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It was precisely because Qiu Yang noticed that something was wrong with Shen Ningruo. Since she had seen Shen Ningruo's happy appearance, she would be able to detect if Shen Ningruo was even slightly unhappy.

Even a little bit, even if Shen Ningruo wanted to hide it from her, but her mind was on Shen Ningruo, so she could still catch it.

She didn't know why, so she didn't contact Shen Ningruo hastily, and she felt that it was not a fake that Shen Ningruo was busy with work, but she was not in such a hurry, but because she was not in a good mood, she brought this matter forward.

Qiu Yang was always distracted when editing pictures at home, and after struggling for a long time, he decided to call Shen Ningruo. As long as it is not important work at this point, he should have already finished his work.

But what she didn't expect was that what she heard was Shen Ningruo's crying voice, which was mixed with drunkenness, and the sentence "Little Yang, do you really like me too?" made Qiu Yang's chest vibrate.

With just this sentence, she knew what Shen Ningruo was thinking.

Qiu Yang stared at the computer screen with drooping eyelashes. The sleeping bottle was sitting on her lap. She touched the bottle's head with her other hand before asking softly, "Are you home?"

"You..." Shen Ningruo took a deep breath, and then said, "Sorry, lamb, I, I will calm down for a while."

In the next second, Shen Ningruo cut off the phone, and nothing happened.

Qiu Yang raised his eyelids, exhaled lightly, and she picked up the bottle and put it on the bed: "I'm going out for a while, you are hungry at home and eat cat food."

Bottle shrunk his body and slept more soundly. Qiu Yang twitched the corner of his mouth, picked up his satchel and went out.

After Shen Ningruo hung up the phone, she fell into silence. She took a few seconds to realize what she had done, and then wanted to call Qiu Yang, but her fingertips froze, and in the end she just put the phone on the phone. side.

Her eyes were already blurred, she didn't want to do this, she didn't want to be heard by Qiu Yang, but with her bad drinking capacity, it was almost impossible to do this.

Yao Yao came out with honey water, and saw Shen Ningruo's dazed expression, besides that, there were two lines of tear marks on her face, Shen Ningruo's skin was good and fair, these two tear marks were very conspicuous.

Yao Yao sighed and sat down: "When you soak in honey water, why are you crying like a tiger?"

Shen Ningruo's knees bent, she put her chin on it, and when she heard Yao Yao's teasing, she raised her hand to wipe her tears, and then sucked her nose: "It was an accident."

Yao Yao knew that she was good-faced, so she didn't expose it: "Drink some honey water and sober up, otherwise the more you think about it, the sadder it will be."

Shen Ningruo shook her head: "I don't want it."

"I'll sleep for a while, take advantage of this drunkenness."

Yao Yao: "...Then I'm not in vain?"

"You can drink it yourself." Shen Ningruo's thoughts came back a little bit, and she was not as irrational as before, but if she became more sober, she would remember that she asked Qiu Yang a question just now, but Qiu Yang still didn't respond.

When had she ever asked anyone that?

Shen Ningruo has never had such a humble appearance.

But Qiu Yang still didn't respond.

Is it that difficult?

Shen Ningruo supported her body to stand up, Yao Yao was afraid that she would fall to the side to support her, her footsteps were a little staggered, but it was not impossible to walk independently, there were not many steps from the living room to the bedroom, Shen Ningruo was top-heavy He went to bed and lay down.

-Little sheep, do you really like me too?

The words she asked played repeatedly in her mind, over and over again, making her think more and more, and began to fall into self-doubt——

Is it true that Qiu Yang doesn't like her that much?

Is it really that difficult to speak out?

She is like this, is Qiu Yang unwilling to say "I like you" like coaxing a child?

Shen Ningruo's thoughts radiated from one point to various lines, controlling her emotions, and she began to struggle again.

You can't think like this, because Qiu Yang's love for her is so obvious, but Qiu Yang hasn't responded to her confession until now, so what's the situation?

Is it so difficult to say the word "like" in front of me?

What about in front of others?

Yao Yao has already left the bedroom and left the space for Shen Ningruo herself, but the door is ajar so that she can check the situation at any time, if Shen Ningruo falls out of bed, then she can rush in in time.

Having been friends with Shen Ningruo for so many years, Yao Yao has almost never seen Shen Ningruo in such a distressed appearance. When Shen Ningruo's mother committed suicide, the Shen Ningruo she saw was extremely haggard and exhausted, her eyes were dull, but she was embarrassed That is still not the case. At that time, some people in the school who used to be jealous of Shen Ningruo felt that they had finally found an opportunity to ridicule Shen Ningruo, but what they saw was a proud white swan. Never said it out.

But after that, Shen Ningruo smiled less, and it wasn't until recent years that she finally showed more expressions.

Yao Yao recalled a bit, looking at the photo of Shen Ningruo, Qiu Yang and the fat cat on the tea table, the corners of her mouth curled up a little.

In fact, this seems to be pretty good?Finally, she felt that Shen Ning was a person of flesh and blood, not a ruthless working machine.

And now that flesh-and-blood person was rummaging through boxes and cabinets and took out the photo of Qiu Yang and Tao Sixian. She put the photo under the desk lamp, trying not to blur her vision.

She saw Qiu Yang's smile clearly, saw Qiu Yang's happy expression clearly, and at the same time saw clearly that the person being hugged by Qiu Yang was not herself.

Maybe the person Qiu Yang likes is not himself.

She twitched the corner of her mouth in self-deprecating manner, stared at it for a while, and then put the photo back into the drawer.

The mobile phone was also brought into the room by her, but there was no movement at all. Shen Ningruo's heart sank little by little. She lay down and pulled the quilt, then closed her eyes and prepared to fall asleep.

As long as you fall asleep, you won't feel sad.

Before her mother was gone, she also relied on this trick for a long time, but at that time she would have nightmares and wake up covered in sweat.

This time it definitely wouldn't be like this, but her loss was like a violent storm, swallowing her up, and she didn't even have time to take measures to save herself, so she was frozen in place, letting herself think wildly.

It's not advisable to think wildly, Shen Ningruo knows this, but now she can't control it, Jiu Jin has followed her up, and now she is surrounded by negative emotions, she thinks about this photo of Qiu Yang hugging Tao Sixian for a while, and then thinks of it again Qiu Yang didn't respond.

It was too early in her mind, until someone pinched her quilt, her thoughts stopped, and she said in a muffled voice: "Yao Yao, I don't drink honey water."

What I heard was Qiu Yang's voice: "Sister Yao Yao just left first."

Shen Ningruo woke up a lot when she heard the soft tone, she even raised her hand to grab the quilt, not wanting to be lifted up by Qiu Yang: "I'm asleep."

Shen Ningruo's tone was cold, Qiu Yang pursed his lower lip when he heard the words: "How long will you sleep for?"

"do not know."

"Do not bother me."

The second after the voice fell, Qiu Yang lifted the quilt to a corner, and her appearance entered Qiu Yang's field of vision.

"Then I'll sleep with you." Qiu Yang tilted his head, "OK?"

Qiu Yang was facing the light of the desk lamp at the moment, Shen Ningruo couldn't see her expression clearly, but she could tell from Qiu Yang's tone that Qiu Yang came to coax her.

In fact, this can't be regarded as her losing her temper, right?

Shen Ningruo couldn't help but start thinking.

Unreciprocated likes can really push people off a cliff.

Shen Ningruo didn't say a word, she just went inside a little silently, giving way to Qiu Yang, but Qiu Yang didn't lie down immediately, she took off her clothes and pants before getting into the bed.

If Shen Ning knew clearly that this was Qiu Yang's habit, she would definitely not go to bed as long as she was wearing casual clothes.

She knows a lot about Qiu Yang. Besides Qiu Yang's habit, she has other habits, which she has silently remembered. What about Qiu Yang?

Did Qiu Yang remember all her habits?

Shen Ningruo was very sure of the answer before, but now she was a little confused. She turned her back to Qiu Yang and closed her eyes.

Within seconds, Qiu Yang hugged her from behind, put his face on her back, and said softly, "I'm here, but you're still not happy."

If Shen Ning didn't say anything, she would be happy, but at the same time she would be a little sad.

It seems that she is making trouble for no reason now, even though she is such an adult, she is like a child who cries without getting the little red flower.

If Shen Ning despises such a self, she can't help but accept such a self.

Qiu Yang hugged Shen Ningruo a little tighter, and said to himself: "I have noticed the change in your mood, but I don't know why."

"I'm worried about you. I called you and I rushed over."

"When I was on the road, I kept thinking about the question you asked me, and then I realized that my 'punishment' to you was this."

This is indeed the real punishment, and Shen Ningruo was also tortured.

When Shen Ningruo told her that she liked it for the first time, Shen Ningruo didn't give her a satisfactory explanation, so she didn't respond.

When Shen Ningruo told her that she liked her for the second time last night, she still didn't respond, and focused all her attention on what Shen Ningruo said.

But the first time was intentional, and the second time was unintentional.

"You told me before that people would say hurtful things when they were in a negative mood. You didn't say that to me, but I couldn't stop thinking about what you were thinking." Qiu Yang turned Shen Ningruo's body over while talking , She wanted Shen Ningruo to face her. Fortunately, Shen Ningruo didn't resist, and faced her face to face within a few moments, but Shen Ningruo didn't want to open her eyes, as if she was really asleep.

"I was scared all the way."

"I'm afraid that you think I don't like you, I'm afraid that you start to doubt yourself, I'm afraid that you will be jealous of Tao Sixian, I'm afraid that you don't have confidence in our relationship, I have many fears, but the most fear is losing you."

Qiu Yang said sour eyes: "I'm sorry, I know what it's like to be liked without being responded to, but I still treat you like this to retaliate against you."

"But I don't dislike you."

Shen Ningruo's eyelashes fluttered, and she heard Qiu Yang say: "I only like you, and I like you the most."

"Do you want me to be just your lamb?"