[Thin Sakura Ghost] Tongqi

I can't remember how long I've been lying here, and I can't remember how many times I washed my blood-stained palms.

Since when, every time I cough, I worry about the fishy sweetness.

"Mr. Okita, I've taken the medicine." A sweet girl's voice sounded, and Souji Okita opened his misty eyes, "Xiaosui."

Who else?He thought to himself mockingly, everyone in the Shinsengumi fought on the front line, but he was dragged down by this dilapidated body.And the person who was looking forward to it will never appear again.

That night, she should have been stopped.

Say what you say and come back in a while, what you say is just a trivial matter.

What a selfish guy.Okita Souji drank the bitter medicine and felt that the place in his heart was empty.It shouldn't be like that, it should be for Hijikata-san to cherish his body, it should be for him, and he should work hard to survive.In this way, he can also let himself stay quietly by her side.

Hundreds of times, thousands of times, countless times I woke up in a dream.It was a nightmare, but also an extremely cruel reality.

At the moment when he rushed into the second floor of the Omi House, he saw her powerlessly drooping head, saw the teardrops sliding down from the corners of his tightly closed eyes, and saw the faint smile on her mouth.

Seeing her body turn into dust little by little, seeing her face dissipate into the air.

Okita Souji didn't know how he survived.It's just that after that, he didn't seem to be afraid to drink those bitter medicines anymore, and he didn't drink the candy after taking the medicine, or he didn't eat candy anymore.

"I, I'm always idle and have nothing to do. I really want to try to talk about a romantic relationship."

——I don’t know if she has thought about it, this is not a prank.

it's a pity.

On one side is Tong, and on the other is Mr. Hijikata.Both are important to me.

There is no way.Okita Souji looked at Xiaoho's glowing red face in front of him, and heard the joke that Ishikawa Kiri would often use.

Just push me away in such a hurry?He doesn't quite remember what he said.Dang watched her fall into Hijikata Toshizo's arms, Dang saw her blushing like a rabbit, avoiding Hijikata Toshizo's gaze.How could he not understand.

It's just that even if it has been simulated, the blessing has been rehearsed hundreds of times.When they actually encountered it, they were still defeated.Seeing her put on the white wedding dress, it was as beautiful as imagined, even the most blooming cherry blossoms couldn't compare to one percent.

If wine is not intoxicating, everyone is intoxicated.He should bless, but is just silent.When I met her eyes shining with happiness, I could only endure the pain in my heart and pick up the wine glass.

blessing?

—I can't do it.

He is tired.

--too tired.

He wants to sleep, he wants to just sleep like that.

The sun is just right, maybe we can go back to that day when we first met:

She cowardly followed behind Hijikata Toshizo and Sakamoto Ryoma, wearing a light yellow kimono, like a fairy grass blooming in the testing hall.

Okita Souji looked at the small pond in the yard, the still water reflected the cherry blossoms all over the sky, he felt his vision gradually blurred, and under the cherry blossom tree, a girl in light yellow kimono stood Tingting.

动かねば暗にへだつや花と水