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It's raining again.

Qiu Zixin is still studying for a doctorate this year.

She had just finished her closed eight-hour piano training.In order to get her Ph.D., she devoted all her time and energy to music.

Friends invited her to attend parties together, or the rare time to go out of school every Sunday, but she refused one by one, choosing to stay alone in school to practice.

She was alone in the narrow piano room, constantly repeating the notes that had been memorized in her mind.

Often because of practice, she forgets to eat, forgets to sleep, and forgets that she is also an ordinary person and needs to rest.

The other students all understand Qiu Zixin's personality, a person who is tolerant to others and can tolerate everything, but in private, he has strict self-discipline and the obsessive-compulsive disorder that must be perfect.

Everyone can see her label of "coming from a wealthy family" and "a typical rich and beautiful daughter".Qiu Zixin standing on the stage is always glamorous and radiant.

Good looks, good temper, good family background, good education, she can be called a "perfect" woman.

But they couldn't see Qiu Zixin who was studying repeatedly in the piano room and fainted from hypoglycemia because she forgot to eat; they couldn't see her grievance and pain when she was sad.

Even Fu Meixuan didn't expect Qiu Zixin to collapse.

That night, Qiu Zixin had just returned from a dinner party outside. When she stepped into the dormitory, she found that all the lights in the room were turned off, and the room was pitch black.

The dormitory is for two people, one living room and two bedrooms. Fu Meixuan and Qiu Zixin just happened to be in the same room and became good friends.

She thought that Qiu Zixin hadn't come back yet, Fu Meixuan understood Qiu Zixin's character, and if she was not satisfied with it, no matter who persuaded her, it would be useless.

Fu Meixuan turned on the chandelier in the living room first, and then prepared to turn on the lights in her and Qiu Zi's new room.

Fu Meixuan remembered that it seemed to be raining lightly outside that night, and the temperature outside was quite low.

She went straight to the door of Qiu Zixin's bedroom, but she lost her mind while turning the doorknob.

She seemed to hear crying.

It wasn't the kind of heart-piercing howls of ghosts and wolves, nor the wailing of pity.

It was a very low, thin, depressing weeping, so low that it seemed to blend in with the rain.

Fu Meixuan opened the door, "Zixin?" The room was very dark, Fu Meixuan reached out to find the light switch.

When the light was on, Fu Meixuan could clearly see the scene in the bedroom.

She didn't see where Qiu Zixin was, there were scattered piano scores all over the floor, Fu Meixuan instantly realized something was wrong, she quickened her pace and strode to the balcony, and lifted the curtain.

The glass door was open.

Sure enough, Qiu Zixin was hiding here.

Fu Meixuan didn't know what happened, she was very flustered, "What's wrong with you, Zixin?" This was the first time she saw her like this.

In the night, Qiu Zixin huddled in a corner, she folded her knees and buried her head in her arms helplessly, her overly slender body made her look like a particularly fragile pottery, as if it would shatter her if touched lightly.

Hearing Fu Meixuan's voice, Qiu Zixin looked up at her.

Those eyes filled with endless tenderness were red and astringent, dull and red and swollen from the haggard torment.

"Come in, it's still raining outside, you'll get sick." Fu Meixuan frowned anxiously.How long has she been crying alone to make her eyes so swollen?

Perhaps rainy days will always make people feel more melancholy and sad.

Qiu Zixin recalled the past when he was a child.

She didn't understand why everyone around her envied her so much.

Very strange.

She was born in a complete family, she has a father and a mother, but her father doesn't love her, and her mother doesn't love her either.

In the gossip of the servants after tea and dinner, she knew that she was born because of a contract.

There are often disputes at home. Her mother always had a tendency to commit suicide in the early days. Her father didn't like to go home. He would quarrel and even fight when he came home.

When quarreling, she will always be mentioned inexplicably, "If it weren't for my father's company, how could I have married you!? How could I have given birth to your evil seed!?"

The young "father" will put on an arrogant attitude, but under the gentle appearance is outrageously unfeeling, "Then you were very happy when you slept with me? The child made you have a boy, but you gave birth to a daughter, you Living in my house for nothing, how can you lose your temper at me!?"

Little Qiu Zixin hid behind the sofa. She felt that those sharp and piercing voices were like sharp knives, stabbing her continuously. But she hid behind the sofa and witnessed the cotton leaking with her own eyes. , hair combed with torn leather.

She wanted to scream, and her covered ears were filled with extremely high-decibel humming.

But their quarrel overshadowed her cries for help.

Ms. Yang: "I will divorce you once the contract expires!"

Mr. Qiu: "Divorce is divorce, but I declare in advance that I will not recognize this child."

Are those people really her parents?

When she was a child, Qiu Zixin obviously felt that she was living in hell every day, and every day she was terrified and afraid of the day of "divorce".

But why every time her classmates saw her "parents" in the newspaper, they would show adoring eyes and say: "Zixin, you are just fine, you have such a happy family."

"I wish I were you."

happiness?Just me?

Qiu Zixin felt that these words and these people were very strange.

She stayed in the piano room and practiced for 12 hours in a row today, but she was not very satisfied with the result. She stared at the mirror while eating biscuits, and suddenly remembered all the unpleasant things she had when she was a child.

Ms. Yang: "I can raise the child, but you must transfer half of your property to me."

"Don't think that I really didn't get any black material during the few years I stayed by your side. Anyway, I have no reputation. It's a big deal, and it's up to me to see who has a better life."

In fact, they are all adults, and Qiu Zixin also understands that her mother had no choice but to sign the contract.

She is already very fortunate and grateful that her mother chose to support her instead of abandoning her, sent her to a music school to develop her expertise, and then worked hard to bring her up on her own.

Ms. Yang has done her best.

"From now on, I will take care of you to grow up, but you have to understand that the fact that you don't have a father is definitely not something that others laugh at you. You have to prove to others that you are not bad." Ms. Yang said So to speak.

Because of this, Qiu Zixin needs to present herself as close to perfection.Only by relying on her true ability and strength can she accept the so-called "envy" and "worship" eyes.

Fu Meixuan helped Qiu Zixin into the room, and she quickly poured a glass of warm water for her to take a bath.Qiu Zixin held the pill in her hand and took a deep breath. Fu Meixuan looked at her worriedly, "Your medicine..."

Qiu Zixin lowered her eyes and shook her head, her voice was light, "It's nothing..."

It's raining again.

Qiu Zixin majored in piano and minored in violin. It is forbidden to play musical instruments privately in the room or in the hallway in the dormitory building, but now all the students on this floor have gone out to class, leaving only Qiu Zixin in the room.

Qiu Zixin picked up the violin, slowly drew the bow, and endless emotions were slowly conveyed through the melody.

The melancholy sound of the violin gradually merged into the rain, and accompanied by the feeling of falling, it slammed into the ground fiercely, causing scattered splashes.

Ms. Yang didn't let Qiu Zixin call her "Mom", but at least she didn't hate Qiu Zixin.After all, so many years have passed, many things should have been let go long ago, and the resentment buried in his belly has long been faded by time.

Qiu Zixin also got a good grade.

She held three small personal recitals during her college days. After graduation, she signed a contract with the Star Academy in the North, gained a lot of resources and opportunities, and successfully showed her talents in the industry.

These are all obtained by Qiu Zixin's true strength, and she has a clear conscience.

The cool wind broke into the room, smudged her eyes, at least the wind was gentle, it kissed her cheek lightly, and dried her tears.

At least she wasn't desperate.

Ms. Yang was brought up by an independent woman. The two have passed the most difficult time. Except for the address, they are not much different from ordinary mothers and daughters.

Qiu Zixin put down the violin in his hand.

She recalled the men's products she saw last night, which proved that a man had come to their house.Qiu Zixin was actually not very surprised. It was not a big secret that Ms. Yang wanted to remarry again.

If the other party really treats Ms. Yang well, she has no reason to object.

Qiu Zixin opened the glass door of the bedroom, ran in to play against the air outside.

It was a perfectly normal afternoon.

She opened the desk calendar and glanced at the day.Just this Saturday, three more days.

After thinking about it, she decided to call Wen Yujie and ask her opinion first.

***

Not long after Xiao Yu took a shower, she was doing stretching exercises in order to keep stretching her muscles every day. Although it was really painful when she lowered her fork, she knew that the results were achieved through hard work.

Sister Cai stood aside and was responsible for urging her. She felt that the young lady's flexibility was actually very good. If she did this movement, she would probably have to lie in the hospital for half a month.

Sister Cai didn't sigh, why not let her son learn to dance?

Xiao Yu stretched her waist to warm her waist, and she had the instant vision of a small animal just waking up.Sister Cai thinks their young lady is really cute.

She is not picky when eating, and she especially likes to eat vegetables and carrots, unlike her son, who used to feed him and made his blood pressure soar.

Sister Cai has taken care of Xiao Yu for many years, and she is very familiar with the temperament of their young lady. She speaks softly and has no temper, and she doesn't know if she will be bullied by others outside.

Xiao Yu was sitting in the living room reading a book, when the tablet placed on the table suddenly lit up, Xiao Yu poked her head out to look at the screen, her face also lit up a bit, and immediately connected to the video.

In the picture, Qiu Zixin is eating fruit, holding a small piece of cantaloupe in her hand, and can smell the sweetness of cantaloupe through the screen.

Xiao Yu was still very happy, she smiled softly, "Why did Sister Qiu call all of a sudden?"

Qiu Zi paused for a moment, with a smile on her lips, "Guess?"

Xiao Yu didn't expect this answer, she pursed her lips slightly and began to think seriously.

"Is it because Sister Fu has something for Sister Qiu to tell me?"

"No." Qiu Zixin shook his head.

"That's because... Elder Sister Qiu misses me?" Xiao Yu's voice was particularly sweet when she said these words with her dimples on her face.

Qiu Zixin didn't expect this little guy to be quite a stinky fart. She didn't answer, but just smiled and ate a grape.

"Sister Tianqiu will take you out to play, okay?" Qiu Zixin finally revealed the purpose of her video.

"The day after tomorrow...?" Xiao Yu thought for a while before realizing that the day after tomorrow is her birthday.

Xiao Yu's eyes lit up immediately, "Where is Sister Qiu taking me?" She realized another thing, "But you can only go with Mommy's permission..."

Qiu Zixin ate another purple grape with a full smile, "I already asked my aunt first, and she said yes." In order to avoid making Xiao Yukong happy, Qiu Zixin decided to get Wen Yujie's permission first I will give Xiao Yu this surprise later.

Of course Xiao Yu was extremely happy, a flower was about to appear on her shaking little head, "happiness" was clearly displayed on her face.

"Are you home at ten o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow? May I drive you?" Qiu Zixin asked her.

Xiao Yu felt that this surprise was too sudden and unexpected, she hugged a carrot as a pillow, squinting her eyes, "Okay."

Xiao Yu pinched the carrot pillow, the cotton was sunken by her, "Where is Sister Qiu taking me~" She asked Qiu Zixin coquettishly.

But Qiu Zixin still didn't answer Xiao Yu's question directly, she swallowed another grape, which was seedless and quite sweet.

"You'll find out in time."

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