Swimmer of Rebirth

The next morning, Yao Ye took part in the final of the 4X100m freestyle and swam the fourth leg. The four of them added another gold medal to the Beijing team. Then in the afternoon he participated in the final of the 4X100 medley and swam the fourth leg of freestyle. Unfortunately, the two-stroke breaststroke and three-stroke backstroke players performed abnormally, and finally won No.4 and missed a medal. Instead, the Sichuan team won a silver medal in the 4X100 medley competition, and the whole team celebrated.

Since then, all the swimming competitions in the National Games have come to an end. Yao Ye personally won four gold medals in the 50 free, 100 free, 100 back and 4X100 free relay, a silver medal in the 50 butterfly, and a bronze medal in the 100 butterfly. Pot full, a large red eyes.

Yao Ye competed for a day, and Liu Yang stayed with him for a day. When the media finally interviewed Yao Ye, the man happily made a lot of funny expressions at the camera, and Liu Yang smiled foolishly not far away.

To be honest, Liu Yang is very envious of Yao Ye, and buckets of chicken blood are pouring on his head, thinking that if he continues to work hard, in a few years, maybe he will be the one standing by the pool and laughing wildly. Layers of goose bumps came out.

However, when I saw Luo Xinhua, I felt a little sluggish. These years, it was easy to say, but when I thought about it carefully, it was a hell on earth where life would be worse than death.

On the night after the game ended, Yao Ye called Liu Yang, Zhang Weijia, Xu Han and Luo Xinhua out for a meal. It was very lively. During the dinner, Zhang Weijia saw Yao Ye and Luo Xinhua drinking wine, so he yelled loudly. Master Luo was in a good mood, approved it, Liu Yang pinched the cup filled with milk and watched them itch his teeth angrily.

Although he is not greedy for bars, but a few drinks in this atmosphere are more suitable for the occasion. If it is not enough, some refreshing drinks are fine. Is it necessary to order a piece of milk for him to let him do it?Doesn't milk take up your stomach?He drinks a bottle when they drink a glass, what the hell!

At the end of the drink, classmate Liu Yang ran to the toilet every 5 minutes, and drank the milk to make it through.

After eating a lively meal for more than three hours, they talked a lot about the training and anecdotes over the past year, as well as the upcoming Hiroshima Asian Games. Of course, the topic of Ye Shuwen's overseas treatment was also mentioned, but Everyone felt that the atmosphere at the moment was not suitable for talking about such a heavy topic, and after a few words, they were deliberately led away.

Except for Liu Yang, the four of them were drinking a little too much. Luo Xinhua was afraid that something would happen to Yao Ye when he went back, so he asked the coach for leave for him and arranged for him to rest on Ye Shuwen's bed.

Although Yao Ye drank a lot, he really didn't know anything. He was sober in his head. He was afraid that he would pretend to be crazy by drinking and do something out of the ordinary, so he just fell on the bed as soon as he returned to the room. Don't dare to say half a word.

Liu Yang was clearing his mind, turned on the TV and watched for a while, then looked at Yao Ye's back lying on his side, and remembered how Yao Ye took care of him every time.

Turned over and got up.

Yao Ye felt that someone was turning him over while he was half asleep, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Liu Yang kneeling beside the bed struggling to pull up his pants with one hand, and his brain immediately woke up.

"What for?" He sat up abruptly, his eyes widened.

Liu Yang was startled, blinked and stammered, "Take off, take off your pants."

Yao Ye lowered his head and took a look. The second half of his outer pants was still stuck on his buttocks, and the first half had reached the base of his thigh, where the hand stopped...

It's terrible, it seems that all the feelings are transmitted there, through a thin layer of fabric, he can feel the outline and temperature of the hand, and the brain is under the influence of alcohol, which makes him react almost instantly.

Yao Ye's heart jumped violently, and he broke Liu Yang's hand away, and lay down with his back facing Liu Yang while holding his pants up.

Liu Yang glanced at the hand that was hurting from the beating, then stared at Yao Ye's back for a few more times, smiled, shook his hands and got up, walked around the bed and walked to the opposite side, and sure enough, he saw Yao Ye holding tightly His eyes were closed, and Lao Gao frowned, with an embarrassing expression.

He squatted down, lay on the side of the bed, stared at Yao Ye's face for a while, and saw his eyelashes fanning violently like a small fan, and the eyeballs under his eyelids moving back and forth, he was immediately happy, and said teasingly : "What's the matter? Are you still embarrassed? Isn't it just hard after drinking some wine? They are all men. What's the shame? Why don't you take a bath and sober up?"

Yao Ye opened his eyes and looked at him in surprise. He was still looking for an excuse in his heart, but in the end he found a good excuse for him.

Speaking of which, a man can control his heart and brain, but there is one place he can't control. That's a normal physiological reaction.

Although Master Yao accepted this excuse, he still felt uncomfortable in his heart. Others couldn't see it, but he knew what was going on in his heart.

When he first realized his sexual orientation, he almost collapsed. Homosexuality is a disease, a deformed sexual orientation that is regarded as mental illness.

He has never suffered such a big blow in his life. Along the way, he always strode forward with his head held high. Others envy him for having a good family, envying his talent in swimming, envying his young age He went abroad and won the medal, but who knows, what kind of pain he was in when he first learned about it, he didn't dare to ask anyone, even the doctor, he was afraid of being huddled in the dark, afraid of being seen by others , This kind of mentality of being a soldier directly caused him to lose his mind every day, his swimming performance plummeted, and he was finally advised to rest and adjust.

If he hadn't gone to the Sichuan provincial team where his uncle is, if he hadn't known Liu Yang, hadn't been infected by Liu Yang's passion for swimming, and hadn't been stimulated by Liu Yang's ambitious eyes that wanted to climb higher than him, what would have happened at this moment? He didn't dare to think about where he was, maybe he had already left the national team, left the swimming pool, and returned to the university to live peacefully as an ordinary college student.

This is a feeling of being attracted, moved, and derived from it. He likes Liu Yang, indeed, a feeling confirmed by him.

He likes him, so he wants to take care of him, to be close to him, and...to touch him.

But when he looked at this small face, which was also a male face, he was even more afraid, afraid that he would ruin the current relationship between the two, and afraid that he would see the disgust towards him in these clear eyes.

The face in front of him is already a little thinner. The long-term indoor swimming has made Liu Yang's skin very delicate, and the color has become a healthy wheat color. , the eyelashes are straight and long, like dancing butterflies when they move, but still have a childish shadow.

Liu Yang is still a child, Yao Ye has told himself countless times, if, if possible, he wants to get along with Liu Yang as he is now, first wait for him to grow up, wait until he retires, wait until he can fully bear the responsibility After bearing all the consequences, he may tell Liu Yang how he feels. Of course, the possibility of rejection is very high. He will accept Liu Yang's friendship card with a smile. Maybe Liu Yang will find a girlfriend before that, and he may Get drunk once, fall into a drowsy sleep, and then bless him, or, after a few years, this feeling has already faded, and he can clearly put his arms around Liu Yang's shoulder and call him brother.

Look how good it is.

Yao Ye thought very clearly. In the dead of night, he would always sort out everyone's affairs one by one, and then add layers of armor to his heart to face the moment when things happened.

But, that will not be now, he still needs to hide his thoughts in front of this person, because feelings are selfish, he can't afford to lose this touch now, he doesn't want to let go, he wants to guard his heart carefully The seeds of love, looking forward to the seedlings of love for him in the end.

Yao Ye got up and took a shower. When he came out, he saw Liu Yang sitting cross-legged on his bed and watching TV. Yao Ye sat down next to him and casually said, "The game is over, I may not stay until Closing ceremony."

After speaking, Yao Ye stared at this face, wanting to see the expression of reluctance on the other side. Sure enough, he was not disappointed. Liu Yang's eyes instantly moved away from the TV, and he looked over with surprise and reluctance.

"Hey!? Why didn't I hear you when I was eating today? Are you in such a hurry?" Liu Yang blinked and frowned.

"It's my father's birthday in two days. Now that the game is over, I decided to go back first."

"Oh~~" Liu Yang pouted and nodded, "Then I don't know when we will be able to see each other again this time. I also said that I would ask Coach Luo to ask for leave for two days. Let's go out and have fun together."

When Yao Ye heard this, his heart wavered a little, wondering if he should disobey the imperial decree once and stay here to cultivate his own little seed.

Liu Yang thought for a while, then shrugged his shoulders, "Since you want to go back, there is nothing you can do. After all, birthdays come once a year, so please bring me a blessing to uncle."

Liu Yang made a final decision with one sentence, and Yao Ye couldn't change it even if he wanted to change it.

The two were chatting while watching TV, Yao Ye was absent-minded, looking at the figure in front of him, coupled with the warm atmosphere in this separate space, forced him to hold Liu Yang in his arms tightly hold.

This life is really complete.

This side was still struggling, but the other side seemed to have heard someone's heart, leaned over and leaned over, and said without fear of death, "Lend me for a while."

Look, how natural it is to say.

Yao Ye secretly shed a tear for his Wuyin here, tensed his arm, looked at Liu Yang's expression, and carefully put it on his shoulder.

Liu Yang glanced at his hand, looked up at him again, and complained, "You said, it would be great if you were a woman, how good the atmosphere is."

Yao Ye raised his eyebrows, stretched his arm slightly, and hugged him a little closer, "I heard from your coach Luo that you seem to have a girl you like." Following this topic, Yao Ye finally expressed his doubts .

Liu Yang looked surprised, "Ah!? Coach Luo said?? Impossible? Why didn't I know?"

"No?"

"no!"

Yao Ye breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, "Why do I have to be a woman? You look more like you in terms of physique."

Liu Yang puffed out his chest and said proudly, "I am a real man."

Young Master Yao chuckled, "I said, man, what do you mean by leaning into my arms?"

"You are not an outsider." Liu Yang gave him a sideways look.

Yao Ye's heart was full of joy after saying a word, and he couldn't help rubbing his head hard a few times.

Liu Yang shook his head uncomfortably, Yao Ye's hand followed him like a shadow, the atmosphere at this moment was really good, Liu Yang thought about it and let him rub it.

In September, it was an autumn tiger. After a while, Liu Yang felt fine beads of sweat appearing on his body, especially when the top of his head was covered with big palms, as if the channel for emitting heat was blocked tightly.

"Hey, it's hot." Liu Yang turned his head and gave him a sideways glance.

Young Master Yao was in the right mood, grinning and opening his teeth, "It's not bad."

Liu Yang leaned over and sniffed his chest, just after taking a shower, it was refreshing, with the unique smell of the Magnolia soap distributed by the guest house, it was rare for Liu Yang to smell this kind of smell that did not belong to Yao Ye, He murmured out of nowhere, "It smells so good." As soon as he said the words, he was taken aback by himself. This, this, is completely a tone of flirting with a girl.

Sure enough, when Liu Yang saw Yao Ye's chest tremble, he backed up a little unnaturally, and then his head was pushed hard, Liu Yang smiled and fell forward, especially for himself who felt that it was not enough. I added a little more strength, and exaggeratedly shouted.

Knowing that Liu Yang did it on purpose, Yao Ye couldn't help but grab him by the back collar. As soon as he pulled him back, he saw Liu Yang looking this way with a smile on his face.

"Thank you, young master, for saving your life..." Liu Yang began to talk poorly.

Yao Ye looked at him with raised eyebrows, secretly looking forward to the next sentence.

"You just promise it with your body."

Yao Ye was overjoyed at once, "Why did I promise you with my body?"

Liu Yang shook his head and said 'tsk tsk' twice, "The happiness of Xu people these days, and the exhaustion of Xu, I am always thinking about you, think about it, I have to earn soy sauce money after marrying you, I have to buy diapers for the child, and I have to save his daughter-in-law money for him when he grows up, so it’s easy for me.”

"Child!?" Yao Ye stared. "Where are you from?"

"The kid jumped out of his stomach." Liu Yang smiled happily, looking like he was begging for a beating.

"Damn it!?" Yao Ye suddenly felt that his brain couldn't keep up with Liu Yang's thinking, so he could only be led to be a parrot constantly.

"Hey..." Liu Yang laughed wickedly, "Although we are all men, I can't hold back your sincere love, so I can only reluctantly accept it, so..." As he spoke, Liu Yang suddenly He paused, thinking of the discrimination against homosexuals in this era in his head, it seemed that the joke had passed, and observed Yao Ye's expression, seeing his smiling face gradually stiffen, he immediately muffled his voice.

"They're all men..." Yao Ye murmured, put away his smile, and the atmosphere suddenly cooled down. He stared at Liu Yang's small face for a while, and asked with a secret intention of spying: "What do you think of men and men?"

"Gay?" Liu Yang stared, and asked directly in a silly manner. Yao Ye's face darkened. Looking at this surprised face, he realized that he was also brain-twitching to want to spy on him.

Liu Yang touched his chin and frowned for a moment, "It's okay. What about you? What do you think?"

Yao Ye blinked, looked away unnaturally, watched the villain walking back and forth on the TV, couldn't hear what he was saying, his head was buzzing, how should he answer, to be honest Words, these topics really shouldn't be brought up on the table, maybe people who don't have such concerns just think it's a joke, but he can't say it, because there is always a little devil jumping around in his heart.

Liu Yang waited for a while, seeing him staring at the TV in a daze, thinking about it for a while, he always felt that Yao Ye is a bit strange today, he couldn't tell exactly where the blame is, but he was sensitive to find that he was different from him in the past, he lowered his eyes After thinking for a while, he explained: "Actually, homosexuality is not really a disease. It's just that the sexual orientation is different from most people. To be honest, China has always been quite feudal, and now there is not enough communication with the outside world. Many foreign countries Countries have actually recognized that homosexuality is a normal relationship, and it seems that some countries are still discussing whether to recognize the legality of same-sex marriage."

In fact, Liu Yang never thought that he would explain homosexuality in such detail, but he felt it was necessary. This was a vague feeling about Yao Ye.

Yao Ye was recalled to his soul, turned to look at him, and stammered, "Marriage, marriage!?"

"Yes, maybe same-sex love will be recognized by the law in a few years. After all, same-sex love is also a kind of love, don't you think so?" Find the answer in .

Yao Ye's eyes lit up.

Liu Yang's heart skipped a beat.

this person……

really……

Liu Yang secretly sighed, he couldn't tell what it was like, but felt a little awkward.

He frowned, patted him on the shoulder, and said in a comforting tone, "I don't care too much about this. After all, we live our own lives, what kind of person do others like, and who do we hug at night?" Sleep, it's not our turn to care." I want to express my position, I want to convey to him implicitly, no matter what kind of person you are, we are still good brothers.

Yao Ye turned to look at him.A faint smile appeared.

His eyes were crooked with a smile, and the corners of his pursed mouth moved up slightly. There was a bright brilliance in those eyes, and his whole body seemed to be dyed with a soft color. Liu Yang couldn't help watching intently, and his breathing stopped suddenly. He saw his own figure in those eyes, surrounded by black eyeballs and locked inside.

Emotion is a wonderful thing, it has a kind of contagiousness, when it is no longer deliberately suppressed, through a word, an action, even an expression, it can easily make the other party see everything in it.

Although it was only for a moment, and in the next second, that layer of brilliance was covered up, but Liu Yang really felt the other party's inadvertent feelings that he wanted to hide from it.

In an instant, the hairs on Liu Yang's back stood on end.

Subconsciously, the second his expression was covered, he turned around and coughed violently.

This was an evasive behavior. At that moment, he could only cough to hide the horror in his heart.

The hand on the shoulder moved to the back and patted twice, neither light nor heavy, the warm palm pressed against the back and stroked back and forth.

Liu Yang's head was in a mess, but he didn't dare to move a little bit. Finally, when the hand on his back stopped, he turned around and smiled naturally, "WC." He got up and walked slowly to the toilet.

Standing in the bathroom, leaning against the edge of the sink, Liu Yang sighed heavily.

He couldn't describe this feeling, he was a little surprised, a little scared, and somewhat enlightened.

He turned around, turned on the faucet, and splashed water on his face to force his brain to calm down.

Many things seemed to be connected at this moment, which made him feel awkward and something was wrong. Yao Ye's reaction seemed to finally have the correct answer.

Yao Ye is gay, and the second he confirmed it, he discovered the admiration for him in this person's eyes.

What a shocking fact.

The shock gave him a headache.

He doesn't mind the existence of homosexuality, but it doesn't mean that homosexual behavior happens to him, and he is also willing to accept it.

What's wrong with this world, since Liu Yang was reborn, he has not provoked a woman, but he has provoked a man, and this man is still a man he is grateful for and likes.

Of course, liking is liking, pure, not hating, liking like one of my own.

He wiped off the water droplets on his face, took a breath, and walked out calmly.

As if nothing was found.

This is the only way he can think of at the moment.

He cherishes the friendship with Yao Ye very much, and he doesn't want to destroy the peace at this moment.

Yao Ye was still sitting where he was, and Liu Yang looked over the moment he came out.

Liu Yang couldn't see any abnormalities in those eyes, it seemed that the expression of true feelings at that moment was just his eyes dazzled.

He thought, since Yao Ye didn't mention it, then he also has his own concerns, so everyone should continue to maintain the status quo.

He sat beside his bed and smiled at Yao Ye across the aisle, "Are you still watching? It's past 10 o'clock, do you want to sleep?"

Yao Ye shook his head, "Sleepy? Go to sleep. I slept for a while and took a shower. Now I'm awake."

"Oh." Liu Yang moved to the bed and lay down, closing his eyes.

The volume of the TV was turned down, and there was almost no sound, and then the bedside lamp was turned off, and the rustling sound came from the next bed. Liu Yang opened his eyes slightly, and saw Yao Ye sitting on the bedside with his legs crossed, his chin resting on the bed. On the knees, the profile face has sharp edges and corners, and the light from the window casts an ambiguous silhouette on it.

Are you afraid?Are you anxious?

Liu Yang wanted to ask him.

People who hug each other have no sense of security.

For a long time, I thought that this person lived in the sunshine. No matter in the rain or indoors, there seemed to be a beam of light above his head, which was so eye-catching no matter where he was.

However, in the dark, when alone, does this person hold himself in such a confused way, and look around in horror?

Liu Yang felt sad because he could understand Yao Ye's mood at the moment.

He asked himself what attracted such a powerful person, making him entangled for himself.

Because he understood, he suddenly discovered the other side of him that he had deliberately hidden. He had never seen such a Yao Ye, so fragile that he would almost shatter when touched.

He thought, he knew why he didn't bounce and hide away the first time he found out, because deep down in his heart he didn't want to hurt this person.

Because he really likes him.