Shield of Rebirth

Amid repeated assurances, Zhou Chen finally saw off Ennis, and he felt a little relieved in his heart.

He is a person, whoever is good to him, he will be good to whom.Just like Ennis made his own decision this time, because it was for his own good and he really took care of him, he couldn't bear to let Ennis down, so he stepped into Ling Feng's range again.

And if Ennis was allowed to stay in China because of his affairs, or even affect Anderson, he would be extremely reluctant in his heart.

Although here, with Anderson's influence, Ennis may not necessarily be restricted or affected, but he feels bad about it.

There are some things that require him to be polite, but there are some things that should not be polite between friends, and he is not polite, such as occasionally using the identity of Ennis, and even thinking that if he escapes again this time, he must go to seek Ennis sheltered.

He himself couldn't tell when he would be polite and when he would be rude, he could only do it with his heart, at least when he faced Ennis, he was absolutely sincere.

Ennis treats him too, he is very honored and cherishes it even more.

Sitting in Ling Feng's car, watching the plane taking off with Ennis and Anderson, Zhou Chen's heart gradually calmed down.

Maybe people are always weak in the ability to bear in front of people close to them, but when they are alone, they can always bear all the pain and pressure unconsciously.

Just like the children Zhou Chen envied before, he can still remember clearly to this day. When he was working in a fast food restaurant, he saw a child. When his mother went shopping, he fell down and climbed up by himself. Get up, as if nothing happened.

But when he turned around and saw that his mother was about to come over, he immediately fell to the ground deliberately and began to cry.

People around thought that child was so smart, so fun, so cute, but Zhou Chen felt that that child was so happy!

There is such a person who can make him feel wronged and cry for what happened to him when he looks back, and there is even more than one person.

Even if Ennis is the most important person in Zhou Chen's heart right now, his best friend or even his only friend, Zhou Chen never thought about being wronged without any scruples.

Because it was inappropriate, his friendship with Ennis, although it gave him enough comfort and dependence, still couldn't fill his emotional void.

Fortunately, he has grown up, more precisely, he is used to it - some things have little to do with whether he has grown up or not, and gradually he feels that he no longer cares.

Turning his head, Zhou Chen looked at Ling Feng who was sitting next to him with an unclear expression, and finally made up his mind, turned his head and said to Ling Feng calmly and seriously: "Let's have a serious, peaceful talk, okay? Anyway? No matter what your intentions are now, I can't find the palm of your hand anymore, this time, I want to live a little more clearly."

"...Heh~ Xiaotian..." Ling Feng chuckled inexplicably, and when he was about to say something, Zhou Chen interrupted: "I'm Zhou Chen."

Looking straight at Ling Feng, without too much resentment or excitement, he just said flatly, "I am Zhou Chen now."

But the tone in his tone was straightforward and plain, adding a bit of seriousness: "You can call me Zhou Chen, don't call me Xiaotian, because I don't know who you are calling."

The implication was not to refute his identity, but Zhou Chen insisted on the name, and at the same time insisted that he wanted to live Zhou Chen's life, not Ling Tian's meaning.

Ling Feng felt that his youngest son was always challenging his self-control. Many times, he also wanted to have a good talk with his little boy, for example, expressing his heartfelt feelings and expressing his determination.

But it is always very easy to be teased by his Xiaotian and lose his sense of normalcy and calmness. In this world, there is only this person who can easily do it.

"You are my son, this fact can never be changed." If Ling Feng thought that the father-son relationship between him and Ling Tian was dispensable before, now he doesn't think so at all.

He consulted a lot of psychiatrists and read a lot of books on psychology. At first, it was just to adjust his mentality, but then he couldn't help but focus on his youngest son.

When consulting a psychiatrist, he will use some of Ling Tian's actions to inquire about his possible intentions. When reading psychology books, he will involuntarily find the situation that matches his Xiaotian.

After several comparisons, his understanding of Ling Tian can be said to be a bit deeper, and he spent a lot of time investigating all the things Ling Tian could investigate before. It is difficult for children to understand the obsession with family affection.

That's why his youngest son's anticipation towards him at the beginning was short-lived, but in retrospect, he would regret it very much.

No matter what he expected in his heart, the father-son relationship between him and Ling Tian was an inextricable and inextricable connection.

No matter what, he probably shouldn't give up.

Zhou Chen heard this, and felt a little angry again, but then thought for a moment, why bother?What's the point of being sarcastic, self-deprecating, angry, and angry all the time in front of this person?has no meaning?

Suddenly, the depression in my chest dissipated, really why bother?

Smiling faintly, Zhou Chen raised his eyebrows, since he planned to speak up, he was not polite.

"Do you think that since you gave me life, I should never be able to get out of your hands in this life, and I shouldn't be out of your control?" After asking, without waiting for Ling Feng to answer, then Continued: "But in fact, I have already returned it to you. Ling Tian died in that explosion, in the accident where you abandoned unimportant people to protect your 'only' son. It's over. You said that I am your son, but I have not lost my memory, you said that Ling Yuntian is your only son, I think, you will not lose your memory, right?"

Zhou Chen raised his eyes lightly, glanced at Ling Feng with a cold face, and laughed softly: "Hehe~ Maybe Mr. Ling doesn't believe it, plus this time, I have already died twice, and I have already paid back twice. Now, self-awareness is enough, and I don’t want to continue to die anymore. Is it not good to live separately? Or does Mr. Ling think that if I have to remove the bones and return the father and cut the flesh and return the mother, then it is a real relationship?”

Zhou Chen's voice was as soft as a faint sigh, as if tightly wrapping Ling Feng's heart with the sharpest silk, entangled his heartache, doubts and panic into his flesh and blood, causing him pain in his heart and lungs.

Although he was in the car, Zhou Chen didn't shy away too much, because the car had already raised the barrier, separating the driver from the rear compartment where they were sitting. Don't talk about the sound, I'm afraid it's him who really will Ling Feng got angry, and Ling Feng accidentally strangled him to death, the driver probably didn't know it either.

Ling Feng looked up to look like Zhou Chen, his dark black eyes brought out a little pain, which made Zhou Chen's breathing stagnate, and turned his head to chuckle, in fact, even if Ling Feng's pain was real , He doesn't have much sense of accomplishment, let alone pleasure, he has never been able to grow into a black hand trying to make others suffer more, in fact, he himself is quite regretful.

But he really wasn't magnanimous, because the pain in this person's eyes, even a person who doesn't know how to read people's eyes, can see the pain, and his heart aches for him, and he is not the real Virgin.

He just felt that he might have really deified Ling Feng, demonized him, and overestimated him.Regardless of whether Ling Feng's emotions were real or not, he never thought that such faintly showing weakness would appear on Ling Feng.

But today is doomed, things that Zhou Chen never thought of will happen one after another, before he fully recovered from the look in Ling Feng's eyes, he heard an even more impossible sentence: "...I apologize."

A soft sentence rang in Zhou Chen's ears like a thunder!

Zhou Chen opened his eyes in disbelief, and when Ling Feng hugged him in his arms, he continued, "Whether I let you grow up in an orphanage, or let you serve as a shield later on, I will not let you go." Apologize, it's my fault. If you want to tell me seriously, I will tell you seriously, I apologize. "

It is precisely because the more he understands, the more Ling Feng sinks. The person in his heart, seriously, is really not too good. Although his appearance is good, he is not amazing either.In terms of talent, there is not much to show for it.He doesn't have all kinds of talents, and he is not favored by the heavens. If there is anything special about him, I am afraid that he has worked hard in life and still has a peaceful mind despite adversity.

However, there are many people in the world who are serious and hardworking, and there are many people who are peaceful in the face of adversity, but he just keeps this one in his heart.

Sometimes when he thinks about it seriously, he can't think of a reason, but he still accumulates it in his heart little by little as he understands it.

At one time, maybe he felt that he didn't have much guilt. At the beginning, he didn't recognize this unexpected son. He thought it was nothing. After all, he already had a wife and son. Even if he didn't like it, his wife was nothing. Fuel-efficient lamps, not to mention that the mother of his youngest son is still alive.

With the money he gave, as long as he doesn't spend his life in extravagance, he can live a carefree life.

Afterwards, all these things were left behind. Who can predict the following things in advance?

So Ling Feng didn't feel that he should feel guilty, nor did he feel that he was sorry for anyone.

And later, the face of the youngest son was really similar to that of the eldest son. At that time, he didn't have the slightest affection for the youngest son. There is no such thing as guilt or distress.

It happened that Yun Tian had an accident at that time, and just when he wanted to use other people to lure out the mastermind behind the scenes to protect the elder son, the younger son suddenly appeared.

Who could be more suitable than such a person?Let it be.

Moreover, it can be seen from the general information of his investigation that his son who is not in the plan is not doing very well, at least in Ling Feng's eyes, it is very bad.

Even if you want to eat something, you have to calculate whether you have enough money to spend, and you have to check the situation when you take a crowded bus. Isn't it very miserable?

Therefore, he was able to take Ling Tian back to Ling's house, and even planned to give him a sum of money after the matter was over, which was considered very good.

After thinking about it, Ling Feng had to admit that, with his personality and way of handling things, unless he knew the development and ending of the whole thing from the very beginning, otherwise, even if it happened again, things would not be as good as they are now. How much better the consequences.

However, this does not prevent him from regretting. Many things, many people say that you should not regret if you do it, and do not regret things that cannot be changed, but how many people can do it?

If it is really possible to not regret it because it cannot be changed, it cannot be undone, and it has already happened. I am afraid that in this world, the word "regret medicine" will not be invented and pursued by everyone.

So he regrets, he is willing to apologize, and he is willing to admit that he was wrong.

His head was a little dazed, Zhou Chen thought he might be dreaming right now?But he thought about it every day and dreamed about it at night, he was really not sure if he had thought about letting Ling Feng admit his mistakes in front of him and regret what he had done.

Ling Feng didn't stop, even though he really wanted to kiss those dazed eyes: "But I can't do what you ask. I allow you to hate me, but I will never allow you to hate me forever, Not to allow you to have nothing to do with me anymore, this is my bottom line. And in the end, I will never allow you to leave my side in this life. "

Well, this is definitely not his dream. Even if it was a dream, his father's desire for him would never be included in his delusions, and the following few words clearly meant this.

After being gnawed twice or more, Zhou Chen couldn't understand Ling Feng's last few words wrongly.

No matter what Ling Feng said is true or not, and no matter what he thinks in his heart, since he has no ability to find out what Ling Feng's purpose is, and Ling Feng has put on the attitude of having a good talk, even frankly, then he will You might as well not be in a hurry to refute, and don't be in a hurry to give a conclusion. Occasionally follow Ling Feng's words, follow his train of thought, and try a little or two.

"A few days ago, my father always picked up his sweetheart to get off work, but after a few days, he turned his mind on me. I should say, do I really deserve to be a 'high-class man'? Maybe, in addition, I can bend and stretch, and use unscrupulous means ?" Zhou Chen recovered from the shock of Ling Feng's real apology, and did not refute Ling Feng's words, but followed the meaning of Ling Feng's words, and said a sentence that seemed to be true and false, as if casually chatting and laughing .

He even prepared an answer for General Ling Feng, for example, how can he compare with you in this kind of response?

Although he really didn't want to care about Ling Feng anymore, he really didn't want the biological father whom he once longed for and even revered to be as unappetizing as those filthy people, even now, this trend is already very obvious.

But the trend was obvious, but why, when he saw Ling Feng, he still didn't think he would be that kind of person?

After much deliberation, Zhou Chen could only come up with one reason, who would want to face a face somewhat similar to his own, that person would be the kind of person he hates the most?

In Ling Feng's eyes, many of his little son's little thoughts are actually transparent. As far as the things that have happened, except for the fact that he planned to leave him and forbeared too much, he didn't notice the accident. He can roughly guess his psychology in many casual movements and expressions in front of him, not to mention that he has intensively studied psychology now.

Therefore, he is naturally very clear that his Xiaotian's sudden mention of Yang Xuan's matter must not be for jealousy, but to test him, that kind of casual demeanor and plausible sarcasm have already been clearly expressed .

But Ling Feng didn't mind taking his behavior as jealousy. Even though he knew it was fake, Ling Feng was still in a good mood.

Taking a deep look at Zhou Chen, he didn't say a word about his behavior of avoiding the important and changing the topic, because in fact, for now, he didn't want to hear the answer.

The corners of his mouth curled slightly, and then he explained Yang Xuan's matter to Ling Tian in a gentle and serious manner, and he didn't hide that he noticed Yang Xuan at first because he felt that he was somewhat similar to his youngest son, and he didn't forget it in the end. I said it specifically, there is nothing wrong with him and Yang Xuan. If you think about it seriously, it's just not far or close.

Before Ling Feng explained, he naturally knew that Zhou Chen might not believe it, and it was even more likely that he would not believe it, but whether he believed it or not, whether he cared about it or not was one thing, but whether he explained it seriously was another matter .

Naturally, what he didn't forget to say was that his real purpose of taking over Yang Xuan's job at that time, anyway, his ambition had been completely exposed, so it didn't matter if he just revealed it.

He regretted and apologized for what happened before, but the final result of him and his Xiaotian had to be what he expected.

Zhou Chen listened to Ling Feng's explanation, how much he heard it in his heart, and how much he didn't believe it at all, but Ling Feng couldn't tell it at all, because Zhou Chen himself didn't know.

Many times, people don't know what they think deep in their hearts until things are critical.

For example, Zhou Chen thought he didn't say that Ling Feng would not hurt him again and kept it in his heart, but in fact he slapped himself in the face, which was painful.

Because it took a long time for Ling Feng to explain, Zhou Chen didn't say anything more in the second half, and when Ling Feng finished explaining, he didn't have the confidence to ask Zhou Chen what he thought, so the two fell silent. Fortunately, , it's not far from Ling's house.

Zhou Chen also remembered in his heart that in his memory, Ling Feng had already broken the record of talking to him the most and kept breaking the record.

Stepping into the living room of Ling's house, Ling Feng and Zhou Chen were taken aback when they saw the person sitting on the sofa.

Ling Yuntian.

Zhou Chen thought to himself, this is the son Ling Feng likes, the only son he admits, even if he just sits, he looks more elegant than him, his cool temperament is very prominent, and he is a beautiful person.

It is very suitable for the title of heir of the family, which he used to only listen to as a myth for 18 years, and it is much better than he really is.

Shrugging his shoulders in his heart, he was indeed a bit sour, even if he was an open-minded person, he might not be completely indifferent to this situation, not to mention that he was not a very open-minded person.

After being dazed for a moment, Zhou Chen followed Ling Feng into the living room. Speaking of which, this was Ling Yuntian's home, and even though he had lived in less than a year in his two lifetimes, he still supported Ling Yuntian. Tian's name is Jiuzhan Magpie's Nest, so he was only taken aback when he saw Ling Yuntian in Ling's house, and he thought it was normal.

But Ling Feng's subsequent words made Zhou Chen raise his eyebrows inwardly.

"Why did you come back today?" Ling Feng was very surprised. Since Ling Yuntian moved out, he rarely came back here. If it was just like this, he would not be surprised. After leaving the house, his eldest son appeared, and said that no one would believe him if the housekeeper hadn't tipped off the news.

However, he was just curious, after all, his eldest son already knew what he was thinking, and he was able to see Xiaotian so quickly without missing him forever. worried.

"I heard that my father found my younger brother, so I'm here to thank you for what happened before." He said lightly, without concealing the fact that he knew the news about Ling's house. This is a trivial matter, and neither he nor his father would know care.

Ling Feng didn't say anything, but Zhou Chen pursed his lips and pulled a half-smile, he almost really wanted to say, you're welcome.

Originally, no matter how Ling Yuntian thanked anyone, he couldn't thank him.