lovers have a mint heart
Chapter 73 I am the one who is the least worthy
Yi Jueqiu saw that Ning Zhexin bought a camera, thought that he suddenly became interested in photography, and encouraged him to take more pictures. Although he was not used to facing the camera, he still served as his photography model for several nights.
Ning Zhe spent almost the whole night shooting, following behind him, entering the bathroom, entering the room, riding on him, and pressing the shutter recklessly.
"Actually—" Yi Jueqiu prolonged his voice on purpose: "Without these nude photos, I would have obeyed you."
Ning Zhe put down the camera, bowed his head and kissed him, "I know."
he whispered.
The next second, a wisp of warm liquid dripped onto Yi Jueqiu's body, red, with a slight pat, twisting like a flower.
Ning Zhe subconsciously touched his nose and wiped the blood on his hand.
Both of them froze, Yi Jueqiu bounced off the bed, hugged Ning Zhe and rushed to the bathroom.
Ning Zhe commanded Yi Jueqiu soberly with a vague voice: "Put me down, there are ice cubes downstairs, bring them up."
"it is good."
He rushed downstairs and saw that the freezer compartment of the refrigerator was full of ice cubes. He froze for a moment. It was obvious that someone prepared it here.
Before he had time to think too much, he found an ice bucket, poured all the ice cubes into it, and took it to the bathroom on the second floor.
Ning Zhe was pouring cold water on his face, Yi Jueqiu adjusted the temperature of the bathroom higher, Ning Zhe pointed to the sink: "Pour in some ice cubes."
So Yi Jueqiu saw him apply a pool full of ice water to his face, the blood continued to flow out, drained the water, replaced with new ice cubes and continued...everything was done very familiarly.
"I'll call the doctor over."
Yi Jueqiu couldn't stand it.
"Need not."
Ning Zhe raised his face from the water, and said with wetness, "It's all right, look, the bleeding is not so much now."
The blood had indeed faded a lot. Ning Zhe directly covered his face with a handful of ice cubes. Yi Jueqiu held his hand, which was cold, and his whole body shivered slightly because of the coldness. He asked, "While I'm not here, Is it like this often?" Ning Zhe loosened the ice, and the blood finally stopped, he rinsed briefly in the sink, a hot towel gently covered his face, Yi Jueqiu pressed down with his fingers, Ning Zhe The voice was a little gruff: "No, just once or twice."
The hot towel was removed, and Yi Jueqiu began to pour hot water into the bathtub: "Soak in hot water to warm up before going to bed."
"okay."
With the sound of rushing water, Yi Jueqiu said, "Ning Zhe, I want to tell you something."
"What's the matter?" Ning Zhe looked at him, Yi Jueqiu looked very serious.
He sat by the bathtub and took Ning Zhe's hand: "I... found a doctor who is a very powerful expert in biological genetics. Let's try it?" Ning Zhe seemed not surprised by the news at all, he He was only a little startled, and then smiled: "Okay."
It was Yi Jueqiu who was surprised. Ning Zhe's reaction was completely unexpected. He didn't reject or resist. He didn't even ask Yi Jueqiu how he knew about his illness and who he went to. He didn't ask anything, just Accepted so easily.
The water in the bathtub has been placed, and the whole bathroom is full of steam. Yi Jueqiu reaches out to help Ning Zhe take off his clothes, and then hugs him into the hot water. , helping Ning fold and brush his back.
Ning Zhe likes this best, lying on the side of the bathtub warmly, like a cat being groomed by its owner.
Yi Jueqiu's voice was also wet, and he whispered softly: "The new laboratory is also being prepared, and it will be ready soon. The doctor said that we can try conservative treatment."
Ning Zhe's eyes were closed, his eyelashes were so long, and the fine mist condensed into fine water droplets, hanging on the tip of the eyelashes one by one. Looking at him, Yi Jueqiu couldn't help but imagine his healthy appearance, thinking that he was the biggest in the world. bewitched.
He has to do it, he can only do it.
The taste of the New Year in City A is gradually getting stronger. Stores in the streets and alleys and luxury shopping centers are inevitably playing lively and prosperous New Year songs, and there are year-end promotions that can be seen everywhere. There were more people, and they were all beaming people shopping.
In the evening, Yi Jueqiu drove back to Heishi. He made an appointment with a newly opened restaurant and planned to take Ning Zhe there for dinner, but he sent a message early and Ning Zhe didn't come back. Yi Jueqiu thought he fell asleep again, so he went home early.
The room is very quiet. Although it was quiet before, Ning Zhe used to play a little soft music when he was here, but today there was no sound and the lights were dim.
Yi Jueqiu stood at the entrance of the hall and called, "Ning Zhe?" There was no answer.
He turned on the light, went to the living room, the kitchen, and went to the second floor. The living room, bedroom, and study room were all empty. He even went to the small servant's room in the stairwell to check, and it was empty.
Take out the phone and press Ning Zhe's name, "This number has been turned off."
The mechanical words were repeated over and over again.
Where did he go?Yi Jueqiu stood in front of the sofa in the living room, momentarily dazed.
In front of him, the camera was still on the tripod, and a stool was placed in front of the lens for some reason, as if someone had taken a selfie while sitting here, Yi Jueqiu walked over subconsciously and pressed the switch of the camera .
There was only one video in the storage card, he clicked on it, and saw Ning Zhe's face.
He sat on the high stool, smiled at himself, and called out his name: "Yi Jueqiu."
Then he seemed to feel that this move was a little weird, he tilted his head unnaturally, then turned back and started talking to him.
"Why did I know you, Yi Jueqiu? I thought about it, we met because of a fraud case, there is no worse beginning than this, it is not romantic at all, it has nothing to do with all the good words half-associated.
I think, you really hated me, as a substitute for Ning Zhenci, as...even myself, I'm just a little bastard with no moral limit, all the evils of Ning Zhenci, I also have a share.
But why didn't you continue to hate?Yi Jueqiu, you are so irresponsible, how can you hate someone halfway, and then turn around and treat him better and better?In this way, I don't think I can continue to hate you.
You should throw me out, on the street or in prison, whether I live or die, why do you care about so many things, someone wants my life, why do you rush to protect me.
I hate you, Yi Jueqiu, I have never hated someone so much.
Very early on, I planned everything. The investigation of the investigation department was originally a traitor and I informed the police. Even Ning Zhenci's death was planned by me. How to deal with it, Yi Jueqiu, I don't need you at all, it's you who broke in by yourself to bear all this for me.
I don't believe that everyone involved in Ning Zhenci's case is innocent, even including you. Can you believe that you were the first in my plan.
I approach you, try my best to stay by your side, and have other plans from the beginning to the end, Yi Jueqiu, do you think I like you, no, I always think about how to deal with you.
I hate everything so much, I hate my whole life, how can I fall in love with you?Yi Jueqiu, you're really not worth doing that for me, not worth it... When Feng Chuan told me that I was just a stand-in and you actually liked Ah Ru, I was really happy.
In this way, many things can be explained, and I don’t hate you anymore. All your kindness to me is just an extension of liking Ah Ru, and I can finally feel at ease.
At this moment, I also found out that I don't love you either. This is really a joke, so these days when we were together, we were just acting with each other. In the end, we staged a draw.
After acting for a long time, it will look very real, but it is not after all. When the curtain falls, we are just two ordinary people with our own scheming.
I'm dying, it's so painful to live, I've lived in this world for almost 20 years, in the end, I can't think of anything worth remembering.
No, I won’t miss you, Yi Jueqiu, I’m just a pet you raised, you are willing to provide this pet with a shelter from the wind and rain, a hot meal, a warm clothes, and then expect this pet to be grateful for it ?No, I will not.
I want to leave you, I'm almost dead, can't I leave you?
Yi Jueqiu, please let me go.
There are tens of thousands of people in this world, but I am the least worthy one. "
Yi Jueqiu held the camera until he finished watching, trembling all over, and then fell down on the sofa.
What did he see?What did Ning Zhe say?Is it an illusion from beginning to end?He was around just trying to deal with himself?Didn't like it at all?And said... he was just a pet raised by himself?He is not worth it?Yes, among the incoherent words in this passage, only this sentence is correct, he is really not worth it!Yi Jueqiu stared at the camera fiercely, then smashed it to the ground, Ning Zhe's face disappeared instantly from the LCD screen, and the lens shattered into countless pieces and scattered all over the ground.
The author has something to say: This is the second time in my book that the main character leaves without saying a word (Why do I love this meme so much... This time it is different from "White Dove", the boy left for 5 years, Xiao Ning will soon...
Chapter 74 Xiao Ning... Is that you?
In the early morning, at the high-speed gate leading to the south, Li Zirui saw that tall and thin young man from a long distance away. He was well dressed, his skin was as white as snow, his hair was a little long, and he was carrying a simple backpack. Outside the gate, I asked those passing cars one by one what they didn’t know. Some of those cars ignored him at all, and some of them rolled down the driver’s window, talked to him a few words and then shook their heads apologetically. The cars drove away one by one. The young man seemed anxious and tired.
Does he want a ride?Li Zirui guessed in his heart, but he was very puzzled, because this young man not only looks good, but also looks very rich. He wears a coat that hangs in the mall with many zeros on the label. How could such a person take advantage of the wind? car?Wherever you go, you should be in first class on the plane.
But he also vaguely hoped that he would not take the car in front of him, and hoped that he would go with him and give him a ride.
The vehicles lined up, Li Zirui moved several parking spaces forward, and the young man stood beside his car. After asking for a long time, he seemed a little discouraged, and squatted on the side of the road silently.
Li Zirui rolled down the car window, touched his head, and asked him loudly: "Well, where are you going?" The young man raised his head, the light in his eyes flickered, and he approached and said, "Hi, I want to Going to K city, can you give me a ride if you drop by?" Li Zirui thought for a while, and said to him: "This is very far from K city, and K city is at the southernmost tip of the Asian League, no one will drive so far local."
The light in the young man's eyes dimmed instantly, but he still nodded politely and said to him, "Well, okay, thank you then."
Li Zirui didn't have time to ask him why he didn't take the plane or the intercity high-speed rail. The car in front of him was already moving, so he quickly said to the young man, "But the direction I'm going to is the same as City K. Halfway there, it's called Dongdong." Quanshi, if you don't mind, you can go there with me, and then find a car to go to K City?" The young man raised his head abruptly, and nodded quickly and violently: "Yes, yes!" "Then you hurry up!" Come up, we're going through the gate right away."
Li Zirui said, pressing the safety button on the passenger seat.
The young man must have stood at the gate for a long time, and got into the car wrapped in the winter chill. Li Zirui turned the temperature of the air conditioner in the car to the highest level, and the young man said "thank you" to him again.
When the car got on the highway, Li Zirui glanced at the young man out of the corner of his eye, and saw him sitting upright but in a daze, Li Zirui said, "This...uh friend, my name is Li Zirui, and your name is What name? The young man came back to his senses and said in a daze, "Hi Zirui, my name is Ning Zhe. "
Ning Zhe reported his name, feeling a little apprehensive. In those few months, Ning Zhenci and his name were in the news almost every day.
However, Li Zirui just shook his head for a moment, and said: "Ning Zhe, this name seems familiar... Cough, never mind, by the way, why do you need to take a car to K city? It will be faster to go there by plane or intercity high-speed rail .”
Only then did Ning Zhe take a closer look at Li Zirui. He drove a cheap car. He should not be tall, with a round face and short hair. I didn't pay too much attention to this sensational big case in the OA circle.
"Well... I've been to City K once before, and I want to go again. In fact, I've never been anywhere except City A, and I want to experience it by taking a ride."
Ning Zhe's explanation is full of loopholes.
But Li Zirui seemed to have skipped all these mistakes and omissions. He thought this was a rich young man who came out to experience life.
Li Zirui never imagined that the cash collected by this seemingly rich young master would not be enough for him to live outside for a month. Ning did not bring the black card with him when he folded out. Mobile phones, bank cards, airplanes or high-speed trains are all ways to find mobile information.
It takes about seven or eight hours to drive from here to Dongquan City, which is not a short journey. Li Zirui told him: "We will drive for about seven or eight hours, and we will take a rest in the service area once or twice in the middle. You can go to the toilet, eat something, cheer up, and move your body."
Ning Zhe nodded: "Oh, yes."
Then he reacted: "Then I can buy you something to eat, and by the way, I can also drive. If you are tired, we can change the driving."
Li Zirui was pleasantly surprised: "Really, that's great, my cervical spine is not very good, it will become numb after a long time, I will drive first, and I will switch to you when I am tired."
"okay."
"Zirui, what are you going to Dongquan City for?" Out of politeness, Ning Zhe also started chatting with his companion.
"Well, I'm not going to Winter Spring City, I'm going back. My home is there. This trip to City A is to discuss a business."
Li Zirui said.
"Oh, so, then what do you do?" Ning Zhe asked again.
Li Zirui smiled a little embarrassedly: "I have a very small design company, and this time I came to City A to participate in a design bidding for a project."
Ning Zhe praised sincerely: "Really? You are so amazing, you also look very young, and you have your own company."
"No, no, no," Li Zirui waved his hands desperately with one free hand: "It's really a small company, including me, there are only four people, this time they say they are here to bid, but they are actually here to learn, and they don't plan to win the bid at all. I just want to see how the powerful design institutes do this kind of projects.”
"That's amazing!" Li Zirui seemed to want to end this topic quickly, he asked: "What about you, Ning Zhe, what are you doing?" Ning Zhe was startled, what was he doing?He...hasn't done anything, so he confesses, "I haven't started working yet."
"Oh," Li Zirui turned his head and glanced at him: "You should be very young. It's still early for work. Anyway, working is not a happy thing. It doesn't matter if you start later."
"I...haven't turned [-] yet, so I should start working soon."
Ning Zhe said that he really thought so. After all, he didn't have much money. Even if he didn't have a good life for a long time, he would spend every day of his life. He had to really work to earn money.
Li Zirui reacted belatedly: "Oh, you should be O or A, right? Only OA needs to be 20 years old, and is allowed to start working after the differentiation protection period."
"Yes, I am Omega."
Ning Zhe hesitated and said this.
Then he realized for the first time, this is the first time he said to someone, I am Omega.
There was no abnormality in his heart, no discomfort, and a little bit of relief, he was born with it, and it always was.
Near noon, he passed a service area. Ning Zhe invited Li Zirui to have lunch. There was nothing delicious in the service area, so Ning Zhe ordered the best dish he could find. He ordered a cup of hot water, opened his backpack before eating, and He took out a box from inside, poured out more than a dozen pills by category, and swallowed them all with hot water after several mouthfuls.
Li Zirui was stunned and asked, "Are you in poor health? Why are you taking so many medicines?" Ning Zhe shook his head apologetically, and said with a smile, "No, they are actually just energy supplements. I... digest There are some problems with the system, and the nutrition is not keeping up, so I need to take some energy supplements."
"That's it..." Li Zirui was still a little worried: "Then you can't eat so much, your body needs to be nourished slowly, so you still have to eat more."
"Well, I ate it too."
Ning Zhe picked up the chopsticks, perhaps because he successfully found the car today and met a good traveling companion, Ning Zhe's appetite can still be eaten.
Unexpectedly, Li Zirui added another sentence: "If you don't eat well when you go out alone, your family will worry."
The food in Ning Zhe's throat suddenly choked, he coughed violently, Li Zirui hurriedly poured hot water for him, Ning Zhe coughed for a while and finally stopped, his face was flushed.
He drank a few sips of hot water and slowly calmed down. His family...worry...he has no family, only Yi Jueqiu.
At this time, Yi Jueqiu didn't know that he had left, he should still be working, maybe in a meeting, who he was talking to on the phone, he was my family member, Ning Zhe thought, the only family member in this world now.
He left such a harsh sentence, denying everything in the past, and roughly and arbitrarily concluded that this relationship was all fake, pushing the only family member out of the door.
He couldn't guess Yi Jueqiu's reaction when he saw this passage, maybe he would sneer, maybe he would be furious, he hoped that Yi Jueqiu would have a heart that wanted to blow himself to pieces, so that everything would not be sad, Yi Jueqiu would not It's worth feeling sorry for yourself.
It should have ended a long time ago. A person like himself has no good luck to survive.
How can there be any good luck to get love.
Li Zirui was on the opposite side, so he couldn't guess what kind of ups and downs the person on the other side was going through. He saw that Ning Zhe only ate half of the food, then stopped and couldn't eat any more.
In the second half of the journey, Ning Zhe drove, and the rest of the journey suddenly became silent. Ning Zhe drove steadily, and Li Zirui gradually fell asleep leaning against the window.
When I woke up, there were only a few tens of kilometers away from the high-speed exit of Dongquan City. It was already evening, and Li Zirui suddenly said, "Ning Zhe, it may not be easy to find a car to go to K City at such a late hour. Usually travel in winter I don’t know how to choose the night road, why don’t you stay at my house today? I’ll look for the car to K City with you tomorrow morning?” Ning Zhe hesitated for a while, his physical strength was actually not enough to support him to take the night bus, he wanted to The best thing is to find a hotel in Winter Springs and leave the next day.
Seeing him hesitate, Li Zirui said again: "My mother and I are the only two people in my house. It's safe. Don't worry."
Ning Zhe was not worried about this, he felt that it was too much trouble for others, but Li Zirui was sincere and enthusiastic, he nodded: "Okay, then thank you and auntie."
Dongquan City is already much southerly than City A. Although the winter here is still cold, it is not as piercing as City A. It is a very clean small city with mountains behind and river facing.
It was a bit late when we got home. Li Zirui's mother made dinner at home and waited for them to come back. It was white porridge hot pot with local characteristics. It was the first time for Ning Zhe to eat it. He thought it was very fresh, light and refreshing, and he liked it.
The three of them were eating hot pot while watching TV. Just after the news was over, the host suddenly heard what the director said in the earphones, and then looked up and said: "All the audience in front of the TV, now broadcast a special missing person announcement: from City A Mr. Y said: "Xiao Ning, it's useless to flee to the ends of the earth. You think I will believe your nonsense? You are wrong. You should say it in front of my face. Only then will I believe it. Do you dare? You don't." If you dare, you will just run away and leave me the nonsense that you dare not face yourself. Do you think you understand me well? No, you don’t understand at all. I will find you and let you meet again in person. Tell me those nonsense again!" Ning Zhe and Li Zirui were stunned on the spot, Li Zirui glanced at him hesitantly, and asked, "This Xiao Ning...is that you?" The author said: Well, I don’t know how to be, although there is a lot of demand for be now (you are all cute and devil, this couple will have a very warm ending (believe me seriously)
Ning Zhe spent almost the whole night shooting, following behind him, entering the bathroom, entering the room, riding on him, and pressing the shutter recklessly.
"Actually—" Yi Jueqiu prolonged his voice on purpose: "Without these nude photos, I would have obeyed you."
Ning Zhe put down the camera, bowed his head and kissed him, "I know."
he whispered.
The next second, a wisp of warm liquid dripped onto Yi Jueqiu's body, red, with a slight pat, twisting like a flower.
Ning Zhe subconsciously touched his nose and wiped the blood on his hand.
Both of them froze, Yi Jueqiu bounced off the bed, hugged Ning Zhe and rushed to the bathroom.
Ning Zhe commanded Yi Jueqiu soberly with a vague voice: "Put me down, there are ice cubes downstairs, bring them up."
"it is good."
He rushed downstairs and saw that the freezer compartment of the refrigerator was full of ice cubes. He froze for a moment. It was obvious that someone prepared it here.
Before he had time to think too much, he found an ice bucket, poured all the ice cubes into it, and took it to the bathroom on the second floor.
Ning Zhe was pouring cold water on his face, Yi Jueqiu adjusted the temperature of the bathroom higher, Ning Zhe pointed to the sink: "Pour in some ice cubes."
So Yi Jueqiu saw him apply a pool full of ice water to his face, the blood continued to flow out, drained the water, replaced with new ice cubes and continued...everything was done very familiarly.
"I'll call the doctor over."
Yi Jueqiu couldn't stand it.
"Need not."
Ning Zhe raised his face from the water, and said with wetness, "It's all right, look, the bleeding is not so much now."
The blood had indeed faded a lot. Ning Zhe directly covered his face with a handful of ice cubes. Yi Jueqiu held his hand, which was cold, and his whole body shivered slightly because of the coldness. He asked, "While I'm not here, Is it like this often?" Ning Zhe loosened the ice, and the blood finally stopped, he rinsed briefly in the sink, a hot towel gently covered his face, Yi Jueqiu pressed down with his fingers, Ning Zhe The voice was a little gruff: "No, just once or twice."
The hot towel was removed, and Yi Jueqiu began to pour hot water into the bathtub: "Soak in hot water to warm up before going to bed."
"okay."
With the sound of rushing water, Yi Jueqiu said, "Ning Zhe, I want to tell you something."
"What's the matter?" Ning Zhe looked at him, Yi Jueqiu looked very serious.
He sat by the bathtub and took Ning Zhe's hand: "I... found a doctor who is a very powerful expert in biological genetics. Let's try it?" Ning Zhe seemed not surprised by the news at all, he He was only a little startled, and then smiled: "Okay."
It was Yi Jueqiu who was surprised. Ning Zhe's reaction was completely unexpected. He didn't reject or resist. He didn't even ask Yi Jueqiu how he knew about his illness and who he went to. He didn't ask anything, just Accepted so easily.
The water in the bathtub has been placed, and the whole bathroom is full of steam. Yi Jueqiu reaches out to help Ning Zhe take off his clothes, and then hugs him into the hot water. , helping Ning fold and brush his back.
Ning Zhe likes this best, lying on the side of the bathtub warmly, like a cat being groomed by its owner.
Yi Jueqiu's voice was also wet, and he whispered softly: "The new laboratory is also being prepared, and it will be ready soon. The doctor said that we can try conservative treatment."
Ning Zhe's eyes were closed, his eyelashes were so long, and the fine mist condensed into fine water droplets, hanging on the tip of the eyelashes one by one. Looking at him, Yi Jueqiu couldn't help but imagine his healthy appearance, thinking that he was the biggest in the world. bewitched.
He has to do it, he can only do it.
The taste of the New Year in City A is gradually getting stronger. Stores in the streets and alleys and luxury shopping centers are inevitably playing lively and prosperous New Year songs, and there are year-end promotions that can be seen everywhere. There were more people, and they were all beaming people shopping.
In the evening, Yi Jueqiu drove back to Heishi. He made an appointment with a newly opened restaurant and planned to take Ning Zhe there for dinner, but he sent a message early and Ning Zhe didn't come back. Yi Jueqiu thought he fell asleep again, so he went home early.
The room is very quiet. Although it was quiet before, Ning Zhe used to play a little soft music when he was here, but today there was no sound and the lights were dim.
Yi Jueqiu stood at the entrance of the hall and called, "Ning Zhe?" There was no answer.
He turned on the light, went to the living room, the kitchen, and went to the second floor. The living room, bedroom, and study room were all empty. He even went to the small servant's room in the stairwell to check, and it was empty.
Take out the phone and press Ning Zhe's name, "This number has been turned off."
The mechanical words were repeated over and over again.
Where did he go?Yi Jueqiu stood in front of the sofa in the living room, momentarily dazed.
In front of him, the camera was still on the tripod, and a stool was placed in front of the lens for some reason, as if someone had taken a selfie while sitting here, Yi Jueqiu walked over subconsciously and pressed the switch of the camera .
There was only one video in the storage card, he clicked on it, and saw Ning Zhe's face.
He sat on the high stool, smiled at himself, and called out his name: "Yi Jueqiu."
Then he seemed to feel that this move was a little weird, he tilted his head unnaturally, then turned back and started talking to him.
"Why did I know you, Yi Jueqiu? I thought about it, we met because of a fraud case, there is no worse beginning than this, it is not romantic at all, it has nothing to do with all the good words half-associated.
I think, you really hated me, as a substitute for Ning Zhenci, as...even myself, I'm just a little bastard with no moral limit, all the evils of Ning Zhenci, I also have a share.
But why didn't you continue to hate?Yi Jueqiu, you are so irresponsible, how can you hate someone halfway, and then turn around and treat him better and better?In this way, I don't think I can continue to hate you.
You should throw me out, on the street or in prison, whether I live or die, why do you care about so many things, someone wants my life, why do you rush to protect me.
I hate you, Yi Jueqiu, I have never hated someone so much.
Very early on, I planned everything. The investigation of the investigation department was originally a traitor and I informed the police. Even Ning Zhenci's death was planned by me. How to deal with it, Yi Jueqiu, I don't need you at all, it's you who broke in by yourself to bear all this for me.
I don't believe that everyone involved in Ning Zhenci's case is innocent, even including you. Can you believe that you were the first in my plan.
I approach you, try my best to stay by your side, and have other plans from the beginning to the end, Yi Jueqiu, do you think I like you, no, I always think about how to deal with you.
I hate everything so much, I hate my whole life, how can I fall in love with you?Yi Jueqiu, you're really not worth doing that for me, not worth it... When Feng Chuan told me that I was just a stand-in and you actually liked Ah Ru, I was really happy.
In this way, many things can be explained, and I don’t hate you anymore. All your kindness to me is just an extension of liking Ah Ru, and I can finally feel at ease.
At this moment, I also found out that I don't love you either. This is really a joke, so these days when we were together, we were just acting with each other. In the end, we staged a draw.
After acting for a long time, it will look very real, but it is not after all. When the curtain falls, we are just two ordinary people with our own scheming.
I'm dying, it's so painful to live, I've lived in this world for almost 20 years, in the end, I can't think of anything worth remembering.
No, I won’t miss you, Yi Jueqiu, I’m just a pet you raised, you are willing to provide this pet with a shelter from the wind and rain, a hot meal, a warm clothes, and then expect this pet to be grateful for it ?No, I will not.
I want to leave you, I'm almost dead, can't I leave you?
Yi Jueqiu, please let me go.
There are tens of thousands of people in this world, but I am the least worthy one. "
Yi Jueqiu held the camera until he finished watching, trembling all over, and then fell down on the sofa.
What did he see?What did Ning Zhe say?Is it an illusion from beginning to end?He was around just trying to deal with himself?Didn't like it at all?And said... he was just a pet raised by himself?He is not worth it?Yes, among the incoherent words in this passage, only this sentence is correct, he is really not worth it!Yi Jueqiu stared at the camera fiercely, then smashed it to the ground, Ning Zhe's face disappeared instantly from the LCD screen, and the lens shattered into countless pieces and scattered all over the ground.
The author has something to say: This is the second time in my book that the main character leaves without saying a word (Why do I love this meme so much... This time it is different from "White Dove", the boy left for 5 years, Xiao Ning will soon...
Chapter 74 Xiao Ning... Is that you?
In the early morning, at the high-speed gate leading to the south, Li Zirui saw that tall and thin young man from a long distance away. He was well dressed, his skin was as white as snow, his hair was a little long, and he was carrying a simple backpack. Outside the gate, I asked those passing cars one by one what they didn’t know. Some of those cars ignored him at all, and some of them rolled down the driver’s window, talked to him a few words and then shook their heads apologetically. The cars drove away one by one. The young man seemed anxious and tired.
Does he want a ride?Li Zirui guessed in his heart, but he was very puzzled, because this young man not only looks good, but also looks very rich. He wears a coat that hangs in the mall with many zeros on the label. How could such a person take advantage of the wind? car?Wherever you go, you should be in first class on the plane.
But he also vaguely hoped that he would not take the car in front of him, and hoped that he would go with him and give him a ride.
The vehicles lined up, Li Zirui moved several parking spaces forward, and the young man stood beside his car. After asking for a long time, he seemed a little discouraged, and squatted on the side of the road silently.
Li Zirui rolled down the car window, touched his head, and asked him loudly: "Well, where are you going?" The young man raised his head, the light in his eyes flickered, and he approached and said, "Hi, I want to Going to K city, can you give me a ride if you drop by?" Li Zirui thought for a while, and said to him: "This is very far from K city, and K city is at the southernmost tip of the Asian League, no one will drive so far local."
The light in the young man's eyes dimmed instantly, but he still nodded politely and said to him, "Well, okay, thank you then."
Li Zirui didn't have time to ask him why he didn't take the plane or the intercity high-speed rail. The car in front of him was already moving, so he quickly said to the young man, "But the direction I'm going to is the same as City K. Halfway there, it's called Dongdong." Quanshi, if you don't mind, you can go there with me, and then find a car to go to K City?" The young man raised his head abruptly, and nodded quickly and violently: "Yes, yes!" "Then you hurry up!" Come up, we're going through the gate right away."
Li Zirui said, pressing the safety button on the passenger seat.
The young man must have stood at the gate for a long time, and got into the car wrapped in the winter chill. Li Zirui turned the temperature of the air conditioner in the car to the highest level, and the young man said "thank you" to him again.
When the car got on the highway, Li Zirui glanced at the young man out of the corner of his eye, and saw him sitting upright but in a daze, Li Zirui said, "This...uh friend, my name is Li Zirui, and your name is What name? The young man came back to his senses and said in a daze, "Hi Zirui, my name is Ning Zhe. "
Ning Zhe reported his name, feeling a little apprehensive. In those few months, Ning Zhenci and his name were in the news almost every day.
However, Li Zirui just shook his head for a moment, and said: "Ning Zhe, this name seems familiar... Cough, never mind, by the way, why do you need to take a car to K city? It will be faster to go there by plane or intercity high-speed rail .”
Only then did Ning Zhe take a closer look at Li Zirui. He drove a cheap car. He should not be tall, with a round face and short hair. I didn't pay too much attention to this sensational big case in the OA circle.
"Well... I've been to City K once before, and I want to go again. In fact, I've never been anywhere except City A, and I want to experience it by taking a ride."
Ning Zhe's explanation is full of loopholes.
But Li Zirui seemed to have skipped all these mistakes and omissions. He thought this was a rich young man who came out to experience life.
Li Zirui never imagined that the cash collected by this seemingly rich young master would not be enough for him to live outside for a month. Ning did not bring the black card with him when he folded out. Mobile phones, bank cards, airplanes or high-speed trains are all ways to find mobile information.
It takes about seven or eight hours to drive from here to Dongquan City, which is not a short journey. Li Zirui told him: "We will drive for about seven or eight hours, and we will take a rest in the service area once or twice in the middle. You can go to the toilet, eat something, cheer up, and move your body."
Ning Zhe nodded: "Oh, yes."
Then he reacted: "Then I can buy you something to eat, and by the way, I can also drive. If you are tired, we can change the driving."
Li Zirui was pleasantly surprised: "Really, that's great, my cervical spine is not very good, it will become numb after a long time, I will drive first, and I will switch to you when I am tired."
"okay."
"Zirui, what are you going to Dongquan City for?" Out of politeness, Ning Zhe also started chatting with his companion.
"Well, I'm not going to Winter Spring City, I'm going back. My home is there. This trip to City A is to discuss a business."
Li Zirui said.
"Oh, so, then what do you do?" Ning Zhe asked again.
Li Zirui smiled a little embarrassedly: "I have a very small design company, and this time I came to City A to participate in a design bidding for a project."
Ning Zhe praised sincerely: "Really? You are so amazing, you also look very young, and you have your own company."
"No, no, no," Li Zirui waved his hands desperately with one free hand: "It's really a small company, including me, there are only four people, this time they say they are here to bid, but they are actually here to learn, and they don't plan to win the bid at all. I just want to see how the powerful design institutes do this kind of projects.”
"That's amazing!" Li Zirui seemed to want to end this topic quickly, he asked: "What about you, Ning Zhe, what are you doing?" Ning Zhe was startled, what was he doing?He...hasn't done anything, so he confesses, "I haven't started working yet."
"Oh," Li Zirui turned his head and glanced at him: "You should be very young. It's still early for work. Anyway, working is not a happy thing. It doesn't matter if you start later."
"I...haven't turned [-] yet, so I should start working soon."
Ning Zhe said that he really thought so. After all, he didn't have much money. Even if he didn't have a good life for a long time, he would spend every day of his life. He had to really work to earn money.
Li Zirui reacted belatedly: "Oh, you should be O or A, right? Only OA needs to be 20 years old, and is allowed to start working after the differentiation protection period."
"Yes, I am Omega."
Ning Zhe hesitated and said this.
Then he realized for the first time, this is the first time he said to someone, I am Omega.
There was no abnormality in his heart, no discomfort, and a little bit of relief, he was born with it, and it always was.
Near noon, he passed a service area. Ning Zhe invited Li Zirui to have lunch. There was nothing delicious in the service area, so Ning Zhe ordered the best dish he could find. He ordered a cup of hot water, opened his backpack before eating, and He took out a box from inside, poured out more than a dozen pills by category, and swallowed them all with hot water after several mouthfuls.
Li Zirui was stunned and asked, "Are you in poor health? Why are you taking so many medicines?" Ning Zhe shook his head apologetically, and said with a smile, "No, they are actually just energy supplements. I... digest There are some problems with the system, and the nutrition is not keeping up, so I need to take some energy supplements."
"That's it..." Li Zirui was still a little worried: "Then you can't eat so much, your body needs to be nourished slowly, so you still have to eat more."
"Well, I ate it too."
Ning Zhe picked up the chopsticks, perhaps because he successfully found the car today and met a good traveling companion, Ning Zhe's appetite can still be eaten.
Unexpectedly, Li Zirui added another sentence: "If you don't eat well when you go out alone, your family will worry."
The food in Ning Zhe's throat suddenly choked, he coughed violently, Li Zirui hurriedly poured hot water for him, Ning Zhe coughed for a while and finally stopped, his face was flushed.
He drank a few sips of hot water and slowly calmed down. His family...worry...he has no family, only Yi Jueqiu.
At this time, Yi Jueqiu didn't know that he had left, he should still be working, maybe in a meeting, who he was talking to on the phone, he was my family member, Ning Zhe thought, the only family member in this world now.
He left such a harsh sentence, denying everything in the past, and roughly and arbitrarily concluded that this relationship was all fake, pushing the only family member out of the door.
He couldn't guess Yi Jueqiu's reaction when he saw this passage, maybe he would sneer, maybe he would be furious, he hoped that Yi Jueqiu would have a heart that wanted to blow himself to pieces, so that everything would not be sad, Yi Jueqiu would not It's worth feeling sorry for yourself.
It should have ended a long time ago. A person like himself has no good luck to survive.
How can there be any good luck to get love.
Li Zirui was on the opposite side, so he couldn't guess what kind of ups and downs the person on the other side was going through. He saw that Ning Zhe only ate half of the food, then stopped and couldn't eat any more.
In the second half of the journey, Ning Zhe drove, and the rest of the journey suddenly became silent. Ning Zhe drove steadily, and Li Zirui gradually fell asleep leaning against the window.
When I woke up, there were only a few tens of kilometers away from the high-speed exit of Dongquan City. It was already evening, and Li Zirui suddenly said, "Ning Zhe, it may not be easy to find a car to go to K City at such a late hour. Usually travel in winter I don’t know how to choose the night road, why don’t you stay at my house today? I’ll look for the car to K City with you tomorrow morning?” Ning Zhe hesitated for a while, his physical strength was actually not enough to support him to take the night bus, he wanted to The best thing is to find a hotel in Winter Springs and leave the next day.
Seeing him hesitate, Li Zirui said again: "My mother and I are the only two people in my house. It's safe. Don't worry."
Ning Zhe was not worried about this, he felt that it was too much trouble for others, but Li Zirui was sincere and enthusiastic, he nodded: "Okay, then thank you and auntie."
Dongquan City is already much southerly than City A. Although the winter here is still cold, it is not as piercing as City A. It is a very clean small city with mountains behind and river facing.
It was a bit late when we got home. Li Zirui's mother made dinner at home and waited for them to come back. It was white porridge hot pot with local characteristics. It was the first time for Ning Zhe to eat it. He thought it was very fresh, light and refreshing, and he liked it.
The three of them were eating hot pot while watching TV. Just after the news was over, the host suddenly heard what the director said in the earphones, and then looked up and said: "All the audience in front of the TV, now broadcast a special missing person announcement: from City A Mr. Y said: "Xiao Ning, it's useless to flee to the ends of the earth. You think I will believe your nonsense? You are wrong. You should say it in front of my face. Only then will I believe it. Do you dare? You don't." If you dare, you will just run away and leave me the nonsense that you dare not face yourself. Do you think you understand me well? No, you don’t understand at all. I will find you and let you meet again in person. Tell me those nonsense again!" Ning Zhe and Li Zirui were stunned on the spot, Li Zirui glanced at him hesitantly, and asked, "This Xiao Ning...is that you?" The author said: Well, I don’t know how to be, although there is a lot of demand for be now (you are all cute and devil, this couple will have a very warm ending (believe me seriously)
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