Wildfire

When Chen Xun came home, Yan Qiao was waiting at the door of the house. Chen Xun got off the car and walked over to open the door, "How long have you been here?"

"Just arrived, only a few minutes." Yan Qiao followed Chen Xun into the door with a bag in hand.

"Going to the hospital again?" He looked at the paper bag in Chen Xun's hand, which had a familiar hospital name printed on it.

Entering the door, Chen Xun changed his slippers and put them down on the sink. He poured water into a transparent glass cup, poured out a few pills from the bag and swallowed it with water, and said "hmm" almost inaudibly. One sound.

"What do you think?" Yan Qiao peeled the fruit she brought, cut it into small pieces and put it on the plate, "Why don't we go, this place is really painful, Tang Can is, Cheng Qian Too."

"I promised Brother Cheng to take care of you for him. If you want to leave, I will send you back."

Yan Qiao didn't speak at first, but frowning for a while, he seemed to be unable to resist and slammed the knife onto the sink.

"Am I trash!" Yan Qiao became excited, "Where did Cheng Qian die? Where did you say he died? Every time he came back to sleep at night and left. Where are you going!"

"Don't blame Brother Cheng, the police are busy."

"The three of us studied well in North America before." The water in the faucet was still flowing, but Yan Qiao began to cry regardless, "Why don't you say he doesn't care about me, and come back and say that if you are a policeman, you will be a policeman. How dangerous is it?" Where are you going, and you are fucking shameless to be an undercover policeman."

"Leaving me in your care makes me feel at ease."

Chen Xun didn't speak, but looked into the distance.

Cheng Qian didn't know who to offend when he went undercover. Not long after Yan Qiao came back, he was watched. The three of them played together all the time when they were studying in North America. The other party was not sure whether Yan Qiao was Cheng Qian's boyfriend or Chen Xun's. .

Chen Xun promised Cheng Qian to take care of Yan Qiao, so he said that Yan Qiao was his boyfriend. Until the last time Yan Qiao fainted on the set and was sent to the hospital, they were still watching outside to confirm whether Chen Xun and Yan Qiao were lovers.

Yan Qiao had vented enough, washed her face and casually wiped it clean with her sleeve.

"Don't talk about me." Seeing that he was absent-minded, Yan Qiao asked, "Does Tang Can still have fun with you? Last time I played the video of your previous videos in front of him, and I also talked about you sleeping. I was so excited, why didn't he react at all?"

Chen Xun said nothing.

Yan Qiao whispered: "I really don't like him. As a friend, I can't see you miserable, so I scolded him very badly that night. How have you lived for so many years? Cheng Qian and I looked into our eyes. At that time, the more I thought about it, the more irritable I became, so what I said was a little aggressive."

"Is he all right?" Yan Qiao asked with a guilty conscience.

Chen Xun was silent at first, and then said in a mocking tone, "How could a heartless person like Tang Can have any problems?"

When Yan Qiao heard this, he thought of Cheng Qian again, and then he took out two bottles of Jager from Chen Xun's refrigerator and started to drink with Chen Xun.The two of them were silent and did nothing but hold the cup.

At night, when Jiu Jin came up, Yan Qiao went to sleep in Chen Xun's bedroom.Chen Xun's face turned pale after drinking too much, and he was dumbfounded.He grabbed a large handful of white rabbit toffee from the bedside table and put it in his pocket, rolled his eyes at Yan Qiao and swayed out the door.

Chen Xun thought he couldn't drive, how could he drive? Tang Can was very afraid of cars. In fact, he was also a little afraid of cars at first.When he first went to North America, he could always think of Tang Can’s car accident. He didn’t see it, but at night, he always dreamed that Tang Can was bleeding, and he was cold. He often blamed himself, blamed himself for letting him go that day, Blame myself for not leaving him to do homework at home.

He remembered the way to Tang Can's home, so he hailed a taxi on the way and told him the location.

Tang Can heard someone knocking on the door intermittently, so he put down the book he was reading and went to open the door.

Opening the door and seeing Chen Shixun, he quickly slammed the door shut like a ghost.

The moment the door was closed, Chen Xun didn't move, and quickly grabbed it with his hand.

Chen Xun held the door, but said nothing.

"Why are you looking for me?" Tang Can rubbed his eyes to break the silence first.

"this is for you."

"What?" Tang Can was a little curious.

"Don't you like this?" Chen Xun's thoughts were not coherent, he took out of his coat pocket a few times but failed to take it out, so he frowned and tried a little bit of strength, but because of the alcohol, he couldn't grasp it steadily, and the food in his pocket The toffee was scattered all over the floor.

He stared fixedly at only one piece left in his hand, then grabbed Tang Can's hand and put that piece in his hand, "This one."

Tang Can looked at Chen Xun and then at Tang, a little at a loss.

"Want me to peel it off for you?"

"It's okay if I peel it off for you." Chen Xun said drunkenly.

Tang Can clenched his palms, lowered his eyelashes and whispered, "No need."

"Then I'm leaving." Chen Xun turned and left, he waved with Tang Can and prepared to go home after his candy was delivered.

Looking at Chen Xun's back, Tang Can's heart suddenly sank for some reason.

It was already very late, and there were not many taxis left on the road. Tang Can couldn't hold back and opened his mouth to stop Chen Xun. He knew that he shouldn't be soft-hearted, but he just stopped him and said walking home by the drunkard's wrist.

Chen Xun looked at Tang Can's wrist, "I remember that I also pulled your hand like this. At that time, you were still hugging the tree because I was afraid that the dog would not dare to come, so I just led you back to my bedroom like this." .”

"Yeah." Tang Can looked down at the road, "It's all over."

"It should have passed." Chen Xun nodded quickly, and then said nonsense, "People who have been living in the past are very painful."

A bed, Chen Xun sat on the left, Tang Can sat on the right and took medicine.

"I have this too." Chen Xun took the medicine bottle and saw the pattern on it, and recognized that Tang Can was the same as what he ate.

So he poured a slice for himself and stuffed it into his mouth.

Tang Can wanted to stop him but didn't.

Both of them took the medicine, staring at each other with big eyes and small eyes.

Tang Can wanted to ask him why he took sleeping pills, but he didn't dare to ask.Even if it was Chen Xun who was already drunk, he was still a little afraid of him.

Without saying a word, he lowered his head and rolled the medicine bottle on the bed sheet with his hands.

After a while, Tang Can couldn't stand the atmosphere, so he hurriedly went to the cabinet to find a new quilt, and spread it on the floor.

The medicine took effect very quickly, and Chen Xun got tired and pulled Tang Can's quilt, closed his eyes and prepared to sleep.

The bedroom was very quiet, with the shadows of the trees and the lights of the neighborhood swaying outside the window.

He seemed to be falling into a dream: "Tang Can."

"Ah."

"I've been back many times."

"Yeah." Tang Can got into the quilt and lay down.

"I'm not a person who dies easily."

Chen Xun said intermittently, "The first time I came back, I saw you doing your homework in the old house. You did the questions so seriously that you couldn't even see the people standing at the gate. The second time I saw you and me My sister bought a new house, and then you moved together, you walked with the pregnant Chen Xi, and when I came back, I heard the crying of the children upstairs, and Chen Xi's complaints, and you coaxed Tang Tian without listening, You seem to be a really good father."

"I came back once. I saw you running back from school in a hurry, holding a can of milk powder in your arms. You ran upstairs and brought Tang Tian out after a while, playing with him on the lawn. You laughed Have a great time”

"Afterwards, I don't want to come back, because you are so happy, without me you really became a normal person..."

"You have new friends, you went to a new school, you have a happy family, everything is new, and you are happy without me in your life."

"The two of us are worse than strangers."

Tang Can listened silently. He hid in the quilt, peeled off the candy wrapper, stuffed it into his mouth, and chewed vigorously. He didn't think the white rabbit that he loved when he was a child was so sweet. He just felt a little bit bitter, which made his eyes burn So he wiped his eyes carelessly with his hands.

"So you treat me like this?" Tang Can's voice was a little hoarse, "You think I'm going to hurt me if I live well?"

"Or do you think you're the only one suffering from the past?"

"I will also be sad and sad," Tang Can said intermittently after Chen Xun fell asleep, "I wish we two would never have that past, that relationship, and that I never liked you, so that I can never forget about you." Chase beautiful girls without any scruples, and be a normal person naturally."

"Chen Xun, you messed up my life. I used to be straight... I could... like a lot of girls... But I followed you on a wrong path and wanted to correct it. But I'm always stuck in the past, you know, I can't seem to fall in love with other people... Do you think I live well... Or do you think I live well, and you will be happy if you hurt me... ..."

Chen Xun's breathing became long, and he must have fallen asleep. Tang Can looked at the shadow of the tree outside. Finally, he couldn't restrain the sadness in his heart. He suddenly crawled out of the quilt. He went to the bathroom and turned on the shower quickly. The sound of water filled the bathroom.

Tang Can squatted in the corner, covering his eyes and crying silently.

The candy paper fell to the ground, and the tiles reflected the blue rabbit on the candy paper, very quiet.Tang Can's tears seemed to be too much, and he couldn't hold them with his hands, and dripped down his chin and covered his face.