[Thin Sakura Ghost] Tongqi

***So glad I am me***

"I've never heard a song like this before." At some point, Toshizo Hijikata was standing behind me, wearing a dark bathrobe, and sat down beside me, "Can you sing it to me?"

I nodded and hummed softly:

Watch the time and don't let him wander again

I used to be too used to sadness

you appeared inadvertently

but deeply moved me

walked together without saying anything

heart is satisfied

The world will collapse anytime

i have no other wishes

If tomorrow will disappear

while i love

I just want to remember being held by you

tender feeling

love is beautiful

beautiful

Thinking that Hijikata Toshizo could not understand Chinese, I leaned my head on his shoulder with a giggle and said in Japanese, "I am so glad that I am me, the one you love."

love is beautiful

beautiful

I half-kneeled in the corridor, wrapped my arms around his neck, and leaned down condescendingly to kiss him.Inch by inch, biting the corner of his lips.Soon, he put his arms around me, and the back of my head was imprisoned by his big hands, and turned against me.

The body was lifted horizontally, and I closed my eyes and lay down on his chest.

The sliding door was opened and closed, and the body was gently placed on the soft bedding.I opened my eyes, and Hijikata Toshizo's cheeks were blushing as the candle shadows flickered.

Lie quietly until you feel his breath coming over you.His long, soft hair brushed against my cheeks and neck, stroking my skin as if teasing me.

The yukata was gently pulled aside, Hijikata Toshizo put his hand on my belt, and gently untied it. Just when the thin yukata was about to be taken off, I half sat up and threw myself into Hijikata Toshizo's arms.

"Candles." I murmured softly.

Hijikata Toshizo smiled softly and stroked my long hair that fell down from my shoulders, then turned around and blew out the candle.

I was held in his arms, and slowly fell together on the bedding, his chest and abdomen clinging to my almost naked body.He lowered his head and kissed me, but put his other hand on my body.

"Hmm..." I muttered in a low voice, putting my hands on his chest.He let go of his arms around me, and took off his bathrobe, skin to skin, feeling his masculinity more and more.

His fingertips wandering around seemed to ignite flames, and I reached out to grab his hand as if begging for mercy, but he grabbed it with his backhand and imprisoned him on both sides of my body.

"Tong." He called my name.He responded softly, feeling the numbness in his chest gradually moving down, and even his breathing became intermittent, "Yeah."

"Ah." The tearing pain came suddenly, but before I could react too much, he leaned over and kissed me, only to let out a faltering sob from my mouth.

"Does it hurt?" he asked softly.I shook my head and was ashamed to speak.

He smiled and stepped forward.I exclaimed, he slowed down, let go of my hands, put them on his shoulders, leaned down and kissed me.

The hand moved down unconsciously, and every sprint brought pain and a strange feeling.My hands slipped under his arms, curled up and gripped his shoulders tightly.His body rose and fell with his movements, and his mouth continued to spit out a breath that made people blush and whisper.

……

The moonlight is slightly drunk, and the night is beautiful.

The next morning, I woke up with body aches.With one arm resting on his head, he was really taken aback. Recalling the spring scenery last night, his face suddenly burned.

Turning his head slightly, Hijikata Toshisan still hasn't woken up.I dragged my tired body and turned slightly sideways, giggling and staring at his sleeping face.

Porcelain white skin, long black hair scattered between the ears and collarbone, his nose is narrow and straight, his narrow eyes are closed, and his clean long eyelashes tremble slightly.

"Are you awake?" His eyes suddenly opened.I shrank back in a panic, causing a burst of pain, baring my teeth and gasping for air.

The body was wrapped into his arms, his chin rested on my forehead, and he smiled dotingly: "Stupid woman."

I knew it was a joke, but I replied, "What a stupid woman."

His kiss fell again, almost suffocating me.

He said, "Good morning, Tufangtong."

After waking up and taking a bath, I changed into the yukata I had prepared, and as a newcomer to the family, I served tea to Hijikata Toshizo's older brothers and sisters.

"Is the body still convenient?" When Hijikata Toshizo asked, his face was obviously holding back a smile, his fair skin was flushed, and I punched him in the chest, "It's not your fault..."

"Hey, shouldn't you be gentler?" Talking and laughing, I came to the side house where my relatives who came from Edo lived. I asked my brothers and sisters to hand over tea, but the smile was already blossoming there.

It's just that she has just become a wife, and she seems to be extremely shy.When Ah Chang beckoned me to go aside, I followed as if fleeing.

Following Ah Chang to her temporary room, Qiong Zi hadn't woken up yet and fell asleep peacefully.

"A Tong." Ah Chang smiled softly, "No, it should be called Tu Fang Tong."

"Ah Chang, don't laugh at me anymore." I waved my hands hastily, and set my sights on Qiongzi, "Qiongzi is getting more and more slick, and she must be a beauty when she grows up."

"You. You're already married to him. Why are you so ashamed?" Ah Chang held my hand and patted it lightly, but between the brows, I could still see the sadness in her eyes. Sure enough, her voice lowered a little. : "A Tong, I want to ask... Ah Yong, is he..."

"Ok?"

"Oh... I heard." Ah Chang bit her lip, her pretty face was stained with sorrow, and she seemed to make up her mind, she pursed her lips, "It seems to be called Shen Xue, is there really someone?"

Mrs. Miyuki, I looked away and looked outside the house.

"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't ask such a question." Ah Chang took my hand unconsciously and exerted strength, "But, I have no choice but to pretend that I don't know."

I sighed, and held her wrist with the other hand, "Master Miyuki, there is indeed someone."

Ah Chang didn't make any violent expression as I imagined, but smiled, which made people feel more distressed than crying.Tears filled her eyes, but the corners of her mouth were raised.

"In this way, someone will take care of him for me." She let go of me muttering, turned around and fell beside Qiongzi, stretched out her hand to caress Qiongzi's tender skin, "I'm relieved."

"You..." I suddenly felt heavy in my heart. I wanted to scold her to wake her up, but I couldn't use such a strong tone. In the end, I just said, "Ah Chang, is she willing to stay?"

She shook her head after hearing this, "No need, the parents at home are still waiting for me to take care of them."

This is an exceptionally strong and independent woman, a man who has changed her mind, and she doesn't want to do more to keep her.I nodded and walked over to hug her shoulder and pat her lightly, "His home is always with you."