Uncle, you are not good

Willingly being used and hurt, pretending not to care, arrogant and arrogant.

As if nothing would move him in the slightest.

I have seen everything, so I don't care, I don't care.

I don't know it started from that day, and I don't know when it started, everything has changed.

He didn't want to pretend anymore, and he didn't want to continue like this.

There are too many injuries, the injuries are too painful, the heart is only so small, and it cannot tolerate too much pain and injury.

He wants to be more, there is someone who understands him, who will accompany him, eat and talk together, sincerely, without intrigue, calculation, or precaution.

I don't know when, but the shadow of that person remains in my mind, and I can't forget it no matter what.

It was the first time I saw that stunning little person, standing under a large piece of fallen crabapple flowers, with snow-white petals kissing that person's cheek.

Yes, that man waited obsessively for another man to take a look at him, his eyes full of admiration and affection.

Yes, talking sweetly on the bed, teasing him in every possible way, moaning in a low voice, calling his name loudly, losing his mind.

Still, abandonment without nostalgia, reuse in abandonment, love that has hatred turned into deformity.

……

There are many, many, perhaps because you saw that slender and immature figure in the small garden, and you began to think about it every day.

I want to take another look, I want to turn the person in his eyes into him.

Confused, sinking down, in the black mud, forgot to breathe, just wanted to reach that person, hold his hand, and keep his sight.

The body and mind sank deeper and deeper, and soon the mire rotted him.

Seeing other people with him made my heart ache even more.

This man still has feelings, can fall in love with another man, and leave the man he has loved for more than 30 years.

The affection, ideas, deep and suffocating and desperate feelings are unloaded.

And why can't he be the person he likes...

Resentment, resentment, crazy destruction and destruction, wanting to destroy the whole world.

Why!Why!He paid so much and got nothing!He is unwilling!He is jealous!He wants to kill all the men in the world!

why!

He can like people!

Why is it not him who likes it!

What's wrong with him is that he gives silently, doesn't want anything, doesn't say anything!

It doesn't matter if you are used or deceived, as long as that person is happy, as long as you stay by his side, everything is fine!

This is all he wants. Could it be that he is greedy? He has too much greed, so he doesn't give anything, nothing at all!

Even an arm would make him lose all hope!

Reduced to a disabled person, he can't do anything, he can walk, put on clothes, put on boots, eat, write, simple and ordinary actions, it seems so strange, even the basic urination, he is so weak that he can't even solve this !

It is useless, and the bottom line becomes waste.

What else can he give to that person, even the last deception and use will not look down on him.

All hope is lost or everything is destroyed.

"I won't believe you anymore!"

Love words are the most hurtful and harmful, and Le Xiche has been worn out to the point of exhaustion.

"……I hate you……"

Seeing Lin Rui's frightened stunned state, Le Xiche suddenly felt joyful and laughed loudly.

I care about...

There was a little bit of joy, but more sadness.

I feel ashamed in my heart, or my conscience is condemned. In short, I am not afraid because of that kind of relationship.

"...Lin Rui, you lied to me again, you lied to me again..."

"Humph!"

A cold voice came from behind, and you don't need to turn your head to know that Xiaoyin lost his temper.

Looking at him sullenly, Lin Rui stared at him as if he was guarding a cub, feeling very depressed, the good mood of the past few days was wiped out, and he wished to step forward and find out his actor.

Still pretending to be crazy and acting stupid, why not be so stupid as a baby's IQ all of a sudden, are there any crazy people who wake up accurately at critical moments?

Lin Ruiyin didn't think that such obviously poor acting skills would cover up everything.

Lin Rui did it on purpose.

Pretending not to know, pretending to be really crazy, and acting with her...

But he can't continue acting.

A big man, hypocritical, still deceived his Rui, telling him how to bear it.

How can someone else take away the person he likes.

"Where did the deception come from? You love me, I knew that Rui would treat me like this. I knew it would end like this. As smart as you, why can't I be a person who knows the current affairs? I can only blame you for being willing. Waiting for an inexplicable result is really a shame. yes!"

Sarcastically mercilessly, Lin Rui's face turned pale and green, and he grabbed Le Xiche who was struggling indiscriminately.

His eyes were red, his eardrums were bursting with a humming sound, his face was flushed red and purple.

foul...

Rao is his firm mind and will not be moved by any words, but these two words ruthlessly obliterate the only feeling he has always cherished, and become a joke and a shameful object in the eyes of others!

The angry mood swings made him gasp heavily, with a grumpy expression, like a burning flame, burning everything in front of him.

"I'm a bitch, but it's better than a sinful son who violates ethics and messes with his father and son. He wears a wicked name! You are not afraid of being ashamed, but Lin Rui will be pointed at by others, and he will commit adultery with his father and son..."

"shut up!"

As if being stabbed to the point, Lin Ruiyin lost his composure and roared frantically.

Lin Rui's face was so pale that it was almost transparent. He only felt his head humming like a drum beating.

incest, adultery...

These things, said from Le Xiche's mouth, were like a military order issued, and he was sentenced to death in an instant and thrown into the endless hell.

Subconsciously, Lin Rui wanted to escape from here.

Staying for a while longer, he didn't know what cruel words these two people would say, every word was like a sharp knife, cutting on his heart.

Lin Ruiyin saw his thoughts, maybe he could escape by running away this time, but if the relationship between them is not explained clearly, there is no chance to talk about it.

So what about incest, he didn't care at all.

Lin Rui must face up to their relationship.

"What do you know? You don't know anything, and you go around like a fool! Let me tell you, in Rui's heart, I am the most important thing, he admits it himself, and he is willing to let me hug you, I will if you love me How come the unwarranted infamy!"

Looking provocatively at Le Xiche's blood-red eyes and distorted facial features, Lin Ruiyin secretly smiled coldly.

"come over!"

He yelled at the dazed Lin Rui commandingly, dissatisfied with this man's stupid appearance.

Just because of a few words, it became like this!Damn it!

At this time, Le Xiche held Lin Rui tightly and shook him, and quickly asked, "Rui, you said, do you want me to believe you? You said, believe you for the last time, give you the last time Opportunity right!"

Lin Rui didn't know why Le Xiche was anxious and unwilling, she was so desperate, as if she wanted to get something.

His head was dizzy, but he still knew Le Xiche's state, and he was afraid that this person would be overwhelmed again.

Nodding his head "...um"

A dazzling smile like fireworks bloomed in Le Xiche's eyes, and when he looked at the cold Lin Ruiyin, the smile in his eyes grew stronger.

Like showing off, like provocation.

"You said, you will do what I say!?... This is the last time, won't you break your promise?"

Le Xiche smiled very strangely, from Lin Ruiyin's perspective, it looked extremely hideous.

"...no"

"You said, you will do what you say... Then, I want to hug you now, can I?"