[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

21.

The blisters were popped by Do Kyungsoo.I didn't feel much pain at the moment when the prick was broken. After he carefully bandaged me, I took the first step. Only then did I know how painful it was.I gasped, and the expression on my face should also look hideous.It was me who was so ugly, but Do Kyungsoo saw me.But I don't care, as long as I don't get seen by Jin Zhongda.I don't want to make my image worse in his eyes.

"Does it hurt?" Do Kyungsoo looked at, his face full of worry.

"It's fine." I replied casually.

I don't know if it's my poor acting skills or his good observation skills, although he didn't say anything, I could clearly see him frowning.

"Sorry, I was drunk and troubled you that night."

Embarrassment began to fill the air, and he said such a sentence suddenly.Before I could react, he walked to the water dispenser and took a cup of hot water.I watched him walk towards me step by step, and then smiled and said it was okay.It really doesn't matter, if he wasn't drunk, I wouldn't have the opportunity to visit their dormitory as a guest.I will never have the chance to wash Admiralty's clothes, I have to thank him.

I took the hot water in his hand and gently put it aside.

"I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first. Remember to eat the box lunch, goodbye!"

I responded casually, then watched his back disappear little by little, and finally sighed slightly.

Why does Kyungsoo show up every time I have something to do?Is he a superman?Also, he seems to be nice to me, not like he does these things because he wants to please me.There is one more thing I didn't say, that is, the night Do Kyungsoo got drunk, I secretly saved Admiralty's cell phone number.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Tong Yan called me and said that she wanted me to go to her house for dinner.I agreed to her, and then called the proprietress again.I simply explained the reason why I can't go to work tonight, and the proprietress readily agreed.After knowing that my foot was injured, I was told to rest for a few more days to take good care of my body.This makes me a little speechless, I am just unable to move for a few days, what kind of body do I need...

There was nothing to do in the afternoon, the old woman saw that my foot was injured and gave me a holiday.I suddenly took a new look at her. From the first moment I saw her, I felt that she was not a reasonable person.But now, when I was injured and she took the initiative to let me rest before I asked for sick leave, I felt a little uneasy.

Is there anything I'm not doing well?Is this a precursor to dismissing me?

"I just want to give you a vacation, don't think too much about it. You are a potential stock." After speaking, he walked away from me, and I stood there blankly for a few seconds.Then he took the bag and went directly to Tong Yan's house.

When I was sitting on the sofa of Tong Yan’s house watching the Korean bubble drama, I thought this might be the happiest afternoon in my life.I told Tong Yan and Shu Luo about inviting Do Kyungsoo to dinner and going to the Exo dormitory, they both said I was cunning and made trouble with me for a while.

"Bo Nianxi, why do I feel that there is a taste of a successful conspiracy!" Shu Luo looked at me and said with a look of contempt on his face.

"Then you and Kim Jong-dae had some alone time last night? It was supposed to be Do Kyungsoo who thanked you. Now, you should thank Do Kyungsoo." Tong Yan also seized the opportunity to start Retaliate against me.

"You can put it this way. And I secretly saved Admiralty's mobile phone number yesterday, but I didn't do it on purpose. I didn't know that Do Kyungsoo would drink if I invited him to dinner..." I The more I spoke, the lower my voice became, while Tong Yan and Shu Luo looked behind me as if remembering something.

Then, I turned my head curiously.What I saw were Do Kyungsoo and Luhan standing at the door of the kitchen, Do Kyungsoo was still holding the freshly cooked spaghetti in his hand, his eyes filled with sadness.I think he must be very angry. After hearing what he said just now, he must also feel that I am just taking advantage of him by inviting him to dinner.I used him to get close to Jin Zhongda, but I really didn't mean it.That's just not intentional, it's an indisputable fact that I took advantage of him.

There was silence in the room, no one spoke.And I just looked at the sad Do Kyungsoo like this, subconsciously I felt that I would lose a good friend.Be good to me, good friend.

About a minute later, Do Kyungsoo put the plate on the table and turned to leave.I just watched the whole process blankly without saying a word of apology.Not even a sound came out, and I stuck everything I wanted to say to him in my throat.The moment I wanted to say it but I didn't have the courage, I must be a coward.Because he is timid, he is afraid of getting hurt.

But I forgot, the one who will be hurt this time is not me.

Shu Luo patted me, and I realized that Do Kyungsoo had left.Luhan was the first to react and chased after me. Tong Yan also looked at me with the expression of "hating iron but not steel".

It turned out that I was not the one who was hurt the most in this farce.It was the man named Do Kyungsoo.Everyone sees himself as the center of the universe.However, we have all forgotten that without the small planets around us, the center would be nothing more than that.

The sky quickly darkened, as if it was going to rain.I didn't wait for Lu Han to come back and went home.I remember that when I came out of Tong Yan's house, Shu Luo and Tong Yan looked at me with worried eyes.I smiled and told them I was fine.They watched me get into the taxi with their own eyes, and they went back to the house after watching the taxi go far away.

It began to rain heavily before I even reached home.The rain made a dull sound on the car window, and the outside world from the car became a little blurred.I'm in a bad mood, just thinking of Do Kyungsoo's sad eyes makes me feel like a heinous sinner.

In the evening, I was alone on the sofa watching TV.Holding the mobile phone in his hand, he has been stuck in the state of sending text messages.There is no doubt that the recipient is Do Kyungsoo.

Whenever I type a few words, I will delete them all.For three hours, I was doing the same thing.At ten o'clock in the evening, I still hadn't sent the text apologizing to Do Kyungsoo.No exception, I had insomnia that night.I went from counting sheep boringly, to counting cows, to counting ducks.I counted a lot of animals, but in the end I still didn't fall asleep.

The next morning, I stood in front of the mirror and looked at the big dark circles on my face indifferently.Even I don't know what's wrong, but I can be so calm.

Days are still going on day by day, and the number of times I meet with Do Kyungsoo has also decreased a lot.He was behaving as usual, nothing out of the ordinary.He would greet me when he saw me, and help me out, but no matter how I invited him out for dinner, he would find various reasons to refuse me.After I told Kim Jong Dae about this hard work, he told me that I just need to apologize to Do Kyungsoo.

He said, "Bo Nianxi, as long as you apologize to Dudu, he will forgive you and have dinner with you again. Dudu really cares about your friend."

Yeah?Does he really care about my friend that much?Even Admiralty has said so, I should give it a try!

So, I found every opportunity to apologize to Do Kyungsoo.But every time when he was just getting ready, either Do Kyungsoo walked away or he couldn't speak.

Finally, I got the chance when they came to our company for an event one afternoon.I walked up to him directly and said sorry, but I didn't dare to raise my head after I finished speaking.Do Kyungsoo's long-lost laughter came from above his head, and he said to me, "Bo Nianxi, it's okay. In the future, don't do this kind of thing to me again." I nodded firmly.This incident just passed, and Do Kyungsoo and I are good friends again.

On the night of March NO.19, I unexpectedly received a text message from Admiralty University.The content of the text message is: Bo Nianxi, how about we date?

At first I thought someone was playing me, so I dialed back the phone with the mentality of "there is only one truth".The person who answered the phone was really Jin Zhongda, and in an instant I felt that the whole world was beautiful!

I agreed to Jin Zhongda without hesitation.No, it should be said that I would be a fool not to agree!So, Jin Zhongda and I started a secret relationship.Of course, the other members of Exo, Shu Luo and Tong Yan also knew about this matter.This incident caused Shu Luo to pounce on Park Chanyeol and ask him every time he saw him, "Park Chanyeol, are we dating?" Every time Park Chanyeol looked at Shu Luo with an expression of "Let me go".

Sometimes I will be a little busy at work, but most of them are a little busy at work in Admiralty University.Therefore, the time for the two of us to meet alone is not much.Gradually, I realized that Do Kyungsoo seemed to be avoiding me and Kim Jong Dae.Every time I was with Jin Zhongda, he would silently go away and stay alone, and I talked less and less with him, and saw him laugh less and less often.

Everyone has secrets, and Do Kyungsoo is no exception.Since he didn't want to talk about it, there was no need for me to ask.I won't complain because Jin Zhongda spends less time with me, I am already very satisfied to be with him.The happiest thing in the world is two people who love each other together, and now I have done it, and I am sure I am very happy.

Seeing that my birthday was approaching, the company sent Jin Zhongda to Russia.Although I was a little unhappy in my heart, I didn't want to delay his future.In the end, I smiled and said to him that it's okay, isn't it just a birthday!This one is not bad, anyway, you will spend my birthday with me every year in the future, right?

He nodded with a smile, his eyes full of doting.Maybe in his eyes, I am an obedient and sensible girl, someone he can rely on at ease, a lover who can endure all his bad problems and will not complain.

Maybe he'll never know how hard it hurts me to make these decisions.But I don't regret it, just because I love him.

Love is probably like this!I want to protect him, I don't want to disappoint him, I don't want to make him sad.All I want to give him is happiness.