Rebirth with Love

"Why are you leaving again?" Su Xinghua ran to the study courtyard panting.Zhuang Fan was hugging Mibao and sighing softly. Seeing her coming, Zhuang Fan smiled and nodded, and moved a round stool for Su Xinghua to sit on.Su Xinghua walked up to him and looked at him straight: "Why are you leaving again?"

"It's just that I have this plan, I always have to leave, and wait for the war to subside a little bit."

"Why did you leave? Beiping is still at war. I heard that the Japanese are very vicious...they kill people and set fire to them, committing all kinds of crimes..." Xinghua looked at him in panic, unable to choose what to say.

Zhuang Fan frowned slightly, but said nothing.It was only then that Su Xinghua remembered that his father and younger brother were all there, so saying that would only make him more worried.She bit her lip and lowered her head: "I'm talking nonsense, don't take it to your heart...I just don't want you to go..."

Zhuang Fan put down Mibao: "There is always a banquet in the world, maybe we can meet again in the future."

"How do you see? You are going to Germany." Xinghua's tears rolled down his face: "How can I see you? Otherwise, marry me. I will go to Germany with you."

Zhuang Fan was startled suddenly.I could see Xinghua's thoughts, but I didn't expect her to say it so straightforwardly.He twitched his lips and was speechless for a while.

"I'm not willful, I don't mess around. I will be a good wife..." Xinghua grabbed Zhuang Fan's arm and looked at him eagerly.Zhuang Fan was silent for a long time, then let out a soft breath: "I have someone I like, I can't marry you."

Su Xinghua stopped for a moment, and stared blankly at Zhuang Fan.Zhuang Fan looked at her embarrassedly: "I..."

Su Xinghua turned around and ran out.Zhuang Fan couldn't bear to watch her disappear in front of the courtyard.

Su Xinghua ran back to the room and closed the door in one breath, covering his face and crying loudly.Hong Luo didn't know what happened to Miss, and nervously patted on the door: "Miss, Miss."

Su Shunqing walked into the small courtyard where Xinghua lived, and Hong Luo immediately ran forward: "Second Master, miss, she..."

"It's okay, let her be alone for a while." Su Shunqing said calmly, listening to the mournful wailing in the room.Hong Luo was still a little worried, but the second master had always cared about Miss the most, so he said so, she had no other choice.

Su Xinghua was tired from crying and fell asleep in a daze.In the dream, she saw Zhuang Fan leading a girl walking together, and she chased after her, but she couldn't see the girl's face clearly.She has been following behind, followed for a long time.Finally Zhuang Fan saw her, turned his head and said with a smile, that was his fiancee.Woke up, the room was silent.Unexpectedly, it was already dark, Su Xinghua rubbed his astringent eyes, his temples were also slightly swollen and painful, he didn't know how long he cried and fell asleep.After rubbing his eyes, he saw that the clock on the table was pointing to the number nine in Roman characters. It turned out that it was already nine o'clock in the evening.She let out a faint breath, straightened her hair and opened the door.

"Miss, are you awake? Are you hungry? I'll call the kitchen to heat up the meal right away." Hong Luo stood guard outside, and when she saw her come out, she immediately jumped in front of her.

"I'm not hungry." Su Xinghua said weakly.

"I'll bring you a bowl of sour plum soup."

"Don't drink, I'll go for a walk, don't follow me." Su Xinghua swam out of the yard like a wandering spirit.Thinking of the dream just now, my heart is blocked.There was no wind at night, and there was stagnant and lifeless air everywhere, so stuffy that it was hard to breathe.She wandered around aimlessly, and unknowingly came to the study yard again.The lights in Zhuang Fan's room were still on, and she sat on the stone bench in the yard and stared blankly at his room.Occasionally, I would see a figure reflected on the paper window, and the eye circles would become sour again.

"You again..." There was a human voice in the room, and suddenly there was a figure on the paper window.Su Xinghua was startled, and the lights went out immediately.

Su Xinghua looked suspiciously at the dark room, and walked slowly to the door hesitantly.

There was silence in the room, and what happened just now seemed to be an illusion.Su Xinghua stopped, smiled self-deprecatingly, turned and walked back.A long sigh came from the room.Startled again, she stopped in front of the door.

"I'm afraid I hurt Xinghua today." Zhuang Fan's voice.Su Xinghua's heart twitched slightly, and he squeezed the handkerchief tightly.

"She's wishful thinking, she always wants to get hurt once." This voice...could it be Su Yizhi?Su Xinghua was surprised again, since he came, why bother to turn off the lights?

"She left crying. In fact, Xinghua is a very nice person." Zhuang Fan sighed again.

"I can't care about that much." The voice began to be blurred, Su Xinghua wrinkled his face and took a step forward, hearing panting and a slight moan, followed by the sound of clothes being torn.Not long after, Zhuang Fan seemed to be angry: "It hurts..."

"I'll be lighter..." Su Yizhi said softly.

Su Xinghua's face suddenly became hot, she looked at the tightly closed door in astonishment, no one knew what kind of activities were going on inside.It's not good, it's definitely not good.Su Xinghua took a breath and raised his hand to knock on the door vigorously: "Zhuang Fan, come out, Zhuang Fan..."

"Who..." The voice trembled slightly, as if frightened.

"It's me, Su Xinghua." Xinghua continued to knock on the door without stopping for a moment.

"Xinghua, I'm asleep." Zhuang Fan said.

"I know you're not asleep, and I know there are people inside." Su Xinghua became more and more angry.

Zhuang Fan looked at Su Yizhi impatiently.Su Yizhi frowned and had no choice but to jump out of the window again.Zhuang Fan adjusted his clothes and opened the door.Su Xinghua broke in and looked around. When he saw the two windows that were wide open, he felt a chill in his heart.

"Xinghua..." Zhuang Fan looked at her with a guilty conscience.

"I want to ask you..." Su Xinghua took a deep breath and calmed down: "Is the person you like in Beiping or Runcheng?"

"Uh... Peiping..."

"Then why leave her behind to run the city?"

Zhuang Fan was speechless.

Su Xinghua sneered: "Is it a man? Is that the man you like?"

Zhuang Fan frowned, neither admitting nor denying it.

"You guys are really disgusting." Su Xinghua looked at Zhuang Fan with contempt: "I won't hinder your rest, I'm leaving."

"Xinghua..." Zhuang Fan let out a sigh of relief, "You will meet a good man."

Su Xinghua turned a deaf ear and stepped out of the room.The door is closed, and everything has nothing to do with her.She gritted her teeth angrily and floated out of the study yard.

"Miss, go back and rest." Hong Luo found Su Xinghua by the pond with a lantern in hand.Su Xinghua sat motionless by the pond, like a stone statue.Hong Luo gently supported her shoulders, feeling her hot shoulders through the wet clothes.

"Ah, why is it so hot?" Hong Luo hastily reached out and touched her forehead, which was hotter than her shoulders.

"Miss, you have a fever..." Hong Luo immediately panicked, trying to hold her up.Xinghua was taller than her, so she couldn't hold her up at all.She pulled and pulled, and Xinghua fell into her arms.Hong Luo was even more flustered, and shouted at the top of her voice: "Is there anyone, come quickly, Miss has passed out..."