Rebirth: Attack of the Stars

Xiaoxing's expression seemed to change at this moment.He slowly pushed me away and said, "What do you want to say?"

I froze there, yeah!What am I trying to say?Xiaoxing has no memory of me at all, if I tell him the things of the past, he will probably think I'm a lunatic.And the purpose of my coming here this time, in fact...in fact, is to pass...Through that kind of thing, can he think of me, at least like me.

But...now, I'm really not sure.The transaction between Xiaoxing and Qinzi made me realize that the Xiaoxing in front of me is completely different from the previous Xiaoxing.For that kind of thing, in Xiaoxing's eyes, I'm afraid it can only be described as being accustomed to it.If I have a relationship with Xiaoxing now, what is the difference between me and Qinzi?

But what made my heart hurt the most was that I found out that Xiao Xing would do such a thing!Whether he thinks of me or not, I can't accept him doing such a thing.what do I do?I was completely bewildered at this moment.I do not know.

At this time, Xiaoxing smiled again. He stretched out his hand to touch my face and said, "Xiaoyue, you are so cute. I know what you are worried about, but it's okay. We have a whole night. We slowly Come on! Talk about whatever you want to talk about. I'm listening."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Xing pulled me into the room, he let me sit on the sofa, he went to the wine cabinet, picked up the bottle of wine and took a look, he took two wine glasses slightly sideways , then turned back and smiled at me, and said, "Have you thought about what to say? Would you like a drink?"

I avoided Xiaoxing's eyes, lowered my head, and didn't answer.How can I be in the mood to drink at this time?

But after a while, Xiao Xing still walked up to me with the wine glass. I took the wine glass in desperation, and he sat down facing me, shaking the red wine glass in his hand slightly, and said, "Haven't made up your mind yet?"

I gritted my teeth and kept silent.

"Did you hear what Qinzi and I said?" Xiaoxing suddenly asked.

I trembled a bit, looked up at him, then lowered my head, staring desperately at the red wine in my hand, not wanting to let my tears fall.The heartache is really indescribable.

Xiaoxing laughed lightly, and said, "Xiaoyue, you are really naive. I have some doubts about how you got here in the past few years. Could it be that Shang Xin really protected you?" Is that great?"

"What do you mean? What's the matter with Shang Xin?" I said a little sullenly.

The way Xiaoxing stared at me made me feel hot, and he said: "Actually, it's a coincidence that I met you this time. I have business contacts with Shang Xin's company, and I have heard who Shang Xin is." .In my imagination, he should be a very good boss. He has good vision, does things neatly, and always chooses the way that is beneficial to him. But, to be honest, I really didn’t expect him to reject my script.” As Xiaoxing said, he stretched out his hand to hold my face, looked at me carefully, and said, "Because of you."

At that moment, my face was a little hot.Whether it was because Xiaoxing watched it, or because of his words, I don't know myself.

Xiaoxing smiled lightly and put down the wine glass in his hand, lit a cigarette for himself, took a sip, and then said: "Qinzi and I are just trading. Do you feel uncomfortable?"

I choked and nodded.I am a little uncomfortable with Xiaoxing's sudden change of subject.

But Xiao Xing smiled and said, "That's why I said that Shang Xin protected you well enough. This kind of thing is too common in the entertainment industry, so you don't have to be embarrassed or surprised at all. I have been hailed as a newcomer in the industry." It's normal for Qinzi to want to star in my play. But he should have seen that I'm interested in you. In addition, Shang Xin also objected to your acting. That's why he did that."

"But...but you also agreed! Didn't you?" I almost blurted out.

Xiaoxing laughed and said: "You really heard it. You are wrong. I didn't agree. I just said to see his performance. As for this role, I have no idea who will play it."

I looked at Xiaoxing in astonishment, and said, "You said that, but you still don't mean to agree?" Xiaoxing reached out and patted my face, and said with a smile, "How can I say yes. The person I want , it was you, not him. And you came to me, isn't it for this? To be honest, I am very happy that you are willing to come. I thought there was no hope."

I am puzzled.I didn't understand what Xiaoxing meant at all.What do you mean I came to him for "this"? "this"?which one?And what is hopeless?

Xiaoxing continued: "But Xiaoyue, you have to know that this matter is very difficult. First of all, it is very difficult to convince Shang Xin. But since you are here, I think I will go to talk to Shang Xin tomorrow. Let’s talk about it. I’ll also ask a few friends. If you have other announcements in your hands and the schedule is too late, I’ll try to find a way. I’ll sign with you for the highest salary. So you don’t have to worry about it.”

I stared blankly at Xiaoxing, and I thought why Xiaoxing spoke Mandarin, but I couldn't understand it at all?What the hell is he talking about?What pay?What are you talking about, Shang Xin?I... I didn't come to talk to him about this!He...does he think I came to him because of that "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon"? !

"Wait...wait! Wei...William...what are you talking about?" I suddenly felt that I had a headache.Wasn't it a topic we talked about from the beginning?

Xiao Xing looked startled, and said, "Xiaoyue? What's the matter? I'm talking about "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon"! Aren't you going to act?"

My face is almost embarrassing.I looked at Xiao Xing and said dumbfoundedly: "But hasn't that drama Shangxin already rejected it? How can I act?"

Xiao Xing laughed and said: "So I said to find a way? Don't worry, I will deal with this matter."

Speaking of which, I figured it out.From the very beginning, Xiao Xing thought that I was going to talk to him about playing the leading role!God, what a gorgeous misunderstanding is this?I can hardly even smile wryly.

I finally knew that in Xiaoxing's cognition, there was really no difference between me and Qinzi.When I am sad, he will tell me why I am in trouble and what I am worried about.He's just...just...Little Star!small star!Who do you think I, Xuanyuan Haoyue, are?No matter how stupid people are, they know the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry.

You keep saying that I'm naive, I'm well protected, do you really think I'm an idiot?Knowing and knowing to do are two completely different things!I, Xuanyuan Haoyue, would never do such a thing!small star!You are so... so disappointing to me!You forgot me, but don't you even forget the basics of doing things?

Just when I fell into a moment of contemplation, Xiaoxing leaned over again. He sat beside me, embraced me, began to kiss my face, and blew into my ear again. I flinched and my whole body froze.I don't know what to do next.The gap is too big, which makes me feel like I am in an ice cellar.I have waited for so many years, just to see Xiaoxing and to be by his side, but... Could this be the end of my waiting?

"I like you." I said softly.

"I like you too." Xiaoxing murmured, while continuing his movements, trying to create more pleasure on me.

But I didn't feel anything at all.I could hear the perfunctory in Xiao Xing's words.Just like when everyone is having sex, whether it is because of desire or love, they will say things in passing.But, Xiaoxing, do you know how much pain I felt when I said this?do you know?

I feel like my eyes are starting to turn sour, I can't take it, it's been too long, it's been too long.This waiting is like a swamp that is about to swallow me up. I hold the edge of the soil, but the edge is collapsing.Xiaoxing, the longer he kisses me, the more suffocated I feel.

I pushed Xiaoxing away hard.

Xiaoxing looked at me with a frown, and I looked at him too, and I said, "I like you."

Xiaoxing smiled, kissed my lips, and said: "I know. I like you too! Okay! Baby, stop making trouble! It's getting late!" Xiaoxing said and wanted to lean closer.

I stared at Xiao Xing firmly, and said in a low voice again: "I like you."

Xiaoxing was completely stunned this time.Once again, my heart ached as if it had been stabbed severely.Xiaoxing smiled a little reluctantly, and said, "Xiaoyue, what's wrong with you?"

I didn't speak, but I took a deep breath. The wine glass placed on the side was taken into my hand again. I raised my head and drank it dry in one gulp.

Xiaoxing frowned, took my hand, and said, "Xiaoyue, are you joking?"

I pulled out a wry smile, looked at Xiaoxing, and said, "A joke? Just take it as a joke." As I spoke, I stood up, and for some reason, I felt dizzy all of a sudden.I shook my head to wake myself up, and just about to take a step, Xiaoxing grabbed me.I looked at him and he was frowning and said, "Where are you going?"

I took a deep breath and said, "I'm going to take a shower." As I said that, I broke away from Xiaoxing's hand and walked to the bathroom.

Xiaoxing's chuckling voice came from behind me, and he seemed no longer as vigilant as before. He said, "Hurry up, I can't wait! How about we wash it together?"

I pushed the door into the bathroom and locked the door with my backhand.Then I stood in front of the sink. I was really beautiful in the mirror, but my eyes were so melancholy, and my expression was so haggard.I gritted my teeth, started to turn on the water, and turned the water to the maximum until the sound of "squeaking" filled the entire bathroom.

Then I cried.I almost cried bitterly while biting on the towel.I knelt on the floor of the bathroom, my eyes blurred.For so many years...for so many years...only thinking about one person...just being by his side...but he's not...he's not Xiaoxing!I only believe in one thing, no matter what happens, Xiao Xing will never forget that I said "like" to him.

Because I only said it once, when I was plotted by the royal family to save Xiaoxing and was dying!How old was Xiaoxing at that time?He hugged me, and I said to him: "I like you, don't cry." Later, Xiaoxing told me that he would never forget this sentence.But today I said it three times!

But Xiaoxing still forgot...he doesn't remember anymore...maybe I was wrong from the beginning, he is not Xiaoxing at all.Maybe I shouldn't hope at all... I hope I can see Xiao Xing again... I hope he will think of everything... I hope we can be together... Why... Why me?Why do I have to encounter such a thing!How many more years will it take me?How much time?Can I find Xiaoxing?the one i love...

No one answered.No one can give me the answer, I don't even know if Xiaoxing is really alive, if he really exists in this world.Who... who will help me?Who can help me?

I leaned against the wall, I don't know when, I stopped crying, but why did I feel that the temperature around me was gradually rising, and I was also groggy.I was panting slightly, the strength of my whole body seemed to start to lose, but some parts of my body began to get hotter and hotter.My consciousness began to be drowsy for a moment, but the splash of cold water in the bathroom hit my face and brought me back to my senses.What's wrong with me?

I suddenly realized that something was wrong with me, very wrong... This feeling... This feeling I have had before... That is... That is being drugged!I was horrified to discover this fact!It's not how smart I am, but...but...before...my brother tricked me into eating it to make me adapt...to adapt to that...but today...how come?I suddenly remembered the glass of wine I drank just now...

Could it be... Could it be that Xiaoxing was in the wine... An indescribable feeling of shame and anger surged in my heart.How could he do this!what to do?Now how to do?I can't... I can't just be...

Just at this time, Xiaoxing's voice came from outside the bathroom, and he shouted: "Xiaoyue, have you finished washing? It's been a long time!"

I cursed in my heart, this damn guy!But then I discovered that my current situation seemed to be getting worse.In order to delay time, I had to force myself to say loudly: "Wait a minute! Don't worry!"

I barely propped myself up, stumbled to the bathroom shower, washed my face with cold water, and felt a little more awake.I started thinking about what to do.There was a window in the bathroom and it was locked.I looked around and found nothing to pick the lock.And here is more than 20 floors, I can't really just climb out of the window, can I?

But I was not reconciled, so I touched my whole body, hoping to find something to unlock.To my surprise, I found my phone.I cursed myself secretly, it is still the thinking of the ancients!With such a tool, why didn't I think of it sooner?Then I secretly rejoiced that I didn't take off my clothes!

But facing the phone, I was embarrassed again.I suddenly realized that I didn't even have anyone to call!Who can I call?flower?He will be frightened by Xiaoxing when he comes, and then kicked out.Qinzi?forget it!Hupenggougou?None of them are in the US!Besides, this kind of thing...how can I have the nerve to call them?Then...then who else?

I thought about it, but... actually... Shang Xin is the only one!I groaned, God knows, the last thing I want people to see at a time like this is him.Although there is no reason, I really don't want him to see me looking like this... And I didn't listen to him, and came to find Xiaoxing... I... Sigh!

In the end, I had to endure the aches and pains all over my body, and I still had bouts of fever, leaning against the wall, and dialed Shang Xin's phone number.