[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

28.

Sitting in the school library, all I can think of is what Kim Jong-in said to me.I suddenly felt that I was a bit too much, I have the potential to become a bad woman.Why haven't I noticed it myself for so long?I'm really the stupidest person in the world!I even mentioned so many things about Kim Jong-dae in front of Do Kyungsoo, he waited so long in the cold wind just to give me a pair of gloves, when he found out that Kim Jong-dae was not sincere to me, he did it for me It was the first time I had a big falling out with Admiralty, he was still with me when I was most sad, he always gave me strength when I was most helpless, helped me out, took care of me very hard, for my A word can be ignored like a lunatic.

Do Kyungsoo like this is all for me.But what about me?

Jin Zhongren said to me, "Bo Nianxi, Brother Du likes you. Remember when he was drunk that day? I took care of him all night, but he kept calling your name. At the time when Jin Zhongda and you were dating During this period, Brother Du’s mood was always very low, but when he met you, he still smiled strongly. Do you know why? Because he didn’t want you to worry, although such thoughts are a bit superfluous. After Brother Zhong and Zhang Xianna were together , he hit Brother Zhong for the first time in Russia. That time he was so fierce that we couldn’t persuade him. Not only Brother Zhong was injured, but he was also injured. Actually, sometimes I really hate you. Because Your reasons have turned our brothers against each other.

"Brother Du was like a lunatic during the two days when you disappeared. He almost ransacked the whole of Seoul. Sometimes he looked for you overnight after finishing the notice, and he hardly had a rest these two days. Definitely not You know? On the day he found you, his eyes were bloodshot. I’ve never seen Brother Du like this. He is always the most considerate among us. But after meeting you, he slowly changed. He took you as the center of his world.

"Every time I get a call from you, Brother Du will stop no matter what he is doing. Even if it is late, he will go to your side as long as you need him. He really wants to make you happy. Although he doesn't say anything, I I know, he still feels very happy when he sees your smile. Even if there was so much pain in his heart before, he still feels it is worth it.”

I don't know why, but thinking about it makes me sad.I lay prone on the table and choked with sobs, tears rolling in my eyes.Do Kyungsoo, what is so good about me, Bo Nianxi, that you should treat me so well?How much did you suffer for me, how much did you give up?When you are working so hard for me, I still think about another man in my heart, am I really, really bad?Are those wounds on your body painful?You are so kind to me, what can I do to make it up to you?

Do you want me to be with you?Make you happy too.It hurts my heart to see you hurt so much.Do Kyungsoo, you idiot!But did I really let Jin Zhongda go?I don't know, and I don't want to know.Now I just want to be with Do Kyungsoo and see his smile every day.I can still rely on him when I am tired, and I can let him rely on him when he is tired.I want to be with him and don't want to make him work so hard.He doesn't owe me Bo Nianxi anything, he shouldn't be treated like this, he should be happy.

As night fell, I walked out of the school library with a gift for Shu Luo, and when I was about to rush to Shu Luo's house, my phone rang.This number is all too familiar to me, and I picked up the phone after hesitating for a while.I clearly felt my hands were still trembling, yes, I was still afraid to face Admiralty...

"Hi." Every syllable I uttered was faint.

"Bo Nianxi! Why?! Why did Xianna tell you that you owed her and you still treat her like this! She really knows it's her fault, why don't you let her go?! You really want her that much Go to jail?! Could it be, are you really such a cruel woman?!"

Before I could react, Jin Zhongda had scolded me loudly on the other end of the phone.At this moment, I suddenly felt that he must have exhausted all his strength.If I was there, he would definitely want to strangle me, but if I see him in pain, I will definitely suffer more than him.

"What are you talking about? I don't know..."

"You don't know what I'm talking about? Didn't you go to the police and ask the police to investigate the kidnapping case that happened to you a few days ago?! Since you dare to do it, don't dare to admit it now! Your current behavior How is it better than Xian Na?!" There was still anger in his voice.

At this time, Jin Zhongda was like an enraged wild animal. Although he was locked in a cage, he was still very dangerous.In my subconscious, no matter what I say now, Admiralty will not listen to it.Simply, following his will is the best choice.

"Okay, I did it. I just want to make Zhang Xianna feel the pain, do you know how painful it is for me to be locked in there? Do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I know you are playing with me? Do you know how dazzling it was when Zhang Xianna stood in front of me as a winner? When I was locked in, did you know that I once had thoughts of wanting to die? Yes, you must not know this , because Zhang Xianna is the only one in your heart, and her affairs are the most important in your eyes!" After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone resolutely.

Standing on the side of the road preparing to take a taxi to celebrate Shu Luo's birthday, the people passing by me looked at me with crazy eyes.I still cried when I finished saying these words, I don't know whether these tears are for the pain in my heart or for Jin Zhongda.When I got into the car and reported the address, the uncle driver sighed.

"Girl, why are you crying so sadly? Did you quarrel with your boyfriend?"

I choked up and answered, "No."

Afterwards, the uncle driver asked me what I didn't answer, and he didn't talk to me anymore when he saw that I stopped talking.When I arrived at the location, I paid the money and entered Shu Luo's house. The moment I opened the door, I saw a familiar figure. It was the person who was arguing with me on the phone just now, Jin Zhongda.

I really wanted to turn around and leave, but someone grabbed my arm.It was Shu Luo's hand that fell on mine, and she looked at me with red eyes and didn't say anything.Jin Zhongda's expression was a little distorted, he seemed to be angry or guilty.Do Kyungsoo stood quietly by the side and looked at me with his big eyes, and said with firmness in his eyes, "No matter what you say, I will believe you".

The room was silent. It was originally a happy birthday party, but it became gloomy because Zhang Xianna was caught in the police station.I looked at everyone, only Wu Yifan seemed to be the same as usual.That's right, he has always followed the route of a cold man.

After a while, it was Jin Zhongda who spoke, "Bo Nianxi, I'm sorry. I don't know you have suffered so much, but can you forgive Xian Na? Her life can't just be ruined like this. Even if you hit Me, you can scold me, as long as you let her go, you can tell me to do anything!"

Looking at the red-eyed man in front of me, I agreed to him without hesitation.After I nodded, Shu Luo pinched me hard with her nails, and I knew she meant that Zhang Xianna couldn't be let off so easily.But I really don't want to see Admiralty getting hurt, for Zhang Xianna, I really hate her.But she is Jin Zhongda's happiness, so I will let her go.When I knew it was Zhang Xianna who kidnapped me, I didn't want to pursue it.But who called the police?

"Thank you, Bo Nianxi!"

"Don't thank me."

Soon Zhang Xianna was released. I can't forget the look Zhang Xianna looked at me, as if she must suck all my blood and eat all my flesh.At the same time, Shu Luo's birthday party was ruined like this.I handed the birthday present to her, and she took it with a "not rare" look.

Sitting in the corner of the sofa, Shu Luo asked me quietly, "You really called the police?" I shook my head. "No wonder! I knew you girl was soft-hearted and didn't want Jin Zhongda to get hurt. In fact, you already knew that Zhang Xianna did it, right?" I didn't speak, and she ignored me and continued, "You are stupid! You want me I have already taken this opportunity to sue her! But, who reported it to the police?"

I would also like to know about this issue!I cast my eyes on Do Kyungsoo, who is talking to Kim Jong In.Due to the distance, I didn't hear their conversation very clearly. I only saw Do Kyungsoo's worried and uneasy look on his face.I got up and walked over to him...

Seeing me coming, Jin Zhongren walked away consciously.Before leaving, he even patted Do Kyungsoo on the shoulder, as if to cheer him up.Do Kyungsoo seems to have lost weight again, I remember that he was only one hundred and two catties at the beginning.So, will it be more than 90 catties now?I think it's entirely possible.

"Did you call the police?" I asked him tentatively.

Do Kyungsoo, who was standing opposite me, frowned a little dissatisfied.He looked at me with a wry smile and said, "Nianxi, is this the kind of person I am in your eyes? Doing things for you regardless of your feelings?" I looked at him without speaking, and the answer was very clear: not everyone who reported the crime Kyungsoo.But I can't think of anyone other than Do Kyungsoo who knows about this.

"I'm sorry." I whispered these three words from my mouth.

"Fool, it's okay."

Looking at the man in front of me with a strong smile, I really want to go up and tell him, don't laugh if you don't want to, it really hurts my heart!I made up my mind when I was in the library, if Do Kyungsoo told me, let’s date!When I say that, I will definitely agree.But my heart was messed up by Jin Zhongda's phone call. It would be fine if I didn't like Jin Zhongda at the beginning.

Jin Zhongda accompanied Zhang Xianna home, and after he took Zhang Xianna away, he never looked at me again.I closed my eyes and thought, that's fine.After all, he completely cut off my thoughts, so that I can live up to Do Kyungsoo.

In the evening, Tong Yan told me a lot, and she had a lot of opinions on what Zhang Xianna did.Of course, these perceptions are bad ones.Lu Han, Zhang Yixing, Huang Zitao, Byun Baek-hyun, Kim Jong-in, Wu Yifan, Kim Junmian, Wu Se-hoon, Park Chan-yeol also expressed their views, and they also don't like Zhang Xianna's approach.After all, I was the one who almost lost his life.

People are really strange animals, they always like to stand on the side of the weak.But I don't want to be a weak person, and I don't need their help to criticize Zhang Xianna's actions.Park Chanyeol has not agreed to associate with Shu Luo, even though Shu Luo stalks him every day.But this doesn't change Park Chanyeol's mind.

After that night, Zhao Hao called me.At that time, I was watching TV with Do Kyungsoo, and I turned off the TV without hesitation.I really don't want to say anything to this bastard on the other side.It was a mistake for him to come to Korea, and I don't want to meet him in the days to come.I only regard him as a passer-by in my life, and I won't meet him when he leaves.

It was an honor for Do Kyungsoo to stay at my house for another night. It was not his request to stay, but my request.Facing the dark night, I still have some fear. I don't want to breathe the lonely air alone, so I left him again.

You see, I really have the potential to be a bad woman.Clearly knowing that Do Kyungsoo will not refuse my request, clearly knowing that he likes me, but I squander the love he gave me with a clear conscience.I'm really bad...