The so-called nemesis

When I woke up suddenly, my body was falling, the feeling of jumping off a building, but no matter how I fell, I couldn’t reach the end. I fell from completely giving up my life, to a little anxious, and finally completely turned into fear, desperately trying to break free , just woke up from the dream.

No wonder some people say that at the moment of suicide, 90.00% of people will regret it.However, it can no longer be saved, and it is a foregone conclusion.

The body was exhausted, and sweat even flowed into the eyes. For at least a second, Tian Ai's eyes were opened, but he couldn't see anything clearly.When he saw Ziyou in front of him clearly, Tianai had already gone through the place where he was and everything that happened today in his mind.

He stretched out his hand to cover Ziyou's hand holding the towel to wipe his sweat, but didn't push his hand away, "I'm having a nightmare."

"Yeah." Without asking what nightmare he had, Ziyou just continued to wipe Tianai's sweat with a clean towel, his movements were very careful and gentle, completely different from his usual actions when fighting.

After Ren Ziyou finished brushing his hair, he began to take off his clothes and wipe himself. Tian Ai just leaned weakly on his body, not knowing what to say about this dream.How long... have you not dreamed?In the past, I spent every night in the torment of nightmares. When I was awake, I was played with for real, and I would not let myself go when I fell asleep. Those disgusting movements continued in the dream, which caused Tian Ai to be in trouble every night. Not daring to sleep, just opened his eyes and looked out the window.

Gradually, as he grew older, Tian Ai became stronger physically and mentally. He didn't want his life to be ruined just like that. He began to plan a life without Jin Yuan in the future, which made him no longer have that kind of nightmare.

Why, dreamed about those again today?

This is a kind of nightmare, deeply ingrained in the depths of memory, thinking that I have completely held my breath, but it turned out to be just a cover-up, and in the end, it will still run out and haunt me forever.

Those things that I thought I would no longer care about, those dispensable things that I thought had been abandoned long ago, what made my thoughts shake.

"Shao Ziyou, shall we have sex?"

Stopping the action of still wiping, Ziyou looked into Tianai's eyes, as if he wanted to see the person's heart through those dark eyes.In front of everyone, he was so powerful that he stood above the ground, even when he was surrounded by a group of people, he never showed weakness. No matter how much blood and dirt was on his body, he was still so noble.But, this is the first time that Ziyou saw fragility in Tianai's eyes, that naked fragility, he didn't even hide it.

"Okay." Putting the towel on the bedside table, Ziyou turned sideways to kiss Tianai's lips. Even though he was covered in sweat, Tianai's lips were still cold. Ziyou passed it on bit by bit relying on his own temperature. The lips were no longer so cold, so I slowly stuck out my tongue, pried open my teeth, and kissed in.

This is a gentle kiss, with a sexual hint that does not make you feel sick. This is the taste, familiar strength, and familiar feeling that I am already familiar with... But this is not enough, not enough to completely wipe out the ugly records deep in my body Lost, Tianai wanted to subvert, wanted to use another stronger memory to cover the previous memory forever.

Biting Ziyou's lower lip hard, Tianai turned over when he tasted the bloody smell, pressed Ziyou under him, and began to kiss crazily.With a strength that has never been seen before, it is no longer provocative, no longer a skill, but purely as fierce as wanting to eat the people under him.

That's right, why did I dream about this again, because... this man made me doubt my sexuality, wanted to break my original insistence, and created a crack in my protective shield, so I lost control.

Shao Ziyou, you have such deep feelings for me, why do you force me to take the initiative to attack you every time, what kind of magic do you subtly cast, if there is magic, can I expect it, these Can magic change my life?Save me from this damned fate.