ABO is doomed

Qudi slept for an incomparably long sleep, his whole body was warm and comfortable, without annoying mosquitoes, and without the anxiety of being on a deserted island. In his dream, he walked back to his university, and Qi Shan came running from afar, holding his hand With a bright smile, in the distance are classmates who are no longer indifferent, beckoning them affectionately to take graduation photos.

He was led by Qi Shan in a daze, and stood in the middle surrounded by the crowd. The photographer pressed the shutter, and when the bright light hit, Qu Di raised his hand to block it.

"Qudi..."

Someone was calling his name, and when he opened his eyes again, Shu Yi looked at him worriedly. Seeing him wake up, he took a long breath, and heard the sound of crickets chirping at night, Shu Yi touched his forehead, saying : "Fortunately, no fever."

fever?do i have a feverQu Di, who was unconscious, seemed unable to remember what happened, and even felt as if he didn't know what Xi Xi was in a lifetime, and he was dizzy.

He wanted to get up, but found that his whole body was sore, Qu Di suddenly widened his eyes, and those sweet and shameful memories gradually came to life.

Shu Yi saw that his face turned from red to white, and knew that he must have remembered everything. The sparks from the fire jumped up and fell, and sank into the dust without leaving any traces. For a moment, he hoped that Qu Di would forget about it. What happened today would definitely not be acceptable according to his personality.

Tang Xiyan sat far away from them, feeling aggrieved, tilting her head and clenching her fists, unwilling to look at them. Shi Yuexi and Tang Chaobai were not there, and Qudi was not sure if they knew.

He got up and pushed Shu Yi away as if he was hiding from something scary, and pulled the clothes covering his body to try to cover up those obvious marks, but soon he felt that he was lying, as long as he looked at Shu Yi The imprint left on his body knows what happened.

Qu Di didn't know how to face Shu Yi for a while, the knot in his heart made him keep a certain distance from Shu Yi, he was determined not to repeat the same mistakes, but this time... he took the initiative, His face suddenly turned red like a burning cloud, and those scenes with pink bubbles seemed to be replayed in his mind one after another.

How could he say such a thing?Is this really him?He hurriedly put on his clothes, but felt uncomfortable all over.

He touched his neck, and sure enough, he touched a broken tooth mark. At that time, Alpha's marked impulse was a normal reaction, even if he was only facing a Beta.

"You haven't eaten all day, eat some." Shu Yi handed over some meat, the technique was not good, the skin was burnt, but he was so hungry that his stomach started to growl when he smelled it.

He still didn't know how to answer, Tang Xiyan stood up abruptly, and said loudly: "I'm so bored! I'm going out for a walk" while walking outside, without seeing them at all.

Qu Di knew that this awkward child must be angry, but the top priority now was not to coax him.

There was an awkward atmosphere between the two. Qu Di took the meat he handed over and kept it next to the fire. It was still warm, but the taste was not good after roasting for a long time, and the meat from the dry firewood choked on people.

Shu Yi seemed very restless, always wanted to say something and seemed to look at him, but once Qu Di met his eyes, he immediately lowered his head, obviously not wanting to talk to him, Shu Yi couldn't say anything.

What can he say?I'm sorry, I rashly had a relationship with you?Or the old-fashioned saying that I will be responsible for you?Qu Di was afraid that he didn't care about his responsibility, so she wished she could hide far away.

He can speak eloquently to the director's fans, and for the first time, he felt what it was like to be stuck in his throat and unable to say a word.

He is like a prisoner who has been hanged, the rope has been tied around his neck, no matter how much he justifies, the only way is to die, nothing can change the result.

Qu Di squeezed the cleanly eaten branches. The rough bark made his palms ache. He was flustered and stammered three words.

"sorry."

His heart was like a mess, his mind was filled with images of himself throwing himself on Shu Yi and tearing off his clothes impatiently, no matter how he looked at it, he "forced" Shu Yi, and he didn't know what to say except sorry.

Shu Yi was obviously waiting for Qu Di to give him the death penalty, but suddenly the will was dark, and he didn't even realize what Qu Di had said to him for a moment. Was he apologizing to himself...

Shu Yi stroked his neck foolishly, his eyes fell on the tooth marks that looked like red plum blossoms in the snow, and the satisfaction in his heart spread.

Does he not hate me that much?

Alphas always have the illusion that if they get a body, then sooner or later this person's heart will be theirs, Shu Yi also thinks so in his heart, he thinks this is a chance that Qudi is willing to give himself.

He thought about how he should answer so that Qu Di would not be disgusted.

But Qu Di was full of thoughts on how to correct this mistake, Shu Yi took his entanglement as shyness, and was even more delighted in his heart.

He took a deep breath and said, "This time...it was an accident. To a certain extent, I was the one who suffered..." At this point, Qu Di gritted his teeth and endured the shame in his heart. , and continued: "But I was at fault for this incident, and I took the initiative. I think... let's just pretend that this incident didn't happen."

This passage was like a slap in the face, Shu Yi froze on the spot, and it took him a while to find his voice: "What... do you mean?"

Obviously, he was expecting Qu Di to act as if nothing happened, but when he really said such words, Shu Yi felt that the baffle under his feet had been ruthlessly kicked away by him, and the hemp rope was strangling his neck so that he could see The canthus is about to split, and the breathing is not smooth.

He was so anxious to get rid of himself, in his eyes, this was an accidental sex, or just a one-night stand?

Obviously his voice was still so gentle and soft, with some hoarseness, but Shu Yi sounded like it was icy: "Just take it as a mutual relief, I won't take it to heart, I hope you will also Never mind."

At the end, Qudi's voice gradually faded away.

The eagerness in his heart was completely chilled, and Shu Yi somehow said out loud: "What do you think of me? Something that you throw away after use? I'm so cheap? You can't wait to throw me away. "

Even if it is a one-night warmth, there is still warmth on the neck, what is this?

Qu Di immediately lowered her face: "Then what do you want me to say, and beg you to be responsible to me?"

"I..." Shu Yi couldn't explain anything. He knew that he really wanted to change the relationship between the two of them despicably. Contaminated with his own pheromone inside and out, then he is completely his own person, infinitely dependent on himself, and can no longer leave his side.

But Qu Di is a Beta, not like their AO, pheromone is the deepest bond between them, as long as they have slept, they can produce love under the connection of pheromone.

They are always rational, able to isolate the influence of pheromones, and simply and decisively end a relationship, but their feelings are also pure, without interference from pheromones, and they run to the person they love with all their strength.

But at the beginning, he couldn't hug the person who threw himself into his arms tightly.

"I..." He knew that he had said something wrong, Qudi was no longer the former Qudi who could be softened by a few nice words, and in his eyes he was just a scumbag who had cheated him.

"I'm sorry." Shu Yi lowered his eyes, picked up one coat and put it on him, fearing that he would catch a cold, and resigned to his fate: "It's my fault, I'm too self-righteous, it doesn't matter, I will listen to you."

He smiled bitterly, and silently moved away from Qudi, fearing that he would feel uncomfortable sitting next to him.

Qu Di felt a little guilty, but in the end she tugged on the clothes on her body and said nothing.

The life on the deserted island can be said to be fast or slow. Qu Di can only judge how long they have stayed by relying on the marks he made on the rock wall. He picked up a stone and scratched hard on the rock wall. made a fortune.

It's been a month.

The sun shines on the feet through the lush green leaves. These days, he can only eat bird meat and some sour fruits. He is already malnourished, and occasionally his stomach hurts. He doesn't have the strength to follow them out to find food. Yes, I can only take them with me and wait for them to come back.

Everyone knew what happened with Shu Yi that day, but no one mentioned it, but the atmosphere between the four of them was really bad. Every time they went out, they would go their own way, and they would never go together. When they were together, they would only be with Qu When Qu Di strikes up a conversation, as long as Qu Di doesn't speak, they can be silent for a whole night, as if they are just strangers to each other.

Qudi can only serve as a buffer between them.

It hasn't rained for more than 20 days. They have survived by relying on that pool of water, but it won't last long. The four of them started to reduce the number of times they drink water and leave their own amount to him, but he originally The unhealthy body is getting weaker and weaker day by day.

Qu Di was leaning against the wall, without any strength in his body, as long as he stood up, he would feel a strong sense of dizziness, which stimulated him to vomit.

Such a situation had already occurred last night, but he didn't say it. He really didn't want to add unnecessary burdens. Maybe it was just a simple discomfort, and it would pass soon.

He stretched out his hand to cover the mottled sunlight, and squinted his eyes. He still overestimated himself, and he didn't know how long this old body could last.

Tang Chaobai came back before noon. He brought some small red fruits, about the size of pebbles, with a smooth red surface and small seeds inside. They tasted very sweet, although a large handful could not cure hunger. But still quench your thirst.

They usually shave their beards with a knife, and these days they are sloppy but not unkempt.

Qu Di fell asleep leaning against the wall with his head tilted. Even though the sun was just right, he curled his legs and curled up under the already dirty and invisible coat.

In fact, they are hostile to each other these days, but they are all worried about Qudi's situation. Shi Yuexi asked him the location of the bird's nest last night. He brought back a few small bird eggs a while ago. After Qudi ate them, they looked real. The situation is getting better, and he plans to go and have a look today.

Although they didn't say anything, the four of them seemed to have reached some kind of agreement, no longer looking for trouble, no longer fighting against each other, silently taking care of Qudi together, doing things within their own capabilities, in order to become Qudi's reliance, Can give him the best conditions.

"Xiaodi..."

Tang Chaobai yelled a few times before he woke up, he went to check the temperature of his forehead in a panic, Qudi opened his eyes leisurely, and twitched the corners of his mouth: "Are you back?"

A person is really too lonely, he has the illusion that he is the only one on the whole island, and sometimes he begins to wonder if these four Alphas are imagined by himself, this is the case every day.

Only when they came back and felt the vague pheromones and the temperature emitted by them, could they be sure that they were still alive.

Tang Xiyan helped him into her arms, and gave him the fruits she had picked all morning: "Eat some, they should be back soon."

Qudi actually doesn't have much appetite, but he has to eat everything. He tried his best to smile, showing a happy look, and the chick ate like a chicken pecking at rice.

He looked up at Tang Chaobai with some guilt, and the haggard man gave him a comforting smile, but he was glad in his heart that he didn't vomit, otherwise it would have been wasted.

Qu Di thought that she could at least keep her mind clear until tomorrow, but things went against her expectations...

The author says:

The sister who said to take the seeds back to plant, Four Attacks said: Good idea!