Shield of Rebirth

There is a very peculiar fragrance in the study room, which can refresh people's minds. He used to be curious about it, but he refrained from asking. Now that he thinks about it, he was really too obedient back then. He even had a weak sense of existence. The air is really a pity.

Maybe it's because his self-cultivation is still not as good as his father's. Ling Tian really doesn't want to get along with that person silently in this environment, it will make him think of the past involuntarily.

So in the end, he was the one who spoke first.

Lifting his head slightly, Ling Tian's lips moved slightly, and he asked Ling Feng, "What do you want to find me for?"

The voice was weak, just like when he was hit for the first time, but the original anticipation was missing.

From a very ordinary environment, he suddenly changed to this place full of grandeur and luxury. He even wore his cheap clothes. Being in this place that was incompatible with him, he felt inferior and had doubts about the future. The little hopes of life.

Although he was shocked after reading the information at the beginning, he hoped that his father could find him and even bring him to his eyes. Maybe his father wanted to make up for him.Just like in many TV novels, illegitimate children are often favored by their fathers.

But he forgot that this kind of situation in TV novels is usually because the illegitimate child was born in the life that the father likes, not like him, the father and mother are just two people who have no emotional basis at all.

It wasn't until he came back from the explosion that he really thought about it. In fact, maybe in the eyes of his father, he didn't owe him anything to his illegitimate son. Instead, he gave Ling Tian his life and a fortune. Ling Feng did not owe Ling Tian the alimony, which was not a small amount. Even in his father's opinion, Ling Tian owed Ling Feng. That's why he got him back and made the best use of it. That's why he finally said that. A sentence like 'I gave his life, and now I have paid it off'.

According to this calculation, his mother gave birth to him, and then took the high maintenance fee from Ling Feng, so he and her were barely in debt.As for the relationship between him and Ling Feng, he owed Ling Feng both his life grace and the money, but Ling Feng didn't owe him anything.

Hehe, since he was in the orphanage until now, not only did no one owe him anything, but he also owed others!

When Ling Tian thought of it, his chest was blocked once, and he even found it difficult to breathe. He never knew that he already owed others when he was born. During his lonely and difficult years in the orphanage, not only did he have no one to resent, And he was in huge debt, and he had to pay it with his life in the end? !

Ling Feng stretched out his palm as if meeting him for the first time in the previous life, and stroked his hair soothingly. Just one gentle movement broke him down. That was his father!

Ling Tian was in a trance for a while, with warm palms on his head, which made him feel that time and space overlapped for a moment.The feeling of peace of mind at that time is still as profound as it is today.

Because that movement, that kind of gentleness, means that he is no longer alone, not standing alone in this world, like a floating duckweed, chasing the tide and finding no attachment.

For Ling Tian, ​​whose loneliness was always stronger than many people since he was a child, that sense of belonging was fatal.

"Don't worry, I didn't mean anything malicious." With a faint and gentle smile, that person's voice sounded like the deep and magnetic voice he had heard for more than half a year, the voice that once made Ling Tian feel very safe. It has an indelible influence on Ling Tian.

Ling Tian raised his head and looked at the smiling and tolerant person in front of him through the cover of his hair. The sharp eyebrows and eyes were clearly suitable for a majestic expression, so once softened, it made people feel irresistible.

It is this different attitude from others that makes Ling Tian feel that he is loved, so even if his father let him live in Ling Yuntian's room, he changed it to Ling Yuntian's name, wore his favorite clothes, cut He felt that Ling Yuntian's habitual hairstyle was tolerable, just because of the sentimentality his father felt when he mentioned his 'dead' son.

And he is still alive and has become Ling Feng's only son.It made Ling Tian feel that, even if this is the case temporarily, all Ling Feng's fatherly love in the future is destined to belong to him completely in the end.And his father is very sad now, he doesn't mind using another way to comfort his father.

It's a pity that his original mood of wanting to be good to someone completely feels unreal now.

Obviously, even if what this person did was impeccable, he might not be able to detect it based on the eyesight he developed in the orphanage since he was a child.But at that time, he really found nothing, which makes him feel incredible now when he thinks about it.

Wow, it's incredible.

Ling Tian smiled slowly, his eyes were soft, and the breath around him became warm, but he would rather live like that for the rest of his life.

If he can be deceived for a lifetime, it can be regarded as real in another sense, at least for him, all the things he has experienced are real.

"Well, I believe you." Ling Tian said exactly the same answer as before, but the original mood can never go back.

He would rather be deceived for the rest of his life, but once he knows the deception, he does not want to deceive himself and others for the rest of his life.

Ling Tian looked at Ling Feng who was stunned by his words, but felt a little sad in his heart. From now on, he and his father will go to the point where you lied to me, and I lied to you too.How about, let us compare, who can lie to whom longer?And I already know that you are lying to me, so is it a step ahead?

Perhaps it was because Ling Tian looked like he was about to cry at this time, Ling Feng took Ling Tian's arm into his arms, patted him on the back comfortingly, and said in his mouth: "Men don't cry easily, don't worry, in the future With Dad, everything will be fine."

Ling Tian lay in Ling Feng's arms

, with his face buried in Ling Feng's chest, the feeling of being hugged by his father is really good, with a strong sense of security, and even knowing his purpose, there is still a warm feeling lingering.

There is an irresistible indulgence in the vigilance, but the body and mind feel cold in the indulgence.

Ling Tian's fingers gripping Ling Feng's suit on his chest suddenly tightened, his joints were pale, this feeling as if he was walking on a cliff or a mountain wall made his heart tighten a little.

Perhaps, in the past six months, what he should plan is not only how to survive and never see this person again, but what is more needed is to give up his desire for fatherly love and this person in front of him.

Forcing himself to struggle out of the atmosphere of wanting to indulge, Ling Tian lowered his head as if a little embarrassed and said: "...Father, do I want to move in and live with you?"

"Xiaotian, call me daddy, daddy is too unfamiliar." He rubbed Ling Tian's hair again: "Naturally, we have to move in and live with daddy, let's live with daddy from now on."

There was some hope in Ling Feng's tone, as if he was a father longing to be with his son. Ling Tian pursed his lips and lowered his head to smile, and replied in a low voice: "Yes. I have a father, it's great."

The hair covered the eyes and face, and the expression could not be seen clearly.

"Hehe." Listening to Ling Feng's chuckle, Ling Tian also wondered, what kind of mood did this person use to hear himself say these words?

Is it indifferent, or is it in the mood of watching a joke?After all, it won't be the mood I thought it was before.

For half a year, the father was kind and the son was filial and close, but now thinking about it, it is full of irony.Like a balloon that bursts when you poke it, the perfect appearance and empty connotation are nothing but a deception.