White collar guy from a working-class background

I regret.For the first time in my life, I regretted so much.But I want to declare:

First, I am not regretting that I did some tricks and was sent to Chifeng.

To be honest, when I saw Gai Zhihui's expression of swallowing a mouse after seeing me, his hair was shaved, and the anger that ruined the painting disappeared immediately.In the bathroom, I originally wanted to give him a good meal, but listening to the brisk song, I changed my mind for some reason.

That fool is a typical knife-mouthed bean curd heart, as long as you show a little weakness, he will rush over and throw a few stones and pretend to comfort you.

Others may think he's hypocritical, but I like it.

Second, it's not that he regrets messing up his good business with the female doctor surnamed Wang.

I didn't pay attention to that woman at first, but when I saw the traces of love left by that woman on him, I really wanted to kill him. God knows how hard it took me to control my violent emotions mood.

The 50 yuan was deliberately set by me. If Gai Zhihui really used that money to buy a house and get married, then he will wait for the bank to apply for a subpoena to the court!Even if I paid more than twice the price of 50 for this game, I don't think it's a pity.

Unlike Gai Zhihui, who is so poor, I never cared about money. You must know that the several foreign trade companies I opened in the name of my younger brother, the income for a year is enough to make that country bumpkin look stupid.

It's worth the money to teach that idiot a lesson!

In fact, it's also for his own good, just like Gai Zhihui, if you find another like that, it will be a divorce in a few years.What is the background of the woman surnamed Wang, can I not know?After asking a few friends in the hospital, they cleared up the investigation about her and the vice president.

But before Gai Zhihui got married, he started to dump me, who did he think he was?dump me?no way!

So I also took care of the mundane affairs of those mothers-in-law and mothers, helped the useless vice president to manage the relationship, and then hinted that it was Wang Wenzhu's help. Sure enough, a pair of dogs and men got together logically.

Although everything went according to my plan, I was still unhappy in my heart. Since I was a child, when I was an alternate spare tire, Gai Zhihui was not stupid in this regard, and he had both ways.

So after arranging everything, I deliberately didn't go back to Chifeng, so that Gai Zhihui could experience the feeling of being lost.The thought of Gai Zhihui's eagerness and bewilderment in not being able to find me made me laugh out loud several times when I slept in the middle of the night.

What I regret is why I was so free that day, I promised Sheng Qingchu to have dinner together, and how it happened that I ran into that idiot.

His taste was still so bad that he bought me a fake pair that was not even good enough for firewood.I have been with fools for a long time, and I also have a low IQ. At that moment, I was happier than receiving a priceless famous painting.

When Gai Zhihui asked me who Sheng Qingchu was, I immediately said that she was my girlfriend without thinking.

Thinking about it now, I just wanted to see how he looked when he was drinking vinegar.

What makes me regret is: the cost of drinking vinegar is much higher than drinking Remy Martin.

The iron cock pickled in vinegar tore up the painting, and then walked away.

Seeing him as if beaten by frost, I didn't feel the joy of revenge at all.On the same day, I took the express train back to Chifeng.

When I saw Gai Zhihui messing around with that Gao Xiaobao in the field, I knew I had lost, and the bottle of old vinegar was poured into my stomach intact.

When I took that job change application and said, "Break your way out", I really hoped that he could stick by my side and rely on me.

This man is philistine, vulgar, and loves to play tricks, so what?I don't mind having such a vulgar thing around me.

But when he was forced to take off the uniform, I found that something seemed to be ripped from him.

I have some regrets.For the first time in my life, I didn't know if I was doing the right thing.

He didn't give me much time to think, and all I was left with after a night of partying was a brief computer audio clip.

I listened to it over and over again, and at that moment, I finally realized what heartache is.

It turned out that before I knew it, I had also gone too far on a road that I shouldn't have taken.

What am I supposed to do after smashing a room full of stuff?

One hour, I used to break up with the nominal girlfriend.Because I am the daughter of the old man's family friend, I have to spend more time to interview in person and accept the baptism of coffee and noodles.It's not because of that idiot, I've never liked Sheng Qingchu, it didn't matter before, just put off my family, what about now?I don't have any intention of being false to her anymore.

In one month, I used it to be discharged from the army. Because of the opposition of my family, I spent more time.It wasn't because of that silly hat, I never wanted to wear this military uniform, and as I grew more feathered, I was no longer a threat to the old man at home.

For the remaining 11 months, I was struggling.I don't know if I should go after that person or not.

So what if you catch up?He is a philistine, vulgar, and loves to play tricks, but he actually longs for a true love more than anyone else.

I don't know how long my love can last. When the fire of love is extinguished, what should that person do?Thinking that I have only hurt and deceived him all this time, I really lost my confidence and knew what cowardice is.

For a while, I was locked in the room where the two of us lived together, living alone in isolation, with only the paintbrush in my hand and a large canvas to accompany me all day long.

It is him who is described, sleeping soundly, playing ball, and passionately.When you wake up from a dream and find that the room is full of people who are haunted by dreams, but you can't touch the warm body, that feeling can really drive people crazy.

In the end, I could no longer draw portraits.

All that remains in my mind is the clear blue sky - so beautiful!

When I hung the picture of the sky covered by green leaves on the ceiling, and then lay on the floor to enjoy it quietly, it seemed that there was still a person lying beside me, quietly telling his ideals.

I smiled and stretched out my hand to touch it, but there was only a piece of cold floor under my hand.At that moment, it seemed that some cold liquid slipped out of my eye sockets.

I'm going to find him, what will happen to the future?

I don't know, all I know is that it's time for me to set off, find him, and this time there will be no calculation or deceit, just like that blue sky...

Now that person is facing the sea breeze, walking towards me, I can't help stretching out my hand, holding his tightly, and will never let go.