blues paradox

Your tenderness is a cruel illusion. I once thought that I was gradually getting closer to you, but at a certain moment of falling, I was pulled into the cold reality.

Even if you stand in front of me, you can't touch your body temperature, I never want to admit: it turns out that we have never been in the same space;

It turned out that I never knew you.

This is how Lan Tuo feels now. He lay quietly under the tree, mechanically staring at the blood-red sky unique to the devil world, as if as long as he kept looking at it like this, the clouds would separate a gap like a compromise, and let the birds fly away. Soaring, let the truth be revealed.

He loves Xiu, and is hopelessly in love with such a charming and mysterious man, there is no doubt about it, but it's just been a few days since he hasn't seen each other, and every cell in his body is clamoring for missing.

However, every time he stays in the Demon Realm for one more day, he will sadly find that the image of Xiu in his heart is a little more blurred; it is not because of the superficial love that he has forgotten it, but because of the superficial love that he has never understood and never understood. remember……

Recalling the scene when he used tricks to force Xiu to admit his love, the plan that was once seamless looked so rough and even ridiculous now.

Yes, ridiculous!

Xiu's expression at that time was still deeply imprinted on his heart, calm and tolerant, as if he was treating a vexatious child.

Lan Tuo closed his eyes in frustration, the sun shone through the thin eyelids on the fragile eyeballs, and there was a faint tingling feeling in the middle of the haze, as if reflecting the frequency of heartache.

No matter how resolutely he denies it, he can't cover up the reality. He—Blue Tiao—has never really understood Xiu, whether as a father and son or as a lover.He didn't know much about Xiu to the point where he couldn't find him once separated. He didn't know Xiu's identity in the demon world, he didn't know where Xiu lived in the demon world, and he didn't know how to contact Xiu... It was as if there had never been such a person in his life. People are average.Xiu's gentle pampering created a wonderful illusion, so when they separated suddenly, they could recognize the distance between each other.

His love is too superficial and simple, so it is not recognized.Neither Xiu nor the people around Xiu can admit his feelings.Blues didn't know if they were laughing at his stupidity with sardonic smiles, but at least now, even he himself had the urge to laugh at himself.

Never before has I had such a strong desire to understand and cultivate, and never have I clearly realized that it is not possible to stand by his side without having great power.

If we had spent more effort to understand and explore at the beginning, would we not be at a loss and struggling now?

"Xiao Jiu." Lan Tuo whispered softly, and a small phantom appeared on the ring on his left hand, "I finally understand what you meant that day."

"What?" The cute boy was lying on the ring, blinking his eyes and looking at the blue tone who seemed to be enlightened.

Xiao Jiu once said: You can't find His Highness Xiu even if you leave.Such a simple sentence is more like a kind of unconscious ridicule - mocking his ignorance and his self-righteous love.

Without too much explanation, Blues suddenly said: "I have decided to stay here, this is my deal with Chi Ye."

"Oh? Tsk tsk, what a surprise! Are you not in a hurry to find His Highness Xiu?"

"No!" Lan Tuo lowered his head, with an inscrutable smile on his lips, and said softly, "I just want to use the simplest method to achieve my goal as quickly as possible."

I not only want to find him, but also let him see...

my awakened love...

Hehe... It's a little late to go home today, so the update is a little late, I hope everyone understands...

We have always tried our best to express a growth process in the mentality of the blues. There is no love or hatred for no reason in this world, so we believe that feelings are based on mutual understanding. The love before the blues It is indeed more like a vexatious child. Therefore, this chapter mainly wants to show Xiaotiaoer’s deeper understanding and sublimation of feelings... Sweat... I don’t know if our clumsy writing can express this meaning... Dear friends, I will Just wait and see...

By the way, I would like to reveal a little bit, when Lan Tiao finds Xiu Hou with this kind of deeper feelings... Ahem... Well, something that we have all been waiting for for a long time will happen naturally... So, we want to collect it!Want votes!Want to comment!Believe that we are a diligent child...give us more motivation, we will give you more JQ...yohohohoho