[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

01.

I watched the two figures gradually move away from me.I know that no matter what happens, it will pass.

Isn't it just a man?and won't die.Besides, Do Kyungsoo is not the only man in this world.

But I forgot to say the next sentence: There are so many men, but he is the last one I love.

I sat in the coffee shop for a long time, looking at the cup of black coffee on the table, I still didn't move.It seemed that the person opposite was still there, but we were all silent.If the clerk in the coffee shop hadn't called me, I think I would still be sitting here for a long time.

"Miss, we are closing."

After hearing this sentence, I turned my head and looked at her blankly. The other party was a girl about my age.I said a little apologetically, "I'm sorry."

The girl looked at me with puzzled eyes, and then I remembered.This is South Korea.It is the place where he has lived for more than 20 years, and now I have stood where he is.But......

But why does it feel different?

I stood up in a hurry, and my bag knocked over the black coffee that was still on the table because of my quick movement.The coffee was spilled all over the floor, and I walked out without even looking at it.

It was already dark, but I stood in front of the bus plate and watched the passing vehicles, but my heart was already chilled.

Is this the so-called retribution?

The November wind felt a little cold on my face, but at this time I was not in the mood to shrink my neck into my clothes as usual, just let myself swing in the wind.His hands were already numb from the cold, but he still held his bag tightly.A little bit of time passed, and for some reason, my vision began to blur.Even before I could react, tears fell down my face.

I think it's a good thing he's not here now.

I think it's a good thing she's not here now.

When the bus came, I wiped my face casually with my frozen hands, and then got on the bus.

This is the last bus, if it is later, maybe I will walk home alone now.Looking at the young couple in the car, I suddenly remembered a sentence that Tong's mother said: Xiu Heterosexuals will die!This sentence is also the sentence I most want to say to them.I remember, when Do Kyungsoo and I were together, Tong Mama said that to us.

In the end, I'm not living well.For example, now.

Life is a life that is painful.

Life is a life that is worse than death.

Sometimes, living is a hundred times more painful than dying.Mental hurt is a hundred times more painful than physical hurt, but who cares about your pain after a breakup?I smiled helplessly and took out my mobile phone from my bag.

Looking at the pitch-black screen, it resembles the pitch-black night.I forgot that my mobile phone was turned off, and it was still dark when I pressed the switch. I even felt that the mobile phone was broken.In the end, the boy who was sitting on the side woke me up with his most embarrassing sentence.

He said, "Auntie, your phone is out of battery! Now that technology is so advanced, it's time for your child to teach you how to use a smartphone."

I glared at him and told him with my eyes, of course I know!

The teenager on the side curled his lips, and said something that I didn't hear clearly.Angrily, I threw my phone into my bag, stood up and walked to the back door to get off the car.The driver made an emergency brake, and I was so absent-minded that I almost flew out.Unluckily, my head hit the pole, and I turned my head to look at the driver and got out of the car angrily.

A gust of cold wind blows all my anger away, and all that's left is depression.The moment the car door closed, I still heard the boy's laughter.

I was actually called aunt by a little boy two or three years younger than me!Then he was laughed at by him!I went crazy with anger, but I couldn't find anything to vent. In the end, I squatted on the street and cried.There is almost no one on the street, and I don't need to care about other people's eyes, after being silent for so long before.All the grievances broke out, I think, this is also good.

I don't know how long I cried, but when I stood up, my body was already going to be stiff.I walked up the stairs step by step, and opened the door of the room with a somewhat tired body.I casually put the bag on the side, and then fell heavily on the bed.I smelled the most familiar smell, which belonged to him.

It's just that he won't come back.

The current Do Kyungsoo belongs to Xia An.It only belongs to Xia An.

As long as I think of this cruel reality, my head seems to explode, and every nerve is poking towards the softest part of my body.That place is, my heart.

I stared blankly at the ceiling above my head, but no more tears flowed out.I feel that my eyes hurt, maybe I cried too much just now.I closed my eyes and said to myself, at least he loved me.

When I woke up again, it was six o'clock in the morning.I didn't wake up by myself, nor did my alarm clock go off.All this is due to the person outside the door, Shu Luo.

Just like that, I appeared in front of Shu Luo with big dark circles under my eyes and messy hair.She was like a frightened rabbit, looking at the decadent me in horror.Before I could react, she grabbed my hand and dragged me back to the room.This time, I almost bit off my tongue.

"Shu Luo, you bastard! Because of you, I almost became an idiot!" I protested dissatisfied.

"Bo Nianxi, I don't think it's bad for you to be a fool now." She let go of me calmly, and then closed the door naturally.There was no such a trace of apology to me.

I was speechless and could only look at her with sad eyes.

"By the way, Bo Nianxi, did you die yesterday?! The phone is not turned on, and there is no one at home. Did you go on a trip to Mars?! Isn't it just Do Kyungsoo, as for you! Do you think we are What's wrong?! Men can still exist if they are gone, what about us?!"

Looking at the upright Shu Luo, I suddenly wanted to give her a blow in the head.Of course, I can't do that.

"You can still have it."

"Bo Nianxi!" She called my name loudly.

"Just kidding." I said to her with a smile.

Shu Luo who was standing in front of me didn't speak any more, when I lay down on the bed again and was about to continue sleeping, Shu Luo pulled me up immediately.

I looked at her puzzled, and I didn't have the energy to guess her little thoughts.

"Nianxi, are you sure you're okay?"

"I'm sure I'm fine. Let me stay alone for a few days first. I want to think about some things alone."

"Well, at least in these few days you have to make sure your phone is turned on." I nodded heavily to her to let her rest assured.

"I'm leaving, you take care of yourself."

After saying this sentence, Shu Luo walked out of the room, leaving me alone in this empty room.