Rebirth: Attack of the Stars

After that, I didn't know what to say, or how to face Fang Yuhan's sudden confession.Fang Yuhan gently wiped away my tears, and then dragged me to the opening ceremony.I didn't see Shang Xin, and he didn't show up again during the whole ceremony.Fang Yuhan was standing beside me. When he came on stage, he was also pulling me, and I was like a puppet.He told me to smile in my ear, and I smiled, and he answered all the reporters' questions.I seem to have been numb, all I know is a stiff smile.

After the ceremony, I finally regained my senses, and felt a little embarrassed facing Fang Yuhan.I reluctantly told him to go first.Fang Yuhan had no choice but to leave first.When I was sitting on the sidelines, the director came to see me, his expression was not very good, so Hua'er translated for me, and the director asked me what happened before and why there was such a big conflict.I didn't say anything, Hua'er just explained to the director for a long time.

The director finally looked less serious.In the end, he said something to pay attention to later, it is best not to let this kind of thing happen again.I nodded, but lost interest in speaking.The director probably misunderstood me because of my appearance. He thought I was worried about the exposure, so he told me not to worry. Fortunately, Shang Xin found out early and he had already dealt with it.It should be fine.

Only then did I know that Shang Xin was busy with that matter.I felt even more regretful in my heart, feeling that I was too useless, and Shang Xin had to solve this kind of trouble.I'm so...

The director persuaded me a few more words, let me adjust my mood, and I will set off to shoot the location tomorrow.Do not interfere with shooting.He left after speaking.Of course, I still didn’t set off with the crew the next day. I went to the hospital. Although Hua’er cured my dislocated hand, Hua’er insisted that I still go to the hospital to avoid any sequelae. , If there is something wrong with the hand, it will be troublesome.I just had to go.The doctor gave me a painkiller injection and asked me to rest at home for a few days.So after three days, I caught up with the crew.For the next two months, because I was filming on location and the weather was hot, I only knew about filming every day, and I was so tired that I couldn't think about anything else.

But for such a situation, before changing, I would have been hairy.There is an unwavering desire to improve the working environment.But this time, I didn't say anything.I just want myself to be like this, thinking about nothing, being so busy every day that I go back to my room and go to sleep.Maybe in this way I can really forget the pain in my heart.

But one thing still makes me feel a little uncomfortable.That is Fang Yuhan.Not that he did anything that displeased me.Instead, he really cared about me.When I was filming, I didn't know why I was distracted from time to time, and I almost hurt myself several times, but it was Fang Yuhan who brought me back to my senses in time.Some small things in daily life, drinking water, eating, he even knows how to take care of me better than Hua'er.

I was not used to him at first.I also told him several times, don't do this to me.But Fang Yuhan said with a smile that this is the result of falling in love with someone first.Let me leave him alone, he'll feel bad if he doesn't.I was embarrassed.But then, gradually, I got more and more used to it.Originally, I was someone who was used to being taken care of and spoiled. Now that someone treats me like this, I really can't stop.

In addition, I was very depressed. For so many days, Shang Xin didn't call or show up. It's impossible to say that I'm not sad.Even if I'm really wrong, Shang Xin, can't you forgive me a little?Didn't even have a chance to apologize.Of course, I also thought about calling Shang Xin, but after much deliberation, I still didn't have the courage.I was so angry with him last time, I was really afraid that after I called, Shang Xin would really stop talking to me.But in this situation, it is no different from him ignoring me!So in the face of Fang Yuhan's kindness, I naturally accepted it.

But this kind of acceptance is completely different from me treating him as a lover.But when I saw Fang Yuhan's satisfied smile, I felt sorry for him.I felt a little guilty, and it was impossible for me and him to make it clear to him, but as time went on, I found it more and more difficult for me to speak out.Because Fang Yuhan insisted repeatedly, he didn't ask me to accept him now, but he also hoped that I wouldn't refuse.Give each other time.

To be honest, Fang Yuhan is really a very good person, if he is his lover, he will be very happy.He is a very gentle and caring person.Also because of his presence, my spirit was somewhat distracted, and I was not as haggard as I was at the beginning, and I was only able to appear in the scene purely by makeup.

Until one day, I saw a piece of news in the entertainment newspaper, and the headline was "A manager staying overnight in a celebrity's mansion, is it work or a relationship?" It was actually about Shang Xin and Qin Zi? !I found that I couldn't sit still anymore!I almost jumped out of the location car when I saw the news.The whole afternoon that followed, let alone filming, I couldn't even speak clearly.

In the end, the director had to announce that he would stop shooting my shots and let me rest and adjust.Fang Yuhan looked at me very worriedly and asked me what was wrong.I shook my head and refused to say anything.Because he had a show in the afternoon, he didn't follow me.When I got back to the location car, I was like ants on a hot pot, going around and going around non-stop.

what to do?what to do?It can't be real, can it?Shang Xin and Qin Zi...No, definitely not!This is just entertainment gossip again!I tried my best to persuade myself, but in the end I still tragically believed that there are no completely groundless things in the world.If it's true, then... how?

I just turned the phone over and over in my hand, one voice was telling me to call him to find out, the other voice was more pessimistic, calling him was useless, Shang Xin definitely didn't want me anymore.God!My brain is about to explode.

Finally, I worked up my courage and prepared to make a call to Shang Xin.With trembling hands, I pressed the phone number that I had read countless times in my heart, but my hands trembled so badly that I pressed the wrong number again and again. I was so anxious that I almost lost my phone.After finally connecting, my heart was beating fast, and I wanted him to answer it quickly, but I thought it would be best if he didn't answer it.

After a few rings, the phone was connected.I hold my breath for a moment.

Unexpectedly, there was also a silence on the other end of the phone.My heart ached so badly that I finally couldn't help it, and said hoarsely, "Shang...Shang Xin?"

"……What's up?"

God knows how excited I was after hearing Shang Xin's long-lost voice, I completely forgot what I was going to say for a moment.

"I have something to talk about. I'll hang up if it's nothing. I'm busy." Shang Xin's indifferent voice woke me up like a basin of cold water.Shang Xin... You don't even want to talk to me anymore?Without suspense, I cried.Tears fell down uncontrollably, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Little Moon?"

I suppressed my heartache and tears, and said hoarsely to the phone: "No... It's okay... I'm calling... I'm bothering you... Goodbye!" I hung up without waiting for Shang Xin to speak.Since he is so indifferent, why should I make him hate me even more?

I just curled up in a corner of the location car, hugged my knees, and cried silently.It hurts, my heart really hurts!how so?Why did Shang Xin and I suddenly have such a relationship?I even started to miss the past, when I didn't know that Shang Xin was a little star, the warm ambiguity between us, Shang Xin's concern for me, kindness to me...

But why has everything changed now?What went wrong?

I cried for a while, then fell into a drowsy sleep.When I woke up again, it seemed to be too late.Because I kept shrinking, my whole body was sore.After a low moan, I struggled to stand up.But I didn't expect my legs to be numb.I couldn't move for a while.I can only continue to sit in the corner.

At this time, there was a knock on the door of the location car, and I didn't have the energy to answer. I just wanted to stay by myself, so I ignored it.Thinking about his current appearance, it is also completely unsightly.The eyes must be swollen from crying, right?I still don't know how to film tomorrow!

But the door was pushed open.It was Fang Yuhan who walked in.He looked around and realized that I was sitting in the corner.He came over looking panicked, squatted beside me, and asked softly, "Xiaoyue...what's the matter? What happened?"

I shook my head and didn't want to say anything.

Fang Yuhan hugged me lightly, and said: "Speak out if you have anything, don't hold it in your heart." Fang Yuhan reached out and touched my cheek, then looked at me with pity eyes and said: "Look, take care of me." The whole face is crying like this. What happened?"

Seeing Fang Yuhan's gentle concern, I felt sad again. Why couldn't Shang Xin treat me like this?Why isn't Shang Xin here now?Although I know that I feel sorry for Fang Yuhan for thinking this way, but I really can't help it.Fang Yuhan, I know very well in my heart, I can only treat him as a friend, he is very good!really good!But my feelings for Shang Xin are no longer just a matter of this lifetime!There is also a heavier and more intense previous life.

If it weren't for the past, I might really choose Fang Yuhan, but now it's impossible.Especially after waiting so many years for me.No matter what happens between me and Shang Xin, I think I will chase him to the end until he thinks of me.

Unless...unless Shang Xin doesn't want me anymore.Then I think my life has come to an end.I should have been poisoned to death in my previous life.Now God has given me one more chance to meet Shang Xin again, and seeing him live well, I should be satisfied, right?I shouldn't expect too much.

I gently pushed Fang Yuhan away, and said, "I...I'm fine! Really." I wondered if it was time to clarify with Fang Yuhan.I don't want to continue to see such a good person, but because of my... nothing.Although I am greedy for the feeling of being cared for by someone, I only want that person to be Shang Xin.

"Xiaoyue!" Fang Yuhan looked at me with a complicated expression.

I just looked at Fang Yuhan and said, "Yuhan...I..."

"Don't say it! Xiaoyue...don't say it!" Fang Yuhan interrupted me.

I looked at him in a daze, and then Fang Yuhan moved closer to me, with complicated eyes filled with pain, and I felt a pain in my heart for some reason.I don't want to see him like this after all.Fang Yuhan almost murmured, "Why can't I? Xiaoyue! I know you're bothering about Shang Xin, but why can't you stop and look at me?"

I could hardly answer, but Fang Yuhan kissed me at this moment, holding my hand tightly and tightly.His kiss was hot, I couldn't fight at all, I didn't want to fight, so be it.Perhaps this is also a kind of compensation for him.

But there is no coincidence without a book!Something that made me want to cry without tears happened!It happened to be this time!What I didn't expect at all was that Shang Xin pushed the door open and walked in!He also said, "Xiaoyue? Are you there? They said you are here..."

I almost stared at Shang Xin, and Shang Xin also got stuck in the middle of a sentence, looking at me.At this moment, time seems to have stopped completely.I was so shocked that I even forgot to push Fang Yuhan away!But Fang Yuhan continued to kiss me at this time, and after a few seconds, he let me go, and then he continued to hug me, and also looked at Shang Xin... I felt that my mind was completely blank for a while.

Immediately afterwards, I saw Shang Xin smile wryly, and then said: "It seems that I am worrying for nothing! Excuse me!" After saying that, he turned around and left!But I didn't come back to my senses until the car door was closed with a "bang".

I couldn't help but exclaimed, pushed Fang Yuhan away, and almost stumbled after him.Shang Xin!It's Shang Xin!How could he come?How could he be here now?The most important thing is, just now... just now I was with Fang Yuhan... oh my god!In this case, what would Shang Xin misunderstand?Not what he thought!Really not!

I slammed the door open, but there was already the sound of a car starting outside the door.I saw Shang Xin drive away without looking back!No, I can't just let him go like this!He... what he saw... I need to explain to him!I have to explain it to him!it's not like that!

I almost went crazy!Fang Yuhan chased after him, but I didn't care, Hua'er didn't know where it came from, so I grabbed Hua'er and shouted: "Where's the car? Hua'er! Where are the car keys?"

Hua'er took out the car key from her body, I snatched it, and ran to my special car parked aside, Hua'er and Fang Yuhan wanted to stop me, but I said directly: "Don't come here! Stop me! Otherwise, I may not know what to do!"

The two of them froze on the spot, I got into the car, started the car quickly, and just about to drive out, Hua'er knocked on my car window and said, "Master! I'll go with you!"

I couldn't manage the flowers, so I yelled at him again: "Stay away! Be careful I hit you!" Then I stepped on the accelerator, and the car flew away at high speed.I want to catch up with Shang Xin!I need to make it clear to him!That was all I had in mind at the time.