I have you outside

At six o'clock in the morning, there was a rapid knock on the door.

"Get up! Get up!" Father Liu's voice sounded hurriedly from behind the door.

Liu Hao was woken up after less than two hours of sleep. He got up and opened the door of the room. He saw that Liu's father had put on his suit and was ready to go out.

"The bridegroom is still sleeping!"

"Dad, what time is it now?"

"Did you forget that we have to go to worship your mother first?"

Liu Hao suddenly realized that he had long forgotten about this matter.

"Get ready, your Uncle Jie and I will wait for you downstairs." Seeing Liu Hao's expression, Liu's father knew that he had already forgotten about it.

"Okay, give me 15 minutes."

Liu Hao closed the door and began to quickly take care of his clothes and appearance.Looking at the engagement suit hanging on the wall, it's ironic, but you have to accept your fate.

A wedding without love is like a funeral.

Resignedly, Liu Hao put on his suit, pomaded his hair, and put on his leather shoes.He didn't dress up too much, but he already showed the extraordinaryness of this man.

Liu Hao went downstairs and saw Uncle Jie sitting on the sofa waiting quietly and Dad Liu pacing.

"Hurry up and get in the car, time is running out." Dad Liu urged Liu Hao when he saw Liu Hao going downstairs.

"What are you rushing for? I'll go drive. Wait a minute." Uncle Jie turned his head and saw Liu Hao's tired face, so he quickly smoothed things over.

……

After driving for 10 minutes, I came to a private cemetery.

"Go in, father and son, I'll wait in the car."

"What are you doing, just go in together, Ah Fen won't mind."

"Brother, don't force me, I'm sorry for her."

"What are you sorry for? No one is sorry for anyone. It's my Liu Yu's fault if something happens!"

"Get out of the car quickly, don't delay Hao'er's schedule today."

Father Liu sat in the car stubbornly for a minute, and finally opened the door and got out of the car.

Liu Hao and Dad Liu walked to a tombstone, and Dad Liu put down a bouquet of flowers.

"Afang, Haoer and I came to see you. Today is the big day of Haoer's engagement. You see, our son is finally getting married. If you are still here, you will be as happy as me. Haoer, with you Mom said a few words."

"Mom, please wish me all the best."

"that's it?"

"kindness."

"Then go back to the car and wait for me. I'll be alone with your mother."

Liu Hao turned around and left the cemetery. On the way back to the car, he calculated how long his mother had passed away from pancreatic cancer.

From the age of five to the present, 19 years have passed in a blink of an eye.In the past ten years, I have suffered from being looked down upon and not having a mother. Even with Uncle Jie taking care of everything at home, there is no way to make up for the psychological vacancy.

……

"Ah Fang, Hao Er said yesterday that he didn't want to get married. He said he didn't love his girlfriend anymore. Meng Jie said that he probably fell in love with his senior. You must think it's ridiculous, even though I tried to prevent this from happening again and again. It still happened, father and son both like the same sex, Ah Fen, I am sorry for you." Father Liu knelt down in front of the grave excitedly.

……

"Why are you the only one coming back? Where's your dad?"

"Dad is still in the cemetery."

"You feel bad?"

"One point, this reminds me of my mother."

"Stupid child, birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature. Sister Fang left early. This is a fact that no one can change."

"Uncle Jie, how did you fall in love with my dad? He has such a stubborn temper."

"Why did you ask me this question all of a sudden?" Uncle Jie didn't know how to reply Liu Hao for a while, he never asked these things.

"Just want to know."

"I used to work in the same company as your dad, but he was in the business department and I was in the accounting department. I met him in a gay bar. It's strange that your dad would go to that kind of place. At that time he I went to the bar to have fun with my colleagues in their department, but he drank too much and vomited all over me on the way to the toilet.

"and after?"

"I used to go to that bar and knew the bartender very well, so he lent me the key to the staff lounge and let me and your dad go in and wash off the vomit."

"How could he go in with you?"

"How could he not go in with me? He was so drunk and unconscious at that time, if I hadn't brought him in, he would have been lying on the ground for someone to pick up his body."

"I can't imagine it at all."

"What happened after that will make you even more unimaginable."

"what's up."

"When I went to the toilet, he hugged me tightly and kissed me wildly."

"Him? This happened a few years ago?"

"What happened 20 years ago, the year before your mother died."

"So my dad cheated?"

"Is this cheating? I pushed him away and wanted to leave the toilet, but he hugged me tightly, and then."

"Then?"

"He was crying, crying like a baby, howling."

Liu Hao looked at Uncle Jie in disbelief.

"At that time, my expression should be similar to yours now. I was frightened by his reaction. A big man was crying like that. I patted him on the back and tried to soothe his emotions, but he cried louder and louder. I'm afraid To attract the attention of the outside world, I had no choice but to."

"What do I have to do?"

"Gag his mouth with your mouth."

Liu Hao laughed, from the bottom of his heart, it turned out that his all-powerful father also had such absurd history.

"I won't tell you about the follow-up of that day. Your father used alcohol to relieve his sorrow by going to the bar with his colleagues to celebrate because he learned that your mother's cancer was discovered too late and was in the terminal stage. Your mother In the end, he died of illness in less than three months, and before the Chinese New Year holidays."

"What about you, Uncle Jie?"

"I?"

"Why are you willing to take care of me?" Liu Hao seriously asked this question that he was afraid to ask since he was a child.

"Because I love your father, I love Wu Jiwu, I love you and I love him. I still remember that the first time I saw you was at your mother's funeral. Your father wanted to greet relatives and friends who came to mourn the funeral, so he entrusted you to I will take care of you. You are very self-willed, you won’t give me a hug, and you are still arguing to find your mother. No matter how hard I try to coax you, it’s useless. In the end, you bit me on the arm until it bled, but I still didn’t let you go. I Know that as long as I let go at that time, you will never get close to me for the rest of your life."

Liu Hao began to feel guilty in his heart, how did he do such childish things when he was a child.

"When you saw my hand was bleeding, you suddenly stopped messing around and bent down to blow my wound. At that time, you made me decide to help my brother take care of you. Your father was still very poor at that time, renting an old apartment , the house was as messy as a garbage dump. So I started staying overnight for a day, two days, and finally moved to your house."

"Then who will take care of me? Don't you both have to go to work?"

"I had my first argument with your dad about this matter. Your dad didn't want me to sacrifice so much and quit my job to take care of you at home. But I think your dad earns so little money that he shouldn't spend money to hire a babysitter to take care of you , so I insist on taking care of you by myself. We lived frugally for a year, and your father just met a noble man, his career improved and he bought his first house."

"Is it the one with the courtyard? From my impression."

"That is your father's hard work, our common memory."

Tears welled up in Uncle Jie's eyes, and all the pictures of hard work came together.