Wildfire

Chen Xun recognized the bed, but he could always sleep well in Tang Can's bed. For example, he sent Tang Can to make up lessons on weekends, and the two of them would make up sleep in Tang Can's bed in the afternoon.

Once Tang Can woke up first and Chen Xun was still sleeping, so he just waited at home alone without disturbing him.

During this period, Tang Can went to the elder brother's house to have lunch, and put a lot of ribs and some vegetables on a plate, plus a big bowl of rice, and brought them to the kitchen at home, waiting for Chen Xun to wake up and heat it up before eating.Chen Xun was still sleeping, and Tang Can lay on his stomach and looked at him, touching his eyebrows for a while, and kissing the corners of his mouth for a while.

He really liked Chen Xun. At that time, Tang Can felt that his first love was very beautiful, and he wished to show Chen Xun his heart, how much he liked him.

The clock reached one o'clock in the afternoon, but Chen Xun still didn't wake up.Tang Can stayed in the room so much that he wanted to grow mushrooms, so he went outside and watered the peach blossom tree at the door, and stroked the cat next door at the door, and went back to see Chen Xun after playing.

When Chen Xun woke up, Tang Can, who was lying next to him, was about to finish reading a comic book, and he was only one chapter away from the end before he could read the next volume. It was probably because Tang Can had already entered the state after reading it for a long time. Mesmerized.

"In the next chapter, Naruto went to find Sasuke and met Orochimaru. Naruto defeated Orochimaru, and Orochimaru escaped..." Chen Xun, who was on top of his head, also looked at Tang Can's comics. , to kill Naruto..."

"Shut up," Tang Can said disapprovingly, "Show off that you know a lot, right? You're spoiling...how can I see it through you..."

"Are you still human!" Tang Can said furiously, "Do you know how to say it in Northeast dialect?"

Chen Xun looked at Tang Can amusedly and shook his head.

"It's gone!" Tang Can pinched Chen Xun's neck and wailed: "You have completely wiped out my sense of mystery about idols!"

Chen Xun slept well, with his hair slightly upturned, with a smile unconsciously on the corner of his mouth, and his body relaxed as Tang Can pinched his neck and swayed, without the vague indifference and indifference that haunted him before. , a little more gentle.

Chen Xun hugged Tang Can's waist, pressed his palms on Tang Can's back, and hugged him tightly.

The two talked and laughed, and after a while, Chen Xun suddenly fell silent.

"What's wrong with you?" Tang Can wondered.

"Whose is it?" Chen Xun held a piece of long hair in his hand, his voice changed from sunny to cloudy, "Where did the long hair come from?"

Chen Xi had a fight with Xu Chengchu a few days ago, and slept here for another night. The bed where a girl slept was quite insignificant, so Tang Can asked her senior sister to help wash the quilt cover and sheets. The hair should be stuck to the pillow. , Sister forgot to help him wash the pillowcase.

"Whose is it?" Chen Xun seemed to be able to change his face. He was very gentle when he just woke up, but when he saw his hair, his face changed immediately. Tang Can didn't speak, and Chen Xun's face became even more gloomy.

"Ask you, Tang Can." Chen Xun's handcuffed Tang Can's waist tightened, "Whose hair is it? Who else did you let sleep in your bed?"

Chen Xi probably didn't want people to know that he had slept here all night, which would easily cause misunderstandings.

Tang Can blushed from being strangled, he slapped Chen Xun's arm and said quickly, "Senior Sister's."

"It belongs to my senior sister. He accidentally touched it when he was cleaning me."

"Really?"

Tang Can blinked, trying to look sincere, "Really, lying is not human."

Only then did Chen Xun let him go.

"I left a meal for you," Tang Can changed the subject and pushed Chen Xun to the kitchen. "There should be no one who doesn't like ribs."

"have you eaten?"

"I've eaten." Tang Can put the plate in the microwave, said that he wanted to drink orange juice, and ran to the refrigerator to get three oranges.I was too lazy to do it, so I stuffed it into Chen Xun's hands and asked him to do it for me.

Chen Xun peeled the oranges, and Tang Can secretly ate the sliced ​​oranges beside him, making his hands full of juice, "Chen Xun, you are so good at family, are you good at getting close to Qin Song before me?"

Chen Xun turned his back to Tang Can, Tang Can couldn't see his expression, only knew that Chen Xun forgot to press the switch of the juicer.So Tang Can wiped his hands clean and pressed the switch by himself.

"Don't you want to say it?" Tang Can hugged Chen Xun from behind, his words were full of envy instead of jealousy, "I really envy Qin Song, he was your first love, and you were like me at that time. No, the first time you held hands and the first kiss was with him."

"It's not that I envy you because of your closeness, but that you have done many things together that neither of you has done, which makes me envious."

In the calm space, there was a sound of microwaves. Tang Can hurriedly put on his gloves and brought out the meal. He still had a petal of orange in his mouth and said vaguely, "I can't say any more. If I say it again, I'm going to die of jealousy."

He lowered his head and smelled the dishes on the plate with emotion, "The ribs are so delicious."

Chen Xun took the squeezed juice and put it on the dining table. He saw Tang Can go to the bedroom to get the comic book again, walked up to grab Tang Can and said seriously: "Tang Can."

"Ok?"

"I'll be angry if you say this again, whether it's Qin Song or anyone else. Listen, I only like you."

"Don't overthink it."

When Tang Baihe came home, Tang Can explained his thoughts to Tang Baihe, expressing that he wanted to go to North America to study in university, of course he concealed the part that he was walking with Chen Xun.

Tang Baihe felt that it would be good for him to go abroad to study and do business, and the sons of business partners around him seemed to be following this path, and some even sent them to study in middle school.Tang Can wanted to go by himself, and friends around him also thought this road was excellent. Tang Baihe readily agreed, and then began to ask someone to find a suitable teacher to help Tang Can take the TOEFL test.

Tang Can's grades were not good in the first year of senior high school. After transferring to the first middle school, his grades gradually improved, and at the end of the second semester of senior high school, he got a good grade in the top [-] of the tenth grade in the class.In order to apply for a good school, Tang Can worked harder and could not wait to break it into pieces.

Chen Xun also bought a bicycle. After school, Chen Xun would wait for Tang Can to pack his schoolbag, and then drive him to Starbucks to do his homework.Tang Can made up the lessons very quickly. After the foundation was solid, fortunately, he followed the school to review.The content of make-up lessons has become TOEFL test tutoring.Tang Can not only has to do the homework assigned by the school teacher from Monday to Friday, but also completes English homework. He has a lot of homework, and Chen Xun also has a lot of homework.

It takes 15 minutes from No. [-] Middle School to Starbucks. Chen Xun often takes Tang Can with him, and Tang Can holds Chen Xun's schoolbag behind him.Sometimes Chen Xun would dictate Tang Can's words, and sometimes it was mathematical formulas.Tang Can's eardrums were swollen by the wind blowing in his ears, and Chen Xun's voice was calm, Tang Can couldn't hear clearly, so he wanted to put his ears on Chen Xun's back to listen, if he could hear clearly, he would answer happily immediately, if he didn't Then he leaned against Chen Xun's back and said: I didn't hear you clearly, your voice is so low.

It's already autumn, and the evening breeze is very comfortable.What disappeared with Xia Tian was also Chen Xun's voice. His voice when he was testing Tang Can's vocabulary was getting weaker and weaker. Tang Can had to hug Chen Xun's back to hear clearly.

Chen Xun would also bring snacks to Tang Can. During the ride, he would occasionally ride with one hand and hand him the snacks with his left hand behind. He tapped twice on the back, which meant thank you, and only the two of them knew.

The straight road turned two turns to the left, and the car stopped in front of the Starbucks store at the entrance of the alley.

When Chen Xun stopped the car, Tang Can would jump down, then push the door open and run in.He would put his schoolbag on the window seat and run to the counter to order a cup of matcha ice cold, an Americano and a slice of cake.The coffee was from Chen Xun, the Frappuccino was from Tang Can, and they ate sliced ​​cake with two spoons.

When Tang Can reviewed mathematics, he would finish writing what he could do first, and wait for Chen Xun to explain to him one by one.In the English test paper, Chen Xun also taught him more than the teacher.

Tang Can gradually found himself relying more and more on Chen Xun. Although he knew it was bad, he couldn't change it.

Chen Xun no longer lives at home, the house left by his grandfather is very close to the school, sometimes it happens that Tang Baihe is not at home, so he goes back to sleep with Chen Xun.

Maybe it's because of their third year of high school, Tang Can and Chen Xun both had heavy schoolwork, and they didn't really care about kissing me when they really lived together. They basically fell asleep after taking a shower with their pillows on them.

No one knew about the two of them living together, except for Chen Xilai who once had a quarrel.Her implication was that Chen Xun could not want Chen Weijun's property, but she didn't want to give it up. She hoped that Chen Xun would give in to Chen Weijun.

Chen Xun directly refused.

Chen Xi persuaded Chen Xun to give in to his father, and persuaded Chen Xun to anger Chen Weijun as little as possible.Chen Weijun hated homosexuality, and he had worked hard to train Chen Xun, but everything turned into a mirage because Chen Xun was gay.

Chen Xi hopes that Chen Xun will break up with Tang Can.

Chen Xun said it was impossible.

That day when Tang Can came back from the outside, he heard Chen Xi say to Chen Xun at the door: "You know Tang Can likes girls, he doesn't have much interest in boys, why are you together? .”

Hearing these words, Tang Can almost stumbled at the door, and the two people inside the door looked over.

Tang Can felt a little embarrassed, so he said shyly, "You two talk first." After speaking, he walked away stiffly with both hands and feet.

Chen Xun obviously became unhappy that night.

He thought that Chen Xun might particularly mind what Chen Xi said, so Tang Can explained many times what Chen Xi said was wrong, he didn't feel that Chen Xun was like Chen Xun.I am willing to be with him only because he is Chen Xun and has nothing to do with Chen Xi.

Chen Xun ignored him, and Tang Can grabbed Chen Xun's hand and touched his chest, and began to talk sweetly, "Did you feel it?"

Chen Xun:? ? ?

Tang Can: "This is a heart that beats for you."

Chen Xun pulled out his hand and rubbed against Tang Can's chest twice, "You're clever."

On the day Tang Can passed the TOEFL score, Qin Song blocked him at the school gate.It happened that Chen Xun was not there, so Yao Li called her home to say something was up.

Qin Song has become very thin recently, standing in the north wind seems to be able to run when the wind blows.He was smoking at the school gate, looking decadent. Tang Can walked over and pinched the cigarette in his hand, "If you are not in good health, stop smoking. Do you think your life is long?"

"I'm going to have surgery," Qin Song said lightly, "Tomorrow."

He tried his best not to appear so afraid of the operation, but Tang Can felt that Qin Song was afraid, so afraid that his hands were shaking.

"You said you were waiting for me outside the operating room," he wanted to laugh, but failed after several attempts, so Qin Song didn't force himself, "Will you come tomorrow?"

"Come on." Tang Can walked up to Qin Song and hugged him, "I'll wait for you outside the operating room."

"Don't be afraid."

"One more thing." Qin Song took out a crumpled letter from his school uniform, pointed to the address on it, "do me a favor, send this letter here, and then speak to Jiang Ren for me sorry."

"Who is Jiang Ren?"

"You've seen it. It's the boy you saw in the movie theater last time, the one who called me senior."

"Okay." Tang Can wrapped his scarf around Qin Song's neck, "I'll send it to you tonight. Don't worry, Chen Xun and I will wait for you outside the operating room for surgery tomorrow. "

"The operation will be successful."

Tang Can felt sorry for Qin Song, he sent Qin Song home, and braved the wind and snow to knock on Jiang Ren's door.

Jiang Ren's family was very small, much smaller than Qin Song's. Jiang Ren's mother heard that someone was looking for him, so she asked him to wait on the sofa. She said that Jiang Ren had gone to see the venue.

Tang Can still remembered Jiang Ren's handsome face. At that time, he thought he was a rich second generation, but looking at the old furniture in the room, it was obvious that Jiang Ren's family background was not very good.Time passed by, and Tang Can was cramped on the small sofa. When the clock turned to ten o'clock, there was the sound of walking in the corridor.

Inside the opened door was a somewhat familiar face from Tang Can. Seeing Tang Can froze, he then asked Tang Can while taking off his coat, "What are you doing here?" He spoke in a bad tone and obviously hated him, Tang Can No matter how stupid Chan is, he can still tell the difference.

"Qin Song asked me to give you this." Tang Can handed over the letter.

Jiang Ren bit off the glove with his mouth, unfolded Qin Song's letter and began to read. At first he was still standing and then sat down on the sofa opposite Tang Can.

"Qin Song will have surgery tomorrow?" Jiang Ren asked.

"Ah."

Jiang Ren suddenly leaned back on the sofa, covering his eyes with the back of his hand, "You know what? People like you and Chen Xun are what annoy me the most in my life."

Tang Can saw that Jiang Ren was not in a good mood, so facing his groundless accusations Tang Can did not speak.

"Qin Song can like many people at the same time." Jiang Ren sneered, "For example, you or Chen Xun, he said in this letter that he was sorry for me, that if he failed the operation tomorrow and could not wake up, he hoped that I could send him off, and said You will be with me in your next life."

"He is so philanthropic."

"I knew a long time ago that he just likes rich people. Qin Song envies you both for your good health and the kind of indifference you can develop because of money. He hopes that he will not live in such trembling and can get rid of it." Get rid of the ridiculous inferiority complex."

"Then what am I?" Jiang Ren didn't know whether he was asking Tang Can or himself.

However, Tang Can got a glimpse of Qin Song's psychology from Jiang Ren's description. Qin Song didn't like anyone, he just wanted to get closer to the people he wanted to be, and he liked Chen Xun because he liked himself. This kind of assumption, assuming that he lives like Chen Xun, assuming that he is happy and healthy, he likes himself but hates his fate.

There was a long silence.

"Give this to him." After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Ren sat up from the sofa, took out a card and a lot of scattered cash from his pocket, "Give this to Qin Songma, don't talk about me given."

It was only then that Tang Can remembered that Jiang Ren watched the scene to make money, and he hoped that Qin Song would be well.

"It's a lot of medical expenses." Tang Can looked at Jiang Ren and the money in his hand. He felt that these were extremely heavy.

"That's all I have." Jiang Ren thought Tang Can was too little.

Tang Can stood up and put the card and money back into Jiang Ren's hands, "Go and deliver them yourself, I don't know what will happen to Qin Song tomorrow, and you definitely hope that you can see him out of the operating room."

Tang Can could see that Jiang Ren really liked Qin Song, otherwise he wouldn't have gone to the venue to make money for Qin Song's medical expenses.Tang Can thought for a while and then opened his schoolbag, and found a card from the inside. The card contained the lucky money he had saved from childhood to adulthood. He kept it for himself to marry his wife. Tang Can didn't know what was in it. How much is the specific amount, but he knows that most of Qin Song's medical expenses are definitely enough.

"You take this." Tang Can also stuffed his own card into Jiang Ren's hand, "Just treat it as if I lent it to you. If Qin Song recovers, you two will return it to me."

Jiang Ren was a little taken aback, and he wiped his eyes after a long time.Jiang Ren is tall, wearing a black down jacket, and there are many band-aids on his exposed wrists, which should be the wounds from watching the fight. He is obviously two years younger than himself and Qin Song, but he has passed stronger than anyone else.

"Thank you." Jiang Ren turned his head, "If Qin Song recovers, I will return it to you."

Tang Can felt that he couldn't stay any longer.Qin Song's illness, Jiang Ren's embarrassment, everything reminded him that he had been living in a vacuum. He never asked Chen Xun where his money came from after he ran away from home, and how he would live when he went abroad and severed ties with his family. It's not about having a hard time.

Chen Xun has been away from home for so long, and occasionally goes out to play. Chen Xun still spends money for himself. Is Chen Xun also experiencing suffering in the world.

Tang Can hurriedly said "Goodbye." He ran out of Jiang Ren's house, the north wind was blowing his face, Tang Can felt very painful, the word called life suddenly broke into his life, and wanted to tear his whole body dragged into the dust of reality.