White collar guy from a working-class background

Fu Shuai withdrew his hand and hugged Gai Zhihui, but found that Gai hadn't taken off his clothes.

"Why did you sleep without taking off your clothes?" Fu Shuai said while unbuttoning Gai Zhihui's clothes in the dark.

Gai Zhihui lay on his back on the bed, allowing Fu Shuai to peel off his clothes.Soon there was only one underwear left on her body.

Fu Shuai was very tired at first, but when he took off his clothes and touched the smooth and firm skin, his dormant desire suddenly raised his head slightly.

So he pressed on Gai Zhihui's body and skillfully kissed and caressed him.

Gai Zhihui closed his eyes slightly, and tried his best to relax his body to enjoy the sensual trembling brought by Fu Shuai.Just when Fu Shuai was about to start the battle, Gai Zhihui suddenly gasped and said: "Fu Shuai, I like you..." For some reason, thousands of questions came to his lips, but turned into the most unreliable sentence nonsense.

Before the words left the tip of his tongue, his heart seemed to have secretly stopped. He held his breath, waiting for Fu Shuai's answer... it should be said to be taunting.

"I like your...ass too...ah...so tight!"

Fu Shuai was fascinated, man, what can you expect him to say in bed?

At the moment of insertion, Gai Zhihui closed his eyes in pain, Fenghua is a fucking snowy moon, let's just lie obediently in the broken pages!Where does so much romance and love come from in reality?When the beautiful love leaves the book, how can it not be touched by the coldness and calculation of reality?

Just this one night - after another night of indulgence, I will bring my derailed life back to the right track little by little...

Fu Shuai seldom sleeps in, even if he is a lazy person, he will be somewhat disciplined under the constraints of the army.

However, after rushing to repair the radar last night, and driving out overnight after the shift was handed over, coupled with the sensual tumbling in the second half of the night, it is not uncommon to sleep until the sun rises the next day.

When he opened his eyes, there was no one around him.

"Gai Zhihui!" He lay on the bed and shouted loudly, but still no one answered.

Shouldn't it be time to buy something early?While pondering, Fu Shuai got up and put on his nightgown.

When I walked to the study, I found that the computer was turned on. I walked over and saw that there was an audio file on it, and it was turned on.The title is "Gai Zhihui's Last Art Cell".

When he pressed the start button, Gai Zhihui's low voice slowly overflowed from the subwoofer of the computer.

"Fu Shuai, I like you, not only the one below you, but also your scheming and calculating. Have you been waiting for this sentence? I should congratulate you, you have successfully completed a large-scale performance art. I don't know what name you will give it? Let's call it 'Nothing'!

Fu Shuai, you have won, and I have nothing more to lose.For a person of ordinary origin like me, what is there that is worth your troubles to tease?I'm afraid this answer is beyond the reach of a person with a brain like mine. Damn... I'm obviously a victim, but I dare not confront you face to face. I can only cry to a broken computer Mike about my failure. "

As he spoke, Gai Zhihui's voice could be heard choked with sobs.

"I'm such a coward. I don't even have the courage to hear you say that you are just playing with me and framing me. Apart from the [-] deposit, I only have those memories... Fu Shuai, You are a fucking person, but when I am with you, I am really happy. Hehe, now that I think about it, after living so long, the only relationship I have devoted myself to is actually with a man. Even I despise myself , I’ll be ashamed again and take this memory away! I’m sorry, I can’t wait until the day when you declare victory to me personally, I’ve never been a strong person, so... let’s just say goodbye, later will be indefinite."

The audio ended, and Fu Shuai pressed the repeat button expressionlessly to listen to it again.Then he went back to the bedroom and opened the closet, all of Xiao Gai's clothes and luggage disappeared.

He rushed back to the study and listened to the recording again, and suddenly kicked the case down, and the connected wires were ripped apart.

"Perfect fart! Gai Zhihui, you are my fucking failure in life!"

After kicking several times in a row, when the study room was tossed into a mess, Fu Shuai slowly controlled his out-of-control emotions. He cut his hair, got dressed, picked up the key and drove to work.

After Gai Zhihui came out of Fu Shuai's apartment that day.

He pressed the road blankly for a while.

He was thinking about his future plans.

Revenge?That thing also needs cost, either you have a high IQ, or you have a lot of money, and at worst you have to have the viciousness to cut people like melons.Gai Zhihui thinks that he is a person without three, and those three Fu Shuai are not lacking, so don't fight with others.

When I passed by a lottery station, I thought about the phrase "Unhappy in love, proud in the casino", then turned in and bought several lottery tickets for 50 yuan.

When he was in the hotel at night, he stared nervously at the TV screen, watching the ball numbers tumbling out.

In the end, like a deflated ball, he tore the remaining lottery tickets to pieces one by one.

The 50 yuan was in vain.Veteran lottery players say that the lottery is the most expensive thing to persevere, and the million-dollar prize may not be won, but the small prize must be guaranteed, at least it can make ends meet, and neither earn nor lose.

But since Gai Zhihui bought lottery tickets, winning three or five yuan is rare.Wealth and luck cannot be obtained by force, but it is a pity that he used to believe that his life would rely on a small speculation, and then there would be a magnificent turnaround.

For the last time, he reminded himself that one's feet should still be on the ground.

Then he bought a train ticket with the money left in his pocket, and the destination was Dandong.

One of Gai Zhihui's subordinates used to be a non-commissioned officer whose hometown was Dandong. He gave up the work of assigning the location and still went home to raise fish by the sea.I came across it on the Internet some time ago, and it is said that the income after one year is still good.So Gai Zhihui defected to his old comrade-in-arms, and contracted a tidal flat with his only 5 yuan left.

Standing by the breeding pond, Gai Zhihui took a deep breath against the sea breeze.

Over the past year, the strong sea breeze has turned Gai Zhihui into a real fisherman, his red-black skin shining brightly in the sun.

He lowered his head to carefully inspect the sea cucumber seedlings stocked in the pond, and sprinkled the adjusted bait in the pond carefully.When he was inspecting the project, Gai Zhihui chose sea cucumbers at a glance, because sea cucumbers have high nutritional value, considerable economic benefits, simple breeding and easy management, and are suitable for people like Gai Zhihui who have become monks halfway through.

Due to limited funds, it is impossible to engage in large-scale breeding, so I can only learn while raising in such a small way. Fortunately, I have my old comrades to help, and I have avoided a lot of detours, but don’t expect to make a profit in the first two years. .Earn back the capital first and then develop slowly!

Parents already knew about their expulsion from the military.That time he went home in person, knelt at the door and let his father beat him with a broom.

But the one who cried the most was not the mother, but the father who kept waving his arms.

Gai Zhihui didn't make any excuses, he just said to his father: "Father, hit me! Don't hold back if you are angry, I will let you old couple live a good life."

With scars all over his body, Gai Zhihui returned to Dandong, tending the pond during the day, and studying related breeding books at night in a simple wooden house by the tidal flat.There is no time for the mind to be idle.

Why didn't I think that life could be so simple before?You don't have to think about currying favor with anyone or scheming anyone, as long as you are willing to put in the hard work and sweat, you will be able to get the labor rewards you deserve.

The phoenix who flew out of the mountain nest, how could he feel that the colorful world outside is suitable for him?There are some things in the bones of country people that will never change. Even if you force yourself to change, you will end up in a different end.

Now Gai Zhihui's mood is unprecedentedly calm. Looking at the sea, people's mood seems to have opened up a lot. Maybe he just settled down here, and maybe he will expand the small breeding pond into a breeding farm, and then raise his father Mother took it over, took a simple fisherman's daughter, and gave birth to two fat sons.Happiness is actually not too far away from yourself?

"Gai Zhihui, look who's coming to see you!" A loud shout broke Gai Zhihui's contemplation. He looked up, and it turned out that an old comrade-in-arms came over with a bottle of wine, smiling and stepping on the stones by the pool. .

And behind him was a tall man, wearing a pair of jeans with a few holes in them, and a simple white T-shirt on his upper body.The most exaggerated thing was that an old man had long hair hanging past his ears, and the strands of his hair fluttered messily in the wind.

The bait bucket in Gai Zhihui's hand hit the ground with a "Peng".The body looked at the visitor stiffly.

"Zhihui, long time no see." Shaking his long hair, Fu Shuai greeted Gai Zhihui with a smile, as if there had never been a gap of deceit or a distance of time between the two.

The old comrade-in-arms didn't know the secret relationship between the two of them, and only thought that Fu Shuai was visiting Gai Zhihui's comrade in the army.

He moved out a folding table from the wooden house, and warmly invited the two of them to come over for a drink.

The salty sea breeze rushed into Gai Zhihui's nasal cavity, and he realized that he had been holding his breath just now.

It's not that he never thought that Fu Shuai would come after him and explain that he didn't intend to deceive him.The shell followed the calendar page by page, and the most absurd dream would never appear again at midnight.

But now, the man was sitting opposite him, eating raw shrimp and oysters with white wine as if nothing had happened.

When the wine was drunk, the comrade-in-arms answered the phone and took a step ahead if he was in a hurry.

Only the two of them drank in silence.

"I'm out of the military."

"..."

"My dad really severed the father-son relationship with me this time..."

"..."

"After you left, I have been suffering from insomnia, or I always have the same dream when I sleep. The dream is a cornfield, lying there and looking at the sky is particularly blue."

"..."

"Gai Zhihui, I love you."

"roll."

Gai Zhihui finally spoke. He thought that after a year of precipitation, he would be able to calmly deal with this executioner who upended his life, but when the matter came to an end, he realized that the previous relief and forgiveness were all nonsense.Some wounds never heal in a lifetime.

Now all he needs in his life are his parents, a virtuous wife, an intelligent child and a pool of fresh and plump sea cucumbers.And this young master who brazenly proclaimed his love, he wanted to completely wipe it out from his life.

His love looks so good, covering up the deadly poison, that taste, once tasted, never forget "I won't go away, it took me a year to figure this out, I don't Mind spending the rest of my time proving this to you."

Gai Zhihui simply entered the room and closed the door with a snap.

The tidal flat next door to Gai Zhihui was finally contracted by someone.

The seedlings raised in a large pond change from time to time. Today it is a large plate of abalone seedlings, and tomorrow it is a pair of shrimps. In short, none of them can survive smoothly.

That's it, that guy didn't withdraw, and was still happily burning money to play at the beach.

"Zhihui, come and take a look, why is the skin of my sea cucumber rotten? I'm so anxious!"

The people behind were screaming like crows, but unfortunately the master didn't even raise his head, and continued to organize the aquaculture water bodies to be put in.

"As long as someone stops pouring soybean oil into their breeding ponds in the middle of the night, the sea cucumbers will definitely be alive and kicking."

Hearing Gai Zhihui's taunts, Fu Shuai didn't see through the embarrassment at all, and still haunted Gai Zhihui shamelessly.

The strong girl is afraid of pestering her husband.Lie Nan was also afraid.Look, Zhihui told himself complete sentences today.You must know that the entanglement in the past half a day was only in exchange for a "fuck" or a "bah"!

Fu Shuai secretly encouraged himself.

"Zhihui, let me help you. What shall we have for lunch today? I think the drunken crab you made yesterday looks delicious. You can make some for me later!"

Gai Zhihui was so annoyed by him, if he hadn't invested too much here and hadn't recovered the cost, he really had the urge to leave.

"Ah, Fu Shuai slipped his foot and accidentally scraped his leg down on the stone by the pool. The edges of the stone were sharp enough, and even his jeans were cut open. Blood gushed out all at once.

Gai Zhihui frowned, and asked reluctantly, "Is there a medicine box in your house?"

"Yes, it's under the bed, please."

After all, Xiao Gai didn't have the skills to wait until death. When he went to Gai Zhihui's wooden house, the first thing he saw was a large oil painting that occupied one wall.

There are no weird figures in the painting, but a large piece of blue sky, and the clouds in the sky are vaguely in the shape of two people lying on their backs side by side.A few large green corn leaves set off the blue sky.

Gai Zhihui stared blankly, as if he had returned to the cornfield warmed by the sun.The smell of earth is in the nose, and the strong arms are resting on the head.

Picking up the medicine box under the bed, Gai Zhihui walked towards the yelling man along the soft beach.

There was a clear footprint under my feet, which slowly returned to flatness after being slapped by a wave of waves.But the road of life that people have walked cannot pass without a trace.

What if you go wrong? How can you know where you are going if you don’t go to the end?

Gai Zhihui deliberately slowed down.Since that person still likes to calculate, and even deliberately cut his thigh to play tricks, let him hurt for a while.There are not many drunk crabs in the jar, I will make more tomorrow...

The long-lost singing voice sounded softly again from Gai Zhihui's mouth: "Little man, when the wind blows, he loves being poor and happy every day..." And the footprints under his feet are very long and long...

The author has something to say:

Some people say that the crazy boy is unfinished and killed. I don’t even admit that the ending of most of the essays is still quite intentional. But those who often read the essays know that they have the habit of writing extra episodes to continue the plot, so... this article and extra episodes are like this Thank you all for appreciating and bowing deeply.