[Thin Sakura Ghost] Tongqi

I was taken aback but obediently walked out. As soon as I went out and pushed the door shut, my hands were tightly grasped and I was dragged into another room.

"Let go." I calmed down and yelled softly, twisting my wrist hard to break free, but his hand was getting tighter and tighter, almost crushing my hand.

"...What are you doing?"

Hijikata Toshisan's voice was a little chilly, I was so frightened that I stopped and didn't dare to look up at him, I just stayed where I was and didn't dare to move until he grabbed my chin and lifted it suddenly, staring at me I asked again, "What is this?"

His tone didn't soften, nor did he seem to be joking in the slightest.Under the moonlight, he just stared at me in a daze, and the fingertips that were almost inserted into my cheeks couldn’t stop exerting force. I was forced to look up at him, and I opened my mouth slightly to let him let go but couldn’t make a sound. He squeezed too tightly. I can't even utter a single syllable.

What's the matter?What the hell did I do to mess with this difficult guy?What is this, I just want to ask what is this? !I couldn't speak, so I could only bear the pain and put all my strength into my eyes, as if my eyes could hurt people, I stared at him without blinking.

"Damn it." After a stalemate for a while, Hijikata Toshisan let go with a curse in a low voice, and I hurriedly rubbed my cheeks to soothe my tortured face, but unfortunately he still held my hand tightly, I tried a few times He failed to escape every time, but became tighter and tighter.

"Come with me for a walk on the street." He suddenly softened his tone.

I looked at him, motioned to him, and he tightly wrapped his hand around my wrist and said, "Is there a choice?"

"There is only one choice." Hijikata Suizan smiled, his beautiful lips curved into the most beautiful arc, and his purple eyes added to the smile. I lost my mind for a moment, and let him lead me out of the house in a daze .

After turning a few turns and passing a bridge, I followed Toshisan Hijikata to the river embankment. He invited me to sit down, and I nodded and sat on the ground with him.Hijikata Suisan looked at the other side of the river, sometimes picked up small stones at hand and threw them into the river, sometimes looked up at the starry sky, I looked at him with my chin in my hand, neither of them said a word.

"Growing up to this kind of virtue, you can't do anything better when you look at me." He suddenly turned his face to look at me, and said with a slanted smile: "Another guy with unknown origin, he wants face and figure You have no figure, do you know that just finding a woman here is thousands of times better than you."

I almost spit out a mouthful of old blood when I stared at my eyes. Are you so hurtful?He was about to refute as soon as he slapped the mud, but he was the one who took the lead.

"It's even more pathetic that Sora is a reckless man, and he never thinks through his brain." Hijikata Toshisan glanced at me, then picked up a small stone and threw it into the river, "I've seen bad ones, but I haven't seen you So bad."

I rolled my eyes, and said, fuck your little boy, it's really a good mood to bring me here to scold me, so I won't accompany you!Standing up after thinking about it, no matter what he seemed to want to say, he clasped his fists like a knight and said: "In this case, Brother Tufang, stop torturing me and let me fend for myself!" Go, when we got to the middle of the road, Hijikata Toshizo followed, I looked back at him, there was a tinge of blush on his almost morbidly fair skin, full of charm.

"Yo, why am I so poor and still keep up?" I asked with a smile.

Hijikata Suisan pursed his lips and gave me a cold look, then turned his eyes to the men and women with lanterns on the street following me in silence.I was walking along the street, but my hand unconsciously touched the pocket watch in my arms.

"See things as you see people."

I still remember that sentence, and I still think about that person.I slowed down and walked with Hijikata Toshisan, sneaking a sideways look at his face, and I can only say thank you for the care this man has shown me, nothing more.

"Serizawa duck is so happy today, what is it for?" I dispelled the heavy thoughts in my heart and asked in detail, pretending to be happy.

"Our Roshi group was accepted by Aizu." Hijikata Toshizo said this in a calm manner, making it difficult to understand his mood. I was surprised and asked, "Why are you unhappy?"

"The credit is all on Serizawa Kamo's head. In this way, Aizu has recognized Serizawa Kamo as our leader." Hijikata Toshizo stopped suddenly, and I turned my head to see him shaking his head and talking to himself, "I What are you talking about?"

"Why don't you suspect that I'm a spy? Maybe it's the person Serizawa put here to listen to the news." I simply stopped and joked.Unexpectedly, Hijikata Toshisan was serious, his brows that were flat just now frowned, stared at me and asked, "Then are you?"

I waved my hand and said, "You can believe me when I'm joking. Don't take it so seriously."

"I was joking too." He said coldly.

The noisy atmosphere cooled down, and I thought to myself that it would be better to have fun with Shinpachi and the others. Serizawa ducks would not do anything to me if there were so many people. It would be better now, and it would take more time to be alone with Hijikata Toshizo brains.I walked forward with my lips tightly closed, looking left and right artificially as if I was concerned about the bustling scene on the street, but in fact I was very nervous, I really wanted to take a shower and sleep soundly without having to deal with this guy who is always warm and cold.

Suddenly, I saw a peddler selling Jinpingtang in front of me. I felt that I had grasped at straws, and I rushed up to get a few packs from the boss. Hijikata Toshisan followed me and paid the money before me, and asked: "Is it okay?" No wonder the chief executive likes to play with you, it turns out that they share similar interests."

I smiled and nodded and said yes, tasted the sweet taste in my mouth and felt happy, and said with a smile: "The chief executive is still a child, he has a different mind from yours, and has no interest in women or money. "

"It's different from our thoughts. Indeed, the chief executive is not suitable for this place." Hijikata Toshizo nodded while looking into the distance, and then continued, "But what money power and women are you talking about, making us look like street people? Like a local hooligan."

"I won't say it, it's up to you." I put my finger on my lips and hissed, and when I saw Hijikata Toshizo getting annoyed, I hurriedly smiled and walked away. Is there any need to talk about Hijikata Toshizo's affair?Just listening to Xinba's gossip is enough, I looked at him and smiled, this is a man who can't stay on a woman for a long time.

Not long after returning to the village, the group of men who went shopping in the flower street came back, but the atmosphere was very tense. I only found out when I asked about it that Serizawa Ya took the dance girl out of his anger, and the trouble was not very happy.I changed my mind and thought about it, could it be that this Serizawa duck becomes violent when it drinks?

After that, in Yagi House, I tried my best to be cautious in my words and deeds. I met Serizawa Kamo dozens of times, and he was very friendly to me. I began to wonder if I had an illusion that night, or if it was just a serious illness. Had a nightmare.Hijikata Toshisan, on the other hand, didn't pay much attention to me, and his attitude was still cold, which made me feel very comfortable.In the team, a whole bunch of directors, deputy directors and captains were blocked, and the law of the game was also born during the period, and the seppuku was heavily behind the terms. It is serious to see other people's expressions, but it is not enough for me. It's just words.

I still hang around with a leisurely attitude, and the most dedicated thing is to go to the streets every day to look for the traces of Senior Ishikawa, but this kind of life did not last long, and it stopped abruptly when Mr. Okita returned from the blood. Secretary.

The person who was killed was called Yoshio Tenauchi, a strong teammate from the Roshi group, who stayed with us in Kyoto.

When I saw Okita Souji covered in blood, I just checked the wounds on his body. I didn't realize the seriousness of the situation until I was stopped by Saito Kazu and saw Hijikata Toshizo clenched his teeth.

This Souji Okita, who has always been a big boy in my heart, has just ended a man's life with his own hands. My hands are still stained with blood, and even have a trace of warmth.

I yanked off the two knives I was wearing at my waist and smashed them on the ground, took off my coat, wiped the blood in my hands, and fled like crazy.

I get it Ryoma, I get it.My tears kept pouring out as if the gate had been opened and I forgot to close it. Now I just want to find Ryoma, hug him tightly, and tell him that I really understand what he said now.

"You shouldn't live with the guilt of killing someone."

As for Souji Okita, he shouldn't have given so much, he shouldn't have lived with the guilt of killing someone.I kept running forward, as if I went back to that rainy night again, only this time it was not Serizawa Duck or anyone chasing after me, but an invisible monster, it was dark, it was fierce, and I couldn’t just catch it .

The author has something to say:

Seeing Hakuoki, the first thing I like is Okita Souji. He is handsome and gentle with a black belly, and has a cool sense of distance and strangeness. This magical man is unforgettable. I have seen the first opening song of Liming Road so far. The him in the picture still touched a lot in his heart.

Afterwards, I read a lot of film and television books with Shinsengumi, and found that in more works, he is innocent, as clean and flawless as a child.To put it bluntly, this is in subtle and strong contrast to the description of the Shinsengumi's killing tool. The eyes are pure but can kill with a single blow.In fact, it also makes sense in Hakuouki. In Hakuouki, Okita Souji black loves to play pranks, but his goal is very simple and there is always only one goal, to become Isamu Kondo's strength. He did not start to doubt himself like Yamanan Heisuke This is one of the charms of Okita Souji's aesthetic tragedy.

ps: Luzhu has too many exams recently, please friends don't abandon me.