Like Love But Not

He really loves football and I don't.For me, the meaning of football is Luo Yuchen. Without Luo Yuchen, football is nothing to me.I just wanted to run after him, to be able to watch him from the back of the court full of energy and sunny shadow as he raced forward.I just want to hear that sentence, I am very relieved to have you behind me.

I cut off his best dreams, I took over his guilt for not being able to stand up and tell him at that time, keep it up.You can still fly high and far without my pitch.

Countless times I have hated my own despicableness.

However, in the cycle of karma, there must be retribution. How could God let people like me be free, and I quickly got the corresponding punishment.

If I hadn't taken advantage of my injury to take advantage of Luo Yuchen's gentleness and insisted on staying in the hospital for so long, we wouldn't have met Xia Mingxiu there.

I couldn't walk that day, and he pushed me for a walk on the grass in the hospital, the sun was shining brightly.

I kept babbling about things like a starling, he definitely didn’t listen carefully, and I didn’t care, but I suddenly noticed that he slowed down, and I strongly felt his excessive absent-mindedness, and then followed him blankly Look over.

That day Xia Mingxiu was wearing a silly striped hospital gown, sleeping on a white chair, just like every time I saw him after that, he was as detached and refined. The sunlight dyed his black hair at that time into maroon, making his whole body radiant. With a natural faint halo, he fell asleep like an angel, so pale and transparent, as if it would break when touched.

A man's intuition is also terrifying. When I first saw Xia Mingxiu, when I first saw Luo Yuchen looking at him, I vaguely guessed the final result that made me frustrated.

Who would have thought that Cupid, the god of love, was wandering around a hospital with his little bow, and seeing me, who was not qualified to be shot by him but self-defeating and became a matchmaker, must have died of laughter from the heart.

Some things classified by fate are not yours, but you can't ask for them.

I looked away from the photo of the hospital and looked at another one, it was the Ferris wheel, on New Year's Eve.

At that time, he had already shed his youthful innocence and put on a silver cross. He was handsome, indifferent, and handsome.

His birthday was Christmas, and that year he was a singer who had just debuted but had amazed four people and quickly became famous.

He is so handsome, and it is reasonable to be dragged to death by scouts on the road. In comparison, in fact, that year was a huge change for me.

Me, this ordinary me, this mother who died long ago without a father, who lived a poor but not happy life at his uncle's house, who never thought of being successful, suddenly appeared out of thin air.

After all kinds of proofs and explanations from them, I suddenly understood why I had never had a father since I was a child, so I suddenly became the illegitimate son of the president of a giant entertainment company. The company shares were left to me, a son he had never met. What's more unusual was that his divorced real wife's biological son, my half brother, not only did not learn the tricks of the ancient princes who sought power, usurped the throne and changed the will, On the contrary, he has been very kind to me from the very beginning.

So I suddenly had money, a company, and a brother.

In this way, Luo Yuchen has become an artist, and I have become the person who can control his life and death.

How can I harm Luo Yuchen, it's too late for me to praise him.He was already with Xia Mingxiu at that time, and his relationship with me was also alienated.He is not the one who will come to me to beg me for his own future just because I became the president, but unexpectedly he came to beg me.

He asked me to promote Xia Mingxiu.

Xia Mingxiu is naturally very handsome, but there are too many good-looking people in this world. The company basically wants to make popular whoever is popular, and it can't be done if it's not Xia Mingxiu or even Luo Yuchen.We are all well aware of this.

So the exchange condition I offered was to let him stay with me for ten years.He said yes.

He was not as surprised as I imagined, he seemed to know that I love him a long time ago, and he was prepared to sacrifice himself for that Xia Mingxiu when he came here this time.

I said: "Ten years, you are with me, you have to eat the rice I cooked, drink the milk I made tea, kiss me once a day, you are not allowed to run around with others, and you have to kiss me before twelve o'clock at night. Go home, I can allow you to turn on the desk lamp to waste electricity when you go to bed at night."

In fact, I was just talking about my enjoyment, and I was just talking about the life I imagined. I never thought that Luo Yuchen could sacrifice to such an extent for Xia Mingxiu.

Then he said, "Okay."

There was not even a hesitation or hesitation, as if I said let's go eat sushi tonight and he said yes, as easily and casually.

Although I was very frustrated, I finally got what I wanted as if I had won 100 million.

We were lovers for ten years after that.

Floating by Luo Yuchen's side for a few days, sometimes I was surprised to see a completely unfamiliar him.

He always looked the same when he was working, and he was also like this when I was hiding in a corner and watching him. He was obviously in the middle of the crowd, but he seemed to be detached from the world, his eyes wandered to nowhere, and his thoughts might be even more wandering. .

He is forever elusive and incomprehensible.

I left, he should still be very happy in his heart, but he didn't see any special joy or sorrow.

He had been a rather moody man.When you are happy, your whole body is full of sunshine, and when you are depressed, it is so obvious that a dark cloud is floating above your head.

He wouldn't have started getting lifeless if I hadn't pushed him to stay with me all the time.

Xia Mingxiu really packed up and started to move in, his things gradually increased in the house.

At the door, he saw the box containing the photos that Luo Yuchen picked out to be thrown away, so he carried it to Luo Yuchen in a nosy manner.

He seemed to like stepping on Luo Yuchen's minefield very much, so he held his head up and said, "Luo Yuchen, can't you even keep this?"

I knew that what Xia Mingxiu touched this time was not an ordinary detonator, but a torpedo.But after thinking about it, although Xia Mingxiu is confused, he is not stupid. He should know what thunder is. He naturally has a certain amount of capital to dare to touch thunder. Unlike me, I am humbled in front of Luo Yuchen, so I have to always be Trying to avoid Luo Yuchen's sharp edge.

Because it is quite sharp, it hurts a lot when stabbed.In this regard, Luo Yuchen probably saw that Xia Mingxiu's skin was much tenderer than mine, so he never had the heart to stab casually.