Passion collision

That failed lovemaking experience was finally defined as history two months later, and the cooperation between the two reached the best again, and they had a full night of sex, venting too much to get rid of the soul, and they had to use the body to feel things.

But even including the next few times, Ran Xuanyang and Mingyu did not do it a few times in the past eight months, and they can count them all with a wrench of fingers.

As Mingyu said that time, you don’t have a lover, and I happen to have no one, so no one has any burden, no one has to be responsible, making love is just obeying the desire itself, why bother to get to the bottom of it?

For a long time, Ran Xuanyang also took this way of getting along as a matter of course, but he didn't remember what Mingyu said before asking these questions, why didn't he throw you down if he likes you.

Consequences and endings are things that people will never forget, and the prerequisites for achieving this result are often ignored. If it is not because of liking, who can lie down again and again and let you do whatever you want. After all, you are not born to like to be loved by men The embracing of the body, the supposed equality, is just a habitual blindfold.

It wasn't until one day many years later that Ran Xuanyang accidentally heard the news that Mingyu had a girlfriend in the crowd, and realized that, in terms of emotional sacrifice, it is more profound than kneeling down to give you oral sex, and it is a normal person. Man, open your body for you.I have always known that Mingyu likes me, but I hope to see proof again and again, but I don't know that you don't have the heart to catch all the clues, so you can only miss them again and again.

Looking at the person who got on the plane again and was about to leave, Mingyu didn't show any expression. He didn't realize the soreness in his eyes until the roaring helicopter took off and was far away from his line of sight. He just stared at it for so long. Forget about blinking.

"Why don't you try to keep him?" Lian Han came three days ago, ostensibly to prepare for Ran Xuanyang's departure again, but in fact he was somewhat worried that Mingyu would not be able to bear the stimulation of someone's risk again, and he lost control .

Shaking his head, Mingyu didn't look that bad, except his face turned pale and his lips lost some blood, everything was normal.

"If you can't keep it, why waste your tongue?" Mingyu looked at the blue sky, as if these eight months were like eight days, just an ordinary long vacation, too unreal.

"When I first woke up, I should take a booster. Anyway, I already burst into tears, and I don't mind being said to be playing tricks. If I open my mouth at that time, he might agree." Because he couldn't bear it, his heart ached for Mingyu who was so worried, so he gave up. Chasing that illusory dream, this kind of analysis is reasonable, Lian Han thinks that he understands the freak Ran Xuanyang quite well, no matter how evil he is, he is always a person, and there will always be emotions and desires.

Seemingly dissatisfied with Lian Han's answer, Ming Yu turned around and looked at him, frowning slightly, "Why do you think I would cruelly use emotion as a bondage to keep him?"

Maybe it was because they were really familiar, that's why Mingyu expressed his inner thoughts without reservation in front of Lian Han.

Cruelly using feelings as bondage to keep him.

Thinking about this sentence carefully, Lian Han just smiled and led the topic in another direction.Yes, because he knows each other deeply, he is reluctant, even if he is worried again, he is not willing to let him give up his pursuit of dreams. That is everyone's value, and everyone's judgment standards are different, no one can impose on him. Whoever bears any burden so as to alter his judgment of things themselves.

How could it be unexpected, this is Mingyu.

But when they realized it, they couldn't help feeling a little heartbroken. The love was so rational. Could it be that the ending of the forced breakup didn't make them suffer all the pain?Do you still want to use this way of torturing yourself to continue loving?

In the ending, it is impossible to achieve a balance. What you give and what you get, does not mean that Ran Xuanyang cannot return anything, but a social role, and it is impossible for you to get the corresponding seat after you pay the chips.

Before leaving, Ran Xuanyang said to Mingyu, let nature take its course, believe in fate, and thank you for taking good care of me these days.

The first two sentences can be understood as, if you find a good person, don’t hang on to a tree. If you don’t find a partner when you come back, the fate will naturally continue.

Of course, the reverse is also true.Ran Xuanyang will not deliberately frame himself, just like the so-called relationship between them, because he is single, he is fearless and indulgent, whether it is body or soul.

The relationship need not have a definite start time, nor will it have a definite end time.

As for the second half of the sentence, Ran Xuanyang said it too seriously and sincerely, Mingyu had no choice but to accept that warm hug.

There was no parting kiss, no looking back reluctantly, the man walked as simply as when he left Wu Si and stepped into the airport in a hurry, without leaving a leaf behind.

Let nature take its course and believe in fate.

Maybe at this moment, Mingyu couldn't comprehend the profound meaning of these eight words at all, and never thought that there would be a day when he would really let go. The pain and decadence at that time made him understand personally, It turned out that I couldn't let it go, wanted to fight for it, and loved that man so deeply.

The previous breakup and the subsequent ambiguity were just child's play, and only after the real end came to an end can one understand what pain is and what helplessness is.

Just like the god of time that no one can defeat, even two people whose souls are strong enough to be the only ones, can't fight against each other.Fate is turning like this, and there is no way to break free except to follow the track.

Three or four years, maybe I can still persist. When the time exceeds that limit, the person in my heart only has a strong sense of existence, just like that day, before Mingyu passed out again, he smiled and said to Heisaki, " He, here..." pointing to the seat of his heart, "but there is only a vague shadow, I can't even remember his appearance..."

Mingyu didn't know that his smile was accompanied by silent tears that day, and he didn't know how long that expression made Kurosaki's heart ache.The original longing and envy have been tortured by this too painful process, so what can be left?