I have been hiding this secret, as long as I know it alone, because everything is voluntary, I am willing to do anything for him, even if I don't know anything.

In fact, another reason why I didn’t tell him this was because I was afraid that if I told him about it, his reaction would be like that of my family members. I couldn’t accept it, even though I liked him very much.

But he didn't know anything, and I was the only one who was dirty.

Anyway, I'm used to it, right? What else can a person like me pray for? Isn't it dreaming, isn't it whimsical?

I am a person who has no future, a person who no one misses, and I know what kind of person I am. A child is still an old man, I am willing, as long as I can help him with anything, I will rush to help him in the first time, and use my body as a price to get everything that can help him.

My love is humble, cowardly, and timid.

I am a cat that has been parading in the night. I can see everything about you in the dark, but I can't see through people's hearts.

I am very lonely, and I am also very lonely. With the appearance of Lin Ruiyin, my life has a purpose. I know that my body that is afraid of loneliness still has this function.

I hope that what I do, he will have a little corner of me in his heart. When he is lonely, he can think of me occasionally, and I feel very satisfied.

I am so humble, what I do is so shady, like the darkness I have been afraid of, everyone is sleeping, but I have my eyes wide open, looking for the place where others can't see the direction of the exit.

However, no one has discovered my existence, I have been forgotten by this world, all people have forgotten my existence, because I am dirty, because of my fornication, I have no chastity at all, even if they remember me Also feel my filth, because when talking about me, the brows are subconsciously frowned, and I have reached this point.

But what's the relationship between these, and it didn't prevent me from liking someone.

He is clean, he is so confident in front of people, he is indifferent, he is ruthless, no matter what he is, I think it is very beautiful, because my attention is devoted to him, and I gradually lose my former self. I am so afraid of the night, because I always think of him behind the fear, and think of his eyes as dark as the night sky. In the dark night, he is staring at me deeply.

The way I love is disgraceful, despicable, inferior, and cheap, because my love has no principle, no self-esteem, no nature, I have nothing, this kind of love is blind, and is despised by others, because If you don't love yourself, how can you get the love of others, I don't want their love, I only want him alone, I don't want anyone else's love except him.

Back in the country, I saw the person he was thinking about day and night, a somewhat old man, who was his father, but I deliberately said very heavy words in their first meeting, because I was jealous, why is this so ordinary Such a man can get his love, but I can't. I climbed onto his bed more than once, wanting to have sex with him, but every time he was very alert and kicked me out of bed.

I despise myself, really mean.

But this is my love.

Later, I discovered that the old man didn't like his son, not the kind of liking between lovers. I was happy for a long time, but Lin Ruiyin's determination was terrifying. There was nothing he swore to do. room for rebuttal.

He loved the old man badly, and I loved him badly.

I hate Lin Rui, hate him to death.

If there is no him, Lin Ruiyin is mine, yes, it's mine, and I'm the only one in his heart.

I don't love him, and I don't give him a clear conclusion. I always give him hope in a vague way. I really don't know what that old man is thinking in his heart.

I have my own martial arts, and I started to practice at a very young age, because my family tore up votes in order not to be hijacked by accidents. I can’t forget my father’s wisdom to this day. My body is very soft and can It is easy to do all kinds of movements, so those people on the bed like me very much, my body and my eyes, I think it is a hundred times what God has given me, and it is a kind of compensation for me.

Because I can see things in the dark, I can see anything clearly without any light.

I have been guarding his side all the time. Although I am dirty and unworthy of the title of angel, when he is in danger, I will rush up immediately, and I can use my body to help him avoid a series of assassinations.

There are many assassinations, I am very grateful to my father, because he can stop those assassins again and again.

That night, a killer came, he assassinated several times, every time was very dangerous, Lin Ruiyin was also injured, I blamed myself because I didn't protect him well.

Such an indifferent killer also likes an uncle?

I think this world is really unfair, why, he can have so many people's love, but I don't, I am a lonely person, and no one loves me, I am very jealous and envious of him.

The killer killed Lin Ruiyin again, his father was right behind him, and I assassinated Lin Ruiyin while they were talking.

I was blocked by Lin Ruiyin, how could he block it, almost killed him, and then I shot out the weapon forcefully, what I want is to use my unique eyes, I can see many things clearly in the dark , From the killer's point of view, these are undoubtedly killers and I have no doubts about it, and then I want to use Lin Ruiyin's body.Because I aimed the weapon at Lin Ruiyin's heart, as long as my weapon pierces Lin Ruiyin's body, Lin Rui's heart will also be broken into pieces, and my goal has been achieved.

However, the killer ruined my plan again. He missed the shot with his weapon. The weapon lost a lot of strength, and instead of stabbing Lin Ruiyin's heart, he stabbed Lin Ruiyin's body.

I'm sad, compared to my love.

I like you so much, I hope you can forgive me for my mistakes.

In the following time, I watched Lin Ruiyin's smile, his admiration, his fanaticism, and his pampering. He can be like a man in love, so sweet, because of his lover, his hard work has paid off , but my love, my harvest, I still have nothing...

Why is this...

I am unwilling, I am jealous, I envy, I hate so much.Because Lin Ruiyin disliked me, he said I was dirty, he didn't want to see me even if I was dirty, because he saw me when I slept with many men, yes, when I was the most promiscuous, the most ridiculous, He saw it many times.

I said to myself again and again, I don't care, I really don't care, I don't care at all.

Every time I finish speaking, my heart hurts so much, I know that I will not be lonely anymore, because I have learned to fall in love with someone, I will not be lonely, but I have learned to be jealous, and I have learned to be vicious.

I love you so much, just because the way I love you is hard to accept, because I use my body to create value for you, then the last bit of my body is useful to help you, this is the way I love you, Although you look down on me, what can I do? Who told me to be so humble.

Lin Ruiyin said, a person like me can't even compare to Lin Rui's one toe, but that man also has a lot of men, why do you call me dirty? Is it because I love him? I know I am dirty and have no integrity , but these can not be changed, I was like this when you met me.

The old man is unfair!

Lin Ruiyin is very happy, but I am in pain, because that proves that he is in a good mood, and his good mood shows that his relationship with Lin Rui is one step closer, so I am more troubled.

I tried my best, and I came into contact with Lin Rui's wife, a woman who is less moral than me, a woman who doesn't even know who her son is, this kind of woman lives in the world, I think Lin Rui can really bear it , His heart is so generous that I was speechless for a long time.

Lin Rui should be a very tolerant person, a person who bears everything silently. I can't understand why he is like this.

A woman like Murong Xue is actually very easy to get used to. She loves vanity and covets fame and fortune. She hooks her on the bed with some things, and treats her in the same way that a former prostitute treats me. She is quickly hooked and does what she is asked to do.

I don't have much idea, I just want her to be my eyes, to see what Lin Ruiyin and Lin Rui are doing, and by the way, ask this woman to be a light bulb when the two of them are together.

That woman is so stupid, she also believed the flowers I said on the bed, she still wanted to marry me, and even divorced, she was so stupid, he didn't even go to see who she was, she could be her My mother is now, and she is going to marry me, and the child is older than me, and I am using her, but she doesn't see it at all, sad woman!

The ship incident was planned by me alone. I joined hands with Xuanyuan Moye, because he likes Lin Rui's son, and Lin Rui's son also likes Lin Rui. The relationship is very complicated, but for the common purpose, I gave a This kind of hallucinatory and soul-inducing crime used Lin Murphy, Lin Rui's son, to kill him with his own hands.

But there was an accident, but it doesn't matter, I created darkness, because in the darkness, I can see many things, I can see clearly like daytime, I stabbed the poisonous dagger into Lin Rui's body.I didn't think that Lin Rui also had martial arts. To my surprise, he stabbed twice without hitting the vital parts, but the time was running out.

The plan went ahead as usual, Lin Rui was shot by Lin Murphy out of control, but I was also discovered.

It's really a pity, it's only one step away, if I don't find out, I don't have to die, I still don't want to die like this, and my lover, I haven't made him fall in love with me yet.

I'm going to die, and Lin Rui can't live, so I drag him to hell together.

Lin Ruiyin does not have me in his heart. I always knew that Lin Rui was the only one in his heart. Now that I have killed Lin Rui, does Lin Ruiyin hate it? a bit of status...

The water in the lake was very cold, I didn't know how long I swam, but Lin Rui disappeared, and when I woke up, I was lying on the deserted shore.

It’s a miracle that I didn’t die. I went back to the place where I lived, and went to see Lin Ruiyin quietly. He became even more indifferent, exuding a frightening coldness all over his body. It was scary. I understand, he can’t laugh. Yes, because that person is dead.

I am very happy, that person is finally dead, the person he loved so much, the goal he has been striving for, his direction is gone.

he's changed.

I know he hates me.

I am shameless, but even so, I still long for his love.

After a month, nothing happened there, it was quiet all the time, I watched the person I like secretly, but now I have become a shadow that no one can see, I am still protecting He is secretly protected.

I feel very happy, I can always guard by his side, although he doesn't know anything, but, I have my existence by his side, I feel great happiness, I hold my little happiness, sleep very well every day peace of mind.

For a month, I stayed with him like a shadow, and I always thought that this invisible happiness would last forever.

After Lin Rui left, there was not much change, and there has been no change. All the people became very cold, not as lively as before, and his two sons became completely different, especially his youngest son, who was sinister. Powerful, there is no innocence at all, and the killer occasionally entered Lin Rui's house to take care of the fool, looked at him often, and then left in a hurry. The men who once surrounded Lin Rui disappeared. forgotten.

Knowing that one day, a letter from a prosperous and luxurious banquet from the other side of the ocean, that once dead thing quietly revived.

I know that my shameful things have been shattered, and my feelings that have been treasured in the dark have been dealt a devastating blow again, but I am still alive, right? To live is to hope...

I long to have a clean body. When I meet you, I will smile like a flower, and I will not be rejected by you again and again. How nice it would be...

I will always love you very hard, very hard, knowing that one day you will be able to love you like me.

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