Daoism

Chi Xiu patted the pastry crumbs on his hands, just stood and didn't speak, looked at the Emperor's Road, and then looked elsewhere.

Empress Dowager walked a few steps closer and said, "Haven't you eaten yet?"

Jixiu just nodded.

Mortuary Emperor Road took a few steps closer, and the practitioner felt oppressed, so he took a step back.

"Where were you last night?"

Suxiu did not speak.

Yi Huangdao looked at him playfully, not letting go of any emotion in his eyes.

"Why don't you talk?" Continue to approach him.

When I practiced and then retreated, I felt as if I was being pressed down, and I had no space for myself at all.And he didn't want to get close to the Emperor's Road, and wanted to keep a distance from him from the bottom of his heart.

After retreating, the Emperor's Road is very close, and he is not allowed to leave his side at all.Chixiu was forced to have no way out, so he could only dodge to the side, but unexpectedly, he was dragged into his arms by Yi Huangdao.

"Why are you avoiding me?"

Chixiu can't accept the approach of the emperor's way at all, and the scene of him being with others will unconsciously appear in his mind. He will hug others like this time, and he will kiss others like kissing himself, and he will kiss others like touching himself. Touching others just like himself... Thinking of this, he feels uncomfortable all over, he instinctively wants to escape, he doesn't want to think about these...

"Why don't you speak?"

"Why don't you want to approach me?"

"why?"

"why?"

Chi Xiu became more and more uneasy, he shook his head in a panic.

"Speak." Empress Dowager's tone was filled with impatience.

Chi Xiu struggled to get out of his arms, "Don't ask..." This chest, those arms, and those eyes all left traces of others. He didn't want Yi Huangdao to touch him, he felt very uncomfortable. Comfortable.

But Emperor Yi hugged him tightly, not giving him any chance, and said forcefully: "Why don't you ask? Cultivate, I want you to speak, I want you to speak your mind."

Chi Xiu still turned his head away, not looking at him, and said: "I have nothing in my heart, and I don't have the answer you want."

"Really?" Empress Dowager laughed lightly, "Come on, Chixiu, look at me." Forced Chixiu to look at himself, "Look at me and say, look at me and say you have nothing to say."

Forced to look at the emperor's way of funeral, the heart of the cultivator became more flustered, and his eyes unconsciously glanced away.Chixiu is not a person who can lie, and he was exposed by the emperor's way at a glance.

"You panic?"

Forced to look up, every expression and mood on the face can be seen in full view, and there is nowhere to hide.Chi Xiu frowned, not knowing whether it was embarrassment or sadness.

What do you want him to say?As a cultivator, he should have kind thoughts in his heart and should not have dark thoughts.But yesterday he was so jealous that he wanted to kill someone. As soon as the idea came up, he was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat, and hurriedly calmed down.He was alone in the Library Pavilion, and gradually dispelled the idea of ​​killing, but in his heart he hoped that the Emperor's Path would suddenly open and ask him to go back to sleep.I waited and waited until the east was white and the sky was full of rays of light, but the person in my heart still didn't appear.The disappointment and loss in my heart have become so thick that I can't ignore it.

Facing the emperor's funeral, he couldn't say anything.He is a cultivator, he must be pure-hearted and ascetic, even if he falls in love with someone, he must be indifferent and not clinging.

Attachment is the demon of the heart.

"Why don't you talk?" His lust and jealousy can be seen, but the Taoist priest doesn't say anything.Not speaking means that he still has leeway, and he will withdraw gracefully.The way of embalming the emperor will not allow it. If he wants to practice, there is no room for him to stay, and he will be forced to a dead end.

"I have nothing to say."

"You hate Jueq." It was an affirmative tone.

Mortuary Emperor approached him, and he could feel his breath.Chi Xiu wanted to avoid it, but was held down by him and couldn't move.

"You are jealous that I have sex with him, just like I did to you;" Feeling the trembling of Xiuxiu, Yihuangdao continued, "You are jealous that I will touch him, just like I did to you;" He said and hugged him tightly His hand began to move up and down his back, "You are still jealous that I will kiss him, just like I did to you." Yihuangdao gently held his lower lip with his lips, and slowly licked it with his tongue , very tempting. "You are more jealous. There are others around me. In my eyes, there are other people besides you."

Every word and every word of the way of burialing the emperor hits the heart of practicing cultivation, and it is all affirmation.Criticism's heart defense was cracked by his blows and began to loosen.Chi Xiuming knew that once his defenses were broken, he would be doomed, but he couldn't control it.What the Empress Dowager said was true...he couldn't lie to himself that it was false.

He really cares and is really jealous!

The feeling of being alone until dawn is really hard.

so ugly!So dirty!He has practiced Taoism for more than [-] years, how could these dark and negative thoughts appear so easily?

Yihuangdao saw his struggle, but he didn't think it was enough.He only cares about his own lack of cultivation, not about the influence of the emperor's path on him.

"Jixiu," Yi Huangdao held his face in both hands, his tone was full of lingering tenderness, "As long as you say it, I will listen. You don't want others to be by my side, just say it. As long as you say it, I will listen to you." Just do it."

Seductive and beautiful words are an overwhelming net, which will cover the practice.But the net is not a sea of ​​flowers, but thorns everywhere, and there is a chilling cruelty in the smile of Yi Huangdao.

Why?Why can he see it?Cultivation was a little sluggish, and the words of the Emperor's Way echoed in his mind.

"Speak up and practice, speak out. As long as you speak out, I will belong to you alone."

Even the thorn cultivator wanted to grab it, his trembling hands, almost involuntarily grasped the lapel of the Emperor's Road.But there is still a voice in his head stopping him, but that voice is not as pleasant as that of the Emperor's Path.

"Do as you said, follow your own mind and practice." Yi Huangdao pushed him again, and Chixiu felt that he had fallen into an abyss.

"Hate the endless question?" The emperor asked again.

Chi Xiu still struggled a bit, but finally nodded lightly.

"Jealous of having him by my side?"

nod.

"Jealous that I'd kiss him?"

nod.

"Jealous that I'd sleep with him?"

nod.

"Didn't you come back last night?"

nod.

"Waited for me all night, didn't you?"

nod.

"where is it?"

……

"The Library Pavilion."

"How jealous are you?"

Chi Xiu was taken aback.He didn't want to say it.

"Huh?" Empress Dowager urged him.

After looking at the Empress Dowager for a while, his eyes made Chi Xiu finally unbearable.Jixiu closed his eyes and finally collapsed.Tears fell down instantly, and he said with a painful expression: "I want to... kill... him..."

Because Jixiu closed his eyes, he missed the shock in the eyes of Emperor Yihuangdao.A wrong god, Emperor Yi quickly calmed down his excited emotions, and said: "Practice, open your eyes."

Jixiu could hardly think anymore, his whole body was stimulated by such dark thoughts, and his emotions were aroused and he couldn't control it.He subconsciously followed the words of the emperor.

Yi Huangdao kissed his lips, and occupied his mouth with some excitement.Chixiu was still drawn by the way of the emperor, following his movements.

This kiss was warm and domineering, Jixiu was gradually infected, he loosened his clothes and hugged him.

Forcing myself to face my own unbearableness, forcing myself to admit my ugliness, I can’t escape... Yes, these are all me, and they are all the side of his existence... He is not as strong as I imagined Self-restraint, he is not as upright and clean as he imagined...it's all him...these are the real him!

Just a kiss made the two fall in love, and the intertwining and stirring of tongues made people tremble all over.When they parted, a silver thread was drawn between the mouths of each other, and Chi Xiu lowered his head in shame.

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Because they didn't sleep all night and were emotionally agitated, they only did it once, and they couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep after practicing the practice.Yihuangdao caressed the wound on his arm, his face was completely expressionless, and he couldn't see his thoughts.He only hugged him tighter, and then touched Chi Xiu's face.

"Cultivate, practice, I hope you will sink even more and cannot leave me even more. Why?" A smile appeared on the face of Emperor Yi, a chilling smile.