blues paradox

"November 214, 11 in the Momo Calendar, sunny.

I never thought that my favorite hometown, the habitat of our noble race, would become a cage that restricts our freedom and dreams. To this day, I still cannot believe it.

Looking at the darkness coming again, the pure and extreme darkness can even absorb all the light in the world, whether it is fireworks created by magic power or candlelight in nature.That night, I saw with my own eyes a newborn little phoenix emit a ball of fire because of his greed for fun. There is no doubt that he died, and was brutally sucked less than a hundred meters away from me. Dry up the magic and die.However, I could only watch helplessly, and the sense of powerlessness and guilt emerging from the depths of my heart almost made me collapse.I finally realized through repeated regrets and introspections that I must use some method to get rid of the curse of the Emperor of the Demon Realm.

Yes, this is clearly a curse, and I must find a way to get rid of it, and for that, I'd rather do whatever it takes.

The Emperor of the Demon Realm is the founder of the Demon Realm. In the Demon Realm, he is the symbol of a god... No, he is a god at all!

Ordinary human beings are unable to fight against great and powerful gods. There is no doubt that there is no chance of winning. Even the demons are also powerless and fearful when facing the gods handed down from generation to generation.But I have to resist. I don't want the long-inherited Phoenix family to perish because of my personal reasons after thousands of years, and finally disappear in the smoke and dust of history.I know all of this is an extension of my deep sin, but I am not reconciled, I will never allow such a thing to happen!

no way!

Even the emperor of the demon world is not qualified to stand in the way of a race seeking to survive! "

"On July 1167, 7 in the Momo calendar, it was sunny (in fact, I have never seen any weather other than sunny except for that nightmarish day, oh, I laughed bitterly at myself, maybe, that is the so-called 'Emperor of the Demon Realm' The wrath' huh?)

It has been almost a thousand years since that incident happened. For thousands of years, I have been constantly looking for a solution to the problem. I have almost searched through all the ancient books left by the clan.Maybe time can really increase people's wisdom and experience. I am no longer naive and frivolous, but sometimes I still can't help thinking back, if I hadn't left Phoenix Valley, met them, and tried every means Counting them, not going along with the proposal of the elders, my future, no, even if it is only the future of Phoenix Valley, will it be any different?

I am sorry for my people, the thing that I am most afraid of is that whenever I walk in the mountains and forests, the young children look at me with innocent and curious eyes, Yin asked me: 'Patriarch, why does the night absorb our magic power? ' or 'Master Patriarch, why can't we leave Phoenix Valley?How I want to see the outside world. '

Look, these are innocent children. Every word and even every word they say is like a sharp dagger piercing my heart full of holes. I can't answer their questions, even though I know The answer to the question lies, but how should I answer it?Let me tell them with a smile: Because you respect and love the patriarchs, I murdered the partner of the great demon emperor thousands of years ago under the instigation of the elders. Everything now is the retribution I deserve, it is the demon emperor punish?No, I will never be able to tell the children the truth frankly. I know that escaping can't solve any problems, but I still can't say it. The deep sense of guilt and guilt almost overwhelms me.I think I have to admit, it turns out that the patriarch of my dignified Phoenix Clan is a coward who has no responsibility and dares not face up to mistakes!

It was in this state of mind that I was thinking about remedies contradictoryly and painfully in such an environment.No, if my descendants finally read this diary, please don't give your rare and precious feelings, I'm not looking for sympathy, I don't deserve any kind of good feelings in this world, this is what I deserve retribution!I just simply think that I must at least create a hope of survival for the Phoenix Valley, which is now going to be destroyed. I don’t want too much. The prosperity of the race is no longer my responsibility and desire. I just want, for me Open up a way of life for my kind, even if it is my life and soul as the foundation! "

"November 1169, 12 in the Momo Calendar, sunny.

Omg I couldn't believe my eyes, I swear this must be the best day of my life!Yes, it’s wonderful. I have restrained my magic power and looked up at the sky countless times in the past when darkness strikes, but I never thought I would be so lucky today——I actually found a magic circle in the sky!

Thanks to the great Emperor of the Demon Realm for his blessing, oh no, as far as our situation is concerned, it should be thanks to the great Emperor of the Demon Realm for finally forgetting me and the offense that Phoenix Valley once caused him.I was almost certain immediately that it was the seal placed by the emperor of the demon world on the Phoenix Valley, yes, it was the root cause of the magic circle that dragged the Phoenix Valley into the abyss of destruction!

I was ecstatic at that moment, tears that had already dried up slipped from my eye sockets drop by drop, I casually wiped the tears off my cheeks with the back of my hand, and inadvertently smelled a strong smell of rust, and my body paused slightly, it turned out that, I have already shed all tears, and the blood representing magic power and life flowed out of my body drop by drop, and I didn't feel the slightest heartache or regret.However, the current situation in the Phoenix Valley does not allow me to waste even a drop of blood. I mechanically licked the blood on the back of my hand little by little, watching the darkness fade away in the blink of an eye, revealing the long-lost water-blue sky.Yes, it’s been a long time. Every time the darkness comes, it’s like an endless nightmare to me. I have also shivered in the darkness, looking forward to a sliver of salvation, but I am destined to face despair. Who can redeem me, I have already walked in the lava of hell and been incinerated into ashes. "

"November 1170, 3 in the Momo Calendar, sunny.

Despite my reluctance, and despite my expectations, I have to admit that the magic circle of the Emperor of the Demon Realm is not something that mortals like me can crack. Therefore, even if we know that the hope for the survival of the race is in the sky, In terms of formation, I still don't know how to do it.I don't think I've ever been this close to my millennial hope, and of course, I've never been this far.

There is absolutely no way to destroy that magic circle. In fact, I don't know how it is drawn in the sky, probably because I already knew that I would not find a breakthrough in this area. I have not studied this area. deep.I couldn't help but make a bold hypothesis. Since there is no way to destroy the magic circle of the emperor of the demon world, can another magic circle be created to offset it? Well, I also know that offsetting is impossible, at least to reduce the magic circle. The effect of the law, buy more time, and tear a small hole in the tight formation, so that my people can escape from that gap to the outside of the Phoenix Valley, no longer bound by the formation here.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that this method was very feasible, so I immediately selected some knowledgeable people in the Phoenix Valley to become elders. This was the first time since the elders were all wiped out. s future.

There has never been a so-called perfection in this world. Even the magic formations drawn by great gods must have some loopholes. There is still plenty of time. I believe that one day, we will be able to develop that formation and successfully walk out of it. The Curse of the Emperor of the Demon Realm! "

"November 2014, 10 in the Momo Calendar, sunny.

I am currently sitting quietly in my study and writing a diary. The secrets of the Phoenix Valley cannot be deceived forever. What.So, I left this diary and recorded all the things I could remember about it. It wasn't until I started writing that I realized that those memories that should have disappeared in the long years were unprecedentedly clear and clear To the point where I can still remember every tiny detail, every date when everything happened.

I feel that I am re-experiencing the rare joys and pains of the past until my restless heart returns to calm.In my memory, I have never been so calm as now, probably because my life is coming to an end, I feel unprecedented ease and joy.

I am over 2000 years old now, maybe this is still too young for the Phoenixes. In fact, I also hope to do more things for the Phoenix Valley. There is only a hazy outline, how I want to witness its completion with my own eyes!However, I can't wait for that day. My magic power is finally exhausted because of countless attempts to use magic power in the dark for experiments. I know that I will eventually leave this world, maybe today, maybe tomorrow...

In the haze, I think I saw the Phoenix family finally break free from the shackles and fly freely in the blue sky.Dreams are always too beautiful and illusory, but I would rather believe that it is not a simple dream.It is said that when some demons who are obsessed with obsession die, they can see the future across space and time, I believe, what I see...is the future..."