Wildfire

Tang Can wet his hands, and when he reacted, he hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face.

"I'm fine," he reluctantly pulled the corner of his mouth at Chen Xun, "I just want to go home."

In the distance, the sky and the sea are intertwined, and it is hard to tell which is the sky and which is the sea. Only the waves of the sea and the voices of the people in the distance can be heard vaguely.

Chen Xun reached out and pressed Tang Can's forehead hair that was blown by the sea breeze, and he asked again: "What's so good about Chen Xi?"

"You like her that much?"

Tang Can didn't want to answer this question, and couldn't answer it. He turned his head and walked along the beach silently. He said vaguely to Chen Xun behind him, "I don't know either."

The two had to walk along the beach one after the other, with Tang Can walking in front and Chen Xun following behind, rarely silent.

"It's too late, don't go back today." In the end, it was Chen Xun who broke the silence.

"It's too far away from your home, sleep here for one night first, and then go back tomorrow."

"Go back and play with everyone first." Tang Can turned his head and said to Chen Xun, "Everyone is waiting for you to play, what do you always follow me for, I am so old that I can't get lost."

Tang Can didn't know how to say it again, "Don't you care about that pretty boy?"

"Aren't you afraid of the dark?" Chen Xun didn't answer this question, he looked at the distance of this road, and it was pitch black, "Do you dare to walk by yourself?"

They were already far away from the crowd, and there were lights everywhere in the crowd, and the light became less and less as they walked forward. Tang Can saw the dark front, shook his head and said apologetically, "I'm a little scared."

Chen Xun sighed, and pulled Tang Can back, "If you don't want to play with those people, then don't play, I'll take you to the room to sleep." Chen Xun grabbed Tang Can's wrist, walked through the crowd who were having fun, and told Chen Xi After saying a word, he took the room card and grabbed Tang Can and walked to the room.

Sea view room, the environment and sound insulation are very good.Chen Xun opened the door and called the food in again.Tang Can felt uncomfortable with the sand on his feet. He went to the bathroom to wash the sand, and returned to the room after cleaning.

Chen Xun opened the curtains so that the outside light could come in.Tang Can sat listlessly on the carpet, mixing the pasta on the plate.Chen Xun handed him a glass of fruit wine, and Tang Can said softly, "Thank you."

He added, "Go and play with everyone, I can do it by myself, you don't have to take care of me."

"It's okay." Chen Xun pulled another plate of pasta over, buried his head in eating, "I'm hungry too."

"It really doesn't matter if you don't go?"

"I'll go there when you fall asleep.

"I'm going to trouble you." Tang Can bought himself some fruit wine. The alcohol content of the fruit wine was not high, but it tasted sweet. Tang Can drank several glasses.

Chen Xun put down his chopsticks with a clatter, and he seemed to be holding his breath, before saying after a long time: "You don't have to be so alien to me, and you don't have to be so polite to me."

Tang Can finally checked his words and expressions. He felt that Chen Xun seemed unhappy. Chen Xun was unhappy, so Tang Can said, "I'm sorry."

"You." A long sigh.

Chen Xun didn't know what to say.

That night Tang Can realized the gap between himself and Chen Xi and Chen Xun. He couldn't see clearly before, but now he realizes that there seems to be a natural moat between them.Chen Xi has such an excellent and educated boyfriend, Chen Xun is always noticed everywhere, but compared with these people, he looks like a waste who only relies on his father's bluff.Realizing these Tang Can, who usually seldom have low self-esteem, felt for the first time that he was not as decent as he imagined.

Tang Can drank half a bottle of fruit wine. Because of the taste, Tang Can thought it was just a drink. When his lips were dry, he realized that he had drunk alcohol. He covered his blushing face and said to Chen Xun: "This Is it wine?"

"Otherwise?" Chen Xun blocked him with words, "Do you think it's plain water?"

Tang Can felt a little dizzy and couldn't even hold his chopsticks steadily. He whispered, "I can't drink indiscriminately. It's easy to talk nonsense when I drink too much. It's scary."

"As for it?" Chen Xun felt that Tang Can was silly and funny, and thought of the last time he came home drunk to fight with him, so he teased him, "How do you scare me??"

Tang Can practiced his scary way personally, he put his chopsticks away, and went back to bed without saying a word.

Chen Xun was stunned for a moment, put down the cup, and taunted Tang Can: "It's quite scary."

Chen Xun first put away the tableware that he had eaten, and then answered the phone. Ten minutes later, his gaze was fixed on the bed again.Tang Can was lying quietly on the bed without a quilt. Chen Xun hesitated for a while and walked over.

Tang Can was staring up at the ceiling in a daze. Hearing the voices around him, he looked over and patted the bedside: "Would you like to lie down for a while?"

"Move a little inside."

Tang Can rolled around, "Are so many places enough?"

Chen Xun lay down and faced Tang Can face to face, "It's okay."

"Chen Xun," Tang Can blinked, "I'm so sad."

Seeing that Chen Xun's expression was about to change, Tang Can quickly said, "Don't be angry."

He seemed to be puzzled and said slowly, "I didn't cry on purpose just now, but you were angry with me, and your tone was not good. Why are you angry with me?"

Chen Xun moved closer, his face was only a dozen centimeters away from Tang Can, and the two of them breathed intertwined.

"Not angry." Chen Xun said.

Tang Can looked at Chen Xun's face calmly, and said in a daze, "Chen Xun, is it okay to be gay?"

"Is there any difference between liking boys and liking girls?"

Tang Can's tone was not offensive and full of curiosity, and Chen Xun replied softly, "It's nothing different. If you really like someone, you won't care about his gender."

Tang Can leaned closer to Chen Xun again, and he said, "I don't understand these likes and genders. I can always remember that I went to and from school by myself since I was very young, and my dad was busy with work and didn't have time. Give it away, my mother doesn’t care about me. At that time, I was most envious of my classmate’s lunch box, which was full of fruits and food prepared by my parents. I didn’t have one, so I wanted it very much. I have a lot of pocket money, so I bought it Many snacks are exchanged with classmates."

"There is also the parent meeting. My parents have never attended it. I know they are busy and don't have time, but I really hope they can come, even once..."

"Chen Xun." Tang Can called him.

"What's wrong?" His face was too close to Tang Can, so close that he could see Tang Can's blinking eyelashes clearly, and every blink of the eyelashes seemed to sweep over Chen Xun's heart.

"Actually, my dad's secretary can take me to and from school, just like your family. I don't want to, because as long as I take the bus, I can see how other parents care about their children, so I can learn in advance How to be a good father."

"I still remember that one day when I was in the fifth grade, it was raining heavily outside, and it was almost dark at that time. I saw the mother in our class leading the monitor back, passing by the small shop at the corner of the school on the way. , His mother bought him octopus balls, and I kept watching them in the rain with an umbrella, and I didn’t know what I was looking at. It’s obviously a very common and common thing, and I still remember it.”

"I'm not an ambitious person. My wish since I was a child is to find a beautiful wife and have a child. I will be a good husband and a good father. I will treat the child very well, and I will take him to buy octopus balls and give them away. He goes to and from school, and there will be parent-teacher conferences for him."

Tang Can suddenly felt very sad. He rubbed his eyes with his hands, "But if you become gay, all these things will be gone."

"When I think about it, I feel sad. Chen Xun, won't you be sad?"

"Is this the reason why you like Chen Xi?"

"Maybe." Tang Can replied, "I know Chen Xi has a boyfriend, and I didn't take the initiative to confess it, but I still feel very sad to see it with my own eyes."

Chen Xun didn't ask any more questions. For the first time, he felt helpless. Tang Can was sad because of Chen Xi, and there was nothing he could do.

The air conditioner in the room was a little cold, so Chen Xun pulled a quilt to cover himself and Tang Can.

Not long after, Tang Can fell asleep.As soon as Tang Can fell asleep, someone came over, Chen Xun hesitantly took him into his arms, and the two embraced face to face.Tang Can's face was pressed against Chen Xun's chest, and his right hand was placed on Chen Xun's side waist. The red rope on his wrist connected Tang Can's wrist and Chen Xun's skin through Chen Xun's T-shirt. Together.