The Days of Dressing Up as a Handsome General

My name is Yan Feng, and I am standing on the city tower waiting for his arrival. I have been separated from him for nine months and fourteen days, and I miss him very much.In the eight years I have known him, the separation of more than nine months is not too long, but this time I miss him even more strongly than before.

I laughed, but my heart ached like being lingering. At this moment, I felt that I was exiled by God. How could I... how could I fall in love with a man with a child's body?

I lowered my head and looked at my white and callus-free palms, which were thin and small. How can such hands embrace the person I love, and staying by his side in another capacity may be my best choice...

There will always be a fragment in the deepest part of my memory. It was the first time I met him. At the moment when our eyes met, his smile shone into my heart like a ray of sunshine, ironing the whole body. Heart, that is a kind of warmth.

At that time, he ran his hands through my soft hair, touched my forehead, and said with a smile, "My name is Yan Mo, and I'm your eldest brother."

After a long time, I asked him why he poked his forehead strangely when we first met. He said that he was afraid that I would feel unwell because my face was blushing...

"Little brother and younger sister, you have to wait until the eldest brother gets married before you come back." He joked with us casually, without any restraint.

Ye Er and I left home at the age of three, Ye Er studied medicine, and I have been learning how to manage Huyi, Huyi is a force passed down from generation to generation in the Yan family, a hidden organization that directly obeys the emperor's orders.

On the night when my eldest brother got married, my father took me to meet the emperor in secret and said that I would be in charge of Huyi in the future. When I was resigning, I glanced at the aging emperor, and there was a sneer at the corner of my mouth. The prince can't wait anymore?

Three days later, Ye'er and I set foot on our way home. Although Ye'er and I were no different from guests in the Yan Mansion, I didn't blame anyone. My mother gave birth to Ye'er and me at an advanced age, and she couldn't give us a healthy body , Sending us to Miracle Doctor Xue is also helpless.

The year my father died of illness, he was twenty and I was fifteen.

When Ye'er and I arrived in Liangjing, he had already led the army north because of the Qi army that was about to move, and he hadn't even finished taking care of his father's funeral.

One night, Zhuge Yun, who came to the throne three years ago, summoned me.

On the Golden Luan Hall, I lowered my eyes and stood ten steps away from him with a finger wrench symbolizing tiger wings in my hand, secretly observing his movements from the corner of my eye.He said, "I command you to look up."

I raised my head as I said, and met his eyes for a moment, and then pretended to be defeated by his undisguised scrutiny. I knew very well that the end of being stronger than the emperor would not be long.

"You look pretty good." He said a word frivolously, and my eyebrows almost twitched imperceptibly.

"I heard that you have not been in Liangjing, so you see General Yan often?"

I wasn't sure whether he was talking about father or elder brother, "Yes."

"Since you will live in Yan Mansion in the future, I have to remind you of some things."

I probably guessed that the person he asked before was the eldest brother, "Yes."

"Although Yan Mo's surname is Yan, he is related to me by blood. So, in my eyes, you are not his younger brother, do you understand? I warn you, don't have other thoughts about him. In the future, you will get along with him." It's still a long time, I..."

I stood there in a daze for a moment, the emperor summoned me late at night just to say this?My head instantly turned into a pile of paste, he wants me not to have other thoughts about big brother?Is he afraid that my elder brother and I will collude with him to deal with him?

When what he said came to an end, I immediately knelt down on the ground, expressing my loyalty.He just smiled, and a pill rolled to my feet, and said: "I never trust others, take that medicine, if you have a different heart, it will make your life worse than death."

My heart sank, but my movements were not slow, I picked up the pill and swallowed it in one gulp, "Your loyalty can be learned from the sun and the moon."

"I hope you are really trained to be a dog slave." He sneered, and said, "I also forgot to say that you will not be emotional after taking this medicine, and you will vomit blood every time your heart beats. You will not blame me, servant of the ice, will you?"

With a slight smile on my face, I respectfully replied: "I understand."

On the way back to Yanfu, my heart was clouded with dark clouds, cold-blooded, suspicious, cruel, and I will obey him for the rest of my life?With just one thought in my mind, an indescribable pain swept across my chest, as if my internal organs were being sliced ​​and shredded by many small knives.

I grabbed the car curtain and wanted to call out but couldn't. A thought flashed in my mind, and I only took two steps away from the palace. If the emperor finds out...

I grabbed the upper beam of the car and forced myself to think about other things. After a cup of tea, the pain eased.After getting off the sedan chair, the early morning cold eroded me, and I shivered, only to find that my forehead was covered with cold sweat, and my back was even more wet with sweat.

The concierge walked between me and the bearer with surprise in his eyes, and I laughed at myself, yes, no matter how you look at it, it looks like I have lifted the sedan chair.I also ordered the servant to boil a bowl of ginger soup and bring it to my room.

Until three months later, at the gate of Yan's Mansion, I met my elder brother who was full of travel and dust, probably because of the weather, his skin looked a little dry, and his lips looked a little chapped.I looked at his angular lips, and my heart throbbed with the desire to kiss them.

He looked at me with piercing eyes, got off the horse, gave me a brotherly hug, and said, "Xiaofeng, long time no see, you've grown up so much..."

His cold armor was stuck to my face, but there was a faint warm fragrance lingering in my nose, almost inaudible but extremely tempting. I couldn't help but took a deep breath, but my heart was thumped One blow, one sweetness in the mouth, one spout of blood and then nothing else.

When I woke up again, it was midnight, Ye'er was standing by my bed, and said with worried eyes: "I didn't expect you to fall in love with him."

Ever since I was a child, Ye'er and I have had no secrets. After Ye'er found out that I had been poisoned by a Gu, he began to refine medicine.

I sighed, "I didn't even feel that I was tempted, so I spit out a mouthful of blood. It's poison hair if I don't keep it clean."

Ye'er shook her head, "As long as you don't think about it, that medicinal wine is equivalent to not taking it."

"Are you sure you can refine the antidote?"

"Can't you trust my medical skills? It just takes some time, and some medicines are hard to find."

I nodded, and she said unceremoniously: "Take care of your heart for me, don't vomit blood when you see big brother, I'm afraid you will be dead before the medicine is refined. left."

His class teacher's return to the imperial court made the undercurrents turbulent in the court, and the identities of Prince Ning and General Dingguo made him unable to choose either side. He became the mouth of the emperor, and everything that was inconvenient for the emperor would be said from his mouth.

The man spent more and more time alone with him, sometimes even in the middle of the night before he dragged his exhausted body back home.I often observe him involuntarily, observing this man whom I haven't seen for a long time.Seeing the blood spilling out of my mouth and staining the front of my clothes red, only then did I think of urging Ye'er to refine the medicine, but there was one medicine that I couldn't find, and I couldn't find it all the time...

He is very busy, going to court, training in the school field, taking turns in the military department, and entering the palace, so the time he can stay at home in a day is pitiful.

Later, Ye'er told me that the incense in my sister-in-law's room smelled like musk, and I found out after asking that it was a gift from the palace. This kind of incense can only be used by Yipin's wife, and my sister-in-law will never have it in her life The child is gone, along with the serving maids.

I found a time and asked casually, "Brother, you and your sister-in-law have been married for so long, why don't you add a nephew for us?"

He smiled slightly and said: "The emperor said that as long as I have a child, the threshold of the family will be broken by the matchmaker. It is another troublesome matter, so I have to wait for another two years."

His smile is sincere and natural. Looking at his bright smile, I couldn't bear to say those things at all, and all the thoughts in my heart turned into a sigh, that's all...

That night, he was practicing martial arts in the courtyard. He was wearing a black silk dress that outlined his lean body, and the skirts were slightly disheveled. When he saw me walking by, a beautiful smile bloomed on his face. maple."

I frowned slightly, "I told you to call me Feng last time, I'm almost as tall as you, so you still call me Xiaofeng?"

"Okay, then call me Feng'er." He handed me the sword in his hand, "Do you know swordsmanship?"

I shook my head, "Ye'er and I have been weak since childhood, not suitable for domineering kung fu, the only thing we can master is light kung fu."

He couldn't believe it, and asked, "Haven't you ever practiced Chiyue's swordsmanship?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the housekeeper walking quickly, with a panicked expression on his face, "Master, hurry up... something happened to Madam."

"Don't panic, tell me what's going on."

"Someone from the palace sent a message saying that Madam threw herself into the water."

He was taken aback, and immediately ran towards the gate. I looked at his back with messy footsteps, lowered my eyes, and felt something was wrong in my heart. That night, the female family members of the imperial court gathered in the palace to celebrate the queen's birthday, and my sister-in-law chose this Suicide by throwing water into the sky?Besides, she had no reason to drown herself.

I shook my head, trying my best to get rid of the uneasiness in my heart, a black figure appeared behind me, "The emperor summons you and Yan Ye into the palace."

Just as I was about to ask, I saw a man appearing on the roof carrying a bound leaf. I glared at him, "What do you mean?"

"The emperor would like to ask you for a small favor." Heiying grinned grinningly, and pressed his cold blade against my neck.

In Zhuge Yun's bedroom, after we were given a medicine with the fragrance of datura flowers, our whole body became numb and we couldn't speak, and then we were locked in the cabinet again.Immediately, the eunuch's sharp voice was heard: "Xuan, Prince Ning, General Yan Mo, Dingguo, has an audience—"

"Your Majesty, why is my wife's clothes messy? She threw herself into the water? I suspect that Zhuojing was bullied by others, so I ask the emperor to make the decision." He didn't even perform the courtesy of a monarch and minister, so he asked straight to the point, and he could hear that he was trying his best Suppressing my emotions.

"I have found out that the second son of the Minister of War has drunk a few more glasses tonight, and what happened afterwards is almost as you expected."

"Since that's the case, I would like to ask the emperor to give my wife justice, and I will resign." There was a hint of pain in his voice.

"Are you leaving in such a hurry?" Zhuge Yun's voice was full of signs of trouble, "Don't you want to stay longer? Don't you want to hear who ordered it?!"

"I believe that the emperor has his own decision."

"Put her down, I'll show you something."

The sound of footsteps gradually approached, and Zhuge Yun opened the cabinet door. He looked at Ye'er and me in surprise, "Your Majesty, what do you mean?"

Zhuge Yun put his shoulders on him and said: "I have hinted at you so many times to seduce you, but you still refuse to do so, so I have no choice but to resort to other means."

He tilted his head slightly, avoiding Zhuge Yun's hand stretching towards his cheek, and said: "Your Majesty, we are both men, so don't bring up the matter of Longyang again, and please let the emperor let this humble minister go."

"Mo'er, you are so uncute. When you were young, you held my clothes and called me Brother Yun. The more you call me by the emperor, the more I hate the Yan family."

"minister……"

Zhuge Yun stretched out his hand and threw Ye'er and me on the ground, and stepped on my chest, "Mo'er, do you have to call yourself a vassal?"

"minister……"

"If you call me the emperor again, or call yourself a subject, I will break his ribs."

"I beg you to spare them."

Zhuge Yun nodded in satisfaction, "You know how unpleasant the words just now would have sounded if the emperor and his ministers had spoken them."

He pursed his lips tightly, "I beg you to let them go."

Zhuge Yun walked to the bed, opened the small cabinet next to the bed, took out a pill, "Come here."

He approached as he said, and Zhuge Yun pressed the pill on his lips, "Take it, and I will let them go."

He opened his mouth, put the pill in his mouth, slipped his throat, and swallowed it.

"Mo'er, you just took the Luoyan Pill, and you have to take it once a month from now on. Although it will cause harm to your body, I don't care about it. Fortunately, there is still a Luoyan Pill. Antidote, when did you follow me willingly, when will I give you the antidote..."

"Do you think there will be such a day?" There was a mocking smile on his lips, but his eyes were filled with gloom, "Zhuge Yun, how did you become like this? So you are not like this."

"If you haven't changed, maybe I will still treat you as before, but if you have changed, then why should I wear a mask of kindness?" Zhuge Yun pushed him down on the bed, and his whole body was crushed Go up, "You forced me to do this."

He was lying on the bed with an unusually pale face, looking sideways, quietly looking at the silk curtain hanging on the dragon bed, his eyes were dead silent.Zhuge Yun leaned on his body, with a cruel and smug smile on his lips, moving slowly, "Do you know how long I have been waiting for this day?"

He was still just silent, his hands tightly clutching the sheets under his body, and his whole body was tense.

"Mo'er, are you comfortable? Just call out if you feel comfortable. The Luoyan Pill only makes you unable to use your internal strength temporarily, and it won't affect our intimacy. Besides, the aphrodisiac effect..."

He met my eyes and said softly, "Feng'er Ye'er, don't look at me."

Zhuge Yun adjusted his posture, and moaned incoherently, "Mo'er...that woman, I can't even give you a child...but I can..."

He turned his head slowly and looked at him in disbelief, "What do you mean?"

Zhuge Yun didn't answer, climbed onto his shoulders, and twisted his body crazily. After a few short groans, Zhuge Yun fell on his chest, panting lightly, and said after a while: " You'll soon find out."

Zhuge Yun pulled off his hair band, tied his hands behind the head of the bed, stroked his cheeks repeatedly, and said with a smile: "Am I crazy, to let that woman stay by your side for so long... "

Zhuge Yun's deep voice was coquettish, but it sounded involuntarily chilling from the bottom of his heart, "No woman is qualified to conceive a life with you, but you have asked me over and over again when you can have kids."

"Mo'er, I'll give it to you. If you want a child, I'll give you a child. If you want a wife, I'll be the one below." Zhuge Yun's tone was full of fanaticism, "I love you, and I waited so hard for you." grow up……"

"You're really crazy." As time passed, his eyes became more and more lax, and his voice became softer, "Don't do this, stop before it makes a big mistake..."

Zhuge Yun stretched out his hand to reach behind him, and said, "Mo'er, don't you feel that your whole body is floating now? That's right, Luoyan Pill will make us very happy, and you will soon find out that our What a fit, we are each other's first time, and then we will love each other even more."

"You're dreaming..." Before he could finish his sentence, he was completely lost, "Uh...haha, um...ah...haha..."

I widened my eyes and watched his legs slowly bend and hooked around Zhuge Yun's waist, abnormally bright red appeared on his cheekbones, his eyebrows and eyes were curved, he couldn't help moaning and chuckling.

"Why is this the only way to make you obedient?" Zhuge Yun stroked and kneaded the person under him, his body moving slowly.

Zhuge Yun turned his head to look at us, he smiled strangely, pulled off the silk curtain and threw it over to cover us, he said: "Have you seen enough? Has the medicine you drank worked yet? If you arrive If I don’t call Mo’er Daddy, I can only find two children to replace you.”

What does he mean by that?The body began to heat up slowly, getting hotter and hotter, as if the whole body was put into a steamer, and then there was a splitting headache, and the ears could no longer hear the sound of the body beating, only pain, as if the whole body was being cramped Peeling the meat and breaking the bones is average.Unable to groan or move, he endured round after round of painful torture.

After being hot, it was cold again. It was so cold that it felt like a needle was pricking every pore, and it kept pricking. There was a golden silk curtain in front of me, but I don’t know when it started, these golden yellows gradually turned orange red. Then it was blood red, and hot liquid quickly slipped out of the corners of the eyes and flowed into the hair.

Why didn't Zhuge Yun just kill me, why did he let me suffer this kind of pain... I don't know how many days and nights passed, when everything gradually returned to calm, the silk curtain in front of him was lifted, and he looked at us , his eyes were full of shock, and his undressed white body was covered with crimson suck marks and bruise pinch marks.

Zhuge Yun came over, hugged him from behind, and kissed his neck, "Mo'er, they will stop shrinking after taking the antidote, don't worry, how old do you like them? One or two? Three Four years old?"

He grabbed the hand that touched his chest, and said coldly, "Give me the antidote! Now."

Zhuge Yun's hand slid down and rested on his waist, "Unless you beg me, use the method I taught you to beg me."

For a moment, a raging flame ignited in his eyes, and the stream of humiliation flashed across. He clenched his fists and turned around slowly. The tattoo marks on his back were as red as blood.

He snuggled into Zhuge Yun's arms and said softly, "Yun, please."

A smile curled up on Zhuge Yun's lips, and he said, "I want to hug you."

He was silent for a long time, and finally replied: "I want you to hug me too."

Zhuge Yun's fingers repeatedly drew the marks, and his tone was gentle: "Mo'er, does it still hurt?"

He shook his head, "It doesn't hurt."

"I wish you were so obedient before." Zhuge Yun said with a smile, "I know, even if I give you my jade pendant, you won't take it with me. This is the best way."

"It's a pity that your jade pendant is gone. If you hadn't been ignorant at that time and gave that jade pendant to Sima Yan, why would I have thrown that jade away in a fit of anger. The jade pendant with your name engraved on it can only be given to Sima Yan. For the person I identify, I will check someone in two days and make a new one for you, and one day, you will give it to me."

He didn't respond, holding the medicine that Zhuge Yun handed over, lowered his eyes, and said, "It's been seven days, and she hasn't been buried yet, do you want me to be poked at the back and scolded for the rest of my life?"

Zhuge Yun took his hand and said, "How can I be willing to..."

"Let us go back, and I will accompany you later." His tone was soft, with a hint of pleading.

Three days later, the whole of Liangjing knew that Lord Ning had a pair of six-year-old children, and the fact that he vowed never to remarry in the mourning hall of his dead wife was also talked about.One night, a jade pendant was sent from the palace. He held the jade tightly, with a mocking smile on his lips, and slowly said two words, "Madman."

A gust of wind blew by, he opened his palm, and the powder in his hand dissipated with the wind without a trace.After that, no matter how precious the jade Zhuge Yun sent, he never paid attention to it. The only thing he cherished was the white jade inlaid with gold thread.