Swimmer of Rebirth

Zhang Weijia was stuck in the neck by Yao Ye, but he sneered at Liu Yang, "What do you mean? Throw multiple choice questions to us? Haven't you considered us? What is contempt and what is confiding? Let me tell you Liu Yang , I don’t want to see, if possible, I even hope that I don’t know anything! You can love as much as you want, I don’t care if you love to death! But I saw it, I can’t ignore it, who are you? I have known you for three years For four years, I have watched you Liu Yang grow up step by step, and I have watched you Yao Ye smiling proudly in the swimming circles in China, do you think it’s enough to just settle us down? Do you think everyone else is blind? Deceiving yourself or others or lying to yourself?”

Yao Ye stared at him, increased the strength of his arms, his expression was cold, Zhang Weijia was stuck coughing, "What's the matter? Turned into anger from embarrassment? I'm just saying, if you have the guts to do it, you won't be afraid of being criticized. Why do you ask us what the hell is going on?" Do you want your brother? Why don’t you ask yourself what kind of attitude is this? Is this an attitude that requires us to keep it secret? Or do you want to beat him into a trick?”

Yao Ye was stunned for a moment, then let go of his hand embarrassingly, "You clearly know that I don't mean it...uh..." Yao Ye cried out in pain, his face squeezed together, and he bent down covering his stomach.

With a cold smile on the corner of Zhang Weijia's mouth, he clenched his fists, "I'm just upset today, and I just want to beat you up. If you dare to fight back, try it."

"Zhang Weijia!" Liu Yang roared angrily.

Ye Shuwen came back to his senses when he was yelled at, and said timidly, "Zhang, brother Zhang, don't do this, let's have a good talk with them."

"See? See?" Zhang Weijia grinned, feeling a little helpless, "This is your Liu Yang's brother, who protects you indiscriminately. I'm afraid that brothers will have nothing to do. Ye Shuwen, do you know that they are despicable? They let us choose, they never considered our embarrassment at all, yes, why are we embarrassing? If we are not for their own good, what embarrassment is there?"

"Do you know how the society views homosexuality now!? Do you know?" Zhang Weijia grabbed Yao Ye by the collar and pulled him up, bloodshot eyes appeared in his wide-open eyes, " There is a person in my family who was revealed to like men. He was a good person. He won several technical awards in a row. He is about to be promoted to be a department head. It was exposed, and now he can't even go to work. The man he likes regards him as a poisonous scorpion, and he is poked at the back every day, saying he is mentally ill and abnormal. In the end, he has to leave his hometown and go to work in other places. Carrying cement and sand on the construction site! Do you want these two people to do the same? Are you also ready to leave the swimming team and not be able to hold your head up for the rest of your life?" At the end, Zhang Weijia almost roared with red eyes, Looking at Yao Ye, there was sorrow in his eyes that the iron would not be made into steel.

"Yes!" Liu Yang replied, his eyes were calm and firm, "If something really happened, I would leave here and go home to continue my studies, then go to college, enter the society, find a job and live the rest of my life in peace, maybe live Not so brilliant and passionate, but my life still has to go on. If I am not an athlete, I can be a small employee in the company. If I can’t win medals and attract people’s attention, I can stay at home and watch these things on TV, but you guys What do you think? I can, what about Yao Ye? What will you do if you tell Yao Ye? Ruined one of China’s most hopefuls to win a gold medal in the Olympics, will you feel complacent and proud? No, I miss you No, if you were the two people I know, you wouldn't say it, you might not support it, but you definitely wouldn't say it, I believe in you, I don't want you to make a choice, but I just want Tell you, I hope you understand what is the most sensible course of action."

"Brother Zhang, you have a girlfriend. You should be the one who can best understand what it means to be involuntary. What did you think when Coach Luo told you to break up with your sister-in-law? Think about it now. Do you think you have Is it wrong? Of course it is, but what about now? Have your thoughts been shaken? No, right? The only thing wrong is time. At that time, you were too young, not strong enough, and you didn’t have the shoulders to bear everything, so you kept silent You just passively accept it, but now, you are 18 years old, because you have seized the time, so when your sister-in-law comes over, you can be together openly and aboveboard."

"And everyone has been abroad, maybe they haven't paid attention to it, but you can ask about attitudes towards homosexuality abroad. I even know that several countries have recognized the legality of homosexuality. Of course, we are in China. We have no There is no way to escape, this is reality, but what about a few years later? Decades later? Maybe we won’t live so hard anymore, and we won’t worry about other people’s eyes. By then, you will find that we are not wrong. We only like men."

"So...give us time, don't ask anything, don't say anything, just watch silently, time will prove that there is nothing wrong with us being together."

At the end, Liu Yang almost begged, the tears he had been suppressing poured out, flowing from the corners of his eyes all the way to the tip of his chin, and fell on the back of Ye Shuwen's hand that was tightly grasping the collar, Ye Shuwen shrank violently as if he had been scalded. He returned his hand, his eyes were full of confusion, and his lips trembled slightly.

Everyone was stunned by his sudden tears.

Liu Yang has never shed tears in front of them. No matter how hard the training is, no matter how unsatisfactory the results of the competition, he will always smile firmly with tears in his eyes, gritted his teeth and survived. This is the first time that Zhang Weijia The first time I saw Liu Yang's tears, the tears seemed to fall in his mouth, with a touch of bitterness, flowing all the way down and burning his throat, and he could no longer utter a sound.

Yao Ye's face was almost distorted. If he could, he wanted to cry for Liu Yang, if he could, he wanted to be the one standing in front, but he couldn't. Only then did he realize that Liu Yang was thinking so much. When he was full of joy for Liu Yang's approval, he ignored Liu Yang's heart and this person's inner struggle. It turned out that he didn't know much about Liu Yang. But that's all.

Liu Yang sucked his nose, wiped his cheek vigorously with the back of his hand, and wiped a trace of tears carrying fear and hesitation on his face. He smiled, feeling very embarrassed.

But no one made fun of him, and the atmosphere in the room was heavy, leaving only the sound of hoarse breathing.

Zhang Weijia was silent. He had [-] words to return to Liu Yang. There were countless reasons to stop Liu Yang's mouth, but he couldn't say it. Liu Yang's attitude was too firm, thinking of all the advantages and disadvantages So comprehensive, the persuasion of others has no effect, because no one can persuade a fearless person, and most importantly, he finds that he can't do this, if he continues to do it, if he continues to talk, or he will really lose this brother.

He would not understand, he would be angry, he would be angry, he would even beat Yao Ye, the starting point was because he couldn't accept the two men being together, he hoped that they broke up just for their own good, but he questioned himself Can ignore all friendship and force them to separate?

He thought, of course he can't, because the starting point of all this is for this friendship!

With an unsolvable knot, he fell into a self-contradictory situation. Under this entangled emotion, he could only choose to remain silent...

And Ye Shuwen, maybe he didn't really understand the meaning of homosexuality, maybe he just followed others' advice and thought it was wrong, so he couldn't speak up when facing three people who were all older than him, because he couldn't give a reason, couldn't refute it, and left his face alone. Bewildered and helpless.

Fundamentally speaking, Ye Shuwen clearly knew that Liu Yang and Yao Ye could not be together, which was wrong, but looking at Liu Yang and the tear stains at the corners of his eyes, he felt that his balance was slowly tilting.

From the bottom of my heart, I don't want to see Liu Yang's expression, the helplessness in the face of reality and disappointment with them, the sight that needs to be forgiven and relied on, presses hard on his heart and can hardly breathe.

This conversation did not solve the problem, because no one opened their mouths to back down, or it has solved the problem. At least Ye Shuwen and Zhang Weijia's confusion and anger have been vented. They just need time to think and continue with the attitude of bystanders wait and see.

Liu Yang took Yao Ye's hand and opened the door. Before leaving, he looked back at the two people who had been silent in the room, but his uneasiness had diminished. As he said, he believed in them, because they were brothers, so I firmly believe that they will accept their relationship with Yao Ye.

Zhang Weijia raised his head and looked at Liu Yang, and then his eyes fell all the way to the two tightly clenched hands, his brows were tightly frowned, and he said in a deep voice, "Liu Yang, you are staying in the dormitory today, I will move back tonight."

Liu Yang looked up at Yao Ye, and Yao Ye nodded.

Then Zhang Weijia continued, "There is still training in the morning, you go to the cafeteria and eat."

Liu Yang immediately smiled and opened his eyebrows, this time he nodded quickly, and almost cheerfully pulled Yao Ye out of the door.

This is a good start, although Zhang Weijia showed that he could not admit them with the attitude of going back to the dormitory, but at least he was still worried about him, so that was enough...

The door was closed, Zhang Weijia wiped his face fiercely with the sound of closing the door, and said something in a low voice.

Ye Shuwen turned to look at him and pricked up his ears.

"I said..." Zhang Weijia said, "Why are the two of them so unconscious? Look, look! They left holding hands, how fucking disgusting!"

Ye Shuwen said with an embarrassing face, "Do you want me to go out and remind you?"

"You think they're stupid? That's because they don't shy away from us, they just want to disgust us, shit, they're not good products, they think they're going to kill us!?"

Ye Shuwen blinked, thought for a while, stretched out his hand to hold Zhang Weijia's palm, and inserted five fingers into Zhang Weijia's finger gap.

Zhang Weijia's eyes widened, and he was so surprised that he didn't expect to shake Ye Shuwen's hand away immediately.

Ye Shuwen and Zhang Weijia squeezed their interlaced fingers, and said doubtfully, "It's okay, although it's not very comfortable and it's not disgusting, I remember holding hands with Liu Yang like this when I was in school."

Zhang Weijia sneered, looked at Ye Shuwen with the innocent eyes of a child like you, hooked Ye Shuwen's waist with his backhand, hugged him in front of him, and looked down at him, "Is this so? Is it disgusting?"

Ye Shuwen thought seriously and nodded seriously, "It's okay, I don't have the urge to punch you."

Zhang Weijia raised his eyebrows, lowered his head slowly, and slowly approached Ye Shuwen's lips inch by inch. Seeing Ye Shuwen's wide-eyed eyes, he suddenly smiled, and said in a hoarse voice, "What about now?"

Ye Shuwen puffed up his cheeks, moved his head back a few minutes, and was pushed back by Zhang Weijia's hand firmly on the back of his head. Looking at the face close at hand, the man who smiled wickedly, gritted his teeth, "Believe it or not, I'll beat you!" Your mother doesn't even recognize you?"

Zhang Weijia grinned haha, pinched Ye Shuwen's face, and took the initiative to take a step back, "No, I still have this face to love my wife."

Ye Shuwen was aroused, and said angrily, "What are you trying to say?"

Zhang Weijia shrugged his shoulders and put away his smile, "That's what it means. They won't feel disgusted by holding hands, hugging, and kissing, but we normal people can't accept it, so they are too different. If they continue like this, they will live." It was very hard."

"Yangyang is a normal person!" Ye Shuwen gave him a sideways glance, turned around and was about to go into the house to pack his swimming gear.

Zhang Weijia lazily followed, and said helplessly, "I know that too, but he is different from us when he is with Yao Ye. I said, Ye Shuwen, be careful and lock the door at night."

Ye Shuwen turned around abruptly, his small face flushed with anger, "Your ears are stuffed in your crotch? Didn't you hear what Yang Yang said? He only likes men because it's Yao Ye!"

Seeing that Ye Shuwen was really angry, Zhang Weijia shut his mouth immediately, but when Ye Shuwen came out angrily packed up his swimming gear, he said bravely, "Why don't you apply to change the dormitory, I guess these two people will not be together in the future. You will taboo us, lest you poke yourself in the eyes that you can't accept."

Ye Shuwen shook off his swimming gear, raised his eyebrows, and sneered, "As long as I live in the dormitory for a day, he, Yao Ye, won't be able to enter this dormitory. I won't be able to beat him to death."

"Just your small body?" Zhang Weijia swept Ye Shuwen from head to toe, smiled helplessly, bumped Ye Shuwen's shoulder and went into the room to pick up his swimming gear.

Ye Shuwen was hit with grief and indignation, and his gaze on the door became more determined.

Liu Yang and Yao Ye walked out of the corridor, looked at the few clouds floating in the blue sky, and let out a long breath of gloom.

This is the best result so far. They never expected that Zhang Weijia and Ye Shuwen would support them, but at least they have chosen to remain silent and wait and see. This is enough, and it is enough for them.

Liu Yang turned his head to look at Yao Ye, his eyes were shining with brilliance, the eyeballs were filled with tiny rays of light, and he showed a slight smile.

Yao Ye raised his hand to press the top of Liu Yang's head, slowly moved his palm down to cover those beautiful eyes, and said dotingly, "Don't look at me like this, I won't be able to bear it."

Liu Yang moved his hand away and looked at Yao Ye, but his eyes had become dark and heavy, "I'm sorry, I was wrong this time, I was too careless, I will pay attention in the future."

Yao Ye pursed his lips and smiled, "I'm also at fault, why can't I resist your temptation?"

Liu Yang puffed up his cheeks and glanced at him, the tips of his ears were blood red, his eyelashes were trembling, but Yao Ye's gaze drifted away.

Yao Ye looked at Liu Yang, this child who was illuminated by the sun, his body outline was plated with a layer of gold, and the fine dust shone with golden light surrounding him, his handsome eyebrows were dyed with a layer of crimson amorous feelings, that The eyes can always attract his whole mind, and he is willing to drown in them, and the mouth, soft and plump, seduces his heart for picking. What's more rare and precious is that such a person always knows what he is doing. What, it is farther than he sees, more than he thinks, carefully thinking about every step in the future, planning and imagining for every possibility, for himself, for him, for them.

The love in my heart is spreading, and this glance is forever...