Shield of Rebirth

In the eyes of outsiders, the state of Ling Feng and Ling Tian at this time is a pair of father and son with a loving father and a filial son. After some introduction, often before the son has made up his mind, the father has already asked someone to pay, and then the son can only smile helplessly and happily.

Both father and son were wearing hats, and only the part of their faces that was exposed outside was undoubtedly the shining father and son.

But in the eyes of everyone, such a harmonious pair of father and son, in fact, the thoughts in their hearts are completely different from what they express. Let alone whether Ling Tian's heart is like the mentality he expresses, let's talk about Ling Feng, Ling Tian They couldn't believe it at all, Ling Feng's feeling of going shopping with him at this time was really as doting as the expression on his face.

Walking past a place that sold plush toys, Ling Tian wanted to leave without paying attention at all. Plush toys and the like had never been within his range of attention.

But Ling Feng stopped in his tracks, looking at the tallest, half-human-high fluffy bear, Ling Feng suddenly remembered the scene in the living room that day, under the warm light, his youngest son was dressed casually and comfortably clothes, sitting barefoot on the sofa watching TV.

When he approached, his toes were still curled up nervously, and it seemed that the whole picture was very warm.

And this scene later appeared more often at home, and even because Ling Tian liked to run around barefoot, Ling Feng covered the places Ling Tian often visited at home with thick carpets.

Because of the existence of those carpets, the whole room has changed a lot from the previous cold and serious environment.

If a plush bear is held in the arms of the son, it seems quite harmonious.

Ling Feng didn't hesitate any more, he pointed at the one he liked directly, and asked someone to take it down for him.

Ling Tian was a little dazed, he never knew, did his father like this kind of thing?

Unlikely, right?

Maybe it was too much of a blow, until his father stuffed the big hugging bear into his arms, he asked in a daze: "Father likes this?"

Looking at his son who was as dumb as that bear, Ling Feng suddenly felt happy. He didn't answer Ling Tian's words, but just smiled, rubbed his hair, and walked forward with his arms around Ling Tian's shoulders.

After walking several steps away, Ling Tian realized that this was bought for him?

From a perspective that no one could see, Ling Tian curled his lips in a self-deprecating manner. He is eighteen this year, not eight.Perhaps when he was eight years old, if he had such a cuddling bear, he would definitely not be as lacking in love as he was later.

But in fact, when he was eight years old, not only did he not have a cuddling bear like this one, but even the clothes he wore at that time were old clothes donated by others, and it was also called love.

Well, he admitted that it was indeed the love of others, but if it was possible, who would want that love?At least he didn't want it at all.

It was quite inconvenient to move around with a stuffed bear that was half a person tall. Fortunately, Ling Feng could not just walk outside with his son after all. There were always some bodyguards not far or near by his side.

Because of half a year's experience in his previous life, Ling Tian didn't have much guilt about ordering these people, so he directly called someone over and asked him to take the bear to the car outside.

In the days when he first came to the Ling family in the last life, he basically never asked for anything other than what others gave him, let alone gave orders to others casually.

Later, Ling Feng loved him very reassuringly, and he often taught him what to do, and even deliberately found some things for him to order those servants and bodyguards in order to exercise his xinxing.

Slowly, he got used to it.

It's just that thinking about it now, in fact, the kind of cautiousness at that time was really unnecessary, and the cautiousness was too much, which made the whole person very restrained and timid.

Moreover, the reason why he was so cautious and cautious at every step was because he wanted not to leave any bad impression in front of his father.

Adhering to the idea of ​​doing more and making more mistakes, doing less and making fewer mistakes, no matter what happens, I have extremely restrained myself, and I am always used to thinking more about it.

He seems very hesitant when doing things, and his personality is probably very depressed.

Although he suppressed his personality at that time, he was more happy in it. He wanted it himself. When his father taught him various things that he didn't understand or made his father dissatisfied because he was too cautious, he felt the same in his heart. Very happy.

Now there is no need at all. In the last life, those who were so cautious and cautious couldn't fulfill their wish. In the next life, even if they had other plans, how could they be willing to do it again?

At least now, he can choose the juice he likes, but unfortunately, he can choose the clothes he likes, and he can walk around barefoot at home without worrying about his image. In his last life, he never even thought about it.

Thinking of this, Ling Tian suddenly felt that perhaps the tragedy of his last life was not only due to not being able to ask for family affection, but also to himself.

Even if you don't want to make yourself more comfortable and happy, who wants to care about you more than yourself?

After wandering around for a long time, he bought a lot of things and spent more money in one day than he had combined in 18 years.

Although Ling Tian had experienced many times in his previous life, he still pursed his lips and remained silent.

This is the difference, 18 years old

Life made it impossible for him to treat money like dung no matter what, and he had no chance to spend money like dirt.

What's more, in this life, he plans in his heart to break away from Ling Feng's control and continue to live alone. As for whether he can relax his heart and have two or three friends, a true love, and a sincere relationship after letting go of the knot of longing for family affection in the future. It will depend on his future efforts to make him feel warm.

At the very least, he shouldn't have been in such an unbearable situation in his last life. The deceitful deception shouldn't be the end of his 18 years in this world.

What he wants is not much, what he wants is to have a home, a feeling that can make him no longer lonely, not a fraternal friendship, not a fickle love, but a deep family relationship.

What he wanted was a lot, so much that he wanted the family affection, and there was no one in this world who could give him it.

Father, mother, these two nouns seem to be really just two nouns.

Thinking about it now, there wasn't even a trace of the warmth and thickness that he had imagined in the past, but instead, strands of coldness pierced into his heart.