Small Revolution Rebirth

"Happy, let's shoot this scene again tomorrow." It was rare that Zhang Yu didn't scold anyone, but just looked into happy eyes, which revealed only disappointment.

For this child, he has known him for two years.In the past two years, not to mention the rising stars and stars of tomorrow, even some old actors he has seen are not as spiritual as this young man.Zhang Yu always thinks of him whenever he has a chance, and happiness has never let him down.This time he invited Gao Xing to participate in his TV series "Long River". Although many people held negative attitudes, it still did not affect Changyu's thoughts and decisions. The role played by people.

Sure enough, happiness did not disappoint him.Relying on his love for film and television art, this child successfully performed this role and was praised by everyone, and Zhang Yu was therefore considered by everyone to be a director who is good at choosing actors.But today, happiness really disappointed him.

In such a simple fighting scene, there are mistakes again and again. It's not just that he didn't grasp the strength in the air well, nor was he simply not familiar with the rhythm, it's just because the child didn't pay attention.And as an actor, not paying attention is the biggest failure!Zhang Yu never thought that Gao Xing would have such failures, but today when he gave Gao Xing another chance, the boy still didn't understand.

Although I don't know why there is such a big drop in today's happiness, but Zhang Yu's heart is a little weak after tossing all afternoon.He didn't want to waste any more time, the recent scenes were in a hurry, and it was impossible to delay the work progress of the entire crew just to please one person.Therefore, he stopped filming, and decisively directed Master Wia, who was exhausted from pulling the wire wire all day, to put down his joy, and then began to dispatch everyone to prepare for the next scene.

Gao Xing, who was put down, stood there numbly, allowing Master Wia to take off his costume and the ropes tied to his body, and then stared blankly at the busy people over there.Now no one is paying attention to him, everyone is starting to prepare for the shooting of the next scene, no one will see the protagonist who has just been hung up and down alone in a daze.

Glad to have that hallucination again.He felt as if he was dreaming, the outside world didn't seem to have much to do with him, and what happened just now seemed a little blurry.After being in a trance for a while, the pulley in his head slowly turned away. He suddenly realized that he had failed in acting today.

As soon as this idea popped into his mind, he immediately panicked.I am happy that I didn't know what it meant to fail a performance, but now I understand.This not only means that the director is disappointed with the actor, but also brings dissatisfaction with the actor from the entire crew. If things are exaggerated, the entire industry may know that there is an unprofessional actor.Brother Cui once said to himself that an actor must keep his emotions out of the drama. Only by doing this can you become a real actor.

I am happy to see a bunch of busy people in front of me, they are all busy with the work in their hands, no one came to look at him because he was standing here.This is not to say that everyone is dissatisfied with him, but because everyone knows what their current tasks are and what they should do.Gao Xing feels a little guilty, because his own reasons have delayed everyone for such a long time, but instead of accusing him, these friends silently let him think about his own affairs. This kind of silent comfort also made him particularly moved .

So, happy, you should clarify your thoughts now, what are you afraid of, what are you avoiding, what are you hurting, and what are you wronged.Only by thinking clearly about these things can you know what you really want, and you can solve the problem thoroughly, and then return your spirit to work.

After making up his mind, Gao Xing immediately ran over and asked director Zhang Yu for a leave of absence. He said that he was not in a good condition and wanted to go back to the hotel for a while.Zhang Yu just glanced at him indifferently, and agreed without expressing anything.Gao Xing didn't care about Chang Yu's current performance, because he knew that the director was already very angry, but he didn't burst out because of his own reasons. He said "thank you" to Zhang Yu, then turned and left.

He first went back to the room, washed off his makeup, then came to Liu Dong's luggage, and took out Liu Dong's father's computer.For this thing, I am happy to know how to operate simply, but teenagers are always very quick to get started with new things, so even if they only know how to operate simply, he can still control things like surfing the Internet and playing games.

Gao Xing felt that the main reason why he was so sad today was that he saw the process of Chu Sheng and Qin Yu's play, and the kiss that made his nerves most tense during this process.Therefore, if you want to find out the root of your sadness, then you must know what kind of movie Chu Sheng is shooting now.And because of Chu Sheng, Gao Xing, who hadn't watched entertainment news for a long time, didn't know anything about Chu Sheng's current information, and he didn't want to ask other people, so the Internet seemed to be the only tool to know about this matter.

A little clumsily opened the webpage, happily entered the information such as "Chu Sheng Qin Yu movie" in the search engine, and a large number of webpage links popped up immediately, he opened one of them, and saw: "The film king Qin Yu and Chu Sheng, a young student of the new generation, co-starred in the film "Dream", taking the risk to interpret same-sex love."

Seeing such a report, my happy eyes kept staring at the four words "same-sex love" and did not move away.Since he received Chu Sheng's confession, he has looked up some information. He knows that there are homosexuals, and he also knows that there are movies that express gay love, but no one in his social circle has ever had such a precedent.Xing Xing still clearly remembers that Liu Dong once expressed his opinion when he saw information about gay movies on the Internet. He said that acting in a gay-themed movie is a huge risk for an actor, and generally no one would think about it. to try.

Since most people don't want to try it, why does Chu Sheng want to participate?Gao Xing didn't understand, but at the moment he saw the report, he couldn't deny that he was moved by something, and at the same time he breathed a sigh of relief.They're just making movies, Happy thought.

His first thought immediately made him feel a little scared, why did he immediately relax when he learned that they were just filming a movie?Why do you feel a little moved when you see Chu Sheng accepting a gay-themed movie?Gao Xing couldn't figure it out for a while, he felt very puzzled, it seemed that this was beyond the reach of his normal thinking, this fresh feeling made him a little overwhelmed.

A thought suddenly popped up in his mind: Could it be that I like Chu Sheng too?

This idea made him feel a little flustered when he first appeared, but sometimes people's thinking is like this, as long as they start, it will be out of control.This is how he is now, just as he thought of the possibility that he might like Chu Sheng, he immediately thought of the scene after scene between him and Chu Sheng.

He thought that they used to stay in the same house, he cooked and ate with Chu Sheng, and he served Master Chu Sheng like a younger brother, but at that time he was really happy; he thought of Chu Sheng running around for him, just for Find him a role in a movie, but until the end Chu Sheng didn’t tell him how much he paid for his happiness; he thought of Chu Sheng’s jealousy and anger because of his indifference, and now he is so cute when he thinks about it. But he didn’t understand; he thought of Chu Sheng sneaking home from the film crew just to watch his premiere with him, the feeling that no one found out, there were only two people, and he was very happy when he thought about it now. sweet……

These memories suddenly flooded into Happy's mind. He felt that the questions he had been trying to understand for a long time were actually very clear, but because of his own reasons, he was always avoiding them.Between the two of them, perhaps it wasn't just that Chu Sheng liked him so one-sidedly, but he seemed to have the same feelings for Chu Sheng.

He blushed at the thought of joy here, and he thought, maybe this is love.

The word love seems too unfamiliar to him, that's why he misunderstood Chu Sheng's intentions again and again, even if the other party had already confessed to him, he still couldn't understand the meaning.But now the teenager has matured a lot, and he will no longer escape after discovering his emotions.He has already figured it out, his feeling for Chu Sheng is the feeling of being in love; there is no other explanation, he likes Chu Sheng, that's all.

After getting this answer, I felt relieved in my happy heart.In his previous life, there were only warm family affection and pleasant friendship. It was the first time he had met such a strong love, but just this moment was unforgettable.The love that Chu Sheng brought to him has a kind of heroism that goes forward, and also the sadness that sees death as home. Now I feel the joy and finally feel my own cruelty, but it is more joyful. It is really good to be loved by such a person happiness.

He thought of Chu Sheng's face, and suddenly felt that under the shadow of the leaves today, his face seemed a little haggard. Maybe it was because the filming was too hard, but it should be more because of the bitterness of not getting an answer from himself.He suddenly felt sorry for that person, and when he realized that he was in love with him, he was so happy that he already had this feeling.He felt sorry for Chu Sheng, the Chu Sheng who had paid a lot for himself but was not rewarded. This kind of Chu Sheng made Gao Xing feel cared for, but left him with unknown pain.

He suddenly understood the reason and intention of Chu Sheng to take this movie. He wanted to tell himself that the love between the same sex is also very beautiful and worthy of people's cherishing, and he also used this movie to inform himself From his point of view, Chu Sheng likes men, and Chu Sheng likes to be happy.

Gao Xing suddenly wanted to hang up the phone to him, to the person who was so haggard for himself.But the second he picked up the phone, he put it down again.Now he can't stand opposite Chu Sheng. Although he has understood Chu Sheng's intention and decided to accept it, he hopes to complete this matter on the same level as Chu Sheng, instead of being always The other party is taking care of.

He thought that the first thing he had to do was to make "The Long River" well. This was the starting point for Chu Sheng to move forward. When "The Long River" was broadcast on TV, Chu Sheng's movie "Dream" should also be released. Well, maybe at that time, he will accept the other party's love invitation.

That night, Gao Xing still received Chu Sheng's bedtime text message. This time, he didn't turn off the phone in a hurry, but stared at the message for a long time in a daze.Then I made up my mind and replied: "Good night." Although I don't know how the other party will feel when I receive such a reply, I am happy to feel that even though he is not capable of accepting such feelings now, he still feels sorry for the one who always cares for himself. the one who pays.

He suddenly thought that the person who was looking at his text messages might not know that he was staying so close to him, and he didn't know that he had peeked at his secret. This feeling was a bit evil and happy.Although I can't tell you now, Brother Chu, I seem to like you.