The Days of Dressing Up as a Handsome General

Sima Yan didn't have a lot of free time to narrate the past, he only said a few things before going to bed or when eating, and I also slowly understood the past in Sima Yan's narration , I also know the story of that piece of jade, and I also know a lot...

Back then, the jade pendant was torn to pieces, Sima Yan smeared it for a long time and only found half of it. Now this jade pendant has been inlaid with skillful workmanship, and one can figure out what happened after a little association.

Yan Mo liked Sima Yan back then, or he always liked Sima Yan.A long time ago, Feng'er had glimpsed Yan Mo's deeply hidden emotions from a painting that mentioned a poem. They wanted their eldest brother to be happy, that's all.

I no longer dwell on the past, and the knots in my heart are slowly untied because of Sima Yan's plain and warm narration. For Sima Yan, those memories about Yan Mo are a few warm fragments of his entire youth, and Zhuge Yun's wanton bullying was the turning point for him to start his career as emperor.

I snuggled into Sima Yan's arms, played with his hair hanging on his chest, and said in a deep and melodious voice, "That...Yan, I really care about it...but that's the original, that's...I thought you liked The original Yan Mo was not me, or it was just because I was good-looking... In short, I thought about it a lot..."

Sima Yan pinched my cheek, "Then you didn't say anything, you just kept thinking about it?"

"I can't lead soldiers to fight, I can't have children, I don't have the capacity to tolerate others..." I took this opportunity to vomit quickly, expressing all my worries, and even deliberately tested Sima Yan, " I am still stingy, greedy for money, awkward, not frank... I am so different from the original Yan Mo, it can be said that we are two people at all, I am afraid that you will gradually dislike me..."

He tapped my head lightly with his knuckles, pretending to be angry, but he couldn't hide the smile from the corner of his lips, "What's in your head?"

"At that time, I liked you more and more. I was afraid that one day I would become a resentful woman in the deep palace. I lost my whole heart in it, but I could only watch you hugging other women..."

He pressed up and blocked my mouth, and there was a murmur like "fool" between his lips and teeth that disappeared into the connecting lips. He seemed to tell me with actions that he loved me, and loved me in front of him. ...

This kiss was so hot that I wanted to cry, but the tears seemed to flow to my heart, and my whole heart became warm and hot.

He held my hand, interlocked his fingers, and kissed my fingers one after another, "Mo'er, I haven't hugged anyone in the past six months, not one... because I love you, I can't hug you goodbye woman, I only want you."

Sima Yan's voice was hoarse, his eyes were full of me, he slowly pulled me into his arms, bit the tip of my ear, "Mo'er, you must always stay by my side."

My heart froze, and a voice sounded next to my ear, "Mo'er, I just want to stay by your side forever."

I pushed Sima Yan away in a panic, no, I can't do this...

Sima Yan looked at me with an incomprehensible light in his eyes. After a long time, he sighed and said, "Mo'er, I can wait for you. Let's take our time..."

"Lord Yan, there is a reply from Yuezhou City." A guard outside the door reported.

"Bring it up." Sima Yan said in a calm voice.

Sima Yan's identity to the outside world is the supervisor sent by the emperor, and he said that his surname is "Yan".Sima Yan held on to the reply letter presented by the guard, and stared at me fixedly. I thought he would either not give it to me, or he would read it before giving it to me.But Sima Yan just threw the things on the table, and said casually: "Look, tell me what you can tell after reading."

I suppressed my face and lowered my eyes, read the reply letter, smiled slightly, worried in my heart, and said: "The letter said that they are all well, and Nangong Yu is resting in bed, please don't worry." The letter was written by Mo Xiang, or Nangong Is Yu's injury so serious that he can't write a letter?

I took a deep look at Sima Yan, the person in front of me is so powerful, whether it is in the art of the emperor or in fighting for feelings...

He told people to wait at the gate of the city before sending the seriously injured Nangong Yu back.He calculated every step correctly, calculated that Nangong Yu would come after him, calculated that I would beg him, calculated that Nangong Yu would be seriously injured and bedridden, Nangong Yu didn't care about me, and I could only Just stay by his side obediently.

"Master Yan, Yuezhou City has sent another letter."

"Bring it up." The guard pushed open the door and entered, Sima Yan pointed at me, "Give it to him."

When I exhibited the letter, rows of thin, tough, strong characters came into view...

"What did you write in the letter?!" Sima Yan frowned, "Do you think your face is turning into a smile? Tell me!"

I touched my face, and the involuntary upturn of the corner of my mouth showed that I was in a happy mood, "Well, he just told me not to worry, he said he would take good care of his wounds."

"Him? It's Nangong Yu, right?!" Sima Yan snatched the letter from my hand with one hand, his whole face became darker and darker, "Very good...you are really good, he misses you every day, Will dream of you, and he told you not to miss him too much?"

"Hmph..." Sima Yan sneered twice, tore the letter into pieces, and grabbed my wrist, "I'll keep you so busy that you don't have time to think about him."

Sima Yan dragged me to the inner room. I faintly sensed what Sima Yan might be doing. I beat Sima Yan and clasped my hand, "Sima Yan, let me go! Let me go, you heard me?" No!"

He threw me onto the bed, pressed me up, and tore my clothes without any mercy, "You only have to look at me, only miss me! You clearly know that I saw you and Nangong Yu doing that kind of thing, The anger and jealousy in my heart are driving me crazy, you know? How can you still show that expression? When you read the letter, what are you thinking? Ah?!"

I struggled desperately, Sima Yan's eyes were full of anger and lust, one big hand clasped my two wrists, the other hand tied my two hands with a belt, and then tied them to the head of the bed, " I shouldn't be kind to you at all, I should kill those who like you one by one..."

"Sima Yan, why are you crazy?! Don't make me hate you!" I was furious, and kicked him desperately, "Let go of me! Did you hear me!"

"I also want to let you go, but I can't do it. It's only been half a year, and there are so many people around you in half a year. I also want to pretend to be magnanimous, and I also want to take my time..."

Sima Yan grabbed my leg, stepped forward and invaded me...

I couldn't say a word anymore, a tearing pain swept over me, and the tears couldn't stop pouring down, a pain I had never experienced before, as if my soul was being torn apart, my mouth was full of salty smell There is a voice in my throat but I can't say it, Sima Yan, don't force me to hate you!

Sima Yan didn't move after he came in, his hands trembled slightly, he kept wiping away my tears, and kissed my knee hanging on his shoulder, warm liquid dripped on my leg.

I couldn't see Sima Yan's face clearly with tears in my eyes, but I could tell that his voice was full of moisture, and his tone was sad, "Mo'er, what should I do? What should I do to you, you will Love me, what should I do so that you will not leave me, so far away, I feel that your heart is so far away from me, who lives in your heart? Why do I always fail when I want to get close? "

The warm tears that dripped on my legs gradually turned into a cold patch. I opened my mouth, and the tears flowed until I choked, unable to utter a word.

"I told myself repeatedly, you have me in your heart, you will love me, and you will not choose others, but your actions have denied my thoughts time and time again?" Sima Yan's hair on his forehead rubbed against my knees. , he said tiredly what was in his heart, "Why is it that you are clearly by my side, but I am still constantly worried that you will leave? I know that Nangong Yu can't come to rescue you, but I am still afraid that you will disappear when I wake up? "

Sima Yan withdrew somewhat apologetically. He bent down and embraced me in his arms, and buried his face in my neck. After a while, it was all wet, and he said over and over again in a crying voice: "Mo Son, I love you."

Sima Yan's tears streaming down my body bit by bit extinguished the fire in my heart, and then there was a burst of piercing pain in my heart. This kind of pain seemed to be because of Sima Yan's tears, or because he brought hurt me...

"Untie my hand." My voice was full of tiredness and command.

Sima Yan groped to untie my hand, and hugged my hand again tremblingly, tightening his arms bit by bit, "Mo'er..."

The long time of binding made my arms a little sore. I put my hand on his shoulder and gently pushed him, "Get up."

Sima Yan's arms tightened even tighter, so tight that I couldn't breathe. He opened his mouth and bit the flesh on my shoulder, causing slight pain, and his whole body covered my body, motionless.

I was a little hesitant and didn't push him anymore, but I felt a little uneasy in my heart. I sighed softly and said, "Yan... I love you."

He didn't move, and even the intensity of biting me didn't change at all. For a moment, I wondered if he didn't hear me. My voice was slightly louder, and I said, "Sima Yan, I say I love you."

But this time, there was an inexplicable cry in my voice, I quickly wiped away the tears on my face, and said again: "Sima Yan, I love you."

Sima Yan raised his head, quickly grabbed the scattered clothes on the bed, covered his face, and after a long time, he revealed a face with red eyes from crying.

The kiss hit me overwhelmingly, eyes, cheeks, lips, behind ears, chest, waist and abdomen... He tried his best to please me, manipulating wave after wave of pleasure to sweep me, but he Never hugged me, even though he endured it very hard, even though I asked, even in the end, I was exhausted and passed out...

Suddenly, a voice echoed: "Mo'er, I'm sorry..."