blues paradox

"Since it's so painful to live, why does it still exist?" An old sigh appeared in Lance's mind.Lance curled up in pain, his arms tightly wrapped around his curled knees, as if this would reduce his sense of existence.The pain was unbearable as if the head was about to explode, as if someone was hitting the brain with a hammer, bursting with hot sparks, but the voice in the head was still clear, and the person repeated again and again tirelessly: "Why do you still exist?"

"I don't know... I don't know..." Lance murmured weakly to himself, really hurting to death.Why ask him such a question?Why is it such a problem?Do you still need a reason to live?

"To linger in such agony, death has become a luxurious relief, has it not?"

"...Yes..." Lance didn't know what he was thinking or saying anymore, but the old voice seemed to be bewitching, he just felt that what the voice said made sense.Being insulted, betrayed, abandoned... such a failed and embarrassing life, it seems... really has no meaning to exist.

"Then, give up." The voice lowered its tone and slowly induced, "Read after me: I am willing to give up my humble life."

"...I...I am willing to give up my humble...life..." Laners couldn't help but read along, so that there will be no more pain, so...you can be free...

"I would like to offer my filthy soul to the great Lord of Darkness."

"I...I would like to dedicate my...dirty soul to the great Lord of Darkness..." A crystal drop slipped from the corner of his eyes uncontrollably, dripping into the boundless nothingness.

"Burning Spiritual Flame of Sealing Demons."

"Feng Mozhi..." A dazzling light appeared in front of my eyes. At the end of the light, there was an endless green grass field. The wildly growing green grass swayed in the breeze, catering to the group of colorful butterflies flying lightly; The little girl ran around happily after the butterfly, like a carefree angel.Suddenly, the girl paused, she turned her head to look at Lance, with a pure smile on her face, "Hey, brother, come and help me catch butterflies!"

OK.Laners answered softly in his heart, and couldn't help but burst into a gentle smile.It's been a long time since I laughed like this. His smile has long been lost on that muddy path, beside the gallows in the scorching sun, in that cold lake, in those countless nights of silent tears... long lost Things, now returned to his face, a warm, brilliant, carefree... smile.He heard himself answering in his heart: "Okay." However, when he opened his mouth, it was a completely different sentence, he said: "Sealing the Devil... Burning Spirit Flame..."

Burning Spirit Flame, ha ha... Lans laughed at himself, wondering if this flame could really burn this broken soul into ashes?He knows that the spell is not finished yet, and he also knows what the complete spell looks like. He only needs to add a magic activation word "Enlightenment" at the end. It's really...very simple...

"... Qi..." The words spat out from the red lips trembled slightly.As soon as the words fell, a few sparks sprang up out of thin air all around, and the bright red fire formed a sea. In the light of the fire, countless mirrors remained motionless, reflecting the rampant red light of the flames.

Lance smiled with relief. He saw the little girl waving to him, and he walked towards her slowly, submerged in the sea of ​​fire, but he couldn't feel the scorching heat at all.

"child……"

A very familiar voice.Laners stopped, turned his head, and saw the man's silver hair fluttering in the wind through the swaying flames, standing in the void like a noble god.There seemed to be a vacuum around him, the rampant sea of ​​flames did not dare to spread to where he was, and the flames that devoured everything did not even dare to approach his black robe.rose……

Laners blinked in disbelief, and when he opened it again, there was only a sea of ​​flames raging madly, where was the noble and elegant figure of that person?

Wait, what am I doing?Lance looked around blankly, but he made it?The flames could devour him in an instant, and he was about to turn into a speck of dust in the wind...

"No! I can't die...I can't die, I want to live freely like a real person!" Laners shouted hysterically, his crisp voice has become hoarse and out of tune, "I want to live..." He firmly repeated again and again, "No matter how difficult it is, I want to live!"

"Crack!" There was a crack in the middle of the mirror, and after that, mirrors one after another were broken, and finally, all the mirrors were crushed into fine powder by the wind and flew up in the sea of ​​flames.

Laners was stunned for a moment, and a line of words appeared in his mind. Without any hesitation, he read aloud: "Great Emperor of the Demon Realm, your humble people are willing to sacrifice his loyalty and soul to extinguish the evil spirits from all over the world." The flames of hell, the splendor of the Nine Serenities, Mu Yu, Qi!"

In an instant, a wall made of water mist appeared around Lance. Although it was as thin as paper, it forcibly isolated the flames.Then, the water mist centered on Laners and spread out at a slow and elegant speed. Wherever it passed, the flames were completely extinguished, leaving only a scorching heat wave with water mist still remaining.

It's over.Hua Tian Mu Yu, what a gorgeous move.

Xiu opened his slightly closed eyes, put the cup he was playing with on the window sill, and said softly, "Sophie, let's start."

"Yes, Your Highness." Sophie responded respectfully, and began to fill the magic spar into the magic circle.

Xiu gently hugged Lance into the formation, and Sophie just filled the last piece of magic spar. The formation immediately started, and each spar emitted soft purple light, forming a complicated pattern in series.

Xiu cut his index finger with his nails, and a drop of blood slipped down. It was dripping between the eyebrows of Laners, and a gorgeous blood flower bloomed, which was absorbed by the skin in an instant.

"Thousand-year magic power, it's really cheap for you." Xiu whispered softly, but couldn't distinguish his emotions.Sophie raised her head slightly, and happened to see Xiu leaning over to press a kiss on Laners' lips, it was just a simple touch, without a trace of lust, soft and pity.Suddenly, a chill hit his bones, and when he raised his head, he met a pair of cold golden eyes that implied warning.See no evil, see no evil... Sophie lowered her head as hard as she could, while performing self-hypnosis over and over again.

Suddenly, there was a burst of purple light in the formation, and tiny blood beads slowly seeped out from the pores of Lance, soaking most of the milky white bed sheet in a blink of an eye.His face became paler, and the blood red color and the harsh purple light complemented each other, and in this room filled with the smell of blood, there was a bit of morbid enchantment.

What kind of pain was that, the bones seemed to be crushed, and every inch of the skin continuously sent tingling and scorching heat.This reminded Laners of the iron maiden, a torture instrument that was popular among the nobles recently. The spikes in it were closely arranged but very scientific, and completely avoided the deadly parts of the human body. In endless pain, until death.Lans had never been punished like this, but he felt that even the punishment of the iron maiden was nothing more than that.The blood in the body was boiling, raging in the blood veins without any rules, crazily crashing against the fragile blood vessel walls, clamoring to rush out of the body.His eyes were dark and he couldn't see anything.He could clearly feel blood draining from his body.If possible, he really hoped to end his life with a knife, even if it was only a short coma, it would become a luxury.The heart-piercing pain used to penetrate every corner of his body, but he was always awake.Can only bear passively, there is no other way.

He couldn't pay attention to the passage of time.He can learn to be numb to loneliness, learn to face up to those unbearable pasts, and even learn to dispel the confusion and fear that make him almost crazy.But he couldn't learn to adapt to the bone-piercing pain after all.The chords of reason have already been snapped, the delicate face is distorted uncontrollably, the wide-open green eyes are out of focus, and the tears are silently falling down.It was the first time in a month that Sophie saw him in such a miserable state, even the night when he was hurt by His Highness Xiu, she didn't necessarily have such pain and despair.Sophie couldn't bear to turn her head. Purification of the bloodline is like this. This is an essential transformation of the body. If you can endure it, you can be reborn. If you can't endure it, you will be lost in endless torture, and you will eventually die.There is no way, to gain power, you have to pay some price.Everyone is like this, but when it falls on Lance, he feels unbearable.Is it because he is the young master?Or is it because of his own persistence and wisdom?So it can always arouse the little kindness left in him.

Probably really confused, Lans began to call those he knew, no matter who they were, to save him...

"Mei, save me... Mother, Brother Luo Yi... Yi..."

Hearing this, Xiu frowned slightly, Luo Yi was fine, but he still had wings?It seemed that he was really confused, and he even forgot who caused him to fall into this situation.Then, unsurprisingly, he heard his own name.Cautiously, with a strong begging, he spat out from the slightly parted red lips of Lance: "Save me...His Highness Xiu..."

The golden eyes were as quiet as a deep pool, unable to reveal any emotion.Xiu stood beside him silently, with a faint smile on his lips, elegant and gentle, but still charming.He seemed to be staring at Lance, or just unconsciously set his gaze in that direction.Not long after, the purple light in the formation gradually weakened, casting a faint halo on Xiu's gradually moving back.He walked calmly and gracefully, but at a very fast speed, like a cold and heartless god walking on the wind...