[Gintama] Don't go against your heart

Sakata Gintoki would still dream a long time ago. In his dream, he could see large expanses of cherry blossoms falling from the sky against the sun, and the wind was blowing on his face. He stood there, hanging above his head as if being washed. In the past, the sky is empty, there is no way out, there is only a deep abyss, and I don't know where the future is.

He seems to have forgotten long ago when he started walking, and he also forgot where his starting point was.However, none of these seem to be very important, only the step he takes when he walks forward slowly and continuously is what he has.

Always moving forward, constantly moving forward, never looking back.

Fragments of the world falling on the water will cause a restless wave, reflecting all the memories of the past.

As long as he tilted his head slightly, he could immediately see everything about himself.

Yinshi was a lonely child when he was a child, and he didn't know who his real parents were, but he didn't care if he didn't want to know.But he was able to live until the age of seven because he was entrusted to an old man with a wrinkled smile before his parents died, but that was a long time ago. I know, I just suddenly realized that I have to rely on myself to protect myself from now on.

Later, when I was eating rice balls, I ran into Song Yang, and immediately planned to draw the knife. After all, anyone who wanted to snatch his rice balls could not be forgiven.

As a result, that day, Sakata Gintoki lay on Yoshida Shoyo's back and came to the place that Sakata said was called a private school.

There is an old Japanese-style house on the grass near the stream, which is simple and elegant.In the yard there is a tall cherry blossom tree that can be seen at a glance even if you are more than ten meters away from the private school. In spring, the whole yard is full of light dancing and the fragrance of flowers.

He still remembers that Songyang introduced him in front of a group of sitting children. In the new environment, he didn't listen to a word of the class that day, even if he did, he wouldn't understand it.

In the sunlight, even the clothes on his body were infected with its temperature, accompanied by the sound of the wind blowing through the ends of his hair, and then, Yinshi saw the person who involved his whole life in the following years.

In terms of dealing with peers, Sakata Gintoki is always inferior. He has no relatives, no home, no candy, and even no toys. He is not qualified to own those things, so he always expresses his resistance with a lazy attitude .

"Hello... Yinshi." Yinshi in Xianxi's eyes was always particularly dazzling, and he wanted to ask why, because that natural curly hair was like the dawn light, so he remembered the name quite well.

When Yinshi turned his head, he could see her gentle smile, even the way her brows were raised.

He continued to walk, and he could see a group of children chasing butterflies in the fields, the teacher who smiled kindly and gently walked among them, the young self in his memory suddenly stopped, pointed to the sky with immature and hopeful words He spoke in a tone of voice: Teacher, look quickly, the setting sun.

The little silver hair with natural curly hair stood in place, the light of the setting sun slowly traced the shape of the clouds, his red eyes looked at the silhouettes of the distant mountains under the light in amazement, and the sound of reviving breathing in spring floated into his ears middle.

It wasn't until Gui Xiaotaro found out that this guy was falling behind and asked him to call him out. Xianxi ran up to him and held his hand to let him follow. Her blushing cheeks had two dimples in the setting sun, and her lips A bright smile is a morning sun more beautiful than the setting sun.

It was as if the scorching light illuminated Yinshi's closed heart again, and penetrated deeply into the bottom of his heart.

Sakata Yinshi saw that the scene in front of him was the four unreliable little ghosts fighting with each other in private school, and they were fleeting before Yinshi's eyes like a horse watching flowers.

He was still moving forward.

There were piles of white bones piled up in front of his eyes, and there was a strong smell of blood in the wind. Sakata Gintoki, who was used to the scent of green grass and cherry blossoms, hated the smell at this moment, which made people sick.Just like tinnitus, only one voice can be heard in the whole world, the voices of the wailing, evil spirits resonate in all directions.

Fighting to survive, White Yaksha, a bloodthirsty demon who will frighten people when they hear it.

He closed his eyes and opened them again, feeling as if his heart was being trampled by thousands of horses and horses. Hearing the neighing and crying in his heart, he was about to deafen his eardrums.

"Hurry up, Yinshi, we're going home."

Many times, the future is a one-man battle for Yinshi.But that voice was like light from thousands of miles away, passing through the impenetrable heart wall, casting a light in his eyes, which almost made him unable to open his eyes.

"Go home..." Yin Shi whispered the two words in Xian Xi's mouth, only her figure could be recognized in her blurred eyes, but she could clearly see the smile in her pure eyes.

Shinpachi and Joharu stood a little further away, Kagura was holding an umbrella, and Setsuna smiled happily when he saw Gintoki and waved at him.

Yinshi still remembered that it was a sunny afternoon when he was fighting against barbarians, and the ghost soldiers beheaded for public display.

Shinsuke Takasugi was the only one who was able to escape while waiting for the beheading. When Takasugi came back, he was covered in blood, and he survived another day in a daze.

When Takasugi woke up, he sat alone on the bed and said nothing for a whole day.Later when he and the wig visited him, he spoke slowly.

"Wig, my ghost army is gone." Gao Shan didn't care about their silence, and kept talking to himself, "Most of them died on the battlefield, and the rest were captured and beheaded."

At that time, Takasugi could only sit there, and the execution ground about 500 meters away from him was going on to scare chickens and monkeys. He could hear the sound of blood gushing out every time the knife was cut, and then there was the dull sound of the head falling to the ground.It stands to reason that it is impossible to hear it from such a long distance, but Takasugi can feel it. He can feel the emotions of his former comrades-in-arms at the moment when they saw the blood-stained knife swung down.

"I can't help it, I can't save them."

"I hate it. But there's nothing I can do. I want to kill them all."

This expression was seen when they received the head of Teacher Songyang from the gods. Gao Shan was kneeling there, trying hard to control his involuntary voice, and the pain and unwillingness in his eyes betrayed his In his heart, at that time, Gao Shan used the method of deceiving children to deceive Xianxi, but it really couldn't play a consoling role.

Even though the pain was suffocating, Gintoki and the wig could only do it together and bear the pain with him, helpless.

I can't wait to die, but there are too many things he can't let go of, and he has to let go.Just like how much he loves the splendor of fireworks, but they still have to disappear in the end.

So he chose to go to the end of everything.

Yinshi himself, on the other hand, chose to maintain a delicate balance with the heaven and the human world, intending to live according to his own ideas.

Does such a decision depart from Bushido?

Sakata Gintoki didn't know it either, he only knew that he was standing there now, watching the sky light from outside the world penetrate the whole world.

"Hey, dead natural roll." Xian Xi held the rolled up magazine in her hand and tapped JUMP on her face, dozing off Yin, and said angrily: "If you don't get up again, I will feed you the strawberry milk in the refrigerator. Dingchun—"

"If you are so careful, Yinshi will not let you go even if you are a ghost!" Hey!" Yinshi immediately sat up.

"Really, I'll wait and see." Xianxi put on her apron, then turned and walked into the kitchen, "Kagura just fought with Shinsengumi's Okita and smashed someone else's shop. I told you to go and lose money."

"...Who is that girl? I don't know her, really."

"If you don't go there quickly, you can die!"

"Hey, a woman needs to be gentle to be cute. If you want to be like the anchor Yuno..." Gintoki shifted his gaze to the smiling anchor Yuno who was broadcasting the weather on the TV, and then the TV was turned off by Xianxi.

"...I think you can eat red bean dog food with Dingchun." Xianxi was holding a box of strawberry milk just taken out of the refrigerator in his hand, shaking it in front of Yinshi, and then planned mercilessly Throw it in the trash.

"Yin-sang, my strawberry milk!" Yin-shi hurried to catch it, then stood up angrily and looked at Xian Xi: "Be careful that no one will want such a fierce woman in the future, Yin-sang, I mean it."

"Really... then today's chocolate parfait..." Xian Xi rested his index finger on his chin and meditated.

"Yoshi! Kagula-chan, Yinshi's father, I'm here to pick you up!" Yinshi opened the door of the Master Room and ran downstairs.

The corners of the mouth curled up, and Xianxi's sulky expression appeared in Yinshi's mind, and he couldn't help laughing.

Suddenly, I felt that it would be nice if I could keep watching you live like this.

The author has something to say:

I suddenly feel like this is Happy Ending. Is it the countdown to the end of QWQ?Still want a special episode?

Let me talk about it here, because Ling Huan said why I didn’t open V before, I want to say that since I didn’t write this article for money, it was just to see Gintama’s momentary touch, in fact, I just wanted to write a short story at the beginning It’s a short story, but I didn’t expect that since it’s over 100 chapters... I’ve thought about whether to use V while I’m writing it, but every time I write it down with the feeling of “it will be over soon and it won’t be so troublesome to start V”, I didn't really think about driving V or anything.

Maybe Ling Huan did it to let more people see this article so that this article will not sink, but Ah Mian wants to say that I am very touched by the fact that so many relatives have supported me along the way. Yes, and it costs you money to drive a V, right? 【Actually, you are afraid of trouble】

In this article, I created the character Xianxi purely out of my love for Silver, and hoped that I could get involved in this world and enter their stories. Thanks guys~

The end of this article is very hasty, after all, the male pig was decided when the article was almost halfway written == I never thought about having a male pig before...

After this article is finished, I may consider driving Nissan's pit~

everything is pending...

PS: Reply to Ling Huan’s supplementary comments for the last few chapters... If it’s too early... I can’t control it... Sorry... I’m too lazy QAQ...