blues paradox

If possible, I really hope that the next moment is the end of the world.Laners thought stubbornly, his chest felt sore and painful, and there seemed to be something flickering in his eyes.However, the reality was not as one wished. When he opened his eyes, he saw a dark green bed curtain blowing in the wind, and the bright moon cast mottled shadows on the soft bed, which was so holy that people were at a loss as to what to do.Lance stayed for a moment, then curled himself silently into the shadow of the bed curtain, such a dirty self was not worthy of bathing in the moonlight, it was a blasphemy against the moon god.

Lance still remembered what happened that night, betrayal and tyranny followed one after another, and he couldn't even tell whether it was the heart that hurt more or the body that hurt more.

Because I used to be so trusting, I couldn't accept betrayal.Since then, he has been in a coma, indulging in the dream he wove, unwilling to wake up no matter what.In the dream, there are warm and intoxicating sunshine under the shade of trees in the afternoon, water droplets splashing by the church fountain, long silver hair shining with colorful light like flowing waterfalls...

What kind of feeling is that, obviously all the pictures of happiness appearing in front of my eyes, but I know from the bottom of my heart that it is fake!Even so, he still avoided waking up.This is a very strange situation. He was lying on the bed, but he was not completely unconscious, so when he realized that the man with purity and holiness was standing beside him, he was so shocked and helpless, with a sense of shame My heart is expanding in circles, what should I do, Mei knows?What would he do, leave me like Louie Covey did?

"My child, I know you can hear me, can't you?" Mei sat down next to the edge of the bed, and gently reached out her hand to stroke Lance's messy blond hair with a kind of heartbreaking pity.Laners felt as if he saw Mei's silver-gray eyes full of pity through this gentle temperature. There must be a wise and compassionate light in those eyes, just like the morning star that has just risen in the night, that is The direction of hope is the redemption of sin.

Laners lay quietly on the bed as if he had fallen asleep, his soft blond hair reflected a faint silver light under the dazzling sun, almost showing a translucent luster, like a beating flame, but his heart, however, It's just the ashes of the flames, pale, dark, and fragile, as if the wind blows, it can turn into a wisp of green smoke and disappear in the world.

In fact, Lans is extremely contradictory, he is delighted by all of Mei's intimate actions, but at the same time he feels uncontrollably inferior.At this moment, he finally understood that no matter how he concealed it, no matter how indifferent he really showed, inferiority complex seemed to have been deeply baked into his soul and could not be lingered.He suddenly wanted to push away Mei's slightly cold hands, and then shouted: "Don't touch me, it's so dirty!"

However, he couldn't do it, his body was still in a coma, and he was reluctant to push away the only warmth around him.

"Child, do you know why you have fallen into such a situation?" Mei said softly, her gorgeous and gentle voice brushed against Lan Ersi's heart like a feather, tickling but strangely comfortable, at this moment Mei's lips, His unique tenderness must be blooming.

Mei was not in a hurry to speak, as if she was giving Lance time to think.Lance didn't know whether Mei really knew that he was sentient, but he subconsciously followed Mei's train of thought.After a little thought, he set his target on Luo Yi. Yes, it was very simple, that man betrayed him.Lance is not an idiot. After thinking about the details of the matter carefully, the truth is ready to emerge.Obviously, Luo Yi knew his identity a long time ago, and this was a well-established situation from the moment they first met.Laners clearly remembered that it was Luo Yi who insisted on letting him attend the spring banquet. Before the spring banquet, Luo Yi also handed him a glass of wine. He would not be inexplicably impulsive and want to kill people. There was medicine in the wine.What spring banquet?What saves the tribe?What can't be done?It's all just a conspiracy planned by that man for the revival and prosperity of the family!

"If you blame everything on Roy Covey, then boy, I think I have to get to know you again. It seems that you are not as smart and sensible as I first saw you." Mei's The voice was as gentle as ever, but there was an inexplicable gloomy taste. Lance trembled suddenly, and then slowly calmed down.

During this period of time, his mind seemed to be muddy, he couldn't figure out his thoughts, he was confused and helpless, he only knew self-loathing and blaming others, and his inner irritability made him emotional, and he made some wrong judgments because of this.Mei's words were like a slap in the face, which instantly woke him up.That's right, I can't blame anyone, it's because he himself has become cowardly, and he is greedy for the love that Luo Yi brought to him like a loved one, so that he clearly senses the danger and doesn't know how to avoid it, it's because he is naive and ignorant to pay others easily Lost trust and become a stepping stone for others to fight for rights.He asked for everything!

His mood suddenly became brighter, but the corners of his eyes were strangely wet.

"Everyone has to pay for what they do, so boy, I hope this is the last time I see you cry. Remember, tears are the most useless things," Mei smiled, leaning over to wipe away The corners of Lance's eyes were crystal clear.

I didn't cry!Laners retorted softly in his heart, but tears kept dripping down like short-term beads.

"Okay kid, I have to go, Duke Ickonorman will be back soon."

don't go!Lance wanted to call out, but couldn't make any sound.

Mei walked out of the room slowly, closed the door gently, and called out, "Sophie."

"What are your orders, Lord Mei?" The beautiful woman appeared behind Mei in an instant and asked respectfully.

"The child is about to wake up, you can bring a glass of milk in later." Without looking back at Sophie, Mei went straight down the winding stairs.

"Yes, Lord Mei, go slowly." Sophie lowered her eyes, and turned to leave until the sound of Mei's slow and soft footsteps gradually faded away.This was the third time she saw Mei, but she subconsciously felt afraid, and her intuition told her that this man was far from being as harmless as he appeared on the surface.

Sophie carefully walked on the corridor on the second floor with warm milk. God knows how troublesome it is to get a glass of milk. There is no such thing on Wuxin Cliff, and it was brought up from the imperial capital temporarily.

"Master, are you awake?" As soon as Sophie entered the door, she saw Laners casually wearing pajamas standing in front of the window. The bright moon coated him with a halo of brilliance, like a silver-plated sculpture, beautiful but illusory .Master Mei was right, he really woke up.

Laners seemed to have never heard of it, and his eyes fell on the rose garden bathed in moonlight not far away, or he penetrated the rose garden, and he didn't know where he fell.

"Master!" Sophie tentatively spoke again, but her heart was full of uneasiness and anxiety. She didn't know what happened, but she understood a little bit, Lans had changed.When he came, Lance still had a bit of childish innocence, but at this moment, he looked like a dead man, lifeless, and even the air around him began to stagnate.Really... more and more like His Highness Xiu.

"Master, please drink some milk first, dinner will not start until His Highness Xiu returns." Sophie respectfully put the glass on the table beside her.

Laners finally turned around, picked up the cup expressionlessly, and ate slowly and gracefully, but his movements were dull and stiff, like a puppet.

"Ah!" Sophie Sophie suddenly covered her lips and let out a low cry. She saw that Lance not only had no expression on his face, but even his eyes didn't have any waves.The turquoise lake that used to be peaceful and beautiful is now more like a pool of stagnant water.As if he didn't hear Sophie's cry, Lance kept eating until the cup bottomed out.

Sophie had regained her composure, stepped forward to collect the cup and left.She understood the current situation of Lance, either collapsed, or...was about to wake up...

"Son? Heh... really interesting." Xiu leaned lazily by the desk, holding a piece of paper as thin as a cicada's wing, "Tomb, what do you think?"

Tomb looked up at the calm smile on the man's lips, trembled a little, then quickly lowered his head.His Highness Xiu is always like this, with the same smile, Lady Mei's smile is gentle and calm, while His Highness Xiu's smile is sinister and evil, what a big gap.

"That woman is not that bold." Tomb replied without hesitation, there is no coincidence, no matter how you look at it, there is some conspiracy.

"It seems that the hall has been too gentle recently, and some people have some illusions." Xiu looked out the window thoughtfully, with a smile of interest.The deep voice spread in the room, slowly seeping into the skin of the tomb like cold water, and the faint murderous aura aroused the murderous desire hidden in his body for a long time.Suppressing his bloodthirsty desire/desire, Tomb bowed respectfully and left.If you can no longer contact His Highness Xiu like this, you will be tortured and go crazy.