Wildfire

The secret of Tang Can and Chen Xun's lying relationship spread quickly in the hospital.This was mainly due to two things. One was Fu Zheng asking Tang Can if he was gay in the cafeteria, and the other was Tang Can and Chen Xun hugging for ten seconds in the hospital corridor.

Director Ji had heard rumors several times, and thought that when Tang Can gave him beef jerky that day, he said that Chen Xun was his brother, so every time he heard such words, he retorted that others were talking nonsense, and Chen Xun was obviously his brother. elder brother.

His words carry more weight. After all, whether it is a hospital or a school, Director Ji is the closest person to Tang Can. In addition, Tang Can really doesn’t look like a crooked person. If there are new gossips over time, everyone will stop spreading such rumors. .

No one knows the truth better than Dr. Lee.He has been consulting Chen Xun for nearly half a year, and he knows everything about Chen Xun and Tang Can like the palm of his hand.

Tang Can was miserable, but Chen Xun's heart was indeed broken along with Tang Can.Chen Xun held his heart in front of Tang Can when he was a teenager, but Tang Can didn't want him.He wanted Chen Xun to leave, he tricked Chen Xun into getting engaged with Chen Xi, and Chen Xun's heart began to break.

It would be nice if Chen Xun was cold-hearted, but Chen Xun loves Tang Can.He always remembered Tang Can's accusation, "I was lying in the car, blood was flowing from my body, I thought I was going to die, and I found that I didn't love you that much." Chen Xun had never seen that scene, but he wanted to How painful it must be to look at Tang Can. He hated himself for not being able to share a little bit for Tang Can. His brain seemed to be self-harming and replaying this scene in his mind. Chen Xun began to have nightmares every night. When it was serious, he would sleepwalk in a trance. Can only rely on sleeping pills to maintain sleep.

Chen Xun loves him, and he also clearly knows that Tang Can has chosen a path without himself. He is unwilling to be reconciled and can only torture Tang Can, and is hopelessly trapped in this relationship and cannot get out.

But Chen Xun was clever. When he first returned to China for treatment, Chen Xun asked Tang Can to sleep with him. He lied to himself so that he could move on when he got tired of sleeping.When Tang Can was willing to be with him, he kept his peace on the surface with trepidation. Behind the peace was Tang Can's determination to think about normal people from beginning to end.

Chen Xun seemed powerful, but what he was most afraid of from the beginning to the end was that Tang Can would not want him.

Dr. Li wanted to keep the patient's situation a secret, but he did know Chen Xun's heart knot, so when Tang Can asked him to get sleeping pills, he still couldn't help but say, "Chen Xun is the same as you." I'm eating, and the dose is huge."

Sure enough, Tang Can's hand holding the medicine bottle shook.

Tang Can didn't continue to ask. When he came home from work that day, Tang Can found the same medicine bottle from Chen Xun's bedside cabinet.But he was still calm, and put it back when he found it, pretending that he didn't see it.

That night, before going to bed, Chen Xun concealed his medication as usual, but this time, Tang Can grabbed him.

Chen Xun looked back at Tang Can, took off his shoes and went to bed without knowing why.He and Tang Can sat face to face on the bed, and wrapped Tang Can's hair around his temples with his hands, "What's wrong?"

"Look." Tang Can smiled, and then spread his palms in front of Chen Xun, holding the same medicine bottle as Chen Xun, "I'm taking it too."

"I saw it." Tang Can leaned over slightly, and took out the same medicine from his hand, "We are the same."

Tang Can took away the medicines of two people and poured them into a bottle, and then divided the dose of one person into two parts, "We quit together."

The dosage of sleeping pills was reduced, and Tang Can and Chen Xun did not fall asleep as quickly as before. They lay on the bed and started chatting intermittently.

"Are you tired of studying medicine?" Chen Xun asked him.

Tang Can looked at Chen Xun's profile, remained silent for a few seconds, and said slowly, "I'm not tired. At that time, all I thought about studying medicine was to study hard, cure Tang Baihe, and let Dad wake up quickly."

"I'm not tired at all."

Chen Xun also turned his face to face Tang Can.Tang Can's eyelashes were very long, and one fell off untimely and stuck to his lower eyelid. Chen Xun helped him remove it with his fingers.

Tang Can's eyes were big, and when he looked up, he looked very innocent. He even asked Chen Xun what was wrong.

Chen Xun supported his head with his left hand, while his right hand wrapped around Tang Can's waist through the quilt.His waist is very thin, and the skin on his wrists outside the quilt is fair.

Tang Can was as thin as the boy in his memory.This reminded him of the days when the two of them lived in the grandfather's house. Tang Can often used the same bed to catch up with him academically, and then exhausted himself. sleep.

Chen Xun grabbed Tang Can and put his fingers on the quilt, kissed him and suddenly remembered something, he asked, "Will you get eczema on your fingers when you touch the cleaning fluid now?"

What he said was endless, Tang Can froze for a few seconds, thinking that he was secretly helping Chen Xun wash the dishes, his fingers were red and itchy from the detergent, Chen Xun scolded him for not letting him help, and repeated Kneeling on the rug, rubbing ointment on himself.

Tang Can's eyelashes blinked quickly, and he hugged Chen Xun suddenly.

"It won't happen anymore." Tang Can said on Chen Xun's chest, "As long as you don't touch detergent, you won't get eczema."

Chen Xun: "We won't touch this in the future."

Tang Can's dumbfounded voice came from Chen Xun's chest, "If you're afraid that my fingers will itch, can you install a dishwasher in the apartment when you have time?"

"I want to help you too."

Chen Xun said yes.

Then he pulled Tang Can away a little bit, pressed Tang Can's shoulder, and pressed the person flat on the bed, hanging above Tang Can.

Tang Can was still a little confused and not quite sober, he blinked: "What are you doing?"

Chen Xun reached out to unbutton his pajamas, and the obsidian buttons were shining brightly under the light.

"Fuck you."

Tang Can looked at Chen Xun in surprise, and after a while whispered, "Chen Xun, speak up."

Chen Xun's body sank, and Tang Can quickly closed his eyes in fright.

"You are gentle," Tang Can bit Chen Xun's ear, "I have to go to work tomorrow."

"Just lightly..."

"Why do you talk so much?" Chen Xun lowered his head and sucked Tang Can's lower lip gently, and put his other hand in from his back, wrapping Tang Can's butt with his palm.

"Can't sleep?"

"Then let's exercise for a while," Chen Xun leaned down and kissed Tang Can, "It's easy to fall asleep when you're tired."

Tang Can pondered under the quilt lifted by Chen Xun, whether he used the wrong method, but after a while, he gasped and obediently followed Chen Xun to make love.

Chen Xun's sleepwalking that Dr. Li said finally happened, which was different from ordinary sleepwalking.Chen Xun seemed to be conscious but didn't seem to be, he was just in a trance.

One night, Chen Xun suddenly opened his eyes on the bed, and then got out of the bed without his shoes on.

Tang Can was taken aback, but he didn't wake up Chen Xun, but followed him out in a panic. He wanted to see where Chen Xun was going, so at the end of spring, two figures appeared on the street late at night, The one in front walked forward barefoot in black pajamas, with a coat on his wrist at the back, silently following behind him.

Chen Xun was so tall, he was wearing a good coat, and he brought a lot of coins when he went out.He was in a trance, waiting for the 24-hour bus on the street with no pedestrians.When the bus came, Chen Xun cast coins and sat in the first row near the door in the middle of the bus. Tang Can also cast coins, followed him and sat two rows behind, holding Chen Xun's coat and watching his back.

When the bus stopped at night, Tang Can immediately knew where Chen Xun was going. He felt a little uncomfortable, and his heart was throbbing. The pain was so painful that he had to lie on the railing of the front seat to relieve it.

Chen Xun's shoulders are very broad, and his pajamas are well stretched by him. His back looks stalwart and tall, and he seems to be able to protect many people. He is so powerful that he doesn't seem to need the protection of others, but at this moment Tang Can actually sees Out of an untimely fragility that made him feel distressed, he suddenly wanted to hug him.

The bus stopped at a familiar alley, and Chen Xun got out of the bus and walked up the slope barefoot.The night wind shook his pajama pants.Tang Can followed without saying a word. A house appeared at the end of the alley. No one lived in the house. There were two peach blossom trees planted in front of the house. Chen Xun stood under the tree in a daze. , the enthusiastic peach blossoms fell down and touched Chen Xun's shoulder.

No one is more familiar with this place than Tang Can, because this is his home.

Tang Can didn't tell Chen Xun about his nocturnal excursion.

He just followed silently, wherever Chen Xun got up at night, he went there. Chen Xun had been to his home, had seen it at the gate of the school, and even went to their previous cram school.

Tang Can remembered that cram school. They hadn't been together for long at that time. Tang Can was very attached to Chen Xun. He and Mr. Xu were playing Internet cafes and playing games and counting the time. When Chen Xun was about to leave the cram school, Say goodbye to Xu Jingxiu in a hurry.

Then at 45:[-], Tang Can went downstairs to the building where Chen Xun made up his lessons.

Tang Can didn't want to go upstairs at that time, for fear of running into the teacher who would make up his lessons.So he walked across the road, bought an oversized roasted sweet potato, and waited while eating it downstairs. The sweet potato was sweet and fragrant, and Tang Can gnawed it with satisfaction.

Tang Can is a person who is easy to satisfy. For example, a roasted sweet potato can heal him in cold weather, Chen Xun and Qin Song make him uncomfortable, and being a boyfriend with Chen Xun can also heal himself.

In his world, human nature is simple, bad guys are far away from him, he doesn't bother to ask why, just make himself happy.

A small crescent rose in the middle of the sky, and Chen Xun finally walked out of the building.

Tang Can ran over immediately, rushed into Chen Xun's arms and looked up, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

There was air conditioning in the building, Chen Xun's coat was still warm, and the two of them walked to the leeward place.

"It's so cold, why don't you go up and wait for me?" Tang Can's body was very cold because he was waiting for Chen Xun. Chen Xun unbuttoned his coat and wrapped Tang Can with his coat and body to warm him.

"I'm not here, what did you do today?"

Tang Can extended his cold paws to Chen Xun's back to warm his hands, "I went to play games with Xu Jingxiu."

It was almost warm, Tang Can stood up straight, and carefully helped Chen Xun fasten the buttons one by one.

The two walked home together, and Tang Can talked about the afternoon's affairs heartlessly, "Chen Xun, I miss you so much, but I just haven't seen you for more than ten hours, I miss you so much."

"Xu Jingxiu also said that some are because of liking, and some are because of whim."

"I'm not on a whim, are you?"

Chen Xun stopped suddenly, and he looked at Tang Can seriously.

"What's wrong with you?" Tang Can's eyes sparkled with doubts, "Hurry up and go home."

Chen Xun hugged him again, Tang Can laughed and struggled vigorously, "Why are you still hugging him endlessly, don't always cling to me."

"I want to spend my whole life with you." Chen Xun said.

"I want to spend my whole life with you." Tang Can repeatedly murmured to Chen Xun's back on the street.