I miss you for a long time

Jiang Ye didn't need to go to the bar on Furong Street to watch the night show for others tonight, because he had a monthly exam tomorrow, and he asked for leave, and he needed to have enough energy to meet the exam tomorrow.He walked towards the dilapidated old neighborhood with every step, no matter how repulsed he was, he would go back to the dilapidated house that could shelter him from the wind and rain.

He bought a pack of woo woo toffee at the canteen downstairs, peeled one and put it in his mouth, then smelled the bad smell of swill and the bad smell of garbage everywhere, and entered the unit building in the dark .

The light in the stairwell has long since broken, and no one will ask someone to fix it. The people here are vitriolic, insulting each other and holding grudges, because the slightest thing can cause a big fight, and there is hardly a normal person in sight.

Jiang Ye thought, living in this kind of place, it would be strange for him to be normal.

He walked upstairs step by step, the door of room 301 was not closed, and he heard the sound of mahjong and various jeers coming from downstairs.Jiang Ye stood outside the door for a while, thinking that he really shouldn't come back, this mahjong would probably take him all night, and he also couldn't sleep well.

Jiang Ye is in a good mood tonight. He doesn't want to argue with Chen Xingyun. Chen Xingyun is the wife of his dead father. She used to be a normal professional woman, but now she has become a crazy woman. Her daily routine is to scold Jiang Ye and play mahjong And when I ran out of money, I went out to sleep with those smelly men who stink in their mouths and didn't wash for a few days, and returned with money after sleeping to continue playing mahjong.

When Jiang Ye was young, Chen Xingyun often beat him. Since the attempted murder happened in the third year of junior high school, she must have been afraid and never dared to beat Jiang Ye again, but she continued to scold him, no matter how ugly it was.Jiang Ye often wondered why she became like this, whether it was because of his father or his mother, or both.

Jiang Ye felt that he was not innocent, but he never wanted to live in the mud again. He was afraid that he would become a lunatic if he continued to live. He clearly understood that he would sometimes lose his nerve. He had to live well. Live your life.

He pushed open the door and walked in. The room was full of smoke, which almost choked him to death. The sound of mahjong stopped, and the voice of talking disappeared. When he saw clearly who walked in, all the voices returned in an instant.

With a cigarette in his hand, Chen Xingyun saw that it was Jiang Ye. He spat on the ground in disgust, and then began to scold: "Xiao Yezhong is back, what? I remembered this today, you have not seen anyone for ten and a half months The white-eyed wolf! The bastard! The slut has no conscience! My mother raised you up since you were a child, and when you grew up and your wings hardened, you despised me! If you have the ability, don’t come back!”

Jiang Ye ignored her, walked straight back to his room, opened the door and saw that it was turned over again, and the bed was a mess on the ground, and he didn't bother to tidy it up, so he walked over and fell on his bed. Came back and there was an awful musty smell on the sheets.But he didn't want to move, he didn't even want to take a bath.

Before he fell asleep, Chen Xingyun opened the door and walked in, still holding a cigarette in his hand, standing in front of Jiang Ye's bed with one hand on his hip: "Give me some money! I lost it all."

"No money, go out." Jiang Ye didn't even look at her, turned sideways to face inside, and began to feel sleepy.

"My old lady knows you are rich!" Chen Xingyun came over and pulled his clothes: "Do you think I don't know about you going out to work every night? I don't need to ask how much a night at a bar costs, so give it to me!"

"That's my money, why should I give it to you!" Jiang Ye pushed Chen Xingyun away and sat up, looking at her coldly: "Do you remember what I said when I gave you 1 yuan last time? "

Chen Xingyun took a step back: "Bah, do you want to send me that little money? I have raised you for ten years! You still owe me more! Your damn mother also owes me, you have to pay it for her!"

"What did you feed me? Did you cook me a meal? Did you buy me a pen or a notebook? You didn't pay for my tuition fees. You gave me what I ate and drank! You Tell me! What else did you do besides beating me and scolding me? You brought me back to torture me, okay, let me pay you back for the dead Ruan Xingyue. I gave you 3 yuan back and forth. It's not much, but it's enough to repay your 'nurturance' to me over the past ten years, Chen Xingyun, don't even try to take any more money from me!"

"What? Have you got the skills? Let me tell you, 3 yuan is enough to send me away, so go ahead and dream!" Chen Xingyun grabbed Jiang Ye by the collar and said viciously: "It's okay if you don't give it, I will go to you tomorrow The school is in trouble, do you want to take the college entrance examination? Do you want to get out of here and get ahead? You are dreaming! I want everyone to know that you are the son of Xiao Sansheng! You are also a murderer who attempted murder!"

Jiang Ye grabbed Chen Xingyun's hand that was holding onto his collar, his eyes were full of hostility, he was short of breath, his expression was in a daze, he suddenly grabbed Chen Xingyun's neck, and pressed against the wall: "In the third year of junior high school You almost died in my hands and you forgot, then I will help you remember!"

"You..." Chen Xingyun grabbed Jiang Ye's hand tightly, trying to push his hand away, but Jiang Ye's hand was so strong that she couldn't breathe anymore, she felt that she was really going to Dead, she kicked her feet desperately, and finally kicked down the stool beside the bed.

Mayou outside heard the movement and called her, Jiang Ye finally recovered and let go of her abruptly.

"Ahem..." Chen Xingyun sat on the ground in shock, trembling all over, not daring to look at Jiang Ye at all.

Jiang Ye took a few deep breaths, then turned around and picked up his bag, and said to Chen Xingyun who was sitting on the ground: "I tell you, I am mentally ill. If you mess with me again, I will not be sentenced if you kill me. Chen Xingyun, Today is the last time I appear in this room. We will not owe each other in the future. I gave you [-] yuan, and I will not give you a penny in the future. All of this, until today, if you dare to make trouble, I guarantee that you will have no place to die!"

Jiang Ye opened the door and ran downstairs, he ran desperately, his shoes splashed the black and smelly dirty water in the potholes and stained his trousers, he didn't care, he wanted to run, he wanted to stay away from here, he never came back here we go.

He came to Mengjia Lane. He stood under the sycamore tree opposite the canteen, smoking cigarettes one by one, while the building opposite had long been buried in darkness without a ray of light. , only the occasional barking of dogs, other times it is quiet.

Jiang Ye finished smoking the last cigarette in the cigarette case and held the case tightly.He thought, if his grandmother could insist on keeping him back then, would he still be like this?Probably not, he should live with Lin Ran, grow up with him, go to and from school together, compete for the first place in the grade, and be as cheerful as him, maybe... maybe they... ....

The hatred in Jiang Ye's eyes became more and more obvious, he felt that he was going crazy again, he threw away the cigarette case and took a few steps back, then turned and left.

"Hey, who is this?" Zhang He saw Jiang Ye who opened the door and walked in, and immediately left the bar and walked over: "Brother Ye, didn't you say you won't come tonight? It's already one o'clock in the morning, why are you here again?" gone?"

Zhang He is the younger brother of the owner of the bar tonight. He is as old as Jiang Ye, but he doesn't study and hangs out in the bar every day. Jiang Ye has fought for him a few times, so he and Jiang Ye have a good time, so I introduced him to the bar. Watch the night show.

"Is there anyone in the staff lounge?" Jiang Ye frowned. In fact, he really didn't like the loud music in the bar.

"No, the midnight show just started, and the staff didn't have a break." Zhang He held his shoulders, and the two walked back: "Are you going to sleep?"

"I have a monthly exam tomorrow, and I won't go to work tonight."

"I know, then go to sleep." Zhang He said with a smile, "College student-to-be, I'll ask someone to turn down the music."

"Thanks."

"Thank you." Zhang He knew the situation of his house, so he suggested: "Last time, I asked you to rent a house by yourself, and spend a few hours in the staff lounge after the night shift, can that be called sleeping? Tell me about you, after another year of study, you can go far away, why go back there to suffer. You can’t afford the rent, two nights’ salary, if you really can’t bear the money, I’ll help you Give."

"Then help me find a house. It doesn't need to be too big, as long as it can sleep." Jiang Ye dug out a wad of money from his bag and handed it to Zhang He: "I'll give the money myself, thanks."

Zhang He took over Jiang Ye's money. He knew Jiang Ye's temper well, and he could calculate the money between brothers as he wanted, and he couldn't do anything reckless. "That's fine, I'll fix it for you tomorrow, then go to sleep."

Jiang Ye nodded and walked through the lively crowd to the staff lounge at the back. Fortunately, he still had some clothes left here. After taking a shower, he lay on the single bed, and the sheets were mixed with various pungent perfumes. And the bad smell of cigarettes, but he would rather sleep here than the sheets in that room.