Shield of Rebirth

"When you said just now that you had no memory of that time, I wished for a moment that you really lost your memory. It's good to be true." Sitting on the sofa in Ling's house, Ling Feng thought of the past Where Ling Tian sat.

The warm-colored lights, the soft people under the lights, seem to have a heart-warming expression, always appear in front of his eyes inadvertently, turn their heads silently, and say: "Dad, you are back."

Now that person is still sitting on the sofa where he used to sit, but his expression does not show the softness of the past at all, and maybe that softness is something he imagined.

But this person, he really can't let go.

Hearing Ling Feng's words, Zhou Chen couldn't even arouse his interest in answering, he just wanted to sleep well now.

I stayed with Ling Feng for a while after get off work, and after returning home, I got the inexplicable facts that shocked him, and then a series of accidents happened.

The fastest flight ticket I booked was the evening one, but I didn't make it through. I went to the police station, after a lot of tossing, Zhou Chen really couldn't bear it.

Moreover, if Ling Feng could face him squarely and have a good talk with him, he might be able to hold on for a while.

But Ling Feng's attitude made him a little bit less interested.

Want to give up?

Just like before, he listened to Ling Feng for everything, did he let him go left or right?

Heh~ how is it possible? !

Although the spirit was a little sluggish, the emotions in his head gradually settled down.Zhou Chen finally accepted the fact that he was kissed by Ling Feng, it was his first kiss.

Although as a man, it is meaningless to be entangled in the first kiss or something, and it even seems a bit petty, but it still depends on the person.

That person was his father, and even though he didn't want to recognize him anymore, and even hoped that the other person wouldn't recognize him either, it didn't mean he wanted to treat this ridiculous thing as an ordinary person.

After all, it was still different. Zhou Chen, who gradually calmed down, had to admit in frustration that he had always thought that he had nothing to do with Ling Feng, but in fact, he still couldn't really treat many things as if they had never happened in the past. , and it is impossible to just treat Ling Feng as a stranger.

If a stranger saved him, he wouldn't take it so lightly. He would consider a dispensable exchange condition before agreeing to it. No one dared to turn around and run away.

It's ridiculous, isn't it?After what happened, he didn't even dare to think about it.

I just want to leave first, and then think about those things after leaving, even if it is not important by then.

In Zhou Chen's heart, he didn't believe that his father's actions really meant what he expressed. He even dared to believe that his father had some other purpose for doing that.

But in fact, what value does he have now, or what purpose does his father have for doing this?

Zhou Chen couldn't think of it, and he couldn't think of it at all, or he confirmed that there was nothing that his father needed to do!No!

It is precisely because of this that Zhou Chen fears the most. It turns out that Ling Feng has taken a fancy to him, do you want to have sex with him?

As soon as this thought came into being, it burrowed into his heart like a poisonous snake.

stop!He couldn't think about it anymore, it would make him feel dirty, and the sense of shame piled up in his heart.

He can see his appearance in the mirror every day. Yes, he looks really good, better than most people, but he is sure that there is nothing wrong with his appearance for a woman He really couldn't imagine how Ling Feng came up with such an idea?

How could he have such disgusting thoughts? !

For a moment, Zhou Chen almost felt that his rebirth in the previous life was fake. Perhaps Ling Feng had always been this kind of person, with such dirty thoughts. He had heard of it from him, or it had been exposed by the media. Like many rich and powerful people in China, they have no shame, live promiscuously, indulge their desires, and even magnify them infinitely.

But why did he save him again?

Even if Zhou Chen didn't want to have anything to do with Ling Feng in his behavior, he couldn't thank Ling Feng without any grudges in his heart, but Ling Feng really saved him, the car accident was not fake, and he believed in the investigation What people said to the doctor, at the time of saving him, Ling Feng himself could not control his own life and death.

But Ling Feng really did that, so even though he couldn't thank Ling Feng without any grudges, deep down in his heart he had truly forgiven everything that happened to Ling Feng before, and even thought about it, in the future he would really This kind of thinking of letting it all pass.

Zhou Chen himself was taken aback when this thought came about. It can be seen that although he has been talking nicely and trying his best to do what he said in action, he still has a bit of a grudge in his heart. Ling Feng saved him. After that incident, he realized that he hadn't really let go, and then he really started to let go.

People's hearts are inherently biased. It's not uncommon for him to be in this situation in the orphanage, and it's not uncommon for him to have a more miserable life experience. Looking back after jumping out of his sad state of mind at the time, it's not just that. That's all.

As for using him as a shield for Ling Yuntian, from Ling Feng's point of view, it's actually not a big deal. One is a son who never expected to be born, and he wasn't raised by him, so he is no different from a stranger. The other is the son who has been cherished in the heart and is the heir in the future. From childhood to adulthood, it is clear at a glance who kisses who.

In fact, it’s not just Ling Feng, most people are like this. It’s really rare and unrealistic for people to help their relatives or not. Most people naturally treat their more important people better. Isn’t this common sense?

Zhou Chen said to himself slowly like this, slowly

I also enlightened myself, a lot of things are like that, once you get into the corner, you will feel that there is no way out, but when you jump out and look, when you don’t take those things seriously, you will find that you don’t need to care too much.

All along, his torment, his sadness, his resentment and pain were all just because he took Ling Feng too seriously, and he took his longing for family affection too seriously.

In this world, who really can't live without family affection?

Slowly, Zhou Chen's heart seemed to have really calmed down, and he became more relieved and indifferent to the previous things. He even had confidence that after a while, he really didn't care at all. up.

But at this time, Zhou Chen found out that Ling Feng had been investigating him, and even followed him. Recently, Ling Feng had noticed everything about him, and what's more, he also found out in those materials that , He thought that every day when Ling Feng didn't find him, but sent Yang Xuan to work, Ling Feng had already started to have people investigate him and follow him, which made Zhou Chen feel like he was being played with and applauded. on the feeling.

Ling Feng once said that he would never hurt him again, Zhou Chen thought he didn't believe it, and he also thought that neither he nor Ling Feng thought about that sentence, that's all.

But what has happened so far?

The fact that he dared to go to Ling Feng to question him alone may have already explained that he actually believed it a little bit, at least he wanted to believe it in his heart.

Ridiculous isn't it?

Seeing the younger son's eyes closed and not speaking, and seeing the expression on his face, although calm, it was completely no longer the gentleness in memory.Knowing that his youngest son didn't want to talk to him, he also remembered what he said at the police station. He didn't really want to ignore what his youngest son said.

In fact, every time he pretended not to understand and didn't care, only he knew what he really felt in his heart.

The light in the living room is still soft, shining on the face of the young son with his eyes closed and his head slightly leaning on the back of the sofa, making Ling Feng suddenly feel that this picture has existed for a long time, and even produced a kind of momentary It is an eternal idea, and the literary and artistic ones are not like himself.

With a wry smile, Ling Feng's eyes lingered on the face he missed so much under the light, he felt slightly joyful and a little pained in his heart, the completely different feeling was brought to him by this person, fragile and sad Desperate, self-defeating, ashamed, these emotions that he has never felt before, have always followed him inadvertently in the past few years.

Why can't you say a nice word?He doesn't care even if it starts with friends who are completely strangers, just don't always open your mouth and say it's okay, and shut up and turn around to leave. Since we met again, apart from the newspapers that he read to him, he can hear The most likely thing is that he doesn't want to hear it at all.

Gently stood up, walked to the place where the younger son was sitting some distance away, and sat down, raised his hand and gently brushed his hair, when he wanted to do it again, he found that his hand was separated, and he looked down, Although his youngest son's eyes were a little tired, they were still clear.

It turned out that I didn't fall asleep.

Feeling the people around him, Zhou Chen helplessly sat up his limp body, suppressed the urge to leave this place and get away from Ling Feng again, looked at the time on his wrist, and counted the time, Anderson And Ennis should be here soon, right?

The fist placed on the other side of the body was tightly clenched. It was obvious that Ling Feng's sudden approach in his heart was not as casual as he showed.

Anderson and Ennis came quickly, with a gap of less than 3 minutes. After all, they were directly behind Ling Feng's car.

Ennis entered the living room, greeted Ling Feng politely with his elder brother, and went straight to Zhou Chen who was sitting on the sofa mountain with a cheer.

Ling Feng, who had already got up, squinted his eyes, looking at Ennis who had already thrown himself on Zhou Chen, a dark light flashed in his eyes.

Before Ling Feng opened his mouth to say anything, Anderson had already sensed that he was not in a good mood. After thinking about what Ennis had said to him, and comparing it with Ling Feng's previous and current behavior and attitude, he felt confident. Eight points.

"Ennis, come here." Anderson said lightly.

Ennis himself has a very contradictory attitude towards his brother. In front of his brother, he can be lawless about many things, but most of the time he dare not be presumptuous.For example, now, his brother's tone is flat, but he can hear the seriousness in it.

I had no choice but to touch my nose a little awkwardly, then got up and sat beside Anderson.

Ling Feng raised his eyebrows. It would be great if his youngest son was so obedient. Within a certain limit, he can let him be lawless and give him the greatest freedom, but the premise is that that person will never really fly away. As long as he As soon as he makes a sound, he can be within his reach.