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"Is this...a photo album?"

Xiao Yu rubbed the surface of the album, the cover felt rough to the touch, and the corners were a little peeled, it seemed that it had been stored for a long time.

"Yes..." Qiu Zixin replied softly, she was wearing a satin white shirt tonight, the length of which covered her fair thighs, revealing a slender and smooth calf.

"Can I open it and have a look?" Xiao Yu handed the medicine bottle to Qiu Zixin, and the thick photo album was placed beside the bed.

Qiu Zixin took the cup of warm water placed on the bed cabinet, swallowed it along with the sleeping pills, and glanced lightly at the cover of Huang Jiu's photo album.

"Of course you can." She replied warmly, and then drank a few more mouthfuls of warm water.

When the woman swallows, her inconspicuous larynx will also move a few times, and the crystal necklace hidden in the placket is faintly shining with a desire to be explored.

Xiao Yu pulled her gaze away unnaturally, took the photo album, climbed onto the bed lightly, and leaned against the back of the bed with Qiu Zixin.

A pair of tempered glass was installed on the wall of the bed, and the moonlight came in softly from the window, Xiao Yu saw the reflection of her and Qiu Zixin on the white bed.

They were leaning side by side, both had long hair loose, Qiu Zixin was a head taller than Xiao Yu, but her back looked particularly thin.

Xiao Yu always feels that Qiu Zixin seems to have lost a lot of weight recently. When she was holding her in the arms a few days ago, her arms were full of skinny feelings. She knows that being an artist requires attention to body management, but if Qiu Zixin continues to lose weight like this , the body will not be able to bear it.

Xiao Yu frowned, thinking, while opening the photo album, Xiao Yu was a little surprised by the first page that came into view, "Hey... Sister Qiu, is this you?"

The girl's slender fingers pointed to the yellowed color photo. The child in the picture was about ten years old, with a fleshy face, but clear and deep facial features. One could tell at a glance how beautiful he would be when he grew up beauty.

Although she was born beautiful, the little girl was unsmiling when she looked at the camera, and it could even be said that her face was smelly. Her black brows were tightly frowned, like a very vigilant little hedgehog.

"Oh my god, it's so cute, and her cheeks are still chubby!" Xiao Yucan smiled, her mood jumped up, she tugged on Qiu Zixin's sleeve, and said quickly, "Is that you? Yes You?"

Qiu Zixin took a quick glance, dodging Xiao Yu's starry eyes, she pursed her mouth uncomfortably, her cheeks blushed slightly, "It's me..."

"It's really Xiao Qiuqiu! This is too cute! But why is it a world-weary face hahahaha!?" Xiao Yu was in high spirits holding the photo album, her smiling eyes filled with joy, and her unhappy emotions were overwhelmed. Shortly forgotten.

Xiaoqiuqiu......

Qiu Zixin covered her face in her heart, what kind of weird nickname is this...

"Hey, why are there no more? Are there only two? What about the others?" Xiao Yu originally wanted to look at Qiu Zixin of other age groups, but she turned to the back page and found that there was a large blank.

There are, that is, one or two star pictures of Ms. Yang and other landscape paintings.

"And... in the back... when you were young, the time we went to the zoo together, I saved them all." Qiu Zixin said softly, she turned the pages to the last page, there were several A photo of them together.

Xiao Yu exclaimed a little, "You still keep it..."

Qiu Zi frowned slightly, and asked without answering, "Did you already throw it away?"

Xiao Yu immediately shook her head, "No, mine are all kept at Xiao's house, I just didn't expect sister Qiu to keep these photos." She took out one of them, it was Qiu Zixin holding her, and the two raised their paws at the same time to pretend to be happy. Tiger pose.

"I was so small at the time." Xiao Yu sighed, she really envied her former self, who could be hugged by Qiu Zixin without any scruples.

"Of course, how old were you then..." After Qiu Zixin finished speaking, her face suddenly changed slightly, she pursed her lips, and her face darkened after a long silence.

Xiao Yu didn't notice Qiu Zi's new strangeness, she continued to look through, looking at the photos that came and went over and over again, "It's still a pity... I really want to see sister Qiu more. When I was a child..."

Qiu Zixin lowered her eyebrows, "Well... I didn't like taking pictures before..." The moonlight fell on the corners of her hair and eyebrows, fainting a bit of unbearable sadness.

Xiao Yu raised her head slightly, her pupils were also infiltrated by the bright moon, she looked at Qiu Zixin with such love, "Why?"

Qiu Zixin said silently, she withdrew her gaze from Xiao Yu's, and turned her head.

A faint light blue scent melted into the air.

A salty, bitter, astringent taste.

It was only at this time that Xiao Yu detected something was wrong. She leaned over, looked for Qiu Zixin's eyes, and tried to peer into the woman's heart through eye contact, "Can you tell me?"

Qiu Zixin rubbed the back of her neck tiredly, she looked into the dark room, with an incomprehensible emotion in her eyes.

She lowered her eyelids and smiled lightly, "Because in the past, it was very sad...not as happy as it is now."

Ye Guang coldly brushed Qiu Zixin's back, she tried her best to explain the matter to Xiao Yu in a flat voice, "I used to be young and ignorant, and I couldn't make many decisions made by adults. understand."

"My original father didn't choose to marry Ms. Yang because of love..."

"His appearance is very gentle, he always wears a suit and collar, but the real him is violent, cruel, like a devil..." Qiu Zixin took a quick breath, as if even when he thought about it, his whole body could not understand Will travel to that terrible past.

"But they all pretended to be very good. They look very affectionate under the camera. When they get home, they will start to quarrel, fight, and throw things..." Qiu Zixin shrank her legs and brushed her hair sadly , It is inevitable that there will be a burst of pain when it is pressed against the wound on the forehead.

These have always been things that she is very reluctant to mention to others.

The surrounding cold gradually invaded her body, Qiu Zixin bit her lips tightly, and the hands hidden under the quilt were constantly clenched, loosened, and repeated.

"Because I was not born because of love, my existence...is just to cooperate with them to fill up the lies more perfectly..." Qiu Zixin hugged her knees, and she felt her right arm It started to hurt faintly.

At that time, she was just a ten-year-old child, facing her indifferent family members every day, but her friends would often whisper in her ears: 'I really envy you for having such a good family! '

It's ridiculous and pathetic.

"I thought I could still be useful...but they said that I am not a boy and no matter how hard I try, I can't inherit the family business. It means that I am useless and I can't help them..." She His thoughts began to become messy, and his speech became more and more urgent.

"They want a divorce, but no one wants me..."

When Qiu Zixin raised her eyes and looked towards the dark front, she seemed to see that girl who only dared to hide in the closet and cover her ears!Those bloodshot crimson eyes were staring at him!

The noise outside continued to pile up, the pressure in the narrow space continued to expand, and the volume squeezed into her eardrums like it was about to burst!not enough!This is not enough!Those people saw her, they approached, they were going to take her away!

Qiu Zixin took a deep breath, her heart and lungs trembled uncontrollably, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat at some point, she was panting, her arm was in severe and severe pain.

Qiu Zixin made a low hoarse voice, and kept curling her body inward, like a hedgehog afraid of being hurt again.She felt a headache and dizziness. She didn't know if it was a side effect of taking sleeping pills for a long time. Her body began to feel cold, as if her whole body had been put into a corpse freezer.

A painful suffocation crawled up her throat, almost making her breathless.

"Enough, Qiu Zixin, don't think about it anymore...I'm sorry...I don't know..." Suddenly, a strong temperature covered Qiu Zixin, and the girl will She curled up in her arms.

Xiao Yu's voice was also trembling, she couldn't believe that a normal person's body temperature could be so low, Xiao Yu had never seen Qiu Zixin like this before, she felt extremely panicked, and kept apologizing.

The woman's consciousness became fragmented, and the broken and painful memories of the past were constantly coming up, her whole body was trembling, she held Xiao Yu's waist tightly, her lips were white and trembling, "After a while... Well...don't be afraid...."

Xiao Yu was so frightened that she almost cried, "What's wrong with you...!"

Qiu Zixin didn't answer her again, she just tightly covered her ears, clenched her teeth as if she was trying to hold back something, Xiao Yu quickly pulled the quilt, and wrapped herself and Qiu Zixin into the bed at the same time, thinking This should relieve Qiu Zixin's coldness.

She forcibly said calmly: "Qiu Zixin, don't be afraid, I am here, I will not hurt you, I am different from them..." Xiao Yu pushed Qiu Zixin's messy hair at the same time , the palms of his hands were also covered with cold sweat from the woman's forehead.

She's dying of distress!

Xiao Yu couldn't think of any other way, she didn't even know what happened to Qiu Zixin, so she could only try her best to catch the woman's constant force on her body, and coaxed her softly over and over again.

"Look at me, Qiu Zixin, you are the most important thing to me..." Xiao Yu hugged Qiu Zixin and at the same time was afraid of pressing her arm, Qiu Zixin covered her left ear, her brows and eyelashes tightened Shut up, looking sad.

Xiao Yu had no choice but to cover Qiu Zixin's right ear. She wished she could bear all this for Qiu Zixin. "I want you...Qiu Zixin, I..." love you.The girl wanted to use all the words she could say, but at this moment, she looked so clumsy and stupid when facing the hurt of her loved one.

The girl's warm palms covered Qiu Zixin's cold ears. She heard what Xiao Yu said, but she couldn't respond.

In the silence, the waves gradually calmed down over time, and when Qiu Zixin fully recovered, she heard Xiao Yu's sobbing words in her ear.

And the girl's extremely remorseful apology.

Qiu Zixin backed away, her thin clothes were already soaked in cold sweat, her mind was still a little dazed, she could only smile very shallowly when facing Xiao Yu, "I don't blame you...it's me My own problems..."

"Doctors say it's post-traumatic...but I've been off medication for a long time...just recently...not feeling well...take a break and you'll be fine... "As soon as she finished speaking, Xiao Yu's heart ached even more, she unexpectedly met the side of Qiu Zixin that she didn't want others to see the most.

She finally understood why Qiu Zixin always cared about the past and was never willing to take the initiative to mention the past.

Xiao Yu thought, if...if only she could meet Qiu Zixin earlier.

Then she will definitely tell the former Qiu Zixin: "...you are very good. When you grow up, you will become a particularly outstanding person. Countless people will be attracted to you..."

She gently held Qiu Zixin's face in her hands, her voice was as smooth as warm water, slowly flowing into the woman's body and mind, ironing her heart.

"Qiu Zixin...they don't know how to cherish you...then I will come, I will love you."

"You can show weakness in front of me, you can vent your emotions to me, and I will accept everything you do to me."

The steadfast light and shadow in Xiao Yu's eyes distracted Qiu Zixin's mind for a while, and gradually fell into it with the girl's gentle guidance.

The girl's fingertips were so hot that they were about to ignite the fuse leading to her heart.

The curly hair covered half of Qiu Zixin's side face, her eyes were scattered, and at this moment they were gathering on the girl's face bit by bit.

Her voice was warm and hoarse with fatigue.

"I can do anything to you...?"

Her gaze became more resolute, and she looked directly at Qiu Zixin without flinching.

"Yes, I can pamper you."

Indulgence... what a seductive word that is...

If you can be loved wholeheartedly by someone... just ask, who can resist such a temptation?

Qiu Zixin slightly pursed her lips, leaning her body forward with one hand on the mattress behind Xiao Yu, her eyes slowly and carefully scrutinized Xiao Yu's face, "That...does it include me? ..."

This is the first time that Qiu Zixin has approached her so actively, Xiao Yu's heartbeat has deviated from the normal frequency and is frantically running wildly, her fingertips gently slid across Qiu Zixin's cheek, and touched a little bit of her cut by the glass. Shallow scars.

When Qiu Zixin got closer and closer, Xiao Yu couldn't help but want to close her eyes.

In this dark night, no one will find their love for each other that crosses the boundary.

No one will know their uncontrollable intimate caress when their love is strong.

Qiu Zixin's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her mind was suddenly pulled back by her subconscious mind. She was subtly stunned, and tried her best to lock the evil desire in the cage.

The fire of love was suddenly extinguished, Qiu Zixin turned her body and leaned against Xiao Yu's ear, she chose to ask in a low voice: "Including me...do you hurt you?"

Xiao Yu suddenly opened her half-closed eyes. The woman's question completely took her by surprise. She was stunned for a few seconds, then calmed down and turned her face away calmly.

She said without hesitation: "Yes. Including."

Qiuzi Newsyan lowered his head, showing a bleak smile, "Why... I mean something that will make you sad..."

The girl's mind is always too pure, the light in her eyes is always pure and uncluttered, and the words she speaks penetrate into the heart of the woman time and time again, removing all the tough armor of the woman without warning.

How on earth should Qiu Zixin reject her like this?

Xiao Yu's fingertips caressed the thin red mark on Qiu Zixin's cheek, she replied with pity:

"because......"

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