The beauty of rebirth

Fed huddled in the sofa, his eyes fixed on the PSP in his hand, and he pressed the control keys carelessly.

Suddenly the door was pushed open, and the travel-worn Fei Zhongcheng strode in.

Fed didn't look at him, but still stared at the PSP screen, smiled and said, "Isn't Dad out of town for a meeting, why did you come back early?"

"You still have the guts to say it!" Fei Zhongcheng slapped the newspaper in front of him on the coffee table, "You said I've only been away for a few days, and you made such a headline for me?"

Fed shifted his gaze slightly after hearing the sound, and saw his eye-catching big photo on the front page at a glance.With black hair, he felt a little strange to himself when he looked at it, so he couldn't recognize it.

Next to it is a line of abrupt headlines as usual: "'Kissing Gate' reveals that 'mysterious person' was originally a manager".

In fact, after Fed came home these days, he deliberately cut off his information sources, turned off his mobile phone and disconnected from the Internet, and did not watch any TV. He just curled up on the sofa and played PSP day and night Several games inside.Since my mother and her best friend went on vacation, no one at home cares about him. Fed beats the level over and over again, and then continues to play the repetitive game.It seems that only in this way can you not have to recall the previous things when there is no room in your mind.

It's not that I'm deliberately avoiding anything, it's just that I don't want to think about it.I would rather they become a little more distant and diluted by time, so that recalling them after a while may not hurt so much.

Even so, I actually knew in my heart that what happened on that day would definitely be hyped up.I have always been fascinated by the power of the media, from my own life experience to the ancestral graves of eight generations of ancestors, maybe they can be dug up thoroughly.Coupled with various true or false guesses and comments, various situations are probably beyond my imagination.

But maybe... I shouldn't be so cowardly.In fact, these results have been expected before making a decision, so I think I have made all the psychological preparations.However, this is not the case.He found that the person he was most afraid of and least willing to see at the moment was still Lin Rui.He couldn't even imagine Lin Rui's appearance when he heard about it.Is there no reaction as usual, or is there any difference because of myself?Do you blame yourself, feel that you should not meddle in his and Zhong Yuan's affairs, or are you a little moved because of your actions?

I have no idea I have no idea.Since he left the PSP and saw this newspaper, the thoughts that had been accumulated in his mind for a long time immediately surged up.His mind was in chaos, Fed felt that he couldn't continue to think about this question at all, staring at the newspaper, he suddenly laughed mockingly.

"What are you in a daze for?" Fei Zhongcheng stared at Fed's dazed look with dark circles under his eyes, his expression softened a little, and finally walked to him and sat down, leaned back on the sofa, and said, " You caused me to be tortured countless times by phone calls from acquaintances, and you must give me an explanation."

In stark contrast to his reclined posture, Fed next to him was already sitting on the edge of the sofa, bent over, holding the PSP with his elbows on his knees, his black hair hanging down in a mess, whether it was intentional or unintentional It just covered the entire expression in his eyes.

"That person is definitely not you, I know that. But I can't figure out why you want to take it on yourself. It's not like you don't know how powerful those media are. If you have a bad reputation...it's very difficult to deal with..." See Fed didn't respond for a long time, Fei Zhongcheng sighed and said again, originally wanted to say "If you have a bad reputation, you won't be able to hold your head up in the circle for the rest of your life", but after hesitating, he changed his words.

"Of course I know that having a bad reputation is really troublesome..." Fed seemed to sigh vaguely, and then whispered, "So... am I not whitewashing my star?"

"Is there anyone who is so white-washed that you finally put yourself in it?" Fei Zhongcheng sat up after hearing this, and said bitterly, "It's a pity that you are still learning marketing, and you can do it quickly anyway." A one-year agent, how do you do such a thing with no opportunity cost at all? Don’t you often advertise yourself as a rational economic person? Which agent is not a capitalist nowadays, and does not use celebrities as a tool for making money, and can speculate Then speculate, how the money is paid, how it is packaged, scandals and so on, sometimes it has the effect of fueling the flames, you are always shrewd, I don't believe you don't understand this truth..."

When Fei Zhongcheng got excited, he started talking non-stop, but Fed interrupted him before he finished speaking.

"Dad..." Fed still kept the posture just now and didn't move, and he didn't call himself "Daddy" as usual.Fei Zhongcheng looked down slightly, and noticed that his fingertips holding the PSP had turned slightly white due to the force.

"Dad, that's different..." Fed seemed to have spent a lot of effort, and finally spit out a few words slowly.

Fei Zhongcheng felt that his son's tone of voice was a bit strange, so he stared at his back in surprise, and was about to ask a question, but he heard Fed add another sentence in a low voice following what he had just said.

"I... love Lin Rui."

"Dad, do you believe it?" Fed suddenly let go of his fingers holding the PSP, looked back at Fei Zhongcheng and squeezed out a smile, "This is probably... the difference between me and other managers..."

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Lin Rui walked along the end of the corridor until he saw the person sitting in the corner.

The person who dyed his hair black was the first day he saw it with his own eyes after so many days.However... Lin Rui paused, looked at Fed's black hair not far or near, but had a feeling in a trance, as if his whole body was going to melt into the surrounding darkness at this moment.It is no longer as eye-catching as the blond hair in the past, but what I see now is full of deep eyes.

There were very few people in the bar.The person sitting in the corner is also very inconspicuous, and it is extremely easy to be ignored.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt empty in my heart, as if something was missing.

After hesitating for a moment, he walked over and sat down opposite him, and said flatly, "You are finally willing to answer the phone."

"You're here." Fed smiled lightly, and pushed another glass of wine on the table to Lin Rui.At least, what kind of wine Lin Rui likes, such trivial matters in life, he has always known clearly.Looking around, he said, "You shouldn't be looking for me. You can't argue with paparazzi here."

"Why?" Lin Rui glanced at the light-colored liquid in the cup, and quickly raised his eyes to Fed's eyes.

Fed looked at him for a moment, and felt as if something was pulling him.As if he didn't want to read any expression that caused his emotional fluctuations from those eyes, he quickly looked away, smiled and said to himself in a low voice: "Why? Just think... I'm crazy..."

Hearing this, Lin Rui stiffened for a moment, raised his head and looked at Fed steadily, while the latter just stared down at his cup.After a while, he suddenly raised his head, smiled, and said, "Just kidding. I just stood up and acted as cannon fodder to help you block it. It's not a big deal..."

"Almost appeared on the entertainment front pages of all newspapers, became a hot topic in gossip forums, was attacked by so-called expert critics, and was surrounded by paparazzi... Doesn't that count?"

"So I seem to be famous." Fed paused for a moment with the hand holding the wine glass, and finally smiled seemingly indifferently, and continued to raise the glass to deliver it to his mouth.

But Lin Rui grabbed his wrist.

Lin Rui looked at Fed's eyes that tried to hide his emotions, and felt an inexplicable sense of confusion in his heart.After a pause, he could only utter a few words.

"You are...not worth it."

Fed didn't resist either, but let Linrui grab him.I looked at him silently for a while, then suddenly smiled lowly, looked down at the wrist being held, and said lightly: "Lin Rui, do you know that for so many years, I think that everything I do basically follows the so-called The "principle of cost-benefit", that is, do not do things whose benefits are less than the costs, and consider themselves a rational economic man. However... I discovered later that the so-called absolute rationality does not exist at all. I know that there will be no Any harvest, but I still did it without hesitation... Such things do exist, and they will happen to me..." At this point, I slowly raised my head again and looked at Lin Lin. sharp.

Lin Rui stared at him for a while, but didn't know how to respond, so he let go of his hand, sighed softly and repeated what he said just now: "It's really not worth it for you to be like this."

"I think it's enough to be worth it." A smile appeared on the corner of Fed's mouth, he raised his head and drank the rest of the wine in the glass.

Lin Rui faintly felt that he wanted to comfort the person in front of him, but he didn't know what to do in order to give him real comfort.They could only look at him silently, that's all.

"Don't look at me like that," Fed put down his wine glass, smiling deliberately, "We're agents, and we don't rely on fame to make a living. It's useless. As long as you don't abandon me, Lin Rui, I won't." Worrying about eating. You say, right?"

It's easy to say this, but it's clearly a very clumsy comforting remark.Lin Rui looked at Fed, feeling mixed feelings in his heart, paused, then suddenly picked up the cup and handed it to him, saying, "I'll accompany you."

Fed looked a little surprised, seeing that Lin Rui was about to bring the wine glass to his mouth, but he stretched out his hand to stop it.The action was as if Lin Rui stopped himself just now, but the difference was that he just grabbed the cup's foot, not Lin Rui's wrist.

"Wait a minute," Fed quickly let go of his five fingers, looked up at Lin Rui and said, "I have business to find you when I come out today, let's finish talking first before drinking."

"Okay." Lin Rui put down his glass and looked at him.

"Men's ready-to-wear show in Milan in January next year, Xinli will send people to participate, and you are one of them." Fed smiled, but added more wine to the empty glass, hehe smiled, "There are only three in the whole Xinli. Personally, this opportunity is rare.”

"Thank you." Lin Rui was stunned before responding, as if he was not used to the speed of this topic change.

"Why are you being polite to me?" Fed waved his hand and smiled, and moved closer, his smile faded a bit, "But, I hope, we will leave next month."

Lin Rui looked up at Fed.

"I have acquaintances in the hospital over there. I want to take you there first. Half a year should be enough to get rid of drugs before performing. It is easier to keep secrets in drug rehabilitation in foreign countries, and now you can avoid the limelight of the media in the past. " Fed paused, stretched out his hand and scratched his head, and added with a smile, "And brother Zhong... how about going there too? I think... it will be better if he is with you, right?"

Lin Rui looked at Fed's nonchalant expression, and for some reason his heart suddenly tightened.After a while, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you."