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When I was young, I saw my parents quarreling a lot. Jiang He actually didn’t want to let himself be either of them, but there was an impulsive part in his personality. For a long time, he felt that he was very abnormal, as if he had to say what others said, and if he disagreed, he would hold back, and it was best not to open his mouth to speak.He cared so much about other people's opinions, he couldn't fully do this before, let alone the current situation.

Even if Zhang Huai's family owes Qin Xianyu a great kindness, what irresistible reason does he have to prevent Zhang Huai from seeing his own sister?

Jiang He seldom sees Zhang Huai defending himself, and occasionally he forces him to tell the truth, and he just makes a statement, and Jiang He knows very little about his subjective emotions.

He is always like this, as calm as a bottomless ancient well, and seems to be able to take everything calmly.

Jiang He really wanted to be like him, but it didn't mean he had to stay out of it and be a spectator. He understood the feeling of being alone and helpless, so he should and must protect Zhang Huai.

"This is our family business, don't worry about it as an outsider."

Qin Xianyu was in a high position now, few people dared to disobey him in front of him, Jiang He not only refuted, but also said it in a dignified way - who would give him the confidence to run rampant in front of him, an unknown person?He didn't even look at Jiang He, but glanced at Zhang Huai, half disgusted and half blamed.

Jiang He was not intimidated, and immediately said: "Now you and I of the four of us have different surnames. Although Sister Liu is married to you, her blood relationship with Zhang Huai will never change."

"So? Can you leave?"

Zhang Huai was clearly about to speak, but Jiang He blurted out one step faster than him: "I can go, I hope you can treat Zhang Huai as a family member, he has the right to care about his sister, and he should know what happened to his sister."

After finishing speaking, he said to Zhang Huai: "It's okay, I'll wait for you downstairs."

But Zhang Huai held onto his hand, and he also had his own insistence: "Xiaohe is my lover, and whoever I am with has nothing to do with the current situation. You are my brother-in-law, and I appreciate you respecting you, but I Love my sister more. I want to know, what happened to my sister?"

Qin Xianyu frowned, and looked away: "The child is gone, we argued for a while, Xiao Liu couldn't think about it for a while..."

After waiting for a while and not hearing Qin Xianyu continue, Zhang Huai said: "A husband and wife of 16 years, based on what you know about my sister, can she be such a fragile person?"

"How well do you know Xiao Liu? Excluding the age that you don't remember, you and Xiao Liu have only been in close contact for more than ten years. Why do you think she won't become fragile?"

For some reason, Qin Xianyu felt that Zhang Huai's words were very targeted. He stared at Zhang Huai, as if standing in front of him was his own enemy.Jiang He recalled Qin Xianyu saying "If it wasn't because of you" at the beginning, what was it because of Zhang Huai?Could it be that Zhang Huai could still make her sister jump off the building?

If Qin Xianyu has always been like this to Zhang Huai, then there is probably no relationship between him and Zhang Huai at all. Zhang Huai didn't seem to want to argue with him, and asked, "Why is there no child?"

Tears flickered in Qin Xianyu's bloodshot eyes, and he said slowly: "I drank a lot that night, Xiao Liu said she had a stomachache, and I didn't even notice that there was blood under her body...the child is because of me. I'm sorry for my negligence, I'm sorry for the child, I'm sorry for Xiao Liu..."

Although Qin Xianyu looked very sad, Zhang Huai's evasion made Zhang Huai even more suspicious that something else must have happened between him and Zhang Liu. He knew that Zhang Liu was depressed because it was difficult to have children, but the children definitely did not overwhelm her. the last straw.

"What should I do? Do you have any ideas?" Because of the weather, it was already dark when he left the hospital. Zhang Huai said he didn't trust Qin Xianyu, and Jiang He of course stood by his side unconditionally.

Zhang Huai shook his head lightly, and sighed: "It's better...my sister can wake up earlier by herself."

He only talked about this possibility, and it is also the easiest and most uncertain possibility to get the most real answer. In the city under the pouring rain, strange vehicles come and go, and they don't know anyone, let alone Qin Xianyu. He is not someone who can easily leave a handle to taint his official career.

Jiang He also knew that his hope of finding the answer was very slim, and Zhang Huai saw what was in his mind when a sentence was circling in his throat, and he added, "Whether she wakes up or not, I will take her home."

Before it was completely dark, they went to the community where Qin Xianyu's house was located, and asked the guards and some residents of the community. They seemed to know something, but for some reason they hurried away without elaborating.

During the period, Zhao Xiufeng called again to ask if he needed help, and Jiang He asked him back, "All your troubles have been solved?"

Zhao Xiufeng replied indifferently: "So what if it's resolved? I can't get rid of him for a while, so let him wait."

Jiang He was actually a bit contradictory. He helped Zhao Xiufeng for nothing before because he wanted him to stay away from Zhang Huai. Now if he accepts Zhao Xiufeng's help, it would be a waste of hard work. But he really has no ability to help Zhang Huai investigate the truth.

Zhang Huai pursed his lips and said nothing, Jiang He thought for a while and said to him: "You can be regarded as classmates and friends, and if he helps you, he won't have a purpose every time."

Zhang Huai didn't have any unnecessary reaction, just said: "It's getting late, let's find a place to stay first."

During dinner, Jiang He could tell that Zhang Huai had no appetite, so Zhang Huai asked him first, "Is the food not to your liking? Do you want to buy something else later?"

Jiang He lowered his head and poked his chopsticks in the bowl: "I'm fine, there's nothing wrong with it, but I'm a little worried about you, will everything be fine?"

Zhang Huai shook his head: "It's okay."

Whether there is something wrong, he knows in his heart, Jiang He doesn't want to force him, and he needs time to digest by himself.

In the middle of the night, Jiang He woke up sweating profusely. Although it was the end of May, the weather should still be cool due to the rain. He didn't turn on the air conditioner when he went to sleep at night. Now he felt as if he was lying in the stove.

As soon as he moved, Zhang Huai tightened his arms a little before he woke up, probably because he had been pushed away too many times in the middle of the night, and he had already formed a subconscious habit.

Feeling sorry for him and blaming myself for treating him too badly before, always being sensitive to his own affairs, being as careless as possible when dealing with others, Zhang Huai could tolerate everything about him, so he thought he was really I don't care at all.

But...it's really hot.Sticking to his body like a pancake, Zhang Huai's body temperature was abnormally high.

I put my hand into his clothes, felt a thin layer of sweat, and felt it against his forehead for a while. After these two movements, Zhang Huai was woken up by him, and asked him softly, "What's wrong?"

Jiang He's hand was still on his forehead, and he took it off and held it in his palm. It was also the high temperature that seemed to melt people. He asked nervously, "Zhang Huai, do you have a fever?"

Zhang Huai responded vaguely, Jiang He was very dissatisfied with his answer, and was a little angry: "Why didn't you tell me you were sick? Are you a superman?"

After finishing speaking, he got up and turned on the light, pressed Zhang Huai who wanted to be with him into the quilt again, and said very seriously: "Lie down and don't move, I'll go buy medicine for you!"

However, even with a high fever, Zhang Huai's strength was much stronger than him, and he had just walked two steps before being pulled back into his arms by Zhang Huai.Quietly hugged and didn't speak, only spoke after a while: "Don't go, just sweat."

Jiang He was imprisoned and unable to move, angry that his attitude towards him was too casual, and his mouth became mean: "Then don't be stupid, otherwise no one will want you."

Zhang Huai turned off the lights again, but turned on the air conditioner.

The temperature in the room dropped a bit, and Jiang He became less irritable, but he couldn't fall asleep after lying down for a long time.

I tried to call Zhang Huai, and soon got a response: "Is it still hot? I'll sleep on the bed next to me."

Jiang He was angry again and said, "Can't you think more about yourself?" The agitation was accompanied by sore eyes, and after thinking about it, even if he got angry at Zhang Huai because of his own affairs, it would be considered bad for him. Immediately softened a lot, "Zhang Huai, you don't have to think about my feelings first, you see I will lose my temper, cry, and complain when I encounter unhappy things, although I know this is actually wrong Yes, but most people have a way to vent. You never say it, and you don’t show it, and people will treat you as they should. You see, I am like this. Hello, I blame you too. You don’t Well, I blame you too. Anyway, it's all your fault, and others have no problems at all, but you haven't done anything for yourself, why should you do this?"

No matter what others think, Zhang Huai is definitely excellent in his eyes anyway. If he could get into his favorite major, or still become a veterinarian but stay in a broader development space, he doesn't have to be trapped in that small Nanxing Village. Maybe he won't meet, but will he have a bright future?

"Zhang Huai, do you really have no resentment at all?"

"I used to think that life would always go back and forth without any surprises. There is nothing to look forward to. The end is the end of life. Many things can't be changed. There is no other way but to bear it. Just like when I knew you were going to leave It’s like sending you away, you have been here, you have made my heart beat, when you left, my life returned to its original state, and I continued to live like stagnant water.”

Zhang Huai finally opened his mouth to say a lot, but he brought up old things again. Jiang He felt a little familiar. He also had that kind of mood before, but most of the time it was himself who disturbed others. He was easily emotional and fickle. Unfriendly, tomorrow will feel that the air has never been fresher.

"Aren't you sad?"

"I didn't have obvious emotions when I was very young. No one knew why, and I didn't doubt it. My mother and my sister always tried their best to take care of my emotions and spared no effort to make me happy and satisfied."

Perhaps it is easier for people who are sick to reveal their inner fragility. He continued: "After losing you, I once felt that life was empty and there was nothing to sustain. You left nothing behind, and I don't know where to find you... I I'm not sad, I just miss you."

Jiang He spoke nasally: "What about now?"

Zhang Huai sighed: "When my mother passed away, I didn't keep her. My sister was bullied, and I couldn't protect her."

Jiang He choked up and said, "But it's not your fault, you don't have to make it up to yourself to hold on to your illness, and they won't want to see you like this."

Zhang Huai wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and said, "Do you still remember when I told you about the first time I saw you? I said that your face was the cleanest part of your body at that time. In fact, it was because of your pair of eyes. The eyes can see the bottom at a glance, nothing can be hidden, and all emotions are fully revealed."

So can you see that he likes him?

"I obviously hid it well!"

Zhang Huai smiled, self-evidently, Jiang He had no choice but to shatter the can: "I will wear sunglasses from now on, so you can't see anything."

Zhang Huai rubbed his head, sighed softly and said, "Being able to have you again makes me feel that there is something to look forward to in life. Some things and people can't just watch them go by. Before the end, everything can be changed."

Jiang He stared at him blankly, even though he couldn't see anything clearly because of the darkness.

Then he nodded firmly: "No matter what the result is, I will deal with it with you."

At daybreak, Jiang He touched Zhang Huai's head and felt that he still had a fever, so he went to buy medicine for him no matter what, and he was not allowed to accompany him.He waited for the pharmacy to open and bought another breakfast, but when he returned to the hotel, there was one more person in the room.

Seeing him come back, Zhao Xiufeng, who had just sat down and hadn't had time to open the file bag, immediately stood up again, and explained: "I just came, and I inquired about some things yesterday."

Jiang He nodded: "Did you have breakfast? I bought a lot."

Zhao Xiufeng looked very haggard, and exhausted all her energy for Zhang Huai. Before eating two mouthfuls, she hurriedly pointed to the paper she took out from the document bag and said, "This is Qin Xianyu's son's enrollment registration form, and he also attended the parent meeting. His signature. I didn’t pay attention to it before. Once I checked it, I found a lot of interesting things. There are more than one theory about his son. Live with a nanny. No matter where his son comes from, through his son, I found out the woman who gave birth to his son. She is a distant relative of Qin Xianyu's mother's natal family. She lived in Qin's family since she was a child. Outsiders only think of them as brothers and sisters, so they didn't suspect that. But in recent years, she has used Qin Xianyu's name to make more publicity. Before your sister had an accident, she had been to your sister's house."

Zhang Huai replied: "Is her name Zhao Jia? I met her when my sister got married."

Zhao Xiufeng nodded: "That's right, her address is here, do you want to go and see it?"