Like Love But Not

The gate to the courtyard was locked, locked from the outside.Luo Yuchen looked at it and felt that it didn't look like it was inhabited, so he couldn't help being puzzled for a while.

He came all the way thinking that he would definitely see me, he shook the iron railing unwillingly, and yelled my name a few times towards Jing Jing's house.

Naturally, there was no response.

Unwilling, he took out his mobile phone and called the moving company again. After confirming with the moving company that it was indeed this three-story white bungalow on Binhai Road, he called my name a few more times, but it still didn't work.

Luo Yuchen is not someone who gives up easily, he took off his coat, grabbed the iron railing next to him and started climbing over the wall.

Fortunately, Fang Shuyi is not such a vulgar person, he would not put glass shards and power grids on the wall full of creepers.

After Luo Yuchen climbed over the wall and entered, he looked around suspiciously. The vegetation in the garden was still well trimmed. There was no sign of barrenness, but there was no sign of popularity. He was slightly confused for a moment. Go to the door and knock.

The door was unlocked, and he knocked on the door just as a gesture, and after knocking a few times, he pushed the door open by himself.

Behind the door was an empty space, obviously the floor had been renovated and the walls painted, but there was no furniture, as if it was waiting for someone to move in. I looked at Luo Yuchen's suddenly lost face, and felt a burst of pain in my heart. sorrow and grief.

He went in anyway, and the sound of footsteps echoed in the empty room. He first looked around the first floor, but found nothing, so he went up to the second floor from the spiral staircase in the hall.

There is a simple bed on the second floor.

He didn't know that was where I slept the last night, but he stopped.

A lot of my belongings were scattered beside the bed, Fang Shuyi probably didn't know what to do with them, so he just left them here.

It's been ten years, and Luo Yuchen knew that it was all mine when he glanced at it. He walked over as if possessed by a demon, bowed his body, and brushed my bundles of books with his slender and perfect fingers, and piled them on the side. There are also the bedding I moved out of my anger with his house, other miscellaneous small things, and a few suitcases.

He opened them one by one, I was so useless, he even guessed the combination of my suitcase.

Except for some of my underwear, it is all my baby.

Anyway, I have long since lost my dignity in front of him in love, and I am not afraid of him seeing it.

All my treasures belong to him, the limited editions and deluxe editions of all CDs released since his debut, photobooks, recorded videos, etc., are nothing more than the collections of a fanatical FANS.

More than ordinary fans, it may be some things he wore during the performance.He didn't give me anything, I can only be happy to collect these, even those things that may be strayed out during the charity sale, I don't hesitate to buy them back at sky-high prices.

He once said disdainfully, this is not love, this is infatuation.

I don't feel any difference between the two.

He looked at it for a while, but with sharp eyes, what he grabbed was a small crimson velvet box.

Inside the box lies a simple platinum ring.

He froze for a moment, took it out, and squinted his eyes.

Then his expression suddenly lost his composure and became confused, gentle and sad.

I bet he didn't even remember there was such a thing as a ring between us until he picked it up.

I gave him an ordinary platinum ring when he was 24 years old.

My mother has never been married. I only know that my uncle and aunt who raised me despite not caring much about me got married at the age of 24.

I figured that was the right age to get married, so I gave him the ring, the meaning of which he'll never know, of course.

Among all my presents, the only earring designed by Xiaolu was the only one he could see, so the ring, he looked at it mockingly at the time, and then he didn't know where to throw it.

This kind of thing is too small, like an oath, if you don't cherish it enough, it will be really hard to find if you lose it.

I never dared him to know that it was a pair of rings.

The one given to him had "Love from H" engraved on the inside.

H is for "constant".

And the one I secretly keep is engraved with "HloveCforever" inside.

At that time, I didn't think about how far the so-called "forever" was. I thought it was about a lifetime, but I didn't expect that it really means a lifetime.

He tried to put the ring on, but my finger, which has no aesthetic feeling at all, must be bigger than his beautiful and slender. He wore it loosely, and held the ring in his hand, feeling a little lost.

Sometimes, Luo Yuchen is really beyond my comprehension, he just plays with such a small ring, sitting on the ground for a long time, from the sun is still in the east, until the sun is setting .

During this time, he seemed to be remembering something, and his expression was very gentle and sad.

I don't know why he has such an expression, it scares me to see it.

I was afraid that he would suddenly discover that he actually liked me a little bit in his heart.

It might just be me being sentimental again, but if that were the case, I'd be guilty of a felony.

When the light of the setting sun gradually darkened the whole room, Luo Yuchen suddenly came back to his senses, and started looking for something in the box again.

Then he found it, it was my wallet.

He flipped through the documents inside one by one.From passports, driver's licenses, credit cards to the membership cards of the supermarket next door to the original home, and the borrowing cards of the library.When all the documents were there, the thing I was looking for like him was gone—the ID card.

If my ID card is here, he can be sure that I want to come back here, but if it is not, he can only judge that I am still in the country through the passport.

Where did the ID card go? After much deliberation, I can only think that Fang Shuiyi took it.I'm not very clear about the laws in this area, but I think that when a person dies, the ID card will probably be confiscated by the state, because it's useless to keep it, and maybe it will be used by others to do some illegal things.

It was almost dark, and Luo Yuchen probably felt that I might not be here, so he left in a bit of a daze.

Just don't know why he took that ring from me.