fate is easy

"Hehe, you can't sleep either?" Yu Ye chuckled twice, and handed the cigarette box in his hand to Ye Xiaoan.I don't know how long this man has been sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass windows in this hall, surrounded by a few dogs lying on the floor to sleep, like stars encircling the moon.Ye Xiaoan left Zhu Yan's bedroom as if fleeing, and when he came out, he saw this man stuck here like a thinker, very deep.

"Take it easy, don't smoke too much, be careful of the fire alarm going off..." Yu Ye pointed to the smoke detector on the wall, and sighed that it was freezing outside, otherwise such a large balcony would be suitable for young literary and artistic youths to have fun.

Ye Xiaoan took Yu Ye's cigarette and lit his own. He is not addicted to smoking, but he will not refuse to smoke either.After the cigarette was lit, he took two greedy puffs, the so-called cutting off the water and making the water flow more. Of course, smoking could not solve the problems he faced.

"Why? Are you troubled? The troubles of young Werther!" Yu Ye laughed.

"Don't run on me. Don't you bother? Don't you bother to be the gatekeeper here?" Ye Xiaoan swallowed angrily, and then saw a wisp of smoke curling up in the night, with a ghostly look.

"I'm annoyance!" Yu Ye also puffed out a smoke ring and watched the smoke gradually drift away. "The word annoyance is written in the same way, but the content is quite different. I am annoyed because the peach blossoms have faded, and you are annoyed because of the peach blossoms." opened."

Thanks to the dim night, Yu Ye's colorful face could not be seen clearly, otherwise it would be a spoof if he said such things with such a face.

"Xiao Jin, how did you learn that engineering cost back then? Look at you, you're clearly a poet—a decadent."

"My dad filled out the application for the college entrance examination - my life was planned from the day I was born."

It seems that having a capable father is not a good thing!

"Xiao Jin, did you break up with your other guy?" Although Zhu Yan warned not to inquire, Ye Xiaoan always had a bone in his throat if he didn't ask clearly.

"Actually, I broke up a long time ago, and I, the SB, took the oath I made when I was young and frivolous. I thought I could see the rainbow after the storm." Yu Ye didn't deny it, "I was waiting for you in the parking lot that day, but I didn't wait for you. , but met him. Ah, I returned to China early, and I was doing well. Thinking that I have been a joke for so many years, I was not convinced, so I had a fight with him, so happy! I was also dizzy and forgot to wait for you I just drove around and went for a stroll—you will know what happened afterwards..."

"You didn't lose your head by yourself, did you get knocked out by a girl?" Ye Xiaoan teased.The matter was indeed the same as Zhu Yan's analysis, Yu Ye was really sad.

"Damn, how about embarrassing me? You bastard boy, you'll have fun!" Yuye made a gesture to strangle Ye Xiaoan's neck.

"Bah, your peach blossoms won't bloom again after they wither? Isn't the tree still alive!"

The two quarreled for a while and didn't dare to make a big noise. After all, it was midnight, so we had to pay attention to the impact.

"Yeah, the peach blossoms will bloom after they have withered, so what's the big deal." Yu Ye sighed, "Don't just talk about me, what about you? Are you scared? I have already expressly hinted that so many of you are more nervous than an undersea tunnel. I didn’t realize it, well, now that people have a showdown, they can’t handle it well, and my friends don’t have to do it.”

"You already saw it?" Ye Xiaoan was shocked.

"It's just you who are stupid all day long. Why do you think I guarded you that night when you were drunk? The one who sold it to someone and returned the money to others, you are short-sighted!"

"Hey, have you ever hurt a friend like this?"

"This is hurting you? I'm seeking truth from facts. Everyone can see that you are a fan of the authorities, and you hang out with people all day long. If you say he is good, you can bear it. If it were someone else, I might have eaten you. Circle There are not so many responsibility issues here, after eating and leaving, you have nothing to say."

"Yeah, I'll give you one, two hundred and five..." Ye Xiaoan smiled self-deprecatingly.It turned out that he was really slow, and he couldn't see through things that others understood.

Yu Ye patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, "In other words, this person is actually pretty good. He can't fake your eyes, and his eyebrows and eyes are smiling. He really likes you. These days, it's hard to find a serious relationship between men and women. However, from the perspective of someone who has experienced it, I really don’t want you to get into this muddy water. It’s been a hard road. Look at me, it’s okay to get into trouble with your parents like this in the end. Empty hands, just like a person who hunts for treasure at all costs but finds that the treasure is empty in the end-the so-called resistance, so-called persistence, and so-called love can’t match the fickleness of people’s hearts, but because I have been there, I can understand his kind Feeling, it's not easy to find someone you like, let alone someone of the same sex, if possible, I really want to tell you not to let him down..."

"Negative is right, you? You've got everything left and right, dead Xiaojin, which side are you?" Ye Xiaoan couldn't laugh or cry.

"It doesn't matter which end I count, what matters is which end do you want?"

Ye Xiaoan was silent.To be honest, he was also indecisive.

"Actually, you didn't reject me outright, not only because you were kind and didn't want to hurt me, but also because you liked me too, but you didn't dare to admit this kind of liking, because traditional ideas made you think that you couldn't like me One of the same sex."

Before running out of the room, Zhu Yan's words echoed in Ye Xiaoan's ears again.He clenched his fist and tapped his head, as if this would make him more awake.Yuye said coolly at the side that it would be silly enough not to knock your head, you should take a cold shower or just run naked with this balcony, it will make you completely awake.

Putting everything aside and discussing the matter, Zhu Yan is really a good person. Although he comes from a wealthy family, he does not have the bad habits of ordinary rich families. He is humble, polite, gentle and considerate, and he is kind and righteous.And, indeed, as he said, he never felt uncomfortable when he was with him, nor did he feel any pressure.Zhu Yan has always given full respect and understanding to his own status. Zhu Yan has never laughed at his rental house next to the garbage dump, or his clothes on the street that have never been styled, nor has he laughed at him for one or two years. The little Lile who has a lot of money turned the world upside down, and never laughed at him for being reluctant to eat and wear but never treating Yelang badly, and these are all things Xu Yan is keen to laugh at, and Zhu Yan has never even shown him any wealth spectrum.With Zhu Juan, he almost never felt uncomfortable because of the disparity in status and status. When riding in Zhu Juan's luxury car, he was also able to be so calm without feeling thorns on his back. It's so natural, if he didn't pay attention deliberately, he would hardly notice the class gap between himself and Zhu Juan——Zhu Juan makes people very comfortable, so comfortable that even if he is not gay, he can't bear to reject his confession, man, it's not just How comfortable is the picture?

Do you like Zhu Yan?

Ye Xiaoan didn't want to ask himself such a seemingly stupid question, but no matter how ostrich he was, he could clearly understand how could someone not like Zhu Yan?

"But, I just like him as a friend!" A voice whispered in my mind.

That's right, don't you just consider Zhu Yan as your friend?However, since they are just friends, why don't they refuse outright?Is it true that what Zhu Yan said is that his subconscious liking for him is not the liking of ordinary friends?

"Try it", "Be kind to fate", Zhu Yan's words reappeared in Ye Xiaoan's mind again and again, yes, acquaintance is a kind of fate, liking is even more rare fate.

Even Xiao Jin said Zhu Yan was good.The voice in his head continued to whisper, Yu Ye also said that Zhu Yan was sincere!

Thinking that Zhu Yan really really liked her, Ye Xiaoan felt a little bit of sweetness and a little bit of happiness. Being liked by someone in his heart is always pleasant, no matter who the person who likes him is.Humans are social animals, and they cannot do without the psychological desire to be affirmed and needed by others.

"Okay, don't think about it, it's already stupid enough, and it will look even more stupid after thinking about it." Yu Ye shoved him.

"Hey, Xiao Jin, aren't you gay too? Then why don't you like me?" Ye Xiaoan was a little dazed. He had been seriously deprived of sleep these past few days and he felt that his brain was short-circuited. It's not a matter of a day or two for him to hang out with Yuye. It stands to reason that if something happens, it should happen between him and Yuye. Everything comes first, then comes, right?Why is there something wrong with Zhu Yan, a latecomer?

In a haze, he saw Yu Ye was stunned, and after a while he couldn't laugh or cry, angry and hated, and slapped him on the head, "You pig? Vegetables and radishes have their own preferences, do you understand? You don't like meat Three-year-old children can understand the truth that other people are partial to all kinds of meat and dislikes—well, I kind of understand why Zhu Yan fell in love with you."

"Why?" Ye Xiaoan asked quickly, rubbing his painful head.

"Because you're stupid!" Yu Ye gritted his teeth, "A smart man and an idiot complement each other—it's hard to live if both are stupid, and it's hard to live if both are smart—so you follow Zhu Yan obediently. Well, the two of you are a perfect match made in heaven!"

Yuye hated iron for being weak and went back to the house, left Ye Xiaoan for a long time before saving himself from asking such a stupid question, oh, what a stupid mistake!