[Thin Sakura Ghost] Tongqi

Ryoma and I wandered the streets day after day, and often visited the testing hall.

Isamu Kondo's wife gave birth to a girl named Qiongzi in mid-October.The little guy looks like his mother is a beauty, very cute.At the same time, Hijikata Toshisan also went on blind dates several times under the arrangement of his family. He heard that the girls were all well-known beauties, but he didn't respond.

Okita General Secretary Yamanan Keisuke Todo Heisuke Nagakura Shinyaharata Sanosuke Inoue Gensaburo, and even Yamaguchi Kazu who just arrived, everything became familiar and became a part of my life.

But I always feel uneasy.

Maybe it's fear?Afraid of staying here forever, unable to return to his own world until death.I guess, but more of this boredom seems to be shame, self-blame for not doing anything.

"Tong, what are you worrying about?" Ryoma suddenly asked me one day.

As I said above, the tension seems to come from self-disapproval, or even self-loathing.I hate myself who is not motivated like this, I hate myself who has no goals like this, aimless like a headless fly.However, I decided that someone like Ryoma who laughed all the time and was too open-minded would not have such a little darkness like me. After all, I couldn't help my mood, so I didn't want to say anything, picked up a small piece of fish with chopsticks, and said in a muffled voice: "I hate eating fish."

"I thought it was something big." His tone sounded like he was relieved, but also slightly mocking.

"Food is the paramount necessity of the people. If you don't enjoy eating and go to sleep, you will naturally feel bad." I put down my chopsticks and lowered my head. Although I knew in my heart that I was making trouble for no reason, I desperately wanted to stop my unfriendly tone, but I couldn't say it out loud. You're welcome.

Ryoma didn't refute me, and the surroundings were a bit quiet, but when I looked up, I saw him smiling instead of angry: "That makes sense. Listen to me too." He paused, "What's bothering you? You tell me and I'll help you take half of it, it's better than you thinking about it alone."

His eyes were sincere and open-minded, which made me feel ashamed.Originally, these were petty tempers, and they couldn't get on the table at all. After Ryoma's comfort, I calmed down a lot, but I still made up my mind not to talk about these petty thoughts that would only make people laugh.

Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, Xu Shi suddenly stood up and ran out. When he came back, he was injured holding a globe. He said, "Look."

I looked in the direction of his finger, a small island, I still know this, I have learned it in junior high school.Is he going to tell me about geography?I looked at him, not understanding what he was going to do.

"Look, this is where we live." Ryoma's eyes lit up when he said this, he should be obsessed with it I guess.

"This ball is called a globe." His voice was excited. "It's unbelievable that people just step on this spherical thing like this."

"Well, it's unbelievable." I responded with a smile, but I thought that the Ryoma immersed in it would be unbelievable and sparkle.

"It's something called gravity." He smiled like a child. "Every time I feel depressed, I think of this thing. The samurai and the emperor of the shogunate are so small in front of the earth. Everyone is the same. Yeah. That's how I feel when I think about it."

"Well, everyone is the same." I nodded, the Ryoma in front of me was very dazzling, like a bright star.

"Ha, do you think so too?"

"Yeah." I felt the corners of my mouth raised and I smiled happily, "Everyone is from Earth."

"It's incredible!" Ryoma leaned in front of me, "Say something like that of a person on Earth. Tong, you're the first one I've met!" Suddenly, I felt a force on my back, and then I smashed into his crotch. In his arms, the temperature of his palms is higher than that of ordinary people, hot as a flame, his chest is solid and broad, like a fortress, so full of security.At that moment, my whole body was immersed in a very strange emotion, inexplicable but so real, it enveloped you like water, and made you nowhere to escape like sunshine.

like?how come!like it?Probably like it?No, no, how come...

I stayed up all night that night, with all these questions in my head, and I even kept recalling that hug and guessing his mood.This night of tossing and turning left some imprints on me - my eyes were swollen the next day, and this day was the day my uncle - Sheng Haizhou came back.

When the uncle saw me, he was startled at first, and then he was out of breath from laughing, while pretending to blame Ryoma for neglecting and bullying me, a little girl.

"That's it." I crossed my arms to make a mess, Ryoma stared at me and then at the uncle, and started to defend himself in a startled manner.I looked at him with a smile, and asked myself over and over again in my heart, do I like him?Do I like this man?But no matter how many times I asked, I still couldn't get an answer. The only thing I can be sure of is: I quite like his glib appearance.

The uncle chatted with us about the recent trifles for a while, and it didn't take long for us to get down to business.Uncle said that he decided to open a naval drill and needed Ryoma's assistance.When Ryoma heard this, he was overjoyed, and danced and hugged the uncle like a baby.

"Don't rush to be happy!" Unable to bear the toss of the dragon and the horse, the uncle said solemnly.

"how?"

"Didn't you leave the domain, I have to settle your identity, please withdraw your crime of leaving the domain."

I was confused again, but looking at Ryoma's expression, I was in a dilemma. It must be very troublesome, I thought to myself.

"You don't have to worry, just listen to my arrangement." The uncle patted Long Ma on the shoulder and said, "Come with me to plead guilty to Tang Rong in a few days."

"Ugh?"

"I'll keep you safe." The uncle said with a sideways look at the dragon and horse, "How can a man talk so much nonsense."

Ryoma nodded in agreement, but still looked very heavy.I just asked a few questions, and the uncle explained to me that Rong Tanggong is Tosa, the feudal lord of Ryoma's hometown.

"It's a good thing." On the way to the test hall, I pushed Ryoma's arm and said so, and he smiled heartily, but there was still something different in his eyes from usual.

"Why, isn't the globe working?" I jumped in front of him, only to realize that he was tall, 1.8 meters by visual inspection.

"You kiss me like this on the street, why? Is it because you are afraid that everyone will not know your relationship?"

This voice, this tone, don't need to think about it, it is definitely the white-faced A Sui Hijikata Suizan!I pursed my mouth and followed the sound, and saw Hijikata Toshizo standing on the side of the street, followed by a delicate girl in a yellow kimono with autumn leaves, her skin was as white as snow.

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