"You let me go..." His tears welled up uncontrollably, and Qudi beat his back. "You let me go...you let me go...he won't be happy! He won't be happy!"

"Qudi! He may...he won't come back..." Tang Chaobai closed his eyes forcefully, acknowledging this fact that he had been unwilling to admit all this time.

He pushed aside his wound, and held the bloody flesh in front of Qu Di, just wanting to wake him up and let him walk out of that dark, man-eating quagmire.

"You're talking nonsense! You're talking nonsense! Ah..." Qu Di's hand dropped, he didn't struggle anymore, he just cried wantonly, tears wet Tang Chaobai's shoulders, it was too hot... His heart seemed to be in pain No consciousness anymore.

Tang Xiyan was his younger brother... How could he admit that his younger brother might have left this world without warning, which caught him off guard.

But he can't fall down, how many people are staring at him, he still has the Tang family, and Tangyi, there are still many things for him to support, he hugged the people in his arms tightly, his sour eyes could no longer trap those people The accumulated pressure turned into a tear.

He quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, as if he had returned to the arrogant and alienated Tang Chaobai.

"Qudi... You don't have nothing, you still have children..." You still have me.

"What should I do... I dream about him every night, and he asks me why I don't save him... He is seriously injured, but I can't catch him at all." His eyes were lost, recalling the fragmented Dream.

"I can't sleep, but I want to see him again, even if he's choking my neck and killing me."

"He asked me to accompany him...he is such a lively person..."

"Qudi!" Tang Chaobai's heart was about to break. "That's not him! He loves you very much, loves your children very much, he is not a coward who only pushes things on you! It's not your fault, you know?"

Tang Chaobai paused, and said: "It's my fault, it's me, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have gone to that damn city A, my mother handed him over to me, but I made him look like this..."

"Damn me..."

Hearing this sentence, Qu Di's body suddenly softened, and he raised his hand to hug him gently. He was too familiar with this feeling...

When he was young, because he was not an Alpha, his father said to him coldly: "Why don't you die.

Later in school, the chick in the school practice class died, and the classmates accused him of doing it, throwing pebbles at him: "Damn you! You killed our chick!"

Later, when my mother left home and cut off her source of income, my father said, "You shouldn't have been born at that time, you lose money!"

In this short life, he is used to taking responsibility and doesn't argue too much. He always feels that it is his fault that things mess up. Even Shu Yi cheated his feelings and trampled on his dignity. I did something wrong back then.

This habit has been engraved into his bones and blood, and has become an indelible part of his character. He is inferior, timid and easy to bully.

"I caused him to be like this. It wasn't you, it was my biological brother who pushed him away." Tang Chaobai suppressed his emotions and took all the responsibility on himself.

"It's ridiculous, I don't deserve to be his brother at all."

not like this……

"No..." He said in a daze, "It's not like this..."

Tang Chaobai heard him speak, let him go, and gently wiped away the remaining tears on his face.

Qu Di eagerly grabbed him: "He loves you very much, and is very proud to have a brother like you...it's not...it's not your fault."

He intermittently said a lot of things about Tang Xiyan, as if he was talking to himself, or as if he was telling Tang Chaobai, but in the end he just repeated the sentence: "It's not your fault."

Qu Di was tired from crying and fell asleep again. Tang Chaobai didn't dare to leave, but what happened tonight made him physically and mentally exhausted, so he slept on the sofa next to him with his clothes on.

In the middle of the night, he was awakened by Qudi's unconscious murmur. He thought there was something wrong, and ran to the bedside to ring the bell, but found that Qudi's eyes were closed, his cheeks were flushed, and there was a sweet moan coming from his mouth...