Transmigration into a female match

He really didn't know that he would be so scared... afraid that she would fall there and never wake up, afraid that she would no longer be able to work with him, afraid that she would just leave his world... thinking of her lying in a pool of blood , he was frightened, and even his hands became trembling.

He really didn't know that one day he would be so concerned about a woman.Even though she had been successfully operated on, even though she was no longer in danger, even though she was exhausted, I still couldn't help but miss, worry, and worry in my heart.How is she doing in the hospital?Will not sleep well like myself?Will you be full of pain in your sleep?

He didn't even know why he worked so hard because he wanted to see her smile when she woke up?He ran between the hospital and the hotel for several days in a row, and didn't even return home.

He really wanted to figure out what kind of feelings he had for Jin Shixuan.After persuading Gong Chan, he finally lay on the bed and slowly recalled his past with her.

I don't remember Jin Shixuan many years ago. At that time, she only left a vague shadow. I vaguely remember that she was very proud, very confident, a little glamorous, and a little gentle.

But what remains in his heart seems to be only the girl who appeared by his side recently.Every picture about her is so clear...

Whether it’s the sad look of only ordering orange juice when going to the bar, the energetic look of being chased by fans running all over the street, the happy look of hair being blown by the breeze, or the cunning look of using yourself as a shield, take yourself to taste food The way you eat when you are busy, the way you read the documents carefully and study hard, the way you frowned when you are not working and lazy, the way you frown when you see Gong Chan appearing, the way you make dinner and smile for yourself... many, many are kept in my memory In memory... Scene after scene, like a movie, is so clear, it makes people intoxicated...

In every scene where I was with her, there was a smile on my face, and the warmth reached my eyes.Even if they were sprayed to pieces and were scolded with blood dripping, the final ending would all end happily.Then we will eat together, go shopping together, and do things together that we have never done before.

I never knew there were so many wonderful places to visit in Seoul...

Recalling that trip to Hongdae, she was full of vigor and energy. Whenever she saw delicious food, she wanted to taste it, and when she saw interesting things, she wanted to try it.If it wasn't for the fact that she still wanted to hang around at such a late hour, it would be really ridiculous!

Ever since getting along with her, I often don't think of Zhou Youlin's existence.The most recent time, it seems to be that drunk.However, most of them are not reconciled to it... To pay for oneself, to hide from oneself, to feel worthless for one's own efforts...

I really like Zhou Youlin, she gave me a feeling I never had before.At first, I was curious, how can there be such a girl who dismisses her handsomeness, even hides, struggles for life but still keeps a sunny smile, wears expensive clothes but doesn't even have a mobile phone .It's a pity that I and her have an idol drama-like opening, but not an idol drama-like ending.Ever since he knew that she fell in love with Gong Chan, he gave up in his heart.Gong Chan is a man who is better than himself in everything except his appearance.He is more careful and conscientious than himself, more successful in his career than himself, and more capable of shouldering heavy responsibilities than himself.The most important thing is that he is his good brother, good buddies... He will definitely be more suitable for Zhou Youlin than himself...

Even if I have admitted defeat in my heart, I still have expectations.However, he was still a little sad to watch Zhou Youlin fly to the flames.Although she has been clearly warned that she will be hurt if she likes it, because Gong Chan still has Jin Shixuan, a woman with a strong sense of existence, in her heart, but she still goes forward bravely.Even if it was hurt, even if it was crying, it didn't stop.Sometimes when I see her exhausted and wanting to give up, I also feel very pitiful... So I want to help her, even though every time it makes my heart ache, my heart aches for my pity - everyone who likes loves such a humble... Do The feeling of the knight is really uncomfortable...

Drinking a cup of wine, I kept thinking of Zhou Youlin, complaining about her, pity her, and the saddest thing was to help her, but she always couldn't see me behind me...

The next day, when I woke up at Shixuan's house, I realized that I was picked up by her when I was drunk.Seeing the post-it notes on the mirror and the breakfast on the table, I suddenly felt that my heart was healed after being sad all night.I was warmed by a simple breakfast and a simple order.Thinking about it now, at that time, I had already fallen into another love vortex without knowing it.

Seeing her rushing to find me to go back to work, without even looking at Gong Chan, I was really indescribably happy.But seeing Gong Chan holding her wrist with a concerned look, he was very upset.That's my secretary, do you want to be so concerned?I really wanted to say this sentence, but I opened my mouth, but didn't say it.I had no choice but not to look at it, not to think about it, Jin Shixuan is Gongchan's ex-girlfriend, that's why he cares about her, even if a friend sees it, he will ask a question.I said so in my heart and comforted myself, but I was still uncomfortable.

In order not to make Shixuan angry, he promised to take her to a big meal.Why does this little woman like junk food so much?French dinner or KFC, does she really not know which is better?Sigh, forget it, let's just follow her... For some reason, he is willing to obey her petty temper... Thinking of this, Xu Zhengyu shook his head, feeling really helpless.

Memories flowed downstream along time... It was that bloody scene again, and he really didn't want to recall it again.As long as I think of that scene, my fingertips will still tremble now, and my heart will still be afraid.

Alas, he would rather not go out that day, so that Shixuan would not be hurt, and he would not be hurt so badly; but he was a little thankful for that day, if it wasn't like this, he wouldn't have discovered his emotions at all.Perhaps, she is still entangled with Zhou Youlin...

Thinking of this, he straightened up and sat up from the bed.Get excited like a kid who just started chasing girls.He threw away all those troubles, Zhou Youlin, Xue Gongcan, Jin Shixuan are mine, and she can only be mine!

Rushing to the study, he began to formulate a big plan for love battle, just like a child...

The author has something to say:

Originally, Xiaokeng wanted to write this chapter a little sadly, because Shixuan had a car accident, and although Zhengyu sorted out his feelings, he still felt guilty.Yesterday, this kind of emotion almost pushed Xiaokeng to the extreme, and he was dissatisfied with writing life and death.Either I think the tone is weird, or I think Zheng Yu is too miserable.After resting all night, looking at the bright sunshine shining in the dormitory this morning, Xiaokeng felt that this picture might not be so sad.What Jin Shixuan brings to Zhengyu is a warm feeling, which can heal his wounded heart, let him slowly move in this feeling, and finally live his own happy life... This is also Xiaokeng's love for Zhengyu. I hope that he will stop being sad behind Zhou Youlin, and he can also find his own warmth..., the promised double update, there will definitely be one today, although the number of words in this chapter is not many, but I have really thought about it for a long time... …

Alas, Xiaokeng’s writing style may not be that good. I really appreciate everyone’s tolerance and support... Bow... Scattering flowers... O(∩_∩)O haha~